This track is dedicated to a girl I once dated and who meant a lot to me ()(

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STORY

I made this track last winter when I was in tilt. I'm fine now )

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D**ing

Digital infinity (D**ing)

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LONE KAIN

in this track I tried to recreate the vibe of the suicideboys runnin thru the 7th track, well, I also told a little about my life)))))) in short, please rate it, I am very interested to hear your opinions

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MEMORY

There is a reference to Lil Peep in this track, it is a tribute, and I also listen to it when I smoke at night, looking at the night city....

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SLEEP

trying to get out of my sh1t
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INTENSE PAIN

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lyrics:

I'm going to change. 
I'm not lying. 
I started a new life
playing with fire
But I can't forget the old one
I'm tired of wasting my time
Now I plan to live in another city with a friend. a new experience.
I want my new life not let me go. And I want it to be under my own 

be. with me. all time. i need... 
I want to spend all my time with you. We're so far away, but I'll find you. 
We will see the distant lights of cities. We will visit different countries. 
we will go through trials and joy. We'll be together. I hope...

Now I work every day to see you. 
We talk all the time, and I think I feel something for you. 
I feel alive. I feel better. I'm not tired.

everything is just clean, everything is just fine, 
I'm light and at altitude until it's time to suffer, 
smoke, and look at the night sky, and I'll feel tired again. 
I hope I don't die.

always wanna lie
To keep your secrets high. 
always wanna die. 
cause i want restart life. 


I always need my path . 
all thoughts are about life. 
You can't perceive me though.
i don't care about you


another day waiting for a miracle. 
my words are just lyrical. 
Do I want to be an American? 
I'll wait for the call. 


We will see the distant lights of cities. We will visit different countries. 
we will go through trials and joy. We'll be together. I hope...

I know I have a long way to go. 
I've been preparing for this for a long time ago. 
I always thought I was alone. 
But I can't do it alone.


always wanna lie
To keep your secrets high. 
always wanna die. 
cause i want restart life.

I INTEND TO CHANGE

I can't stand autumn (

Lyrics:
I feel alive. 
Its spring in my city. 
I don't love her, I'm not looking forward to winter. 
I love summer,  always look forward to this time. 
Inspiration and events, I'm an unusual guy. 

Or at least that's what I think. 
I turned on the stove in the kitchen, stole your heart, it was unreal.        
We haven't been together for a long time. But I remember and I sing. how you are?

it seems to me that people are looking for other hearts in winter to keep warm. It still hurts
so little time has passed since the last breakup. I can do anything. Just get up

I love these evening walks around my city with friends when I was in high school.
I can do it again
just like I did many years ago.
but will it be the same? I do not think so

There's no turning back the time. It's gone. 
We are just people, nothing more. 
completely different, dissimilar, 
and yet so simple. So similar

time is passing. 
The children are growing up. 
The streets are changing. 
people too. You can't bring it back

no way333

Leave me alone. I don't need you. an empty conversation. an empty day. whole life in vain
steam and darkness enveloped my room. I've always been alone. I don't need you too
I'm such a savage. And I've always been like that.
You're lying on purpose to hurt me. I understand who you are. I see right through you
I'm so bad now. i see the Gray sky.
the weather matches the mood. And it lets me down

I'm not stressed anymore, I'm just doing, just confident. If I'm not happy, it doesn't mean that I stopped

It's all stolen. and I keep killing myself, thinking that everything is fine. I need to pray. 
I will pray for health, for success, and happiness, or I will simply die in poverty without measures

I keep losing myself. in the rush of days. I don't see any ways. Just meet me face to face.
And let's discuss the case
and find a better place
to leave this awful space.
I need my cigarettes.
To forget my regrets.
and let the past reset
You need to understand
I've changed over the years
I spot my enemies
I see art galleries
Sometimes I feel like I'm in a dream   ?????
And I would like to stay here a little longer.
by the way, in this dream where nothing feels wronger.


Leave me alone. I think it's cool. to be alone. a lot of freedom. Do whatever you want. 
But, Nowadays, everyone chooses who they want to be. I think you know what is your destiny

GRUNGEBORN

Grungeborn

I've been ready 4 this shit for a very long time, I wanted to re-record it for a very long time, but I'm too lazy, hope you liked it

Lyrics:

i see gold shine
emptiness in my mind
people are walking next to me. 
I'm not who I used to be.
It used to be a honey lie.
I'm a kid, run run
You just hold me captivated 
Let's leave it all for later

or do all your damn business now.
I'm just too busy.
Im not lying. Sweetheart. I have to choose how to live. It's hard. But I know what awaits me all the time


I missed a lot. and I didn't save it. I didn't think too much. I just went and created it
I've been having trouble sleeping lately. It's not because of you. It's just really hard for me. But I'm trying

I heard the track we were kissing to again...                                 
You know, I haven't had anyone for a year and a half)
just relax, damn it
We're just strangers, you didn't want to save it 

I honestly don't know why I'm singing about it. Maybe because you're the first? 

I would like to forget everything. but not for you. You're superfluous. I'm short-tempered. such a pair of fools. Stop it


i still don't shine. 
I can't stop imagining you in my mind. 
You've just captivated me all my life. 
I just need to switch. 
life takes on new meaning and shades. 
Close the door. leave the void. I'm trying to escape

escape from yourself, where you don't run, you can't hide. 
I know it takes time, but I don't know exactly how long. 
It's 6 o'clock in the morning, and I still can't sleep
It looks like it's over.

1step2u

When I die, bury me with all my ice on 💔

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