HOLD ON ME - DEVIATE ( INTERNET JOINT )

2011 
THE YEAR OF SUCCESS
LOOKING AT THE PAST
MAN I AM BLESSED
I MUST CONFESS
IVE BEEN SWALLOWED BY STRESS
I'M ONLY HUMAN SO WHAT YA'LL EXPECT
A NEW ERA HAS JUS BEGUN
3 DAUGHTERS AND A SON
KEEP ME PRESSING ON
KEEP A SMILE ON
FOR ME AND THEIR MOM
KEEP TEACHING ME SHIT
ID LONG FORGOTTEN
SO I HAD TO DO A SONG
TO LET IT BE KNOWN
THAT IM FOCUSED IN THE ZONE
THOUGH MY MIND OFTEN ROAMS
TO WHEN I WAS ALONE
POOR BROKE AS FUCK
NO JOB 
NO CASH
STRAIGHT DOWN ON MY LUCK
NOW IM STUCK 
ANALYZING MY NEXT MOVE
I GOT NOTHING TO PROVE
BUT EVERYTHING TO LOOSE
WHAT WOULD YOU DO
IF IT WAS YOU WHO HAD TO CHOOSE
THE RIGHT MOVE
TO PROVIDE A ROOF
SOME CASH AND FOOD
IM ASKING YOU 
WOULD IT BE RAPPING DUDE?
I GOT DREAMS
BUT THEY DO TO
SO I CHOOSE 
TO ME A MAN AND UNDERSTAND
THAT THIS IS ALL
APART OF MY PLAN
TO GO THRU THE PAIN
THE STRESS AND THE ADVERSITY
TO USE MY BRAIN 
AND DO WHATS BEST TO HELP THEM LEARN FROM ME
THERE'S A SENSE OF URGENCY 
TO GO AND GET THIS CURRENCY
TO SUPPORT MY FAMILY
BUT NAW
YA'LL AINT HEARING ME
CONSUMED WITH MONEY
BUT NOT FOR GREED
IM DOIN WHAT I NEED
JUS TO FEED MY SEED
BARELY SCRAPPING BY
LIVING PAY CHECK TO PAY CHECK
GOT WIFEY BY MY SIDE
AND SHE WILL NOT LET
ME GET CAUGHT UP IN IT ALL
SHE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I CALL
STUCK WITH ME THRU IT ALL
SHIT WE'VE BEEN THRU IT ALL
EVEN BEHIND JAIL WALLS 
SHE STOOD RIGHT BY MY SIDE
LOOKED PASSED ALL THE BULLSHIT
SHE KNOWS THE MAN INSIDE
SHE KNOWS HOW HARD I TRY 
TO PROVIDE A PROPER LIFE
SHE KNOWS ILL NEVER GIVE UP
I GOT TO MUCH FUCKEN PRIDE
SO I STAY ON MY GRIND
6:30 - 3 
WORKING MY ASS OFF 
TO GET WHAT WE NEED
STAYING UP LATE 
TRYING TO FULFILL MY DREAMS
WRITING SMOKING TREES
AND LISTENING TO BEATS
HOP ON FACEBOOK
CONNECT WITH MY PEEPS
BUILD MY NETWORK 
SO MY VISION THEY SEE
PEACE
LOVE 
GLOBAL UNITY
HONOR
RESPECT 
CONTINUITY
INTELLECTUAL FACTS
YA IM A TRUE EMCEE
NO GIMMICKS NO DANCE
THAT SHITS TRASH TO ME
NO BEEF ON WAX
I STAY TRUE TO ME
I GOT NO FORIENGN CARS
NO ICED OUT JEWLERY
BUT PLAYA YOU DO YOU
AND I'LL DO ME
I AM WHO I AM
D-E-V-I-A-T-E

DEVIATE - SYNOPSIS - SoundCloud

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So how.do.I begin
Goin.in on a friend
More.like.a.brother
Turned.sister.in the end
Can no longer pretend
Your.ignorance dont offend
One day.youll.learn the.lesson
Im no longer holding.ur.hand

U go.from.one useless.bitch
Right on to another
Tried.to.kick.knowledge
Like.u.were.my lil brother
Ur.insecurities smother
no ability.to.see clear
No knobility.in your actions
U react.based on fear
And.i stood.there 
Your.one.true.friend
Never turned.my back
So Dont even pretend
I.had.your.fucken.back
Like.no.other.man
We.was.the.Wolfpac
What the.fuck up with that
U chose.to be the.outcast 
remeber those.facts

Gotta.laugh looking back
Like.sands.of.the.hour.glass
U bitchmade.like a soap opera
So.face.the facts
As.i.spit em.on this track


started off in highschool
Always.followed Never lead
Needed so much guidance
when I became ur.friend
heard u like rodman
exactly what u said
gave me his spurs jersey
thats how it began
got you high after school
with TG and bennet
said that you blazed
found out later u pretended
Smoked.you.up.daily
played.basketball and.chilled
let me move to ur house
thanx 4 that on the real
we partied
and bullshit
teenage life 
to the fullest
got drunk 
oh so loaded
made money 
then blowed it
got introduced to lyle
because of you
thru that connection
formed the.tightest..crew
so amazing
how much we grew
standing strong together
where the fuck are you

I ran into our mom
she inspired this song
talking bout jealousy
proving the lie lives on
she a lil crazy
that im understanding
but she wouldnt have those thoughts
if the seed wasnt planted
and i just cant stand it
Fam,keep it real
u watched it all go down
u know the real deal
bitch fucken threatened me
taliking loose my house and kids
then started apologizing
still wants me up in her ribs
i told her she.fucked up
find a new place to live
im missing my ex
i ain't tolerating this
she started hating
and u were awe struck
next elevation 
when trav took her home to fuck
next day @pearsons
u2 hooked up
now celebrate it as an  anniversary
thats shits fucked up
and this straight love
dont take it another way
You know where i stand
u chose to walk away

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