Deep feels

aruma https://soundcloud.com/aruma
x
Buddha https://soundcloud.com/buddhaheis

aruma. X Buddha - blckmatter

that new from the gods themselves courtesy of [lofi.raps]

vocals and horns ung god @nyodus
barrs barrrs barrrrs from @kimbalang
slaps and shit from @tenderleafygreens

cover by old god

ny odus x Kimba Lang - Put It In The Brain [prod. TenderLeafyGreens]

Cause when I'm dead...

bars from @buddhaheis
and bars from @kimbalang
beat by @lxced-4
engineered by @nyodus
album art by evrit.sike instagram.com/evrit.sike


Lxced. x Buddha x Kimba Lang - Deaded

Title is a quote from James Baldwin's Sonny's Blues (pg. 137) (fuckin read shit)
artwork by my negus4lifegodinchurxhfaded
https://www.instagram.com/evrit.sike/
beat by Germany's finest @tenderleafygreens
Bars raised in Brooklyn spit by @buddhaheis
Vocals and Guitar by @forestporridge

TenderLeafyGreens X Buddha X Forest Porridge - Some sort of god, or monster

prod. https://soundcloud.com/xmittens
verse 1 https://soundcloud.com/buddhaheis
verse 2 https://soundcloud.com/atlas
master https://soundcloud.com/nyodus
photo the legendary Jcammack

Buddha x atlas x Mittensさん - tooeloquent

Hello, this song was inspired by the movie "Coraline" also please go support the person who made this song possible.

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics

(verse 1)
shes sittin there
with a broken mind
doing all those things to get her through the night
her family loves her so but they don't show it right
she'll go into a little door and be just fine
i think this place is better for me she says
it's like something from  a fantasy she says

(verse 2)
little darling 
there's just one more thing
take this sewing needle and do this for me
i promise if you do this i will set you free
do you want your buttons red, yellow, or green
i don't think i can handle this she says
i think i'll go and get some rest she says

(hook)
put on your button eyes (x2)

(verse 3)
now shes stuck here in the dark
callin out for help screamin from the heart
there was nothing we
could have done 
she made her choice
i just wanted a good life
now i can see with my eyes

Button Eyes (Prod. By Samurai Guru)

Silk sheets. Please go support the artist who made this song possible.

I do not own the artwork

moan/feeling (Prod. By j^p^n)

there's this one girl (Prod. By BLVK)

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

:/ Sup.

I do not own the artwork

(Lyrics)
here we go again talkin
bout yesterday
honestly i dont think
the past is really
all the great

but when you open up your
mouth and tell me what you
did last week
annoying isn't good enough
especially when you spill
the tea

for me it's just a little hard
to try and be friends with
cheats
but maybe i sould tell you
straight up
that i ain't feelin this
and i think you should leave
cause everything you're
saying doesn't matter to me

(Hook)
and i don't give a fuck about it no
and i don't give a fuck about it no
and you still give a fuck about me oh
and you still give a fuck about

and i don't give a fuck about it no
and i don't give a fuck about it no
and you still give a fuck about me oh

IDGAFAI (Prod. by Dead Rose)

Song for my older sister <3

Go support the person who made this song possible @elijahwho

I do not own the artwork

(verse 1)
tell me whats your deal
i hope this isn't real
you've been gone for long
it's makin me feel ill
i hope you're doing fine
i know you don't have time
to conversate and talk to me
all about your life
sis we all really love you
don't ever think we don't
all these people passin by
as you're slingin dope
i never had the chance to
say how much i miss you
jotted all this down
so you might hear cause
i don't see you

(hook)  
it's been way too long
it's been way too long
please hear my song
and sing along lauren

it's been way too long
it's been way too long
please hear my song
and sing along lauren

(verse 2)
i wish to walk through time
cause if i could back
i'd never let him reach 
your mind
he's takin all control
and i don't think you can
break free
a prison in your head
alcatraz is all i see
if only you could wake up
from this dirty fuckin dream
oh
and maybe live a life 
thats way more sweet
wished you'd talk about the
issues swimmin in your brain
i hate that when i see you 
you're exausted from the pain
not only does he hurt you
but he plays you like a game
watching you go down like this is
is making me insane

(bridge)
and i just want you to be fine
sis tell me that you're alright
your family is a lifeline
so wont you come home for awhile
cause 

(hook)  
it's been way too long
it's been way too long
please hear my song
and sing along lauren

it's been way too long
it's been way too long
please hear my song
and sing along lauren

Too Long (Prod. by elijah who)

verse 1 @gawdlee
verse 2 @nyodus 
verse 3 @buddhaheis
prod. @tenderleafygreens

mastered by @nyodus

gawdlee x ny odus x Buddha x Lxxfy - Voltron

they happen. Go check out @ilwesto to hear more awesome songs.
Also check out @redpestbeats to hear even more good music.

