Girls Rituals "Deproliferation" - Nov 22 2022

I follow the motion line that comes out my chest
It leads me somewhere, I'm still confused
I think my path intersects with you
I don't mean to

I don't know what people want
I just know what I want so I get it for myself
Can't imagine what you'd want from me
Just as a joke I imagined a couple things

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
I could prove anybody wrong about anything
You've seen the worst in me.

If you find my heart's in tatters
Just remind me stupid things really matter
We could do nothing and put out static forever

If you find out my heart's in tatters
Please remind me that stupid things matter more than anything

I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
You're so cute
Goddamn you're so dumb
I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
I try to signal something but you're so ignorant

I like it.

I was like the Kreayshawn to your Spaceghostpurrp
I could do anything, you know I'll make it hurt
I could do anything wrong
If you needed me
I could do anything wrong

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
You know I'm lying, there's no guessing
You've seen the worst in me

Worst in me

http://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/self-titled-3

uh ok
hi um
kay

just do what you want
you have no obligation to make anyone happy but yourself
you'll never make complete sense
no one will see the whole picture but you
so you need to support yourself
you matter.

yep... ok
just do what you want
just do what you want
you don't need them
uhhhhhhhhhmmmmm
follow your intuition
how the fuck are you gonna make it through the day without saying what you got on your mind

just do what you want
just do what you want
you gotta do what makes you happy
just do what you want
just do what you want
you gotta hold on to yourself before... ummm...
just do what you want
just do what you want
i obviously don't care
just do what you want
just do what you want
just do what you want
just do what you want
just do what you want
just do what you want

Mom - No Obligation

http://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/self-titled-2

get packed up
make it a list if it helps
or keep a mental index
we'll always figure it out cos

i know
y’ know
i can’t barely lift my self
i know you’ve been twisting turning n all i do is stay
but everything is alright
everything is gonna be ok
i’ll just keep repeating that as i sit on my hands and be afraid

but everything knows
it'll all turn out
i'll sink to the ocean floor
but i'll figure things out

i know you don't want me to go
but you can't help but twist and turn and stuff
but with everything and all you know everything is going to be a little rough
and i know you feel it in your bones
all i know's i feel it in my bloodstone

well i know
there's always better ways to do things
but sometimes
you gotta hold your breath and just plow through things

get packed up
you have a long day ahead
i'm not a child anymore
man it's not the first time i've been humiliated but

i know
i know
i can’t barely lift my self
i know you’ve been twisting turning n all i do is stay
but everything is alright
everything is super duper ok
i’ll just keep repeating that as i sit on my hands and be afraid
but everything knows 
but everything knows

well i know
there's always better ways to do things
but sometimes
you gotta hold your breath and just plow through things
i know
there's always a better way to sort of do things
but sometimes
you just gotta hold your breath and plow right through things

Mom - S.N. Morning

from "dark city dogbreath" split with britney cage

Big dog
I said, are you gonna bite?
They say a wise dog never barks

Oo~oo

I could never really tell if you're...
If you're true or you're false with me
But I'll still take you how you are

Live my life
In 20 minutes
Bodies wear themselves out
I get high and start to panic
Getting lost in the crowd
Back when I was a kid
Didn't even know being scared was even allowed
But I feel it now...
Like I felt it then
Yeah yeah, I can feel it now

If its already bad
Might as well make it worse
Cant feel a thing 'til it hurts
Put that pussy to work
You see me just how I am
You wear me down past the skin
Western blood on my hands
You shine and sparkle with spit

Big dog
I said, are you gonna bite?
They say a wise dog never barks

Oo~oo

I could never really tell if you're...
If you're true or you're false with me
But I'll still take you how you are

I hope you still can talk to me
Even if our garden's wilted
We used to laugh out loud all night
Now we're just strange and prickly

iPod paused in my hands
I feel dead thru my skin
Bloodflow sweetens the deal
Western sugar again
Dancing on a rotting wooden wheel that bleeds as it spins
And I need you again

There is no point in saying sorry
Be polite and just say nothing, oo
There's no point in saying sorry
Please don't be sorry you loved me

