keep coming back to this man so fucking wild

THE HEART BREAKS BONELESS (prod. ndot & Travis Barker)

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Artwork by: www.instagram.com/thiago.saluthi/ & @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics:

(verse)
You tell me that your view is changin'
I tell you everything is just the same and
It ain't your fault that I'm hated
But you and me are long outdated

Empty promises lost within my nightstand
I can't stand that and neither can you

Honestly it makes me sick that
I can't fucking stand you

(Chorus)
Broken shards of glass
And head's on back
Now my veins are turning black
And my skull is fucking cracked

Am I even standing up
What'd you pour in my cup

Broken shards of glass
And head's on back
Now my veins are turning black
And my skull is fucking cracked

Am I even standing up
What'd you pour in my cup

(Bridge)

(Hook)
I'm going to war on myself
I'm stocking my shelves with liquor I fucking need help
I'm killing my brain cells tonight
I need to do this shit right

Silence my demons with sprite
I'm taking a flight
Leaving this city with spite
I made up my mind
I ain't gon' say goodbye
So don't you fucking try to keep me down

(Chorus)
Broken shards of glass
And head's on back
Now my veins are turning black
And my skull is fucking cracked

Am I even standing up
What'd you pour in my cup

Broken shards of glass
And head's on back
Now my veins are turning black
And my skull is fucking cracked

Am I even standing up
What'd you pour in my cup

I'm Mentally Stable, I SWEAR

Outdated

Thank You For Everything

How do I relive a life again
I dont know if I'll redeem my sins
We lasted like diamonds in the rough
Dark days, nearly lost my head
Hey you have begun to escape this
Pain thats seeping through
With no eyes at my witness
I could end it too

What if I begin to lose
And I'm slowly giving up
When I know its not enough

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

I'm losing it all for you
I've never felt so consumed
The life that we had secure
Was our chance
To be so much more
Hey baby I don't feel so good
Keep saying gave it all I could
If 10 years is before I die
I'd still give you all my time

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

Days Gone ft. Riverkinn

prod ARAM
music video https://youtu.be/p2H8I_v_JeM?si=bWSvtWF5G2PxL2EZ

lyrics

I love you
I can’t lose
I love you
I can’t lose

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

I’m sorry
I’m drowning
I struggle my heart pounding

I’m bounded
I’m sinking
My hands are tied I’m leaving

No breathing
No feeling
I seize up fucking freezing

You feel it
Increasing
Your hole is not appeasing

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Angel i

Innocence

music video

Innocence [Music Video ↓]

LYRICS:

Didn't wanna get it, didn't wanna face it, yeah, a family’s torn apart
Two kids in the middle I was only 13  when I knew that I was stuck
Swear I was hearing voices coming from the walls, my father freaked out and just stopped
Forced to talk to a psychiatrist who medicated me till I was cut

Tried to understand but I couldn't, Zyprexa just made me fall asleep
What did you expect from a kid who didn't have a stomach just to eat
So I made friends with the stars, they said that I wouldn't get far
But I found comfort in always being alone and trapped in my own

So don't tell me that you’re sorry for what you did
Because you're not, yeah you're not yeah I know that you are not
Cus I don't care, what's done is done I can't forget
Because I'm stuck yeah im stuck in a place with my own thoughts

Am I not real, I realized that I don't fit in
You can't accept, can't accept me for who I wanna be
Im overwhelmed, I'm not comfortable in my skin
This isn't me, isn't me, when will my mind find some sleep

A few years later nothing changes just a kid stuck in a rut
Putting on a facade for family just so they won't bother me a lot
Been twelve years since I was diagnosed with depression thought there was a cure
But the SSRIs numbed me out until I felt like I was worse

I want to explain it but I've realized no one cares for who you care
No one is special, no one is gifted, mental trauma that makes a star 
When there's nothing left I'll probably kill myself to let go of this pain
Cus I'm always tormented by myself when I forget my own name.

