beatmaker - https://on.soundcloud.com/HzcvtdwcQFdcr5Dv5

lyrics
When it's gonna kill you 
I don't think about you 
I don't wanna feel alive bitch it's your turn to cry 
Think about it twice 
Before leavin' your rights 
(Before leavin' your rights)

I think you gotta move on 
Let it be then watch me die again 
Safety for me on that side for free 
Sippin' beer with my team 
Ask me here 
If I'm gonna die alone 
If it's all that I want ou 

That was story that you'll never forget
I'll be your night for the rest of your life 
If you had got it before that time, you would’ve tried to save the right one (yeah)
I was so in pain while you were with him 
I was fightin' alone 
Then fallin' apart 
It was somethin' I thought would pull me out of the darkness though ou 
Give me back the time I wasted tryin' so hard to keep it right (keep it right)
I was runnin' from hell and nobody was there (was there, and nobody was there)

Falling apart (bonus track) (prod. Cryx)

beatmaker - https://on.soundcloud.com/OJpckMRKyFjk6SIpdH

lyrics 
Thinkin' 'bout me life while I'm gettin' suicide I don't wanna fight 
Keep a peace tonight 
Now I see you in the back 
Babe I'm not here by next day 
Got the pain it's all I got
It was easy to get but how can I forget? It's never late to take it back 
Just make me feel insane 
Just let me be in hell 
Pretend all night again 
Don't care what happens around me 
Don't care what will happen to me 
Fuck this I can keep it real here 
Fuck it I'ma die real soon 
I don't wanna be in love cause it hurts all the time me too (me too)

Who am I tonight?
I see you now 
Show me the end of my life 
I don't wanna live in dark
Just be in my life 
Gotta think about my life 
If you feelin' shit right 
Let's fly high 
High like the moon in the sky

It's the moon in the sky 
It was me who was right 
I don't think you'll fight for me again 
It was me who was dyin' but nobody was there 
Now it's clear I just won't forget about all the shit you did about all the shit you said now I'm sad in my room high af break my heart too

Don't care (prod. Cryx)

beatmaker - https://on.soundcloud.com/HYfMhKw1v6pbnDqTCi

lyrics
Breakin' my bones 
I'm breakin' my bones 
Breakin' my heart 
I'm breakin' it now 

She don't wanna get high with me 
Now I see it all again 
Now I feel it so inside 
Just get me fucked up I like the way you make me wanna die you make me wanna cry again 
Who is now by your side? 
Everybody just fucked, right?
I know you wanna be back but I'm just not the same (this time)

It's dark outside 
It's me in your mind 
She just makes me cry and go
I'm fallin' in this hole 
She wonders where I go
I'm fallin' so alone 
Don't help me anymore 
If you wanna go just go 

I'm leavin' this feelin' 
I'm burnin' can't beat it

Make me cry (prod. Cryx)

It was just me and nobody else 

lyrics
So alone in this hole
I don't know where I go 
Why it's so away 
Why I'm dyin' everyday 

Don't ask me if I'm gonna be alright 
Cause it's not me anymore 
I'm dyin' and reborn alone 
I'm really deep this time 
I'ma be alone in this cause nobody will go with me 
But I'm still keep it this way cause it's all that I got 
I'm ready to die for this anytime 
Anytime for my soul

Lonely in this (prod. Cryx)

It was just me and nobody else 

lyrics 
She won't even cry in the end of my life 
I don't wanna feel alive if it's not you tonight 
Tonight 
Babe I'ma die alone inside my room
I'ma make it all come true 
I don't wanna be this fake 
I just wanna lay my head and fall asleep again
Never been so fake 
I'ma never be this way 
I'ma put my life on it 
I'ma make it all I feel 
Fuck em they don't fuck w me 
They just tryna touch my energy 
But it's fadin' in fear

Nobody will cry (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics
Feel my vibe 
Don't let it die
Treat me like I wanna die 
Hurt me now then just lie 
How you do all the time 
Who will cry when I'm gone 
Just think about me now 
You'll fight when it's so late for this 

It's here 
I don't wanna fade 
If you wanna lay on my chest 
Let me be all in pain 
I can feel it's the end 
I might bring you from fear
But it's late I'ma leave

