//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

cover art by @iameuphorian
video by @linkedwinters
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4GT5gVU4tA

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@paloris_music
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@skyltraxx
@prodglitchless
@viznode
@linkedwinters
@korewakosu

+lyrics+
Novel
Novel, novel, novel, novel
Novel, novel, novel, novel...
Novel

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artwork by @linkedwinters 

made in 24 hours for @artbyform ANV8 in support of Out & Equal.

https://outandequal.org/

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Originally aired July 30th, 2021 on Twitch via  @upscale-recordings   
Watch the full audio-visual mix on YouTube: https://youtu.be/ZUWtdPg2NV0

0:00 - Alexander Panos - traveled in a blanket  //  unreleased
1:30 - Alexander Panos - trip toe  //  unreleased
2:33 - Alexander Panos - holding it  //  unreleased
3:30 - Alexander Panos - phoneme blossoms  //  unreleased
5:46 - Alexander Panos - Equinox (Prelude) 
8:10 - @dobimusic - peace treaty (Alexander Panos Edit)  //  unreleased
10:02 - Alexander Panos - sheridan  //  unreleased
13:13 - Alexander Panos - Dream Extinction
16:26 - Alexander Panos - confession  //  unreleased
17:26 - Alexander Panos - always breaking, always healing

➤ Stay connected: https://linktr.ee/alexanderpanos
➤ Listen to Nascent: https://fanlink.to/nascent

//
In the spirit of the 1-year anniversary of Nascent, I’ve decided to release my 2020 and 2021 Upscale artist showcase mixes. These audio-visual mixes are comprised entirely of original music, almost all of which is currently unreleased. The songs they feature were critical in developing my sound and hold as much of a place in heart as the music on the album. They are further expressions of the emotional space I was navigating at the time. This is the 2021 mix, you can check out the previous one here: https://soundcloud.com/alexanderpanos/upscale-showcase-mix-2020
//

All unreleased music subject to change. Please respect this music in its unfinished state.

Alexander Panos - Upscale Fest Mix | 2021

@whyawe
https://twitter.com/leastfavorite_/status/1725437640206414233

alexander panos botanica sound collage alon mor foley water sounds phritz minimeters twitter clip nurture vibes all about lily chou chou intro nascent close up of a flower harmonizer bon iver concatenative synthesis granulator max msp kontakt orchestral tools zoomer sound design

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Free Sample Pack: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1qq_Qp76xD1f-k1KUjzBkDTb0VulY_2im/view?usp=drive_link

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https://soundcloud.com/whyawe
https://soundcloud.com/coolerscythe
https://soundcloud.com/navinor
https://soundcloud.com/paxenimzi
https://soundcloud.com/maae-ko
https://soundcloud.com/darcysavisa
https://soundcloud.com/jianmsic
https://soundcloud.com/kadenic
https://soundcloud.com/sapphi3
https://soundcloud.com/not_sub001
https://soundcloud.com/xfchiba
https://soundcloud.com/miviasmusic
https://soundcloud.com/eclimusic
https://soundcloud.com/phucsminkmusic

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first botanica thing!! <3

1st attempt in botanica

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thanks @jianmsic for help
its impossible to mix it pretty lol

1st attempt in botanica

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