PROD O0O + TECHNOCRUSH

ADDITIONAL VOCAL BY SOPEL

MARCYME

Older on all plats 
artwork by ig: @/ilovejinjoo 

Lyrics: 

I’m only getting older 
And I feel so lost
My bones are weak
From carrying
Obsessions that won’t go 

Away 
Away 

I spiral 
Shut myself out
Where’s my time gone
Waste it all and I can only blame myself

What if Its three years later
And I’m still right here 
And I make the same mistakes
That I did last year
And there’s no one there to hold my hand
And im alone again

Alone again 

I spiral 
Shut myself out
Where’s my time gone
Waste it all and I can only blame myself

Older (p.grayskies)

i 
i think about u all the time
and u
u think u kno
contradictions even i
dont understand about ur place in my soul

dont hold ur breath 4 me my darlin
ur gonna hurt urself and i dont want that no
my hearts been taken over by this sickness
and i dont kno if it will go

standin on the edge of it all
baby this is our last chance
but i will never let u fall
feel the bl00d rushin thru ur hands

dont hold ur breath for me my darlin
i couldnt let u in my soul at that time no
now i let you in and i realized that u were
the only 1 id ever want at all

i yearn 4 u harder than u will ever kno
a thousand lifetimes will not cut it
a fool i thought that with u i couldnt go
to where i need to be to love you

ill hold my breath for u my darlin
i dont think theres a world where i ever fkn wont
im just a girl and girhood comes with weakness
i miss u like i miss the snow

i love u so much i swear it scares me so
a lifetime pass we die in eachothers arms
one last kiss before we enter to the ether
theres nothin else that i could ever want

slight of hand prod 1sickboi

The change is just constant
Ive come to my senses
and no one will hold me still
How dare you die on that hill
(The door is wide open)

I severed the bond
Between me and you  
All it took was blood
And losing my youth 
When you draw your blade 
I summon a scythe
A vein meets the edge
Couldnt help but cry
  
What’d you say
What’d you say
Was it my fault
(Its torture, please no)
Listen in 
Let your hear on my own thoughts 
(Oh my god)

I severed the bond
Between me and you  
All it took was blood
Now i cannot lose
When you draw your blade 
I summon a scythe
This fate meets the end
I’ll bring me 2 life

prod by me & jake bones ( @yungbones )

blades edge

This song comes straight from the deepest part of your soul — the part that’s been waiting to breathe again.
It’s about that rare moment in life when someone finally sees you for who you really are, not the mask, not the walls — but your heart, your truth, your light.

You’ve been through the battles, the doubts, the loneliness… feeling like you had to hide pieces of yourself just to survive. But then they came along — that one person who made you feel safe enough to be vulnerable, strong enough to open up, and brave enough to just be you.

Every verse is like peeling away a layer of the old you — the fear, the silence, the pretending — until you’re standing in your full light.
The melody captures that rush of emotion when you finally realize:

> “I’m not broken. I’ve just been waiting to be seen.”



The spoken parts are almost like inner thoughts — that quiet reflection, that emotional release when you finally find peace within yourself.
The hooks explode like freedom — that first deep breath after years of holding it in.

This isn’t just a love song.
It’s a rebirth song — about rediscovering yourself through love, connection, and truth.
It’s about gratitude, awakening, and realizing that your heart was always strong — it just needed the right person to remind you how to shine again.

blades edge

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