Vibe (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics
Smokin', smokin' dope oh
Like I never know, know
Seen me in the hole oh
I don't wanna fall no 
If you wanna go go
Gimme fuckin' space for myself oh gotta think about my own 
Gotta let it all alone 
In this fadin' of pain and love, lonely in this fightin' 
It's me not him tonight 

Like I've never seen you go 
Just take whatever you want 
Just kill everythin' in me though 
Nobody will see before it's too late for hope (for hope) 
I was prayin' a lot now I'm in silence for those who is cryin' alone 
If you wanna see me go don't forget it's gonna be forever though oh

Whatever (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
Leave me again cause it's only the way that you want me to be cause it's all that you want make me so sad and make me be in hell again but it's all that you can give me this fuckin' space where I feel so fuckin' down but you still tryna make me be in hell 
I'm so alone

In this again 
In this again 
I feel it's dead 
Love me until it's late 
Before I'm gone 
It's been alone
But I'ma fall 
And never come back again

Why? (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
My feelings bleedin' 
I'm bleedin' hear me
You just wanna leave me 
Why you wanna kill me?

Leave me in this place 
Leave me all alone 
How you wanna die? 
How you how you wanna cry?
If you see me leavin' 
It's my time I feel it 
Don't try to save me now 

I'ma make it all alone
Burnin' my body though 
Walkin' on the egde 
It's the things that I can't understand 
Goin' through my soul 
It's dark and hell
But it's my way 
It's dark and hell 
But you still fade 
Let me bleed inside 
Let me be insane 
Don't try to understand me

Hear me for the last time 
Bleed here with me for the last night 
Kill me like it's all you want 
Leave me be in hell and fall

Hear me (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics
I don't wanna go 
I don't fall alone if you wanna take me home 
I don't feel alone no 
If you let it go it might be better place for both of us 
For things like this 
I feel it's real I keep it here 
Noone can see the things I can
Noone can be so deep I swear 

I swear 
I swear 

I'ma be by your side 
I'ma keep it oh
Who will see me tonight?
You will be so inside
For things that you do
For pain that you gave to me
Like it's all you can me give here 
You can't beat me here 
You want me to bleed 
I feel it's not that real again

It's me (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
Take me from this place 
Never let me go 
Just dont forget 
About all the nights that I spend on you 
Kill me in my dreams 
Now you wanna take from pain 
But I already like it this way 
Why you lie in tears 
Why you cry so real 
Why you lie in tears

Now I'm so deep but not in my mind it's all inside it's so fucked up 
Now it's fine 
Don't care about me

In my dreams (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
Where's my mind 
I don't wanna fight 
How you wanna die?
I don't wanna cry 
Who's in your mind?
Tell me the truth now 
Show me the way 
From this night 
Show me again 
Your dark side 
I don't wanna feel so numb 
I don't wanna let it now 

Feelin' suicide in my room 
I don't wanna die 
Feel me too 
If you're not right just call me too

Deep life (prod. Cryx)

It's a new step I guess 

lyrics 
Open my heart then break this space 
Like I see fights you fight again
Now I see lies in your eyes 
I'm burnin' my soul out now 
Fall in the pain
No don't tell me 
That I'm gonna be free 

I'm not gonna be here 
It's time to forget 
It's my place here 
It's truth inside me 
Don't lie I feel it 
My time is leavin' 
My heart is beatin' 
I just want to forget

Place of pain (prod. Cryx)

lyrics
What's life? 
Fightin' so long
It's my time I just go
You don't who will fall it's me not you 
Cause it's all that you want make me bleed inside 
I just wanna stay in my room 
Go deep then die too

It's me 
It's me
It's you 
It's you
But we're still fallin' apart 
But you're still makin' me so fuckin' high like you've never seen me fly who is gonna help me now?
I'ma be alone at the end

End of time (prod. Cryx)

lyrics 
It's the fuckin' me I know 
Don't try to complicate things no
I don't know what to say it's just sad it's my day I don't wanna be in fade (I don't wanna be in fade)
It's just me not that bad 
It's my way I'm insane 
Smokin' green it's so fake 
I just feel it's the same 

Ay

I'm fadin' in pain
I'ma be back from that 
Fake faces in this place 
No don't tell me that it's gonna be okay 
I'm this way nothin' will change