Live my life
In 20 minutes
Bodies wear themselves out
I get high
And start to panic
Getting lost in the crowd
Back when I was a kid
Didn't even know being scared was even allowed
But I feel it now...
Like I felt it then
Yeah yeah, I can feel it now

dark city dogbreath

Girls Rituals - Dogbreath

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3

art by eddy atoms

i fuck up everything but just see how long i'll stay mad at everyone
yeah i fuck up everything and i always blame everybody but myself
i do whatever setting myself up for failure is just how i tend to have fun
yeah im slime and sleaze im really not so hard to please i just want to be loved by everyone

my whole body feels like a clenched fist
la la la la la la la la la
my whole body feels like complete shit
la la la la la la la la la

but with my perfect judgement everything i do is right
so pure hearted in this awful world why do i even try
who knows what you think about me, felt so shitty yesterday
why do i even bother when i know i will again today

i fuck everything up
me i me i me me i me me i me i

iim so sick of thinking that things will be ok
that my life will be fine someday
it's been fucking years that ive been stuck in one place
i'll always be here because its me that wrong with me

Mom - I Fuck Everything Up

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3

Mom - Warped Tour

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3 
buy my albu m 

Mom - Sugar Pool

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3
thanks for buying my music!!!

Mom - Macaroni & Beer

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3
arty by eddy atoms https://www.instagram.com/eddyatoms/
i’m going to fucking jump
i’m going to fill my lungs
i’m going to fucking yell
i’m going to have fun
way out in the sun and
i’m going to love myself
well if you want my blood
i’ll make so much blood
that you’re gonna fucking drown
i’ll always roll along
i’ve always been strong
getting stronger than myself

it feels like i’m under water
not content to do whatever
i hate every little choice I’ve made so
I’ve got no choice but to keep moving forwards
i hope one day life will be better
climb a ladder made of my sweat and
blood but the blood eater hungers
everything just keeps getting harder

Mom - Bloodeater

7" tri-single vinyl out on Heaven's Lathe in May. Mixed and master by Katie Dey. Vinyl art by marie a / @808gum

Lyrics
I want things to be beautiful
I forgot things could be beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope

I want things to be beautiful
I forgot that things were beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope
I'm giving up hope
 
That maybe it could change 
That maybe there are options
It could take a different shape
It might not survive the change

But it could survive the change
Will we survive to stay the same?
1000th prison in my eyes
I've seen these lonely deaths be died
I'm no stranger to the sight 

It doesn't even move me.
I'm the type to keep it pushing 
I wouldn't be here if I wasn't 
I'll walk to work past wasted bodies
I hardly even mind

Change is in my hand 
Money changes in my hand 
..'s in my hand 
Money, change is in my hand 
I want things to be beautiful

I Want Things to Be Beautiful

A fire that bridges the world

All around the world people have heard about it
All around the world we're trained to leave our bodies
Ever since that day I hovered up above myself
Ever since that day it's like my spirit turned to stone
Couldn't tell if I'm alone

And I think there's hope for someone else
But not for us, but not for us
There's hope for someone else but not for us

All around the world duh-duh duh-duh duh-duh-duh
All around the world I think we just don't have the time
Ever since that day an image hanging overhead, moving in somebody's shadow
Ever since that day we couldn't spit the poison out
Still we chose it for ourselves

There's hope for someone else
But not for us, not for us 
There's hope for someone else but not for us
There's hope for someone else
for someone else, for someone else
There's hope for someone else but not for us

...
A call
A signal
A sound
An impulse
An echo
A call

Project 6

It's supposed to sound like that. Track art by THE yogurt200 (reading HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE, Precious Theatre or **certified tumblr classic** 8eyes is highly reccomended)
https://zombaewalk.bandcamp.com/
https://yogurt200.com/

lyrics
(devi:)
looking away
counting up pay
we couldn't find out a way
we couldn't save-
we couldn't wait
we couldn't get on a plane
searching but nowhere is safe
who're we to blame?
we couldn't chill for a day
when you put food on a plate it doesn't stay

in the darkness of the night
could we make the image bright?
we could walk up to its edge
is it (solace/soulless) in our minds?
could you tell us about our lives
if we're casted to the side

i can't fuck with out drugs
i don't even want to fuck without drugs
x4

spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

(zombAe:)
i ain't fuck since i got sober
no ice three years still my nose hurt
my skin gets older and the earth get hotter
and the guns get bigger and my cock gets smaller
i got bills to pay bitch its build or break
when i cracked the seal, guess i sealed my fate
i just want to grill, i got krill to make
hope brumhildas waiting after all this strife
use your jokers knife, make me stepfords wife
i'm not mesmerized, i guess sex is nice
im just crashing crashin losing attraction
not fit for leo, seinfeld or brad pitt
chinks got some armor
aint tryna crack it?
could be bad bitch
no time for that shit
i'm a christmas cake, got a list of dates
and a list of dicks i done pissed away

