Suicidal Idiations

I used their voices from my camera role :(

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Doing Just Fine

Finally [3/7/24]
Lyrics
I ONLY GOT TIME FOR MUSIC
Chorus: 
I ain’t got no time for that money
I ain’t got no time for them honeys
Fuck love nobody ever loved me
Fuck drugs I was taking it and running
Fuck life I ain’t feeling hella abundant
Shut the fuck up
Quit bugging, get to dumping 

Verse:
Trying to keep it real with myself
Letting my wounds heal, I’m going to hell
How does afterlife feel? You can’t tell
Let me tell you about a couple dreams that I had
Homie pulled up with two lambos at my pad
Nightmare so vivid everything turning all bad
My dreams coming true because I know that they can
Shut the fuck up you can’t tell me who I am

Chorus:
I ain’t got no time for that money
I ain’t got no time for them honeys
Fuck love nobody ever loved me
Fuck drugs I was taking it and running
Fuck life I ain’t feeling hella abundant
Shut the fuck up
Quit bugging, get to dumping

Finally

No Visitations (prod. by Trent Jaxon)

Intro
- Moving on

Chorus 
- New wave, new route, new raft
- Ive been drowning
- The way she put her lips on my hips makes me FLOAT so fantastic (on me, so)
- My future got me standing on my toes unbearable emotions at night 
- I’ve been thinking about things I shouldn’t but I’ve been thinking over things twice 

Verse 1 
- New wave, new route, new raft
- Haven’t drowned (yet)
- So many people in my life that I will not let down ( I don’t want to) (yeah yeah yeah)
- 
- Well I’m done being a bitch
- And y’all done fucked these kids
- Above bar into abyss (and this)
- Cause we moving on (all)
- Well I’m done with this shit
- And I’m done with this chick
- And I’m over getting baked (done)
- Well i’m moving on (always)

Bridge
- Moving on

Chorus 

Verse 2
- Moving so fast like I’ve been light speed racing
- Looking at the passenger seat to see myself I was facing the whole time
- Working on my music but I enjoy it like it’s vacation 
- I’m working so damn hard on my music but still living like it’s vacation
- 
- Well I’m done being a bitch
- And y’all done fucked these kids
- Above bar into abyss (and this)
- Cause we moving on (all)
- Well I’m done with this shit
- And I’m done with this chick
- And I’m over getting baked (done)
- Well i’m moving on (always)

Outro

Moving On

LYRICS

Intro:
Content never begin
Acceptance of diffidence
I got no fucking friends
but I don't really need them
Die alone when its the end
Depraved of things I'm needing
my nose is fucking bleeding
All these codone pills I'm eating

Chorus:
I'm not afraid
There's no reason at all
Don't need but i want 
Ill die alone singing my my songs

Die Alone ‘snippet’

Intro 
- Sins and substances 
- Yeah I’ve been running in
- What’s sober? Not functioning
- Open up
- Will somebody please listen?
- (All adlibs repeat in an higher pitch echo adlib voice)

Chorus 
- Running them I’m jumping then I’m diving in
- Living in the deepest depth, substances
- Maintain monitoring through sustenance
- When I wake up will everything be here? 

Verse 1
- I get high alone I don’t pull up to no function
- Unless I’m overdosing then I’m always functioning (function)
- Suffering, lustfully, 
- Music make me anomaly
- 9-5 monopoly, laying my music honestly
- I love bitches let me feel your throat modestly
- I’m doing fine all the time not a lie (2x)
- 
- What I say goes so shut the fuck up
- I’m walking on ten toes baby I’m tryna get my nut on

Sins & Substances 💊☣️

Departing (w/ DRE:Am)

LYRICS:

Intro {Polarity}
- (Let’s go)
- DRE:AM ‘it’s time we wake up’
- Fuck all these people if they don’t like us. 
- All we do is music, lately been •dwelling into it•
- •Expressing myself• but everyone think I’m ruined
- Will I release that shit?
- •Im worrying bout money•
- I’m worrying bout a bitch
- I might release the trigger and squeeze my grip
- Cause none of it matters and no one gives a shit
- About me 

Verse 1 {Polarity}
- I haven’t slept in a bed in weeks 
- ‘Sometimes I spend days broke with nothing to eat’
- I spend a lot of money on weed
- Self induced shackles wrapped around my being
- I want to see your tattoos that aren’t meant for public
- I found max quality in everything
- Cause it’s a beautiful day
- Making music like Kurt Cobain
- Wasn’t disciplined but I was still persistent 
- You’ve been training in the world
- I’ve been training up my sixth sense


    DRE:Am’s Lyrics

- And I don’t got time for your 2 cents
- Thank you Polarity 
- For bringing all your clarity 
- Things way from how they used to be talkin about some real problems and some people 
- All the real moments that we don’t ever get,, there in the past
- Go and connect with People from the past 
- But not the People that getchu to Hell Faster.
- And we don’t pray to pastors we just pray it backwards
- I don’t like to talk about fake factors
 - And I don’t want you to be the person addicted to disaster
- That’s the Truth ,, that’s the Truth 
- We all Fell asleep ,, the Youth 
- Time to wake up they talkin, so what !
- Honestly, if they’re talkin they just some small brains I mean smooth brains they don’t got ripples they don’t got memories that’s worth talkin bout 
- (2x) And ima let you know they gon talk Loud
- They gon Talk they gon Talk
- I say Polarity wake up ! 
- EVERYDAY THE PERFECT WEATHER EVERYDAY THE PERFECT TIME
- Ya WASSUP
- We gon Wake Up We Gon Shine.