Fake (prod. Cryx)

lyrics 
There's no one cause it's me and my life 
There's no one when I'm fallin' apart 
Where am I goin'? No one knows shit
It's all inside me nobody wanna listen to me 
Cause it's only my dream 
It's right here I don't wanna leave it here 
I'ma keep all alone I need nobody no cause I can make it on my own Cryx and dope 

Breakin' my bones 
Now you wanna fall 
How you wanna go like I never seen you though 
Bitch I wanna know 
Who will keep me in this fall?
It's the time I go 
Keepin' here alone no fake bitch I wanna fade 
Tellin' me okay while I'm dyin' here again 
Tellin' some shit it's the same way again 
Readin' that shit from the book yeah? 
Hope it will change no don't swear again
Girl you're fadin' so fast 
Just be here for the last night

No one (prod. Cryx)

Made in pure flow.
i poured my soul and emotions into this track

lyrics 
Energy in me
Bleed here 
Meet me at the end 
With my past ay

Like it's never been alone 
How you know 
Bitch I wanna get it ou fuck you though like I've never got a thought how you know 
I just wanna spend it all alone 
Fall like this show hoe
Four 
Back from hell alone 
In this world you know it's so hard oh no 

I'ma die alone 
I'ma cry again 
I'ma lie with the pain 
I'ma fight 

So 
Here you know what it's like 
Now be sad feel my pain 
In my zone never lie 
Leave me pain 
Go don't be weak
We just fall it's my bitch 
Smokin' dope 
How you feel?

Now it's gettin' real 
I'ma bleed right here

Break me down for nothin' why you treat me like I'm nothin'? 
Watch me when I'm cryin' cause you like it when I'm dyin' 
Fight with me never been so insane I'ma bleed

Bleed with me (prod. Cryx)

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lyrics
Got me thinkin' about that night too
Leave me again in pain like you want 
Leave me again in pain 
Like you just want me to be your friend 
But I'm so fuckin' away without you
What is that all without you 
But I'm still dyin' while you're by my side too

Without (prod. Cryx)

??

lyrics
It was that day 
It was today when you killed me inside again 
Just let me go 
See me pullin' up 
Cause I'm working so fuckin' hard can't sleep no more wanna do more every night then fall asleep and die for a while ou and die forever and fight with death
It's just so fuckin' sad 
It takes my last days 
I'm so insane there 
I don't wanna let you go but what do I gotta do then though? Ou
Go
Oh no

It was the day (prod. Cryx)

No need no help 

lyrics 
Now it's the time 
Just to get it all done 
How you wanna beat me down?
Why you wanna kill me now?
I don't feel you again 
Now you feel me so insane 
I was so proud to say you're my girl
You stayed so away 
Now I'm alone on my way, on my way, on my way ay

Ay, ay, ay, ay

Help me feel alive 
Bring me from the hell at night 
You will scream when I'm done 
Now it's so obvious for me 

Shit in my veins I'ma fade
Deep soul in hell you don't care
Shit in your mind always hurts me at night 
Bitch you don't mind if I'ma die 
Now it's the day when I see right through 
Bitch you don't care I feel it too
Now it's so fake even more 
Even more
Even more

Now or Never (prod. Cryx)

Things change so fast don't hold on to 'em

lyrics
Pray for my life 
Pray for me
I don't wanna die here 
I don't wanna cry here 
End it all now 
Don't let you bring that shit in my life 
It's been suicide 
Cold in my room 
Things gettin' worse too
I'm gettin' so true
It's killin' me too
Let me be alone 

I'm breakin' my zone bitch I'm breakin' it now 
I'm dyin' all alone just let it now
Things change so fast can you hold again?
I'ma let you know when I'm done in pain 
See the truth in my eyes they never lie 

And I save you from the pain
Then I'ma die alone
Now you see me doin' well 
It's not that well again 
Bitch I wanna let you know 
How is that all real? 
I don't wanna be your friend 
I just wanna sleep again 
Now you wanna kill me 
I'ma leave this place here 
Live in the dark 
I'm not your friend anymore
No more ay

Things change (prod. Cryx)

In the end nothing matters

lyrics 
Break my spine 
Break me now 
I don't wanna die alone 
Just hold my hand and cry with me 
I'ma be alive forever in your hearts ay 

