Happy birthday, Ehris, the one who requested this. :)

Champagne supernova [Cover]

I'll be smart to walk away but you are a quicksand.

Treacherous [COVER]

Para sa mga taong may konsepto ng moving-on.. Lol

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LYRICS

I looked into you eyes
and I was mesmerized
was unfamiliar of lies
thinking I'm yours for life

What you did to me 
is unforgettable
Now you're at my door
coming back for more

Now I realized
no matter how good you are
there will be someone
who will stab you a knife
and will cut your heart into pieces
Now you came back
for one simple reason
to push it deep and twist it...

CHORUS:
so I can be barely breathing
you wanted to leave me hanging
So I can end up bleeding
I can end up bleeding
You cut me open here
bring back the night in tears
with your words so insincere
cause you want me to end up bleeding...

I thought you came back
because you love me now
but I just figured out
it's cause your feeling down

But I want you to know
that today it doesn't count
'cause I don't care anymore

There will be someone
who will pull you down 
thinking you deserve it
but boy step back 
'cause I'm not cut out
for that role of the one
who shed tears...

CHORUS

And the wound will be a scar
and in this story
you're no longer be a star...

Now I can breathe out, breathe in
I'm here still standing
I didn't end up bleeding
I didn't end up bleeding
Don't think that I'm still here
this song's for you to hear
In your life, I disappear
I didn't end up bleeding

No longer bleeding
no longer bleeding
no longer bleeding

Don't thing that I'm still here
this song's for you to hear
In your life, I disappear
I didn't end up bleeding



End Up Bleeding [Original]

Ooops dead end. Friendzone!!! lol

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LYRICS

I tried to wake myself up
for dreaming you could see me 
the way I see you
I was hoping to pull it up
the one I thought we had since then

And you see me as a shoulder to lean on
and I see you as a place 
I've never been into
and you told me,
it won't change a thing
all about us
from there, I smell the irony

CHORUS:
How could you change a thing
when there is only you and I
in the picture
what I only mean
there's no us
there's no us
and there is nothing left for us

My question, am I still your friend?
In spite of revealing what I feel for you

And you treat me 
just the same as then
though I treat you
the kind of more than just a friend
It's insane, I'm feeling the pain
I blame my heart
'cause it's destroying what we're having

REPEAT CHORUS

Remember when you said
that we should rather stay
as we are now
hold what we have now
and where we can last longer
so we better not be together

You're so near and yet so far
and our friendship is closer to the stars
You'll be a friend and only that
You'll be a place I won't be at...

'cause there's no us...
There's no us...

Remember when you said 
that we should rather
stay as we are now...

but there's no us...
there's no us...

stay where we can last longer
so we better not be together..

there's no us
there's no us...

Yes! I tried to wake myself up
from dreaming you could see me
the way I see you.

There's No Us [Original]

Some sort of realizations, eh... :)
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Now I know what I should know
about the things like  you can never lose
what you never had
and never hold
and although I do not really know
what it feels to be felt back
the way you felt for him
here I go again...
here I go again...

I know you're hurting
but I was wishing
I could be your remedy
but I was wrong again
you can't be whole again
not at least for me...

Here I go again
and now I hope I'd understand
that we can't fix
what has been broken
damaged beyond repair
can't even lay a hand 
unable to take sight
if you think you are broke
now so am i

Now I know 
how could I know 
what's the art of letting go
when you don't even know
what you hold
all I know
what I surely know
is you're the one I've never got
that got away
here I go again...
ohhh..

Here I go again
and now I hope I'd understand
that we can't fix
what has been broken
damaged beyond repair
can't even lay a hand 
unable to take sight
if you think you are broke
now so am i

and I was wrong again
you can't be whole again
not at least for me...

Now it all made sense
I think I understand
maybe I can't fix you
'cause I am broken
damaged beyond repair
the one who shed a tear
always taking flight
if you think I'm ruined
then you're right
you're right


Damaged Beyond Repair [original]

This one's so dear to me for everything about this song came unusually- the words blow in when I was in the middle of the travel when I've got nothing but a tissue paper and fortunately, a pen along with my clothes, to jot it all down; lyrics first before the tune is really not a usual thing for me.

