I try to change for you 
but I DON'T THINK I'M FUCKING ABLE TO

I hid all of our photos

Told you so (ft. Yung T)

Tell me girl how long has this been
Going on between you and him?
I let my guard down again and you went behind my back and stabbed it
No we cannot go being back to friends
I don’t want to see you ever again, I am so done

I should never have forgave your ass
I knew one day we’d crash we took it way too fast
Begging for forgiveness and to take you back
But I don’t think so, uh uh, it’s too late for that
You used to be the love of my life
Until you turned into a person that I just don’t like 
I was up at night alone while you were with your other guy
And when I finally found out you still had the nerve to fucking lie

I’ve been screaming at the top of my lungs
Do you even hear me?  
I don’t think that you hear me
You never listen to a word I say
I did you dirty but you did me in the worst of ways

Running off of fumes I’m about to break down
Blocked you on everything, won’t have to see your face now
I’m done trying, you think I’d be crying
But ever since I said goodbye to you I have been thriving
But I won’t lie I miss being around you
But I know that I’m better off without you
I won’t lie I miss being around you
But I’ve been doing so much better without you

Tell me girl how long has this been
Going on between you and him?
I let my guard down again and you went behind my back and stabbed it
No we cannot go being back to friends
I don’t want to see you ever again, I am so done

why can’t you just be honest

You fight harder even when I want to give up
How could someone special like you love me this much?
How are you not sick of me?  I'm asking myself
Why do I do these things that I do to you?
You keep me happy I just hurt you
Your family telling me that I do not deserve you
Your friends telling me to fuck myself and to be honest
I agree with everything they say

Had a good girl but she came at a bad time
She took back her love but she will forever have mine
I'm no good for you, doing all the things that I shouldn't do
but still I love you so and I'm willing to do anything to prove it's true to you

Yung T:
I don't get it why do you still love me?
Everybody else hates and always judge me
Even when I cause you pain you still care 'bout me
and I just hate myself I always doubt me
Don't know what I should do
Just wanna find the truth
But I'ma try for you
Don't forget that I care too

You fight harder even when I want to give up
How could someone special like you love me this much?
How are you not sick of me?  I'm asking myself
Why do I do these things that I do to you?
You keep me happy I just hurt you
Your family telling me that I do not deserve you
Your friends telling me to fuck myself and to be honest
I agree with everything they say

Why (ft. Yung T)

Why did I let myself become so damn attached to you
I act like don’t feel a thing but it’s killing me knowing that we’re through
It’s like everything I do is wrong, I fucked up now you’re moving on
Everything I put you through 
I wish I could take it all back

I wish I could I could take it all back
But we both know there is no changing the past
I just need start facing the facts
No matter what we try it ain’t gonna last
I know that it’s for the best but i still wonder
Why’s it gotta be this way, it needs to change 
but I don’t see a way out of this one I think it’s fair to say we’re fucked 

Do I need you?  Or need you out my life instead?
All these questions and thoughts racing inside my head
It’s 4 am and here I’m thinking about the time we spent
I try to sleep but end up staying up all night ‘cause when
I close my eyes all I see is your face
Don’t know how I even got you in the first place
You treated me the best, I treated you the worst way
Yeah they were times I treated you good but you deserved great
And I just don’t understand
It’s like one day I want you out of my life, the next I’m begging for another chance

I wish I could take it all back

Sample used
Xavier Wulf - Independentstry Over The Industry

don’t need the fame uh but now it’s too late 
jealousy hitting it proves that you fake 
it’s now a trend to go out and just hate 
always trynna ride my wave 
bitch just stay right in yo lane 
i don’t do this for the fame
i like doing shit my way 
they always running there mouth 
because i made it out 
all these bitches go crazy just to get some clout 
i ain’t into that shit cause just i fuck around 
if you keep talking then you’ll get slumped to the ground 
do not need help i do this on my own
make my own beats man i’m in my zone 
pray for the worst and i ain’t even grown 
they hating on my shit but still watching me on they’re phones yuh
ay hate means i’m doing it right uh
never gon stop living life uh 
stuck cause yo future ain’t bright 
want my downfall so i flex all my ice