(devi:)
spend it down
i don't have the spirit in my life
i don't have the energy or time
wear me out
hear me out--
everything i get is alright
everything you get is alright
wipe us out

Exhaustion Economics ft. zombAe

There are US tour dates coming in August and November which you can see more abt on my instagram as the story develops. Special thanks to nora who suggested adding some piano
https://www.instagram.com/dei_genetrix/


"It's perfectly alright to step outside the law, because the law itself is aberrated" 
-L. Ron Hubbard

Darkness, We live in some
Darling, please give me up
Sometimes, it seemed like hope
Promise, you didn't-
Don't
Assume there's something here for you
I thought it thru.
Every single chance we ever got we only fucked it up
I think its wrong to lead me on
Don't assume 
It's just us two
Me and you
We're having fun
But I cannot live with myself and 
I'm still so scared of touch

Really
Don't fuck with me nowhere
But then, it's just not what I need
Say that we're put here for something, that's something that I can't believe
Think that I'm living my life, I think I'm a mistake 
Thought that we're reaching for something did worse than just get in your way
It's not a test
We play for keeps
We make a mess  
Who'll clean up me?

Clean up me?

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YES I PLAY THE SEX FREAK GAME

UP TO DATE TOUR INFO: https://blacksquares.neocities.org/
Fresh Straw Berries Tour with Bubblegum Octopus

BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyPspF3VF0s

TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

tour infos here https://blacksquares.neocities.org/
thanks to nora for helping me line up the acapella 

song i like recently from jim legxacys excellent new record black british music

My edit of Jim Legxacy I just banged a snus in canada water

https://soundcloud.com/mattproxy

My landlord's flirting with me, called me skinny then evict me
I've read a lot of hentai so that shit is normal to me
Couldn't get repairs around the home
He's overseas with dying mom
Now we both dont have a mom. ha ha ha
Everything I do is shits and giggles for the fun
Everything I do is not worth shit its so much fun
You're looking like a pussy big and juicy begging for the fuck
You're looking like a pussy pussy boi tighten up

I do this shit for something like love
Never admiration, just connection to above
I cannot mind the crowd but it's nice when they show up
They don't believe a whore like me would ever talk to God

It doesn't matter how bad it gets it gets worse
I hate when girls die but I don't mind to get hurt
Heard you sold your soul and you could not tell the difference
I think thats kind of sad you never felt your own magnificence
They'll grab you by the dick throw you off a building then jump after you
Type of shit reminds me of going to middle school
I have no hope of being normal born to be a super soldier
Blow the rainbow out the sky and give God a game over

If you need me
To show you how
La la la
If you need me to show you how
How to do it
Maybe I could show you how
Psh

Say I’m pretty privilege but you don’t see how they treated me
To control the situation I make everyone my enemy
Just to be safe

Tighten Up! prod. Matt Proxy

https://soundcloud.com/fern_shy

God close a door, we poke a new hole
Hands yellow-pink + theyre shaking in the cold
Jodey high roller, line 3 thru ur nose
Thirty Twenty two, texas ranger down the road
Knocking on your door, the people wanna know

Lots of strangers in the world ...
Lot of strangeness in the world if you think about it...

Three hundred thirty three angels lose their wings
Just another day leave them hanging in the breeze
Cannot leave the house if theres ppl in the street
Can't revise the script only talk about the scene

Plasma makes the parts
Parts make up the body
Adding up the bodies
Least its saving money
Call of duty lobby
Chatting kinda dirty
Kinda genocidal
Acting like its funny

Whats sick days off if you don't have a job? 
These people do not work
They cannot help but rob 
Parasitic worm
Eating til the source killed off
:shrug:

We Poke Holes prod. fern_shy

Art by 404gunn based off John Romita Jr.'s version of the Punisher logo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKUxe5J7brc
https://www.instagram.com/404gunn/

Punisher

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

i understand that the art is AI and that thats bad, thats the point of this 1 thing and im not gonna do it again but like... if you wna be mad anyway thats ok just understand that its gonna be annoying to me +it will cause me to like you less if you annoy me abt it. im busy. the art is stolen etc im not generating it and theres reasons im using fascist aesthetics in this current run of singles as commentary and not as something that i generally enjoy like it makes me happy. i kinda thought that something like that would go without saying at this point but whatever 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLfhO9BJpOE


You need to pay attention. 
You're in the drivers seat, 
so, 
you drive. 

