Deep life: Part I

Deep life: Part II

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Lyrics 
Baby, girl I been waitin' for you all night
I was tryin' so hard (so hard)
Baby, girl look at me for the last time till I'm gone and fucked up (fucked up)

I don't know what to say 
How to say how I feel
You just wanna be here then I'm fallin' asleep 
Then you wanna take my life 
Then you wanna see me smile 
Then I'm fallin' again 

I don't wanna feel it now 
Bitch I'm goin' so insane 
I don't wanna feel your touch 
My eyes are dead 
You're screamin' deep inside 
Who's gonna help you now? 
Demons in your mind 

I don't wanna help you now 
Bitch I been so fucked up 
I don't care about the time 
When you've been makin' me wanna die (wanna die)

Unreal (prod. Flower)

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lyrics
When it's gonna kill you 
I don't think about you 
I don't wanna feel alive bitch it's your turn to cry 
Think about it twice 
Before leavin' your rights 
(Before leavin' your rights)

I think you gotta move on 
Let it be then watch me die again 
Safety for me on that side for free 
Sippin' beer with my team 
Ask me here 
If I'm gonna die alone 
If it's all that I want ou 

That was story that you'll never forget
I'll be your night for the rest of your life 
If you had got it before that time, you would’ve tried to save the right one (yeah)
I was so in pain while you were with him 
I was fightin' alone 
Then fallin' apart 
It was somethin' I thought would pull me out of the darkness though ou 
Give me back the time I wasted tryin' so hard to keep it right (keep it right)
I was runnin' from hell and nobody was there (was there, and nobody was there)

Falling apart (bonus track) (prod. Cryx)

Love yall

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lyrics
Pain pill
Unfeel the ache inside here my tears my bitch is here you can see me smile I'm not fakin' I'm just cryin' but you're lyin' 
I don't care cause I got 
Kirby by my side we're makin' 'em die 
Young me is dead 
I don't wanna be nice 
I just wanna make you mine 
But I can't cause I'm dyin' young I'm leavin' my old town 
You're lyin' to my face tonight 
I know you're fucked up 

fuck a baby model yeah
my bitch she on a gram
when i reach my shit
and i drive around the town
baby take a look 
we just copping off them bars
and i risk my life
when i take you on the mars
there’s no surprise if i end my life
then i fucking fly like a butterfly 
there's no surprise if i take yo life
on the other side
you should never lied
why u fucking lied
straight to my face
straight to my face 
u bitch

Smokin' on a highway feed me to death 
Bitch it's hard to explain but I feel that it's dead and I can't explain what's that 
Butterfly in the dark hold my hand I'ma fall I'ma bleed all alone

Butterfly w/ Kirby (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics 
Lights show some dope 
I know you go 
I don't wanna do it no 
Now she's cryin' but not by my own 
How's it feels though?
Bitch I'm dyin' all alone you can't feel my own 

I'm dyin' by my own 
I don't need help ou 
Don't talk to me hoe 
I like it on my own 
When I'm fightin' with myself 
Then you shinin' on his own 
I'm fallin' so alone (so alone)

You never asked me how I felt 
I'm still drownin' in that pain 
Poppin' pills I'm so sad
Lemme feel your pain (your pain)

Now I'm smokin' so alone bitch I wanna be in a hole 
Kill me tonight hoe 
You'll never forget it ou 
My energy will live forever 
Cause you'll love me when I'm gone from this place ou

On my own (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics
Bitch I'm so fucked up at night 
Bitch I feel it how you lie 
Bitch I know you wanna die 
Just keep it by my side 
I'ma get you high at night
I never felt so down 
Now I wanna fuckin' die (now I wanna fuckin' die)