I do not own the artwork 

Lyrics 

(Kuzu)
so cock it back and put the gun
of love up to my brain
i can't get enough
start to think i'll go insane
cause everytime you
say you love me
I get a little blushy
words don't ever form
right cause it makes
my brain all mushy
I'm hoping that you
understand
i will be your superman
through thick and thin
and sickness 
I will always have plan
cause sometimes we
start blastin off again
but that wont ever stop 
me from holdin your hand 
check it
shoot your love into my veins
now i start to feel addicted
i think  i'll overdose
cause it's comin so consistent
afraid it may be
too much
cause it's takin
all my life away
but how can i say no 
when your askin me to stay
I've heard it all before
I think its time to let you go
one more hit before the
road

(il Westo)
At times you makes me hurt so bad
At times seeing you makes me feel so glad
feeling like I just can't pull away
ya dealing pain pills to my heart
without you I'm insane
I can't explain why
do I need to try
It's a human reaction,
without you I'm split like a fraction
Conflicted factions in my heart
and it just feels so hard
You're the light in my dark
You're the fuel I need
for my engine to start
Sweetheart mend my scars
or dig them deeper in
either or love habits
imbalance the balance
of my bliss and pain
At times I ask myself
Why I play these games

Love Habits ft. il Westo (Prod. by Redpest)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/32doqcOFiTH4G5AHBQGIQv

edit: thank you so much for the support !<3
if you want to download cuz downloads are finished for this song 
here is the link to download from. https://verqoh.bandcamp.com/track/i-wanna-sleep-forever-prod-aixion

prod by @aixion
lyrics:
i wanna sleep forever but i always wake up
i wanna love you, but i always fake love
im sorry... its just what im made of
i wanna be happy but cant, my pains rough

i dont wanna stay the same but cant
my brains to blame, fun fact
i try to rain my pain but cant
it just fades away then comes back

lifes boring, yuh, its always the same stuff
do something, then sleep and then wake up
but i get it, you gotta provide to stay alive
and in due times, i will prolly fade to die
then change my mind

thats my time wasted, 
nah, scratch that,
thats my life wasted
everyones pacing life but my knifes waiting
for the day im in pain and my lifes aching,

(x2)
theres more to life than what meets the eye
but i cant see thru these secret lies
i cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist

15 years went past, but it felt like 5 minutes
cant wait till the day my times finish
searching in my heart but dont like what i find in it
[searching in my heart but dont like what i find in it]

theres more to life than what meets the eye
but i cant see thru these secret lies
i cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist

i wanna sleep forever but i always wake up
i wanna love you, but i always fake love
im sorry... its just what im made of
i wanna be happy but cant, my pains rough

⭐SPOTIFY & OTHERS⭐

i wanna sleep forever. [prod. aixion] (now on spotify)

be cool.

Go check out @korouu cause they're amazing at making music <3

I do not own the artwork 

Lyrics

(verse 1)
we've been dancing for so long
under the stars
i feel as the grass will
cut through my skin
all the pills we take
have seem to prolong
our existence but i 
don't feel alright
I would rather be alone
than have you
everytime I speak I feel
myself fall
do you wish to find
the truth in my
lies
sorry darlin theres
no truth here
no

(verse 2)
it just the two of us my dear
listen to me don't you hear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby
don't you let them see your fear
promise not to shed a tear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby

sunflower feelings (prod. by korou)

Go check out @aixion

Art by: http://luxjii.tumblr.com/post/146647476624/lonely-nights

Lyrics
(chourus)
maybe were not meant to be
i know that it's hard now
grab my hands and dance with me
girl i think you're far out
we can talk about the stars
whoa
we can talk about the stars
whoa
maybe were not meant to be
i know that it's hard now
grab my hands and dance with me
girl i think you're far out
we can talk about the stars
whoa
we can talk about the stars
whoa

(verse 1)
i'm thinking that your my crush
you fell from space just to touch
a lameo earthing like me
could never be enough
express emotions through hugs
we both cannot help but blush
i'm learning everything there
is to learn about you

(hook)
we've got
what they don't
and i feel like we can do
what we want 
babe
we've got
what they don't
and i feel like we can do
what we want 
babe

(verse 2)
take a breath then dissect
every ounce of it
our love is a discovery
we don't have to let them see
be my space girl and
i can give you everything
maybe i'm trying to hard
think i might let down my gaurd
trying to figure it out
both of us are having doubts
looking for a brand new route
nothing is the same now
poloroids of what we were
momories of broken hearts
girl you're like a work of art
cause 

(hook)
we've got
what they don't
and i feel like we can do
what we want 
babe
we've got
what they don't
and i feel like we can do
what we want 
babe

Space Girl (Prod. by Aixion)(Thanks for 300)

Yo! Go check out @1-ab not only did they produce this amazing beat
with their vocals and amazing guitar skills they also mixed it! 

