god please forgive me i keep making it worse

devi <3

girls rituals - wimpy

Mom - No Obligation

http://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/self-titled-2

get packed up
make it a list if it helps
or keep a mental index
we'll always figure it out cos

i know
y’ know
i can’t barely lift my self
i know you’ve been twisting turning n all i do is stay
but everything is alright
everything is gonna be ok
i’ll just keep repeating that as i sit on my hands and be afraid

but everything knows
it'll all turn out
i'll sink to the ocean floor
but i'll figure things out

i know you don't want me to go
but you can't help but twist and turn and stuff
but with everything and all you know everything is going to be a little rough
and i know you feel it in your bones
all i know's i feel it in my bloodstone

well i know
there's always better ways to do things
but sometimes
you gotta hold your breath and just plow through things

get packed up
you have a long day ahead
i'm not a child anymore
man it's not the first time i've been humiliated but

i know
i know
i can’t barely lift my self
i know you’ve been twisting turning n all i do is stay
but everything is alright
everything is super duper ok
i’ll just keep repeating that as i sit on my hands and be afraid
but everything knows 
but everything knows

well i know
there's always better ways to do things
but sometimes
you gotta hold your breath and just plow through things
i know
there's always a better way to sort of do things
but sometimes
you just gotta hold your breath and plow right through things

Mom - S.N. Morning

Giant Triangle - Summer of '97 (demo)

obvss dont own this i dont thjnk anyone has uploaded rhis here yet yeah

Cats Millionaire - Princess Luna’s Glorious Grilled Cheese Sandwiches

im a million degrees
skin turning green
my stomach is churning

my soul gem went dark
god please forgive me
i keep making it worse
not making it better

fill up my heart
I’m swimming in human blood
holding my breath
i keep swimming deeper

down and down
im falling for infinity
beautiful
I’m shining out so brilliantly 
i start to drown
i breathe her in so vividly
the taste, the sound
the trillium, the trilogy

2017 / 02

Girls Rituals - Prayers 2 Heaven

art by silkpath 
silkpath.tumblr.com

resting on a sunday
hungry for some subway
just another doomsday
alarms are going off
getting on a airplane
surfing on a bloodwave
hiding on the airwaves
nails keep breaking off

i dream a secret dream
i dream something thats just for me

her soul is tangled like some apple earbuds
that girls ugly but its not her fault
please dont worry im cryin over nothing
please dont crush me im just a tiny bug

putting on foundation
cruising for donations
in all of this creation 
i just wanna flirt with u
stuck in transformation
another new mutation
total information
information overload

i dream an evil dream
in my dreams im dancin in hell

2017 / 03

Girls Rituals - Cryin Over Nothing

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LYRICS:
(...)
Theres no justice in this world
(...)
Is it just us in this world
(...)
Is the whole earth cursed
Are our bodies made
Of evil cursed blood soaked dirt

(...)
Or are we made of something worse
Cos I feel like I’m something worse
Can ppl really change
It just seems too late 
It just seems way too late

I don’t think anybody needs forgiveness now
I pray hell is real so we all go down
All together so we’re not all alone
We can still torture each other 
And chew meat off our bones
Uh

Can we all just  share 1 body
So we can only kill ourselves
I swear that i wont get lonely
If start to starve I’ll just fucking eat myself

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite


Lets watch vids of cops killing kids
Ya jesus wept but no one cared what they did
Liberals all just loving the law
Theyre just doing their job
Theyre just killing us all but-

(...)
These no justice in this world
(...)
And it just us in this world
U can treat me like mark
If u wanna be jeff
We’re the last ones left
Adam / Eve of death

I wanna hide 4ever
4 at least 4 million years
Every night I pray 4 nothing
Cos Nothings so much better than this world is

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite

Devi McCallion - 11:11

on the album "Whatever Vibes" 

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Yellow Bile - Well

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Cats Millionaire - Rarity Fighting A Giant Crab

The song is available for free download/pay-what-you-can, but please consider donating to bail funds to free people detained by US Customs and Border Patrol when that is an option. Currently federal officials are increasingly denying bond to detained immigrants, but keep this in mind should this process become clearer. This situation is very dire and cannot continue. 

From my research there's no "perfect" organization I can direct you towards. You have options like RAICES but the issue of if they can even pay out people's bail right now with the millions of dollars they have is murky. All I can suggest is keep your eyes peeled for opportunity

Thank you for listening, 
Devi 

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lyrics

I'll go into hell 
I'll go in to hell 
I'll go into hell 
I'll burn forever in your arms 

I can't say where I am right now 
I can't move, could you show me how? 

Is it the same as it always was? 
Am I to blame for wanting love? 

I catch a wave, I ride along 
I'm easygoing most of the time now 
I thought I was, but I was wrong 
I can't take this shit anymore now.

Easygoing

by girls ritual/black dresses :)


LYRICS:

I feel its gross hot breath
Breathing in my face
After all this time
No, fuck that
I wanna go to Disneyland
I don't wanna do more any shit that I hate
I wanna have some real fun
I wanna see the fireworks
I wanna prove what a stupid bitch I am
I wanna get way too drunk in the California sun
Like I always dreamed of
I wanna see through to my true self
I wanna play puzzle games on iPhone on an airplane, uhh
It's true, I know just how you feel
It's true, I know just how you feel
It's true, I know just how you feel
I feel it too
I'll be the thing you're thinking of
Up through the sky and up above
Reach down to me and pull me up
Just one more time, I swear I'll make it worth your time this time
So freaked out
I wanna fucking scream
Please, please put on some TLC
Please, please stay close to me
I don't wanna be a concept that you put evil thoughts into
I don't want that
I'm a person
I work real hard everyday

i know

got sad this wasn't on soundcloud. ily Devi

The Resurrection: 3d (Partial Self Cover)

You're Pretty and Everyone Likes You

everyone i know has magic powers - traptraptrap

Song is by devi mccallion

one of my favorites

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/

EAT BABIES - Kung Fu Action Gripe

Btw alot of my Liked songs aren’t necessarily songs i like, alot of them are saved for later or songs i removed from my main playlist 

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