Hollister

a demo

looking for advice on getting a better production quality - how to EQ my vocals, and whether or not I should double up on vocal takes, and if so how to do it. 

also, if anyone has advice on breathing and staying in time/flow I'd love to hear it. I find myself getting ahead of myself sometimes rhythmically,  and sometimes sounds off beat. 

Never Knew

One Way

another demo with the new mic.

someone come and record this shit forrealz with me. any interested producers?

Rare Joint

Hideho

if youre not nebula taco you should not be listening to this 

IwannaByurMan

something I made when I was in 7th grade with fruity loops 

Samurai Spirit

This is a song for a wonderful girl I knew, and how you probably shouldn't date me.

The beat is called "All Through the Night" by Emancipator - check him out! Amazing chill beats.

I really wanted to double up on vocals, but my laptop mic makes mixing things together pretty difficult. Maybe once I get my vocals on beat a little better I'll put some time into a mastered version. And sadly I probably wont be able to use this wonderful Emancipator beat forever...

Lyrics:
It looks like I'm forced to make a choice	0:23
between forced love or forced divorce
marry my independence or try and lose it and face my sentence
cold sholder, emotional murder
no time for repentence				0:33

I've got none of the answers and half the time to lie to twice the people since I can't keep my stories straight
it's not that I lie it's that I always put out half bait
and a quarter interest in you or any others
it's these things I've discovered since dating you
can't you be happy for me?
and my self discovery?		0:48

I know it's at your expense
i'll pay it back when this makes sense
and I could give you straight answer
but for now I can't, and so I remain a cancer

forever holding you back, putting your self confidence under attack
I'd feel bad but I'll fool myself with positive thinking instead
wait until the last moment, feign interest, then play dead		1:06

you're my saftey net, and I wont dare go into a free fall
trying so hard to grab it all and come out with nothing
one day I'm sure this please all attitude will leave me homeless, hopeless and clotheless  1:17
until then I'll take what I can knowing it's preemptive for the inevitable
try to talk about my job and my money so I seem more dependable

talk to another girl and play up my care free nature
bite of more than I can chew so I'm sure it'll end in failure
at least I'll have an excuse like
I never really tried, but if I did I know what it'd be like

fall in love with different girls and they lives they represent
I need a woman to lead me so I can walk between her heels
and it's not like my ego would take a dent
it's just the way I am and this is how I feel

I know you wanted a song
sorry, this isn't what you wanted, I know I've done it wrong

but I'm trying to come clean to you and myself so I can be free
of assumptions and forced lifestyles
never made a promise I meant, really
so the fact you're mad doesn't leave me feeling sorry

for you or myself, I'm an asshole but I've already made my own hell
I'd never kiss and tell but that's the problem
I'd kiss and keep it quiet, lest I kiss one too many and start a riot

I really do love you, you know
but my love has no worth
still you stick around, beating this dead horse

wont make it run any further
but I'll try and try again until your dissappointment ends in murder
I'll be dead on the scene and the last thing you'll have seen is
my smiling face as I finally let you escape


(HOOK)
We built a relationship
our lives rose and fell
We never knew when to quit
so for that we went through hell
Now that you're gone I'll sing this song
But the things I've learned have left me burned
but now it's gone I've nothing to lose and so
I'll let lose the truth



(Verse 2)
yo it's a bit funny
the way I come back time after time
or maybe you do, to
the point is it's pointless to resist 
I insist we learn to live with each other
and not place blame for the stupid shit on one another
but when I'm ready to mend the bridge you burn it
and vise versa
this verse ah
is maybe just a bit uninspired
baby I'm tired of the back and forth
I've forgiven you for it all
tried to be the better person through it all
but I feel you still hold the grudge
wont budge to meet me half way
and even if we sleeping together 
I know you wont let me in forever
you've got an escape route written in your eyes
make me chase you the whole way
it's no surprise
I thought I was slick shit for making you come back
but I'm learning now it was you who was using me
and me who was abusing me
grit my teeth and bear it, wear it on my back
and all my clothes are tearin'
dragged through dirt, but I put in work
never knew how much I needed you
thought I was in control but that goes to show
how fucked up this all really got
I tried for the last time, I just thought
I'd let you know, but this is the last time
Peace easy my love, I hope you find the right guy
the right life
I wish you the best, and I hope one day we meet again
laugh at the love and pain and smile because
we're finally happy again
live well my friend

Anyways, lyrics:



For Kate

a sneak peak I guess? I dunno I need a new mic

I Will Live On

I play guitar and I rap. Get at me with beats, please..

D-Rains

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