No I’m not like the average, they telling me I have a gift
I’m passionate about this rapping shit so how much cash I get will never matter bitch
All I want in this life that I live is to keep on getting these songs done
And inspire others in the long run and if you think I’m bluffing you’re on one
Working on my craft while all you do is slack 
Yet better than me is how you act, that kind of ignorance makes me laugh
People really getting mad saying don’t do this or don’t do that
Get the fuck off my back I’m not gonna fall into your trap
Speakers banging a playlist of my favorites
a lot are underground or way too underrated
but that’s okay with me as long as they’re making real fucking music I genuinely can relate with
I’ll be staying independent, and if it I say it then I meant it
Never paying attention to the plays that I’m getting or giving a fuck if my names getting mentioned
They try to label us and make assumptions but it’s okay because while they’re wasting up
Their time and energy throwing shade and judging, we stay doing what we do we never gave a fuck

Misunderstood - (ft. Yung T)

yung t -
I will never forget the day that I met you 
I will never forget all the shit we Been through 
But I wish I can forget you found someone new 
And Now all this pain will come back like deja vu 
Why’d you do that to me 
The pain hurts me slowly 
Things are going bad 
You don’t care about that 
You blocked me snap 
Now you never call back 
I did nothing wrong you blamed me now I’m sad 
You left me now I’m sad 
Wish you can come back 
I wish you can come back
Why’d you break my heart like that 

me -
You blame me now I’m sad
You making me so mad
Replacing what we had
Them good old days ain’t coming back
All the things you’d tell me, nothing was true
Now I’m hearing you found somebody new
You moved on, I’m just a thing of the past
a name you’ll soon forget
You said I’m not right for you but we both know that it’s true that nobody can love you the way I do
Now it rains and it pours, I swear I’ve been here before
All this pain’s coming back like deja vu

Yung T - Deja Vu (ft. Devin Thunder) prod. jody

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tvts-pSMM4

Story of my life
My heart hurts, it’s gonna be another lonely night
You say that nothings changed but I haven’t heard from you all day
Everything felt so right at the time but now I couldn’t feel more wrong
Had a feeling that this wouldn’t last for long
But fuck it I’m doing better now you’re gone
It’s been a while since you’ve shown love
Probably thinking that I need to grow up
Why do I think about you so much?
When it’s obvious when it comes to me you give no fucks
What we had I never thought that it would end
Treating me like a lover, then it’s back to a friend
But it’s whatever we don’t have to pretend
I’m not trying to hear you justify your actions again
I get it everything I say is wrong
Fuck these games, no longer will I play along
I’ll give you what you want, today’s the day I’m gone
Screaming the lyrics to my all favorite songs while I’m
Riding off into the night just to get you off of my mind
Looking at the sky like why oh why did you send this woman to me?

We only have so much time and energy
I’m through with wasting all of mine on you

Don’t bother asking for another chance ‘cause all you’re gonna hear is na na na


Sample used
waterfront dining - bonfires

Missed Opportunity

I’ve had many long nights, I’ve had some fucked up days
I used to want to run away but felt so stuck in place
Used to think I don’t have what it takes, but now I know I do
Used to feel so weak but now I’m feeling bullet proof
Used to live in the dark, now i got a glow
The old me died and I turned into an angel
People saying damn Devin you done changed bro
Friends and family saying they can’t wait fo’ the day I blow

Used to be scared to be myself but now I’m brave enough
I look at my past and I think god damn them days were rough
I’ve put all my loved ones through way too much, 
it’s time to make it up, I’m gonna make it up
Everyone can see that I’m doing good now
I can feel my grandma smiling when she look down
Fuck fame and fortune I do this cause it’s fulfilling
But deep down I know it’s coming so until then I’ll be cold chilling
Smoked out looking at the stars, Knowing one day ill be going far
Get on the mic start pouring out my heart, now everyone saying I’m going hard and making art

cold chillin

A lot has happened this past month so I’ve been putting music on the back burner.  I’ll be back and with happier songs.. it’s just I’m so fucking tired all the time now

How in the hell am I going to get out of this mess I got myself in
I got red flags showing there’s too much I’ve suppressed, things I haven’t dealt with
For too long
Now I will forever stay sleeping in this bed I made
With no one laying next to me
I’m getting too used to waking up alone

Looking at the time like damn you need to slow down
Feel like I was 18 just a couple years ago wow
I’m feeling old now, wanting nothing more
Than to go back and find what I should’ve been searching for 
Is it too late? Am I too late?
Somebody give me a sign before I lose faith

I just had a panic attack
Couldn’t catch my breath so I ran to the back
I wish I had somebody to help me fight this
But I don’t want anybody to see me like this

