A Chance To Begin

Dab U Up [+ichirudead] (Prod. 3DS)

i want, i want it back
my old life i miss it so bad
when i close my eyes i wish that i could go back
go back,  to the time i didnt know u
i feel like that u destroy me 
can i go back, can i go back
freddie mercury, sometimes i wish i wasnt born
for a while its been a lonely road 
i remember the days when u used to talk to me 
can i go back, can i go back
fuck the girl next door i will remember you
but everything would be better if i forgot
fucking hate my life, wish i could take it back as it was before everything of this happend
in your head i would be better of dead
idk what u think about me but i know its not what i want it to be

i will remember you (lil biscuit)

fuck it all
swag bleed thru my hands
fuck it all
nvr get anothr chance
fuck it all
show me how to take my life
fuck it all feedin like a parasite

i swear dont crossing me again
i swear tht this yr final chance
i swear lets take this one last dance
i swear the swag bleeds thru my hands

parasite, take my hand n take my life
shoot at night u ain gettin no respite
its on sight, throat slash slice slice
play w white, throat drippin ice ice

throat drippin ice ice ice ice ice
in the garden w my crew like a bugs life
parasitic w the noose take my own life
put the money into view get yr throat sliced

you get yr throat sliced
im in heaven w my dogs u got no life
apathetic smokin gods w the tina pipe
i b talkn w my demons lik im rollin dice

grim reaper u can see me u get sacrificed
im the only one aroun but im actin nice
i dont even wana talk u got bad advice
i stil miss my fucking dogs who r out of life

i still miss my fucking dogs see u wen im dead
i cant evn fucking sleep i cant get no rest
i b poppin meds to sleep jus to go to bed
schizoaffective out my mind they put me on meds

and u kno i miss her lips but now shawty dead
i was thinkin bout her too but she up n left
i think ima lose my mind who will i lose next
i jus wish i could restart but it never ends

free dl

No Respite [prod. Evan Jolley]

ur friends say tht im bad news 
and i kno u think that thas true

Bad News

bad news (prod. teal x Kimzhel x Soma)

corkscrew (prod. jan)

@infirstplace
@nejdos

your favorite duo is back ;)

shoutout @collectivexiii tape coming soon jk xiii sucks

HMU +firstplace! (nejdos)

☆ YUNGSTER JACK & DAVID SHAWTY - NITEMARE 3 (NITECORE) ☆

mixed/prod by @ayfaint

better now, better now that I'm not around
i know that you're feeling better now
better now that I'm not around
can you even hear me now screaming
but i aint making a sound
can you even hear me now screaming 
but i aint making a sound

I'm thinking back to all the old days
back then where the worst days  
there's a lot of shit that i cant change
cut me down I ain't wanna say it`

is this really how you feel?
can you answer my question?
i cant seem to find any sense of direction
and i hate that you're right can you see my perspective 
when you say you have someone
but its not the same thing

I don't wanna lie
it cut me deep down inside 
I don't wanna lie 
i never wanted a goodbye
and i feel like I'm frozen i cant even breathe
in the end its my own words that keep haunting me
and ill say that I'm alright
its been a long day 
its been a long night

@ayfaint -

Here we go again
up my adrenaline
what do you benefit
you're never acting genuine
I'm popping sedatives 
walk like a skeleton
and you're my specimen 
you're always argumentative

I'm a catalyst
was made in inanimate
I touched the infinite 
I felt the resonance
and I (and I)
and I couldn't hurt another soul 
listen listen close let me tell you what I know
I had like 3 tabs of lucy on my tongue
I was walking down the path 
then I looked up at the sun
I put my body through the window 
then I understood
I was one with the nine 
then my life had begun (go go)

I just turned nineteen 
you're still in my brain
every day's the same girl I haven't changed
looking up and down while I'm staring at you're page
you're my carbon copy I feel like we duplicate 

(9)

ninteen (prod. faint)

J4y + faint- nineteen (prod. faint)

i th1nk th3r3 is s0m3th1ng in maii head [prod @dead.at.18]

this is a cry for help

prod and mix by ascii <3

lyrics:
im so sick of always trying
i cant talk it out
ive been thinking like im out of fucking options

i dont wanna wake up, yeah im blacking out
whyd u tell me like i wasnt gonna stop it

cause the words that you’ve been saying r just messing with my head
and im always feeling anxious like its something that i did

but its not
Its just another fucking issue
i still miss u
but i dont fit u

im so sick of always trying
i cant talk it out
ive been thinking like im out of fucking options

i dont wanna wake up, yeah im blacking out
whyd u tell me like i wasnt gonna stop it

its more time alone
and i sit in my room
yeah i sit in my room
im sitting in my room

its more time alone
and i sit in my room
yeah i sit in my room
i don’t wanna wake up

corkscrew (prod. jan)

Devami

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