By your side 
Hold your mind in the dark
You just fucked
Act like I'm fine ay 

Bitch I'm fine by my side 
I don't let you feel my vibe 
Can't forget the way in the past (in the past)
Can't forget (can't forget) 
Faces in the dark (in the dark)
She'll pray when I'm done 
Maybe it's the way to escape the pain 
I'ma keep my name till I'm here breathin' high in my room  thinkin' about you 
That was dream all about 
Where I felt suicide 
Now it's sad just don't forget
You'll cry and won't forget about all the shit that was back then 
Now I'm takin' this line and then fall asleep for tonight (for tonight ) (forever one time)
(Babe)

The way to forget (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics
Read my mind and you'll die 
Bitch I feel you now 
Gotta stop takin' these drugs that I make to feel alright 
Babe I need it in my life 
Pain is feelin' suicide 
Make me feel cold tonight ay 

Got a feelin' that I'm bleedin' 
Bitch I'm leanin' kill my feelings 
Now I see it in my dreams 
Bitch you know I wanna be free 
Like I never been free 
Like I never felt a thing 

Now I see it in your eyes you just wanna fuck tonight 
Fuck me till I die 
Mix it ay roll again 
Feel it ay in my veins 
I might die just don't forget 
Fight so hard you'll fade 
Fade away with the pain 
Bitch I wanna be so away with the pain 
Like I never been in hell in my head
Don't be so cold 
It's rain in my zone

Drowin' (in pain) (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics 
Summer is comin' now
I'm still in pain for years now (for years now) 
I still feel it inside
But it's better to be silent now (be silent now)
Take my life I won't fight 
Silence in my head while I'm high 
She'll never love my things 
She just wanna fuck that's real 
Bitch I won't wake up one day
(bitch I won't wake up one day)

Now I see it how you leavin' 
my heart is beatin' I can't believe it I can't feel it I might die here tonight 

Storm in my mind 
Lights in my heart 
I'ma make you mine in another life 
Now I'm so fucked up can't feel a thing from last night 
I'ma sing for you even if I bleed
I'ma keep you too just to get more pain
I like the way when I'm fucked up again 
I love you ay 
Bitch I know you're sad ay

Silence w/SKIZO (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics 
Dyin' slow on my own 
I can't sleep for long
Bitch I feel you wanna leave me ou 
Like it's free I payed with my soul hoe 
Force me to death no 
No calls for a couple of days 
No wonder how I felt 
Bitch I was fucked up last night again 
Just pray for me this time (yeah)

Bitch I know you wanna make me cry (me cry)
Bitch I know you wanna make me die (me die)
I just wanna be alive cause I wanna keep it now 
She wonders why I lie 
She just can't get it right
Her name is still alive in my mind 
Nothin' stops me to get lost in the rain 
Hear the rain in the pain it's just another day with another bottle full of blood that I bled you don't fuck with my pain 
Who cares?

Now it's just a memory that will stay here with me 
I'm not afraid to die all I want is you smile

Past (pain) (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics 
I'm takin' another hit just to feel free inside 
I'm high in my room just keep a memory of me 
Bitch I'm smokin' on my own 
I don't need nobody no 
Bitch I'm sippin' on my own 
I don't think you got it no 
Bro's tellin' me to stop it now 
But I can't find the way out 
I lost myself (myself)
Flexin' on my own 
Nobody even knows that I'm goin' thru a lot
They leave my place like I'm nothin' it's fine 
I'm locked inside my head
Just be away
I just wanna die in my place (just be away I just wanna die in my place)

I'm not fake I swear hold my hand give me your pain
Don't be sad come here again
I'll take your pain just get me high again 
Just be my friend today 
We can get so fuckin' high tonight 
Then we can fuck like it's for the last time 
Do you remember the first time? 
Everythin' is in a fog it's another life I know (bitch)

High (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics 
I know this is the end for me 
Let me feel how you bleed 
Let me be here in tears 
You don't fuck with me tonight 
Bitches like it when I'm fucked 
I'm fucked up here all the time just let it now who you are 
Bitch just get the fuckin' out 
I just wanna die by side all alone just tonight 
Gotta get the fuckin' away from here 
Gotta run away and don't look back 