We freestyled about nuts

Truck nuts bitch I let them spark
I got them wheel them around just like that episode of South Park
in the cut, fucking all these beats up
They once hated on me now they all up on my NUTS
Going crazy in this bitch I belong in the nut house
I’ve lost it, I’m going nuts while yours still haven’t dropped yet
Where’s your balls bitch, Start a mosh pit
This that knock the person next to you out on the spot shit

bitch i pull wit the nuts 
and i whip it while i fuck 
you give me like 18 dollars then i’ll smack it on yo butt 
don’t care bout none of these sluts 
yeah i know they down to fuck 
they all on my body cause they know that i like to go nuts 
yuh i’m going crazy in this bitch uh yuh 
i go nuts whenever i jam to music uh yuh
bitch i’m always down to mob 
we gon pull up to yo block 
but we not gon fight we gon go nuts 
yeah we just like to rock

NUTS

I dont worry bout nothing I know that my higher power got my back
Even when I feel like giving up, i keep in mind that I’m on the right track
If you were to ask me if I could go through all of this before I’d be like hell na
That’s the reason I fell off, well now I’m bout to prove myself wrong
Adrenaline pumping through me, got my body shaking
lost my patience, I’m no longer waiting, i gotta make it
Some are okay with enslavement but I won’t tolerate it
All we have one chance so if life gives you a shot, you take it
Cause you don’t want to wonder what could’ve been
Had you actually went to all the places you should’ve went
Cause you don’t want to wonder what could’ve been
Had you actually went to all the places you should’ve went

Even when I was blocked I wrote, I never let that stop my goals
Sure I’d get low from time to time but I still never lost my hope
I got quite close when life would discourage me 
But now I’m living worry free and loving where I am currently
That’s facts, it feel so good that I can finally say that
Because these last few years I got lost and didn’t think that i would find my way back
Well here I am, look at me now, who would’ve thought i had it in me
Oh yeah that’s right, no one but me, that’s why I had no other choice but to keep it
100, 100, I’m keeping it 100
I kept my fucking head high now better things are coming
100, 100, I’ve always kept it 100
That’s just the truth, I paid my dues, now none of you can say nothing

it’s second nature

PRODUCED BY FRIENDZONE

i know it cannot be like this forever, ive always known i deserved better
ive fought through a lot for a spot at the top and i’m not gonna stop till i get there
i’ve spent years in a place where most wouldn’t even last a week
watching my life as it passes me by thinking damn there’s still so much that i gotta see
my life isn’t perfect and i don’t want it to be, i’m just asking for some comfort
all i ever wanted to be was somebody that inspires others
enough to face their fears, go out there, and put on a show
i know exactly how it is because not too long ago
i used to be so afraid of the world i couldn’t show my face
felt too out of place and that i just couldn’t control the pace
but i don’t care anymore i gotta change before it’s too late
id rather risk everything than let this potential go to waste

catching myself overthinking again, i feel like it’s all i ever do
i need to quit that, i need to get back on top of my shit before my time is through
i’ve always known that this couldn’t be it and that my life was meant for more
and if it’s meant to be, we gonna get there eventually like i said before
i know there’s times it seems hopeless and that you’re in an endless loop
and no matter how many times you pass life just keeps on testing you
i’m right there too still i keep it moving like I got nothing left to lose
just keep doing what you’re meant to do and i’m telling you life will bless you soon
you’d be surprised if only you knew just how much you’re really needed
believe in the words that i’m speaking, i mean it, i’m hoping that this helps you see it
nobody out there can match your uniqueness, so you gotta go out and show them what you’re all about
so many hidden gems that still haven’t been found so no stone getting left unturned as long as i’m around

everyday shoot the dice, do it without thinking twice
got these visions in my mind that you know ima bring to life
and i’m not stopping till my family living right
i tell them no worries just give it time
we gonna get there when the moments right
and that moments right now
everyday another chance to switch up your lifestyle
yeah it might sound cliche and it’s easier said than done
but if i can do this, so can anyone
cause i got same thoughts on my mind, for years i been falling behind
but that’s never gonna stop me from trying to get all the things that i want in this life
gotta change yourself before you make your life change, don’t stress about however long it might take
gotta keep in mind life ain’t no race no need to rush, you better off moving your own pace