I'm so intentional. 
I'm so… intentional, 
I’m so intentional. I'm making it right.

I've been on. 
I’ve been wrong. 
I’ve been around. 
We're making a smiley face 
with our footprints 
as we walk the long way around.

I know I said I wouldn't do this shit again. 
Looking at me like I can't just be your friend.
We promised that we wouldn't do this shit again.
Now we listen to the sound of our planet:
All my life its like I can't hear anything but nyeh-nyeh nyeh-nyeh

nene

video https://youtu.be/6e3yWZ22-DY

Just stick with it
You can make it work
You could even try to live with it

Can’t tell what it was
I just fill the gap where something was

Am I scared?
Am I afraid?
Don't think we'll never know
Be bad idea to say
Strangers already know too much about me

And still
We rock out in the sun
Crowd is feeling what it was
When I could still feel as dumb as that

But if my personality
Could still make you feel like me
Maybe I can still cling to hopes
To one day become
Something that seems more like you again

Just stick with it
You can make it work
You could even t-
Stick with it

Just stick with it
You can make it work 
You could even

Reversal of Fortune

Ellen's on a cellphone

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

Theme song for Special Girls Story, in development by Rabbitmaiden Softworks. Art by yogurt200
https://yogurt200.com/
https://yogurt200.itch.io/

I can't stay here
If we weren't built to find a way
If we-
If I don't ever escape
Please just remember I'm here
Ocean waves will wash me off
Kiss my heart and lock it up
Tie me up and burn us down together

I can't stand the echo of the grinding of the planets teeth
She's always sleeping in
Her restless dreams--
Still I feel the walls close me in between us
Once I thought I'd live for love
My silly praying, was it all just sugar spun?
It's like a web in negative
We're still not sure whats in between us

And I've been held, and still I'm cold
I've been peirced, and I've been shot thru by love dearly
And when my blood pumps thru the walls
I hope my new form in my new life here can hear me
Because dreams aren't enough for me anymore
You act like a little tampering never set you down the right path

Climb the stairs
Sleep it off
Take a bath
Fill the world with blood
That's just how things are
So can you just hold me close under the grace of God
Clear the air
Scheme and plot
You're a mess you cant clean up
I don't even need to read your thoughts coz they just spill out like they're water or something

Something
....I want something
I can't ignore it
Something
It's like a thread
Pulling my center towards it

Acting strange and desperate
A shimmer of light reaches down to me in the dark
Realm of color around my head

Halfway from the surface
I feel a wireframe design for hope but I'm scared
Even if it doesn't feel real yet

Can we work together?
I'm all in your face cos I want your attention
But you haven't noticed yet

Don't believe in failure
Our fantasy seems empty but we already made it this far
Realm of color around our heads

I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know
I'll tell you everything I know about love

Short text on the revelations of divine love

The 2nd last single leading up to the release of "I'm It!'
Art source Color_LES's Mage & Demon Queen
www.webtoons.com/en/comedy/mage-and-demon-queen/list?title_no=1438

"When I was a kid that was a soccer field, and it's already a recycling center"

I live thru wrong decisions
I built my world around them
Lets play the cards we're given
Let’s break the rules around how it goes
How it goes
If you watch you can kinda still see how it goes

Lets try harder in the future maybe we could do better
Put in a little effort, are we only living if they let us?
Lets break the spell around it, lets spell it out in shining letters
Theres living fountains spouting
Theres resounding laughter when they see us

Let me get inside it I can prove that this is worth the price-uh--
I tried to make it right and all my options s*******l
I tried to speak my mind but it came out so all one-sided
If I only stayed behind there might be things to keep an eye on
Let it get inside me I can prove I'm worth the price-uh-
You're why so serious and acting like it's do or dire
I feel a bit stressed out but then I think that I really like it
I can't stand anything bout my life but then I'm really lying

What I had to in the moment
I did what I had to in the moment
Guess our lives are made up of little moments
You could make the wrong choice on every single one of them

Lets try harder in the future maybe we could do better
Put in a little effort, are we only living if they let us?
Lets break the spell around it, lets spell it out in shining letters
Theres crimson fountains spouting, just resounding laughter when they see it

They're looking at me and I'm looking their way
I know you're hungry, look you're licking your plate
NAZ✓ng nothing so I step off the stage
Not saying nothing kinda crazy these days
They're looking at me like I'm pulling a face
I'm not authentic yea we all make mistakes
We're sending signals like we're playing charades
I'm looking at you and you're looking my way

I guess I’ll let it happen
I think I’d keep my head down
Think I’ll let it happen

They're Looking At Me

We put the holes into our hands
With just a handful of solutions
People want to live in peaceful times
But who really does the choosing
We stay holed up
We get hold down
We play peaceful, pet, I'm patient now
But when we die in a hallway of a hospital, who cares?