& DRE:Am - Release

Chorus 
- I’ve been so mesmerized by this beat
- I could sing, I’ve been practicing rap , I could scream
- For three days this shit been sitting here on my phone
- They always ask me what genre is I say, I don’t know 

Verse 1
- Life been pushing me, I love it when they apply the pressure
- I’m speeding off, to the lane where I gotta do better
- To repeal all these insects off me
- Or at least tell myself that it’s going to get better 
- 
- There’s no stopping this speed
- Wondering if he bleed.
- MY MIND be trippin’!!!!
- Once again it’s fuckING WITH ME!!
- “Relax mind, your going to be fine” 
- “I SAID NO!!!””
- “CREEP BACK. WHY DONT YOU LEAVE ME ALONE!!!””

Chorus 
- I’ve been so mesmerized by this beat
- I could sing, I’ve been practicing rapping , I could scream
- For three days this shit been sitting here on my phone
- They always ask me what genre is I say, I don’t know

Life Been Pushing Me

Throwing my life away
Throwing these meds in my mouth

Throwing these bars on this page
Throwing my money now

I love when she throw it back
I’m throwing loads in her mouth

She love the way have it
Throwing my habits away
I love the way she grind on my lap
Pussy poppin legs shakin got me seeded
Radiation zone, black fit, eyes bleeding
Beating? Who the fuck you think you reaping
Me and my friends cutting off heads some cannibalism demons (we all demons) (malicious)

Step back!!!
you don’t know what kind of weapon I have
Assault on defense!!
We don’t cause problems, we only solve em
It’s all in your head!!
So believe whatever the fuck you want

Throwing

Is it just me?
Life feels like a prison
I'm adjusting hopping in the ER with no visits (COVID)
Why the fuck my dreams so vivid?
I got to stay true to my vision
and my demons got me like I am arrested
Negativity congested

Ciggerate packs in my lungs
I'm breathing fire

Is it just me?

LYRICS

Once you come inside you better run
You wont live another day to see the sun
Night vision, hands shaking, hectic decisions
You better find a light!
Dissections, world infections, catastrophic events
The evil has entered my room
The evil has entered my soul
I got no where to go
You better run run
You better jump jump
Off of the ledge to end the confusion
Forever snoozing

No birth, no death
No start, no end

You Better Run!

LYRICS:
I felt lost, riding waves of music
I followed my whim, my gut
I found lost, I done torn myself apart
How will you feel when I’m gone?

I liked it better when I imagined her as perfect
Tell me. Is there such thing as perfect?
Do what you want it’s all self induced hurting
I took a step back
But now I’m falling off the edge
The past few years have been really hectic
My name is Dez but you can call Mr septic
I took a step back
But now I’m falling off the edge
I’ve never been here before
I have been here before

I’m OKAY
TODAY, this moment I WAS GAVE
Is this my destiny OR FATE? 
I’m OKAY, I’m okay, I’m okay


I Found Lost

Fuck you...
>>>> Looking back at the person that I was
They don’t know who I am or where I’m from
I walk around with a hoodie on
I don’t even like being acknowledged right now 


So why the fuck would I want to be famous? 
Persona. Facad. Come on entertain us.
You can keep calling me blatant.


I’m merit
I’m meant to be
I’m merit
I’m meant to be, it’s who I am
Don’t look into my eyes
Don’t look into my soul
I don’t got friends and I do not got a girl 
Let’s paint the picture, write these lyrics 
Giving you this moment
I could be real, it could be fake. 
But why does it even matter? 
Think about your death.

Customizing My Playlist And Hearse

Be Brave lyrics:
You have to be brave 
There’s no going back now
When the sun falls will it ever rise again?
So be safe for what happens next
Why’s the sun all black?
I don’t know where I’m at
Is there going back now?

I’m sensory deprived
What is the meaning of all life?
Is there for, here me now?
No
This is the walk of life

Be Brave demo (Starless Decembers instrumental)

First off.
I don't have a single care in the world
and I don't believe in platonic girls
Platonic, platonic girls
I don't agree with, platonic girls
Is it your time to shine before me?
I'm not jealous whatsoever

IDon'tAgreeWith

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