Shoot the dice remix ft. Main Attrakionz

Wasting my life running circles in this rat race
Giving it my all still keep ending up in last place 
Giving it my all with nothing really show for it
I’m just trying live my life but can barely afford it
Been feeling like a broke loser with no future
Dwelling on the past and the things I wish I would’ve known sooner
Stressed out losing weight like a coke user
Wondering why can’t things just go smoother
All I wanna do is help everyone else
but i’m over here struggling trying to figure out how to do that for myself
Grew up poor as hell and nothing’s changed since
I got like 8 cents and I still gotta pay rent
So how am I supposed to make ends 
when the very moment I do there’s always somebody who wants to take them?
Underestimating my current situation
I’m barely scraping by but they don’t take that into consideration
Got me thinking about them brighter days
when I wasn’t judged for or taken advantage of whenever i get paid
regret it hit me like tidal wave when I think about the time I wasted working my life away at 9 to 5s I hate
feels like i’m stuck inside a cage that I can’t break out of now matter how much I try to find some kind of escape
I always gotta go through so much shit first
Feeling like I’m Dufresne and it drives me insane like
I just don’t see why they gotta empty me of every last penny I work hard for every single week
getting weak about to bleed to death feeding this leech
that just keeps getting hungry for more, fuck greed

Fuck all those who take everything that I make
helping yourself to a gourmet buffet stuffing your face while I scrape away at the scraps on my plate

My mom stressing tryna catch up and it’s never ending
I wanna help but we both in debt and I’m low on credit 
Feel so pathetic, I’m helpless and she’s overwhelmed
she’s always out working hard but it’s easy to tell
she’s needing the help, she’s needing a break
but can’t cause the man keeps taking every thing that she make
sitting comfortable one day, struggle the next 
living from check to check, just to pay bills until none of it’s left
And it just never ends
Under stress from the pressure until she struggles for breath
If only I could find a way to pick her up from this mess
I make a million I’d split it and give my mother the rest

It’s nothing less than what she deserves
I just want the finer things for her
It’s nothing less than what she deserves
I just want the finer things for her

I barely see my dad his job is other home
Last time him and I spoke was months ago
I still love him though, always have and will 
He wasn’t always there but he was always paying bills
Making sure we had a roof over our heads,
Were well fed and told us stories before going to bed 
I always knew he doing his best he could
‘Cause I saw too many kids grow up with dead beats 
Or even grow up without one
Ones that were never around much
That’s why I’m truly blessed I had one that would do his best
And for that I wanna give him something to be proud of
‘Cause now I’m the same age he was when had me
And right now what I need, having kids is the last thing
Far from ready and I’m sure he was too
Grew up with only a few bucks forced to make do

I don’t know how they did it man, matter of fact I don’t know how anybody does it.  Especially nowadays with how expensive it is to just exist.  Like I don’t know how I’m gonna even get my own house.  
I’d work more but when it involves all my time going towards a job I’m not passionate for leaving me with little to no energy to live my life? No.. it’s ridiculous 

I’m feeling burnt out and my body hurts
Underpaid, overworked, never get what I deserve
I’ve always been one who puts others before myself
Just to never get anything in return
Na all get’s neglect, disrespect, ditched, and left hanging with my finger tips on the edge
Tired of living in debt and being treated like less
I know I’m worth way more than what I see on my check

FUCK GREED

Produced by Braddy Skema

https://youtube.com/@braddyskema?si=pwkVM9-EYD04rc9N

These people wanna talk shit but ain’t saying shit
It’s whatever just keep Damian away from it
Cause I’m not tryna hear you speaking a word
Im tryna make sure the peace is disturbed 
for all the people on earth
Constantly on the search for a reason to murder
Run your mouth, I’ll make you put your teeth on the curb
Show up to your funeral, steal to keys to the hearse
And run over your fucking family while they’re leaving the church
kicked out of school cause I had all the teachers concerned
Did a bunch of drugs and forgot everything that I learned
Grew up fucked up, always treated the worst
Think of the world and I fantasize seeing it burn
welcome to the mind of a maniac
This rage I have is why it don’t take much to make me snap
Heard someone say I’m whack, found out where they’re staying at 
And decided to take an axe and split their fucking face in half

Giving people chills whenever i walk by
Giving them a glimpse of evil when we lock eyes
You really wanna start something I’m the wrong guy
Everybody on some bull shit, now I’m on mine
Giving people chills whenever i walk by
Giving them a glimpse of evil when we lock eyes
You really wanna start something I’m the wrong guy
Fuck with someone else if you tryna live a long life