Art by: https://luxjii.deviantart.com/gallery/  (They have amazing art owo)

(verse 1)
i can tell you now
that you were so
damn hard to find
everytime i see you
babe i think you
look so divine
i don't wanna take you 
home tonight
but just treat you right
i know you must be
thinking of the
bad intentions in my mind
and i know 
that you feel
like its hard just to deal
but we talk
then we walk
lets just keep it real
and you tell me the things
that you don't 
tell your friends
so i'll tell you the truth
this is how i feel

(Hook wannabe & kuzu)
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got
baby you should know that
they got

(verse 2)
now you've been acting like
all i wanna do is hurt
lemme tell ya darlin 
i would put myself
inside the dirt
you're the only one a boy
like me could ever need
all these other dudes are
on their knees begging 
you and sayin please
i'm not messin with these
other girls
you're the only 
one i'm with
i'll say it one more time
again you make me feel so
much bliss
look me in eyes this is 
love now isn't it?
let me tell the world that 
you're amazing

(Hook wannabe & kuzu)
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got
baby you should know that
they got (x2)

Pettersson X Kuzu Mellow - They Got Nothin On You

thanks to @typo_17117 for letting me ruin her track, check out her version here:
https://soundcloud.com/typo_17117/soulfire

loney & sad (Feat. Typx)

some sad shit that i been feelin. sorry for being hella late on my 400 song ._.

Go check out @themostwackest <3 they made this dope ass beat that
i completely ruined <3

art by: http://kada-bura.tumblr.com/post/134281975562/feelin-an-awful-lot-like-empty-space

lyrics
(verse 1)
as i get older
i start to look
father keeps sayin
to play by the books
i'm feelin so scared of the world
how do i know if i'm gonna be fine
might be too anxious
afraid that i'll die
insisting to me
it'll all be alright and i
don't really know if i'll make it
telling myself that
it's just like a game
my biggest fear is that
i'll only bring shame
like the one that did before me
ignorance just made her lonely
i don't think i'll reach that path
but i feel like i'm still in last
time is just going to fast for me
i start to feel the defeat
even resorted to get on my knees 
and pray out to god
asking him please
make me feel normal
i'm tired of the 
sleepless nights
depression locks me
in real tight
and i've been asking all 
these questions
i don't know the right direction
still i stand before the people
that i call my friends
and i crumble


(hook)
more or less
i'm feelin so distressed
and i've been
counting all the days
i lay my head to rest
and i'm scared
i might miss
the moments
of such bliss
pass the spliff
i'll just fade away


(verse 2)
been feeling to sad
thinking of quiting
but then i'll feel bad
how could i cut every tie
that made?
just cause i'm feeling 
depressed in my brain
i should keep going
show all the niggas
who doubted that
i can keep growing
i keep flowing
trying to figure out
how i should deal
letting em know all
the shit that i feel 
gotten this far
but i still wont reveal
the face behind the mask
afraid to try and grasp
every single feeling
that is bad
but i
will still try
and keep going

fear/try (prod. by elias)(thanks for 400!)

I don't own this art

Yo.  Go follow my boy @sweet_guri he made this dope ass beat. Show him some love! 

(Lyrics)

(hook)
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name

(verse)
i've had too many sleepless
nights 
thinking of the things he
said
even if he's by my side
horrid thoughts inside my 
head
say the things i wanna hear
for a smile 
maybe he will stick around
for awhile
start to comtemplate myself
inside my mind
try to be the things he wants
but it's never right
we can speed on down highway
tonight
maybe things with go my way
tonight

(chorus)
and i just want to be
the best you've ever had
be a pretty boy for you
is that so bad 
you're so mean
but i'm fine
my mental
is alright

(verse 2)
suffocation in my dreams
pull my heart out the 
seams
honestly you never change
i don't either and its sad
hard to trust the words you
say
only keep me for escape
you don't understand my pain
and i think i'm fine with 
that
you don't care
and i don't mind
i just wanna share my time
only trying to survive
wont you hold me through
the night
whisper words into my ear
make me feel like
i mean something to you

(hook)
to him i'm just a little boy
crying out for attention
i just want to feel the joy
when he calls my name

Deep feels

Devyn Dumas