So since we're about to finish school, (I optimistically believed we are!)let me dedicate this song to all my college friends who made the latter part so unforgettable in the most wonderful way!!!

Here's the lyrics:
Huh huh huh
huh huh huh
huh huh huh

I could even recall
how we chose this world
stories were unknown
'til we let it unfold
time has flown so swiftly
years had past and we're here
yesterday we don't know
now we're about to go

My life's been colorized
when you just colonized
a big part of
what I was supposed to be
my friend, it's not goodbye
more like just a goodnight
in another daylight
hope we could meet again

You'll be a thing in the past
I'll be throwing back in the present
but right now
right now you are a thing
I'll be longing to see
in the future, it's near
woah woah!
even if we don't know 
what tomorrow holds
don't let our memories
come then go
come then go
 
What we have's a treasure
all the while is worth
more than bars of golds
that never get so old...

my fear's been atrophied
I've known you just in time
a big part of
what I really thought I'd be
hello is not goodbye
get that off of your mind
in a few years time
I know we'll meet again


You'll be a thing in the past
I'll be throwing back in the present
but right now
right now you are a thing
I'll be longing to see
in the future, it's near
woah woah!
even if we don't know 
what tomorrow holds
don't let our memories
come then go
come then go

don't forget me
don't forget me
I won't forget you
I won't forget you
I had a time
of my life
battling monsters with you
don't forget me
don't forget me
I won't forget you 
I won't forget about you...

You'll be a thing in the past
I'll be throwing back
in the present
but right now
right now you are a thing
I'll be longing to see
in the future, it's near
in the future, it's near....


You'll be a thing in the past
I'll be throwing back in the present
but right now
right now you are a thing
I'll be longing to see
in the future, it's near
woah woah!
even if we don't know 
what tomorrow holds
don't let our memories
don't let our memories
don't let our memories
don't let our memories
come then go
come then go
don't let our memories
don't let our memories
don't let our memories go

Don't Let Our Memories Go [Original]

This is the first time that I converted my poem into an intensified emo song (shameless adjective. Please bear!). However, this isn't the first time that I turned my rage into an art. (Shameless noun! Please bear!)

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You were my drunken poems
my thoughts in 3am
I’m hollow as these bottles 
and I’m alone again

Wanderin’ in an empty room
it’s where my heart was stolen
you are the beloved thief
who ran away from me

And I could not pacify your voice
that keeps screaming, echoing to me
and I could still recall when you said
I’m your missing, missing puzzle piece

But never mind maybe I’m too complete
to welcome another wasted piece
or perhaps, I’m too whole for you
that’s why you made me a fool

Maybe I’m too full to be filled
Baby I got it 
why did you leave
‘cause maybe I’m too complete

Now I’m on my way to sober
through this black coffee sans sugar
it’s not as bittersweet
as you were here with me

I’m maybe in solitude
but it taught me to be whole
with freedom and aloneness
that I have got from you

And may the time take its time
to keep on running and running through me
until it’s time for me to find
someone to complement with,

someone like me who’s complete.

SOLITUDE

I Don't Want to be Your Bride [cover]

Once More (Original)

Written by Ate Arlene Sigua :) 

Lyrics:
When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears away.
You take away all my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

CHORUS:
Love is by far the most important resource in people’s lives. 
It plays the biggest role in forming values that guide life choices and lifestyles. 
Someone who experiences a shortage of love in childhood is unhappy then, 
and also develops values that perpetuate the unhappiness in later life.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For being my dearest friend.
You’re such a blessing to me my friend
And being here with me through it all.

Friends (originally from the poem of Ate Arlene Sigua hihi)

Making music as it makes myself. Do covers when I should cover my mouth. hihi. :)

Dezza Maye Fernandez