Lets talk about
Lovers friends and family
Torn to pieces by predation
Watch my God go blind and start to die
From too much information
I bear the mark of everything up on my body
Blow the world to away nothing
And still,
Whos there?
Who cares

I want
I want you
I want you to solve my problems
You said
That you wont/cant do that shit my stomach hurts
F off
Reach out
To the door if you still see the world out there
Ow fuck
I want you
I want you to solve my problems
You said
That you wont/cant do that shit my stomach hurts
F off
Am I evil? Blame that shit on mental illness
Reach out
To the door if you still see the world out there

My bodytype
Spillin’ on
Poison spills out
Headheld high
Wishin’ for
Them to tear it off
Y'never know
Tramadol
Let em all down
Hide ur face
Emotional
Reactive clown

We're in foreverness now
No one will fix it for us now
We’re looking thru a keyhole
We can only see together
We live in bitterness now
No one can fix it for us now
We’re looking thru a keyhole
We can only see together

In my dreams
There's still a place
Where we can go
And I think
My thinking's useless
If I just forget it all
Thinking of what I do not know
As I stay unknown in hospital
4L pussy, next best thing
If, after all, true love really is just impossible

I'm It!

4L Pussy

reddishness is out now!!  https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

art by tanaka masami

if you really want 
i’ll become the smog around you 
i’ll surround you with my love 
no matter how much 
how could it ever be enough 

i want to take care of all your needs 
i wanna give you 
everything 
i wanna build a nest inside yr lungs 
and curl up and go to sleep as close as i can be to you 

keep me 
keep me safe 
i need you 
more than anything 

treat me like a doll 
ill be super perfect 
see the real me 
buried in the plastic 

every fucking day 
i wake up in a panic 
spinning like a drill 
i can never stop 
tearing up 
inside myself 

i built myself 
from barely fitting parts 
scraped up off the floor 

bubbling 
melting in the heat 
melting u and me together 

whats this stuff 
is it even flesh 
is it even blood 
is it even me 

i built myself 
from barely fitting parts 
i still fall apart

Girls Rituals - Treat Me Like A Doll

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hi hello its nice to see you. oh, you’ve always felt the same? i know. “its on fire”. i really want to get… “enough”. have you even noticed that I’m trying to find you out? theres lots of other stuff that i could do to let you know! 
all i knows your name. it feels like I’m reaching thru a haze. ill put it in yr hands for you to take. i’ll grip you even tighter every day. i’m being… 

i’m being serious 
so please take me seriously 
i’ll be yr sun shine 
i can be whatever you need 
don’t underestimate what i can do 
i want to spend all my time on you 
i can be yr springtime 
yr girlfriend i can be yr peach 

ummm i can barely last any longer yr gravity’s stronger 
when my bones all start snapping i hope that you like me back

Girls Rituals - Shitty Peach

Reddishness out now : https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

i feel its gross hot breath breathing in my face 
after all this time.. no fuck that.. 
i wanna go to disneyland 
i dont wanna do more shit that i hate 
i wanna have some real fun 
i wanna see the fireworks 
i wanna prove what a stupid bitch i am 
i wanna get way too drunk in the california sun 
like i always dreamed of 
i wanna see thru to my true self 
i wanna play puzzle games on a iphone on a air plane. 

its true i know just how you feel 

i feel it too 

i'll be the thing you're thinking of 
up thru the sky and up above 
reach down to me and pull me up 
just one more time i swear ill make it worth your time this time 

so freaked out i wanna fucking scream 
please put on some tlc 
please please 
stay close to me 

i dont wanna be a concept that you put evil thoughts into 
i dont want that 
im a person 
i work real hard everyday