Let me feel
I can't sleep

It's the same as it was
Nothin' else as before 
Ask me if I was in your dreams as before 
I don't wanna go I don't wanna fight 
What you expect from me it's not my fault bitch past is there future is dead let me die ay

Let me (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics 
Thinkin' 'bout me life while I'm gettin' suicide I don't wanna fight 
Keep a peace tonight 
Now I see you in the back 
Babe I'm not here by next day 
Got the pain it's all I got
It was easy to get but how can I forget? It's never late to take it back 
Just make me feel insane 
Just let me be in hell 
Pretend all night again 
Don't care what happens around me 
Don't care what will happen to me 
Fuck this I can keep it real here 
Fuck it I'ma die real soon 
I don't wanna be in love cause it hurts all the time me too (me too)

Who am I tonight?
I see you now 
Show me the end of my life 
I don't wanna live in dark
Just be in my life 
Gotta think about my life 
If you feelin' shit right 
Let's fly high 
High like the moon in the sky

It's the moon in the sky 
It was me who was right 
I don't think you'll fight for me again 
It was me who was dyin' but nobody was there 
Now it's clear I just won't forget about all the shit you did about all the shit you said now I'm sad in my room high af break my heart too

Don't care (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics
Breakin' my bones 
I'm breakin' my bones 
Breakin' my heart 
I'm breakin' it now 

She don't wanna get high with me 
Now I see it all again 
Now I feel it so inside 
Just get me fucked up I like the way you make me wanna die you make me wanna cry again 
Who is now by your side? 
Everybody just fucked, right?
I know you wanna be back but I'm just not the same (this time)

It's dark outside 
It's me in your mind 
She just makes me cry and go
I'm fallin' in this hole 
She wonders where I go
I'm fallin' so alone 
Don't help me anymore 
If you wanna go just go 

I'm leavin' this feelin' 
I'm burnin' can't beat it

Make me cry (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics 
I'm so high
But you still tryna put it in my mind 
I don't lie when you tryna be so nice when you takin' my life 
I don't wanna fight cause I wanna make it mine cause I wanna feel alive 
Babe now I'm sniffin' this line make me feel so fuckin' nice 
Act like I've never seen you leave me
Before 

Act like nothin' here 
Why you pretend like nothin' happens here 
You know it's not that real 
I don't wanna feel it too
When I'm fallin' so deep

Pretend like nothing w/SKIZO (prod. Cryx)

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My heart is beatin' while I'm racin' this feelin' 
My heart is beatin' when you fuckin' on me for feelings 
Now I see you leavin' my room 
I was bleedin' inside my heart too
Never stop
Cause I want to reach my soul (my soul)
Never stop
Cause I don't wanna die alone inside my room 

Where is my time?
I'm so fucked up of this time
Where is my mind? 
I'm goin' crazy tonight
They keep sayin' that I'ma die 
They keep makin' me wanna die 
Fight with me all the time 
Rest of this will die by my side 

I don't wanna think 
I don't wanna be in this
I don't wanna feel 
I don't wanna let you now
Babe just keep me alive 
Cause my light is fadin' out and the memories burnin' out

Inside my room (prod. Cryx)

Beatmaker - https://on.soundcloud.com/M8k4LeuvV1gVqP2HrX

lyrics
I'm tryin' so hard not to fall in the past 
I'm tryin' so hard but it's all that I can give 
It's all that I feel no lie in my tears (in my tears)

No lie in my tears I don't wanna be in fear fuck this I can't see 
You just gotta believe in me 
Cause it's here I just feel who will be by your side it's not me cause I died by the time 
It's not me cause I wasn't the one 
But I got a big heart that feels so cold sometimes (sometimes)

Got a big heart got a big dream 
I don't wanna feel this shit in the backseat 
Gotta take it here cause I can't stand myself here 
I don't wanna feel all the shit from the past here no

By the time (prod. Cryx)

It was just me and nobody else 

lyrics 
Tell me what you feel 
Tell me everythin' 'bout me 
Let me feel unreal and high inside here 