SKIZO:
im on my own its cold and i’m freezing
im falling apart but the perks keep me spacy
uh i roll blunt i’ma lace it
i’m going crazy i’m in a daydream uh

never thought that i gotta hide every night
i fight with my thoughts with my highs
but nothing really matters you just gotta realize
nothing really matters but i gotta stay alive
nothing really matters you just gotta realize
nothing really matters but i gotta stay alive

Dewl:
I don't wanna be this fake 
I'ma go alone 
My way is so insane 
I'ma die alone 
My way is so insane 
My mind is so high 
Somethin' that I never knew  that fear is nothin' 
In the end nothin' matters
No don't swear it's too late 
No don't help I'm already lost in pain I'm losin' myself just for this way

SKIZO:
just for this way…
paint my nails baby send me to hell…
paint my nails baby send me to hell
i’ma be alone here i don’t need help
darkness, wheezing, i can’t see clear
pills killin my feelings this evening

uh running from my thoughts everynight
ain’t no rest here i’ma pass out
4 am i’m drunk as fuck
with pills in my body bitch i can’t stop
i don’t wanna be this fake i’ma go alone
my way is insane i’ma die alone

Dewl:
I don't wanna be this fake 
I'ma go alone 
My way is so insane 
I'ma die alone 
My way is so insane 
My mind is so high 
Somethin' that I never knew  that fear is nothin' 
In the end nothin' matters
No don't swear it's too late 
No don't help I'm already lost in pain I'm losin' myself just for this way

Nothing matters w/SKIZO (prod. Cryx)

This song is the hundredth
much love 

lyrics 
I will fall just asleep 
I will fall in this life 
I'ma deal with this pain
I'ma make it all real

Never seen the things like this in my life one shot in my mind one lie and that's done 
I'ma deal with the pain 
Bitch I wanna see who is in my seat 
It's not them ay 

Now I'm lettin' it to death 
I don't care about my death
I'm just crazy on my way 
Just watch how it's failin' apart again
Just say goodbye to my feelings 
Babe 

It's me and pain 
Don't hide your tears 
Just let it be 
I see it's here 
Don't help it's late 
Lonely in this

One lie (prod. Cryx)

SO TIRED...

lyrics
Lock me in my mind 
Look at me now 
Our memories fadin' so far away from us this time 
Again like that night ay
Now you see me goin' numb cause I'm so fucked up at night then you callin' on my phone 
I can't pick it up this time cause I'm dyin' in my room nothin' matters to me now 
I'ma try to stay alive 

I'ma try to stay alive 
I'ma be so fuckin' numb
I'ma try to stay alive 
Now you see me goin' numb 

I don't wanna fade alone 
I just wanna take it all

Just lay on my chest 
I'm so tired of this 
Why do I gotta die every night?
It's no peace for me in this life it's so dark but I like it this way cause it can't be without pain and tears 
and tears, and tears

I'm so tired of this (prod. Cryx)

I got nothing to lose 

lyrics
Now I'm breakin' down 
I can see the end 
I don't wanna be so fucked again 
Now it's all that I got only pain in my hands 
It was all about your feelings again 

Now I'm breakin' my zone I don't wanna let you go ou fuck it bitch I'm alone 
Now you won't see me like it used to be hoe
I'ma be alone 
I'ma make it all 
Just watch me pullin' up cause it's all that I got 

It's my way here 
Nothing will stop me no
You just gotta be real ay

Now I see the end again 
It was so late for help 
Now it's all that I got 
Only pain into my brain 

Ay break me down
Don't fuck with me 
I can see who is in your team 
It's not me cause I'm dead 
I'm just goin' so insane 
You just gotta be awake 

Awake with me 
Hold my hand 
It's been cold here 

Uuuuu
Uuuuu
Uuuuu

It's all that I got (prod. Cryx)

lyrics 
Flip my life like it's nothin' gotta fight for my life cause nothin' will move if I will stop (if I will stop)
Put the knife in my heart again 
Never let me go cause I'm so insane cause of that night (cause of that night)

Break me down cause I'm so insane never let me go cause I wanna fade just in this life (just in this life)
Look at me I'm skinny bitch 
I put everythin' in this
Just in this life (just in this life)

Now you see how I'm fallin' down
Now you want me to cry cause I know you fight bitch I know you lie again now you see me fade so away

I just saw you to hide 
You lied 
You lied 
I just want you to cry 
You made me feel suicide 