Girls Rituals - I Know

art by me and @ivyatoms

every year that goes by i just seem to get older
and the tide goes up and the water washes over
and i know myself less going in and out my head
going in and out my head hooded death gets a boner

fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
and you got your nails long
whyd u cut off all your hair
fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
are u fucking doing ok?

ill be a black crow in my next life
flying over an office park

i smash and curse this skin
oh i dig and dig and dig
pulling away at the fat and muscle
always searching further in
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the answer to everything
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the reason for why I’m like this

2017 / 01

Girls Rituals - Black Crow

its ready if you want it
its on fire and its nothing
if you touch it you can have it
but if you touch it youll become it

its like a wound 10 miles wide
how can it heal if we cant see to either side
its carnivale
its 2012
im in a new shit now
keep changing shapes until it helps

lets try a new dance
lets make some new shit up
under the new moon
lets make a new style
lets fuck something up tonite

lets fuck something up tonite
lets make it right tonite
lets fuck something up tonite
you dont have to be alright tonite

im never knowing for a sea of fire
im never hoping for a world of pain

tell me how it feels
tell me if its real or not
is it really real
tell me if its real or not

Girls Rituals - New Moon

A really old track that i made from ripping off one of georgies instrumentals

i know you mean well
but i dont know if you meant it when you say that you trust me
im sick and self obsessed
i got my ears all bent up into shapes
i feel so selfpitious when you're surrounded by other creeps
who also need your time and your sympathy
are you warped by a lifetime
of men expecting your touch to hell cos your pretty
it leaves me wondering what it means when you touch me
but i dont want a white mage
i want a friend with which i can hang
just saying
you got a really great public face for the people i cant stand
and im not sure im not one of them

when people treat me like shit
when i think strangers only want my attention
i havent seen you in months
your just as distant as i am to them
and you're still pretty much my best friend

ill kill this friendship by putting my whole weight on it
i cant imagine a world where you dont think that im garbage

i cant get over the thought 
that im a child and youre santa clause
that youre a man and im a dog
i dont want anything between us

im not sure if you lie to me
but for the sake of my own sanity
i need you not to lie to me when ur angry

Rare shit

Bulldog Eyes ft. Vriska Serket - Cartoon Wound

every body breaks down
nothings gonna carry you forever
always wanna carry on
always wanna scream in terror
im just tryna be myself
if it gets me killed no wonder
thinking i should by a gun
probably shouldnt but whatever

ive been getting so much static
ive been getting brainwashed and shit
please dont really drink the water
keep your head down theres tonnes of cops out

if theres nowhere to run
if theres nowhere to hide
can we dig a hole right into the other side
if theres nowhere to run
if they already

2017 / 03

Girls Rituals - Every Body Breaks Down

overflowing sludge
weaponized industrial garbage
i could use a hug
pat my head and tell me im wrong about everything
feeling like a wound
that healed around a knife
if the knife was also a dick

i wanna wanna live but i wanna die
as a real girl
a real girl

I could use a hug

Back on some faggy 2005 electro punk shit

2018

Kreayshawn x Girls Rituals - Gucci Gucci 2

black.squares.media@gmail.com

when i go into my head i run away from all the world
when i go into my head i get so twisted i get so turned
i cant tell u anything
gotta keep it all to myself right now
theres a lot of shit i cant talk about

everybody wants to know ur secret
everybody wants to know whats wrong
everybody can tell ur broken
they know u dont belong

if u want to find me u can look inside ur broken heart and
if u want to suck my blood out god will help ur teeth get sharp
theres just something in my world 
thats much too big and much too violent
i cant look or look away
and im so scared i just stay silent

everybody wants to know ur secret
everybody wants to know whats wrong?
everybody can tell ur broken
they know u dont belong

"Whats Wrong?"

can you suck my fucking dick again? 
please just breathe me in like oxygen 
im a princess 
do you want this? 
can you feel it 
yet? 

i wanna make you say it 
but you've always been kinda 
shy... 
thats okay 
we still have time 

feeling's different than believing 
lots of feelings are deceiving 
i don't care if i'm bleeding 
i'd rather be dying than this nightmare that i'm dreaming of 

oh my heart feels heavy 
are you sure that you're ready 
i guess that things could get messy / don't you think that its scary that i feel it in my belly? 

it's never enough 
i'll never give up 
i'm covered in cum 
i'm covered in blood 

i just wanna fuck 
i think i'm in love 
my insides feel wrong 
i just wanna fuck

Girls Rituals

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