Tell me what you feel let me feel it too
Put me in the grave while I'm still alive 
I don't wanna fade just keep my heart 
If I'm dead I'm still by your side ay

I'm still by your side 
I'm still so insane 
All alone tonight 
Breakin' my life over some fight 
Killin' my mind over some shit 
Don't trust in that thing 
Don't make me believe 'cause it's not for me 
I don't wanna end it here no

Think about my life 
Girl you wanna die 
Can I save you now? 
Who will save me then?
Nobody's there I can't feel my face 
I'm smokin' bad I'm dyin' yeah
Don't save me this time 
Just keep it for another life 
I don't wanna think about the last night 
I don't wanna think about the last fight 
I just want my energy to live right ay

Don't wanna think too much (prod. Cryx)

It was just me and nobody else 

lyrics
So alone in this hole
I don't know where I go 
Why it's so away 
Why I'm dyin' everyday 

Don't ask me if I'm gonna be alright 
Cause it's not me anymore 
I'm dyin' and reborn alone 
I'm really deep this time 
I'ma be alone in this cause nobody will go with me 
But I'm still keep it this way cause it's all that I got 
I'm ready to die for this anytime 
Anytime for my soul

Lonely in this (prod. Cryx)

It was just me and nobody else 

lyrics
Around me hell I gotta fade away 
I was at the end but I still came back 
Came back from that side 
It was bigger then life 
Faded in pain but still felt alive 
I trust my soul now

That side (prod. Cryx)

It was just me and nobody else 

lyrics
See me be here 
Leave me 
You would never leave me, right?
Feel me 
How can you feel me this time?
Feed me 
To my enemies this night 
Kill me 
I would never kill you how can I forgive you 

Dyin' 
Cryin' 
Fightin' 
Lyin' to my face every night
To my face all the time 
Kills trust all the time
I spoke with my soul last night 
I fall every single life 
Killin' my body but I'm still comin' back

Kill me (prod. Cryx)

It was just me and nobody else 

lyrics 
She won't even cry in the end of my life 
I don't wanna feel alive if it's not you tonight 
Tonight 
Babe I'ma die alone inside my room
I'ma make it all come true 
I don't wanna be this fake 
I just wanna lay my head and fall asleep again
Never been so fake 
I'ma never be this way 
I'ma put my life on it 
I'ma make it all I feel 
Fuck em they don't fuck w me 
They just tryna touch my energy 
But it's fadin' in fear

Nobody will cry (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics
Feel my vibe 
Don't let it die
Treat me like I wanna die 
Hurt me now then just lie 
How you do all the time 
Who will cry when I'm gone 
Just think about me now 
You'll fight when it's so late for this 

It's here 
I don't wanna fade 
If you wanna lay on my chest 
Let me be all in pain 
I can feel it's the end 
I might bring you from fear
But it's late I'ma leave

Vibe (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics
Smokin', smokin' dope oh
Like I never know, know
Seen me in the hole oh
I don't wanna fall no 
If you wanna go go
Gimme fuckin' space for myself oh gotta think about my own 
Gotta let it all alone 
In this fadin' of pain and love, lonely in this fightin' 
It's me not him tonight 

Like I've never seen you go 
Just take whatever you want 
Just kill everythin' in me though 
Nobody will see before it's too late for hope (for hope) 
I was prayin' a lot now I'm in silence for those who is cryin' alone 
If you wanna see me go don't forget it's gonna be forever though oh

Whatever (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
Leave me again cause it's only the way that you want me to be cause it's all that you want make me so sad and make me be in hell again but it's all that you can give me this fuckin' space where I feel so fuckin' down but you still tryna make me be in hell 
I'm so alone

In this again 
In this again 
I feel it's dead 
Love me until it's late 
Before I'm gone 
It's been alone
But I'ma fall 
And never come back again

Why? (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
My feelings bleedin' 
I'm bleedin' hear me
You just wanna leave me 
Why you wanna kill me?