I’m ill with it, real sick in the head
Ima pop up in your nightmares and have you pissing the bed
While I kick it with Fred Kruger betting on who’s gonna get to ya 
First and fuck up your world like Lex Luthor
run up on ya revolver drawn rocking a balaclava 
say hello to my little friend, I call him the problem solver
and this my sledge hammer, I call it the skull crusher
covered in blood like metallicas kill em all cover
Don’t take this shit as a big joke or you gon end up with most of your limbs broke and a slit throat
It’s not taking much persuasion for you to get smoked
One wrong move, I’ll snap your neck like a wishbone

Giving people chills whenever i walk by
Giving them a glimpse of evil when we lock eyes
You really wanna start something I’m the wrong guy
Everybody on some bull shit, now I’m on mine
Giving people chills whenever i walk by
Giving them a glimpse of evil when we lock eyes
You really wanna start something I’m the wrong guy
Fuck with someone else if you tryna live a long life

Ice cold
One look in my eyes gon’ send you directly into fight or flight mode
Get your life stole, fucking around you’ll see
Mask on like Halloween, I’m tracking you down with ease
When I’m calling you better pick up the phone bitch
Or get your ass beat worse than my last ho did
I’m iller than what went on in H. H. Holmes crib
Even I’m like what the fuck when I hear my own shit
Like damn that man has lost his sanity
Oh yeah that’s right I almost forgot.. that man is me
I need to plan a meeting with a therapist
My mind I don’t know where it is, can’t look in the mirror I’m scared of it

Damian - Glimpse of evil

My voice was ass but ig it isn’t too bad for my first song

Why'd you come in life?  Oh yeah, that's my fault
Now all because of you I'm dryin' my eyeballs 
Every hour and every minute
I feel like a coward and yes I admit it
I feel it devour my soul when I vision
my life bein' without her, I don't want to witness
Her leaving.. it just kills me
I used to and still think that her and I had the real thing
But now it seems like there's no more bright future
Or her by side, that's not something I'm used ta'
Fuck!  What's the reason why I even try?
I love her to death, na literally!  She's killing me inside!
Eveybody's always telling me I'll be alright
But the times I've shared with her can't seem to leave my freaking mind!
God damn girl I love you
From the moment we first met it was like a dream had come true
But truth be told, you and I been through a lot of shit
It's clear as day and here to stay -

Something's gotta give, somethings gotta break
But all I do is give and you do is take
Somethings gotta change, but I know that it won't
No reason to stay is a good reason to go

What we had was beautiful, but you took it for granted
I never could understand it, why'd you do all this damage?
I feel I'm losin' my manhood all because of this
I want to hate you but I'd kill for one more hug or kiss
Damn, what'd you do to me
I'm usually so level headed, but when it comes to you I lose it, see - 
I'm crazy for you but it's obvious it causes too much grief
On both echothers ends and don't you lie, I know that you agree
Yeah, it's hard ain't it? Our relationship just caused anguish
And ended up so heart breakin'
I wish I never friended you
I wish I could forget you boo
I wish I had no service when I first had messaged you
Change is part of life, we have to accept it
It's time to leave the past in the past and forget it
Even though it's hard we gonna make it girl
Cause somethings gotta give say it girl

Something's gotta give, somethings gotta break
But all I do is give and you do is take
Somethings gotta change, but I know that it won't
No reason to stay is a good reason to go

I feel like you're the only one who should be my lover
But deep down I can see how we're no good for eachother
And even though there's times I never could see another
Women replace the very spot that you have stood in, I wonder..
Why'd something so beautiful turn to something so ugly?
Why does it feel like you're already moving on?  Why do I feel you don't love me?
Why this and why that, why do I have to keep asking why?
Why are we dragging this on, why am I making this song?  Why??
Huh... fuck I cannot take it
I'm going apeshit, I feel my feelings being played wit'
Constantly anxious, all your hurtful words have made it - 
Plain as day that it was a mistake we ever dated
It's time to face it, I really wish things were the opposite
Even though it's toxicness, you're something I don't want to quit
I'll love you 'till the very end and no that's not a fib
But let's be real baby girl.. somethings gotta give..

LYRICS by Devin Thunder
INSTRUMENTAL by Beats With Hooks - Rap Instrumentals
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Im1Dw366G0s
COVER ART by B Oliver

Something's Gotta Give

i'm just doing my own thing

are you there

Out of love ft. Devin Thunder

put away your keys

Starry Eyed (ft. K.O.P)

video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7DRl4SqcEE

prod. 4lexf

forget you better
would be perfect together
but your hurt me so good
that I had to leave you

it's over (ft. k.o.p)

i'm sorry i can't be saved.. it's just too fucking late

Devin Thunder

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