I'm so away again 
I just hope you'll come when I'm gone

In this life (prod. Dewl)

lyrics 
My feelings goin' so far away
I'm feelin' so alone okay
Now you wanna take my heart and break it down
Nothin' left in me for you just say goodbye 
Nothin' will save my feelings
I'ma drow in that 
It's you in fear here 
But it's cause of you

I'm drownin' in past 
I'm drownin' all alone 
I'm drownin' again 
Nothin' will stop me ou

Okay it's my turn to bleed 
Okay I'm here 
Let the past rest in peace 
Don't break me with that
I can't stand it for so long 
I'ma die in peace 

You will forget about me the next day
I mean nothin' to you it's too late 
You just wanna be here it's so fake 
I don't care about those last days I don't care what will happen to me

Goodbye (prod. Cryx)

lyrics 
Set fire in my mind 
Set fire in my heart 
Don't try to kill my vibe 
I'm gonna win this time 
You'll find your peace in another life 
You'll find it all but I can't see it now 
Cause I'm gone from this life
Nothin' left only voice that my songs will carry forever 

Lookin' at death list my name Is here 
I'm burnin' my body don't try to stop me
I'ma die without fears 
Nothin' left in me no fear 
I'm spendin' my time in my room all alone at night workin' hard not to fall this keeps me alive 
(This keeps me alive)

Hurt me again 
Hurt me so bad 
Hurt me again 
Hurt me so bad

Time in fire (prod. Dewl)

lyrics 
It's another night that I'm fucked as hell uuu
That I'm fucked again uuu
I don't know if you care uuu
Now you see me comin' back ay 
Never talk about me there 
Cause I'm silence in this place 
It's the time I feel come with me through fears 
Just say it to my face 
Don't hide it from me 
I hate it ay 
You know how much I hate it 
You know how much I fade here
Ay 

Ask me if I'm gonna live life forever 
(forever)
Call me if I'm not in heaven (in heaven)
Lemme burn all alone in hell here 
Lemme feel your pain again here

Hell at night (prod. Cryx)

Try to find your light

lyrics 
Got a feelin' that I'm gone 
Babe hold my hand this night don't let me fall in this hole of pain 
In this life full of fake faces around me
Don't put the blame on me 
Let's smoke our brains away from this place
Let's be so insane just for this night 
Let's try all that shit again 
I'ma stay in your mind ay
I'ma smoke my memories away ay

I don't wanna feel alone 
I don't wanna leave it all 
I don't wanna feel alone 
I don't wanna leave it all

Feelin' suicide last days 
Don't cry 
Maybe I'ma lie when I say I'm fine 
Baby you just wanna die with me
It's no space for lie in here cause I'm keepin' it all real 
All the shit just gon' die 

Look at the night lights 
It's so dark now 
Look at the night lights 
It's so dark now

Lights (prod. Cryx)

It was my flow at night 

lyrics 
Gettin' high in my zone 
Nothin' feels alone when I'm in the flow 
It's my life I know 
I just wanna make my dreams come true 
Every single night gotta fight so hard 
Pain is nothin' just another boost for makin' this things that keeps me alive

I'm lettin' my flow 
Girl I wanna know what's happenin' ou 
I'm feelin' so cold 
Now they comin' in like they know me that's all 
Then they see me though 
I'm just goin' fast like every single day is the last one 
Now I feel like it's the end now 
Gotta fade out 

I'm fadin' out 
I'm lettin' you to take my life 
I'm feelin' numb every single night 
I'ma make you mine

My flow (prod. Cryx)

Made in 2 hours 
lyrics 
Feel this night energy never dies (never dies) 
Come with me through my fears 
End me here I'ma leave all alone in this dark with my pain hear me then when I'm gone in this sound of my world (in this sound of my world)
Let me feel what you want
Lock me here cause I'm gone 
Lights are fadin' so alone 
I'm just prayin' in my zone 

I'm just prayin' in my zone
I'm just breakin' all alone 
You just wanna take me home 
But nobody can get what's goin' on in me 
What I feel whem I'm so deep 
Deep thoughts in my head deep life I'm insane 
Don't try to understand it's my way I know it's hard to take (I know it's hard to take)
(Take me home)

Halloween night (prod. Dewl)

I'm just twenty 
I'm falling deep I know I feel 
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