Leave me in this place 
Leave me all alone 
How you wanna die? 
How you how you wanna cry?
If you see me leavin' 
It's my time I feel it 
Don't try to save me now 

I'ma make it all alone
Burnin' my body though 
Walkin' on the egde 
It's the things that I can't understand 
Goin' through my soul 
It's dark and hell
But it's my way 
It's dark and hell 
But you still fade 
Let me bleed inside 
Let me be insane 
Don't try to understand me

Hear me for the last time 
Bleed here with me for the last night 
Kill me like it's all you want 
Leave me be in hell and fall

Hear me (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics
I don't wanna go 
I don't fall alone if you wanna take me home 
I don't feel alone no 
If you let it go it might be better place for both of us 
For things like this 
I feel it's real I keep it here 
Noone can see the things I can
Noone can be so deep I swear 

I swear 
I swear 

I'ma be by your side 
I'ma keep it oh
Who will see me tonight?
You will be so inside
For things that you do
For pain that you gave to me
Like it's all you can me give here 
You can't beat me here 
You want me to bleed 
I feel it's not that real again

It's me (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
Take me from this place 
Never let me go 
Just dont forget 
About all the nights that I spend on you 
Kill me in my dreams 
Now you wanna take from pain 
But I already like it this way 
Why you lie in tears 
Why you cry so real 
Why you lie in tears

Now I'm so deep but not in my mind it's all inside it's so fucked up 
Now it's fine 
Don't care about me

In my dreams (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
Where's my mind 
I don't wanna fight 
How you wanna die?
I don't wanna cry 
Who's in your mind?
Tell me the truth now 
Show me the way 
From this night 
Show me again 
Your dark side 
I don't wanna feel so numb 
I don't wanna let it now 

Feelin' suicide in my room 
I don't wanna die 
Feel me too 
If you're not right just call me too

Deep life (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
Open my heart then break this space 
Like I see fights you fight again
Now I see lies in your eyes 
I'm burnin' my soul out now 
Fall in the pain
No don't tell me 
That I'm gonna be free 

I'm not gonna be here 
It's time to forget 
It's my place here 
It's truth inside me 
Don't lie I feel it 
My time is leavin' 
My heart is beatin' 
I just want to forget

Place of pain (prod. Cryx)

lyrics
What's life? 
Fightin' so long
It's my time I just go
You don't who will fall it's me not you 
Cause it's all that you want make me bleed inside 
I just wanna stay in my room 
Go deep then die too

It's me 
It's me
It's you 
It's you
But we're still fallin' apart 
But you're still makin' me so fuckin' high like you've never seen me fly who is gonna help me now?
I'ma be alone at the end

End of time (prod. Cryx)

lyrics 
It's the fuckin' me I know 
Don't try to complicate things no
I don't know what to say it's just sad it's my day I don't wanna be in fade (I don't wanna be in fade)
It's just me not that bad 
It's my way I'm insane 
Smokin' green it's so fake 
I just feel it's the same 

Ay

I'm fadin' in pain
I'ma be back from that 
Fake faces in this place 
No don't tell me that it's gonna be okay 
I'm this way nothin' will change

Fake (prod. Cryx)

lyrics 
There's no one cause it's me and my life 
There's no one when I'm fallin' apart 
Where am I goin'? No one knows shit
It's all inside me nobody wanna listen to me 
Cause it's only my dream 
It's right here I don't wanna leave it here 
I'ma keep all alone I need nobody no cause I can make it on my own Cryx and dope 

Breakin' my bones 
Now you wanna fall 
How you wanna go like I never seen you though 
Bitch I wanna know 
Who will keep me in this fall?
It's the time I go 
Keepin' here alone no fake bitch I wanna fade 
Tellin' me okay while I'm dyin' here again 
Tellin' some shit it's the same way again 
Readin' that shit from the book yeah? 
Hope it will change no don't swear again
Girl you're fadin' so fast 
Just be here for the last night

No one (prod. Cryx)

I'm just twenty 
I'm falling deep I know I feel 
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