So don't tell me that you’re sorry for what you did
Because you're not, yeah you're not yeah I know that you are not
Cus I don't care, what's done is done I can't forget
Because I'm stuck yeah im stuck in a place with my own thoughts

Am I not real, I realized that I don't fit in
You can't accept, can't accept me for who I wanna be
Im overwhelmed, I'm not comfortable in my skin
This isn't me, isn't me, when will my mind find some sleep

Stuck

@burgosmusic

Lyrics:

(Burgos Hook)

Walking down this lonely road,
Swear to God you don’t know the pain on the inside,
On the inside,
Racking stacking up this doe,
Never know when a rainy day gona come by 
Racing with the cars and the blow heart fina explode when i mofuckin redline
Walking down this lonely road,
Swear to God you don’t know the pain on the inside

(Whxami Verse)

Breakin my composure,
Im sorry,
Barely give a fuck,
Its fine that no one really want me,
Lookin at the stars i know they watching,
Watch me,
On the inside it could get ugly,
Daunting,
I think i need a warning,
Find me a way out,
Girl i been on the run,
To somewhere safe now,
And while i been anxiously wasting my patience away,
For the sake of my angels to make this okay,
Dont wait yet
You know i been the same kid,
And shit changed but the day and my main bitch,
Telephone ring,
But it aint the same clique,
Funny how they dipped aint the ones that i came with
Nah they all fake,
Nobody gone stay,
But they come around when i pack the whole place in,
It never hold weight,
I gotta go face it,
When im on my own and praying that somebody gone save him,

BURGOS & Whxami - Lonely Road

I Fell On My Head (k3aton)

Booted Up!

(second album, 'Alien and connected' - out soon)
Written/Performed by SEPHA.
Produced by SEPHA. & CH!O
cover art by nikita ono
mix/master w/ CH!O 
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________
Lyrics - 

a love thats built on lust
a love thats built on trust
and passion
its all the same
its all hard

when life keeps teaching you
how to be alone
they say don't know yourself
know what you want 
its all what you want

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
we're still alone 
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're alien 
and im alien
when im connected to all the world 
im alien
and im all alone
when im together with all my friends 
im still alone 

they always place things in steps
and they always place things in parts
they always place ends and starts
they always have the last laugh

"so please get a job - one thats built on trust,
a work that tests your guts.."
...its all the same
its all endless paths

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
i'm still alone &
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're still alone
and im alien
and im connected to all the world 
im alien
and we're alien
and we're connected to all the world
we're alien

i'm all alone
though im together with all my friends im still alone
x 4
i'm still alone
x 8

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Alien & Connected

• Produced by APT. 102 - @apt-102
• Mixed by me
• Mastered by Sebastian Metzner
• Cover art design by me, photo by William Tran

• lyrics:

with the microphone as my medicine, 
all this sad shit as my epithet 
in a big room with the elephant, 
is my flow still fuckin’ relevant?

..

i’ll still do it for the hell of it, 
yeah, 
newsflash I’m still gettin it,
it’s a tuesday, I’m still gettin lit,
grip that paper like a paperclip...

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
got too much on my mind, i’m hittin' licks,
got too much goin on to give a fuck about a bitch, yeah...

real quick, that’s a lesson, 
you take that L,
it’s a blessing, 
you won’t learn shit with that flexing,
you won’t earn shit till you messin’ up, 
bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts
then i get buck,
don’t give a fuck

(bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts,
then i...)

i can’t buy more time,
i bite my tongue and wait...
i can’t make make you mine 
until you think you hate me...

imma shine but not before you break me...
that’s what I said back then, 
won’t you call me back?

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
girl i got you on my mind, so i get lit, yeah
you’ll be the last thing i see before i slip...

x

epithet (prod. APT. 102)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

--

Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling

JUST LET GO FT. YATES XV

Scar$ is the Rat King and Grunge Prince — born from the underground, stitched together with scar tissue and everything he couldn’t bury.

He co-founded the Die Young Collective alongside his brother and frequent collaborator Quiteevil — one of the sharpest, darkest-sounding minds to ever press a key. But Scar$ doesn’t belong to one sound, one camp, or one lane. He’s a genre-dodging phantom with a voice like a warning.

His music feels like confessions scratched into the wall of a forgotten room. It's too raw to be performance, too personal to be fiction. Some songs spiral slow. Others hit so hard they’ll make your steering wheel twitch and your ex text back.

“You cannot define me” isn’t branding. It’s survival.
Scar$ slips between grunge, hip hop, industrial static, and alt collapse — sometimes stripped to the bone, sometimes chaotic enough to make your brain buffer.

He doesn’t create to please. He creates to survive.
Some pages you’ll read. Some are blacked out. Some are still burning.
The rest isn’t yours to read.

↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓
@die-young-die-young

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