You can't surround yourself with people who hate themselves. They will try to drag you down with them. Jealous girl is a song that lets you know you can walk away from a friend. Maybe someday you will reconnect, but right now it is just better to go your separate ways.

Jealous Girl

Verse:
Wish I drank alcohol 
But I hear it doesn't help at all
Waking up the next day
And you feel the same pain

Drink and drive everybody gets high 
I wish I could forget my mind 
Haven't had a good time in a long time

Chorus
I’m done with this, everybody has their habits 
Well I’m so done with this 
Everybody has their habits
Well I've had it 
Yeah
Oooooo,    ooooooo
Well I’ve had it yeah
Oooooooo, oooooo

verse
Trying to avoid my reflection 
Cause I tear myself apart
wish I had enough affection
Maybe that's why I don’t do well with rejection 

My anxiety is almost crippling   
I leave the house and I forget to breath 
I feel like all eyes are on me 

chorus
Drink and drive everybody gets high 
I wish I could forget forget my mind 
Haven't had a good time in a long time
Everybody has their habits
Well I've had it 
Yeah
Oooooo,    ooooooo
Well I’ve had it yeah
Oooooooo, oooooo

Habits

verse
Dis, appointed again, and again 
Another ghost under my bed
I think too much, and I see through you
All the faults you try to lose

Chorus 
I’m so lonely 
Cause nobody knows me 
I  7x
Make up stories 
So no one feels bad for me 
Me 7x

Verse
I, I try, to , understand why, 
I hope you cancel plans tonight 
I’m a homebody, but no one is home
I prefer to be alone 

Chorus 
I’m so lonely 
Cause nobody knows me 
I  7x
Make up stories 
So no one feels bad for me 
Me 7x

Bridge
Your so exhausting, you love to takke
Your so exhausting, 
all you give me is a headache 

Chorus
I’m so lonely 
Cause nobody knows me 
I  7x
Make up stories 
So no one feels bad for me 
Me 7x

I'm so Lonely

Medusa

Flamingo

Te Quiero

Verse
The coldest man to ever hold my hand
Felt like I was somehow a different person then 
I remember the worst memories was when I was a little kid 
I look back and I’m like wow that’s sad 
I’ve become an asshole now 
Cause my world was upside down 
I’m trying to become a better person 
But I don’t know how 

Chorus:
Don’t try to understand 
what I've been through 
With my
Mother fucking 
daddy issues 
Don’t you dare feel bad 
Yeah I know it’s sad 
With my mothing fucking 
Daddy issues 3x

verse
I can’t even remember his face 
Because I was always too afraid 
Would he try to hurt me 
If I looked at him a different way 
I'm trying to move on 
But I’m still stuck in the past 
I tried so hard to forget why 
I stopped talking 3x to my dad

Chorus:
Don’t try to understand 
what I've been through 
With my
Mother fucking 
daddy issues 
Don’t you dare feel bad 
Yeah I know it’s sad 
With my mothing fucking 
Daddy issues 3x

Bridge 
20 years of trauma 
20 years of pain 
Finally I’m done
Finally I ran away 

Chorus:
Don’t try to understand 
what I've been through 
With my
Mother fucking 
daddy issues 
Don’t you dare feel bad 
Yeah I know it’s sad 
With my mothing fucking 
Daddy issues 3x

Daddy Issues

verse
I never met 
Anyone 
I couldn’t 
Forget 
Forget the past 
Return my mask 
Because I’ve been hiding

For Far to long
All alone 
I was in pain 
Time to Time 
I wish I
Saw you again

Chorus
in my dreams 
I see you there 
And in my head 
You still care 

In my heart 
With all these scars 
Lost without you
Looking for the north star

Your in my dreams  

verse
Sometimes I
Can’t tell if I
Should say goodbye 
I feel messed up 
Did I fuck up 
Cause that’s all I ever do

You got a girl
You seem to love  
But was I enough 
For you to hold 
Cause you let go

Chorus
in my dreams 
I see you there 
And in my head 
You still care 

In my heart 
With all these scars 
Lost without you
Looking for the north star

Your in my dreams 
Do you dream of me?

In My Dreams

Verse 
In february, flower pedals were 
crashing to the ground
I closed my eyes
For too long 
and I found

You at home with some girl
In our own bed, 
That’s when 
You cheated 3x on me

Chorus:
Baby 6x 
Why’d you do this to me 
Don’t tell me you’re sorry
Baby 6x
Why’d you do this to me
You’ll never find a bitch like me 
Baby 3x you are  fucking crazy 
Baby 6x

Verse:
I don’t know what to do
Through your clothes out of the room
Or burn the house down
Before you do
Because I know you got anger issues

You stupid mother fucker
I better call your mother 
block you on everything
So don't try stalk me
  
Bridge
Now i'm leaving
Cause you’re doing  
Other women 
Worst decision 
You ever made 
I’ll be okay 
You’re the one who
Dug your grave 

 
End Chorus:
Baby 6x 
Why’d you do this to me 
Don’t tell me you’re sorry
Baby 6x
Why’d you do this to me
You’ll never find a bitch like me 
Baby 3x I’m so fucking crazy 
Baby 6x
Why’d you?  do this.  To me. You knew this. 
Baby 3x

Baby

Verse
standing in my grave  
been trying to find you   
Why can’t I find you    
haven’t slept in days 
All I see is haze
I only see you when the sun goes away 

Pre chorus
Overthingly lately 
Fuck I think I’m crazy 
The doctors they can’t help me
The pills they gave aren’t working

Chorus
I've been under bridges 
Holding all my stitches 
Tied my heart in knots 
Hope it doesn't fall apart
I've been under bridges 
Holding all my stitches 
Tied my heart in knots 
Hope it doesn't fall apart
I’ve been hiding
Under bridges
I’ve been hiding under 
Bridges

Verse 
Put too much pressure on myself 
Cause I’m always exhausted 
I get way too overwhelmed 
I always attack myself 

I feel extremely guilty 
I let my pain control me 
Dear family I’m so sorry 
Sometimes I can’t just be me 

Chorus
I've been under bridges 
Holding all my stitches 
Tied my heart in knots 
Hope it doesn't fall apart
I've been under bridges 
Holding all my stitches 
Tied my heart in knots 
Hope it doesn't fall apart
I’ve been hiding
Under bridges
I’ve been hiding under 
Bridges

Bridge  
Physically, the doctors 
Don’t know what's wrong with me
They think I’ve gone  crazy
Honestly, I believe 
My body is my worst enemy 

Chorus
I've been under bridges 
Holding all my stitches 
Tied my heart in knots 
Hope it doesn't fall apart
I've been under bridges 
Holding all my stitches 
Tied my heart in knots 
Hope it doesn't fall apart
I’ve been hiding
Under bridges
I’ve been hiding under 
Bridges

Ending
I’ve been hiding under bridges
Holding all my stitches
Hiding my broken heart
Hope it doesn't fall apart
I’ve hiding

Bridges

Verse
I can’t keep guessing 
When you’re gonna love me
I can’t keep guessing 
When you’ll turn against me
One day I know you'll hate me
But really you should judge 
Your own reflection 
 
Pre chorus
baby when the lights go out 
I don’t really want you around 
baby when the lights go out
You're a different person 

Chorus
You only love me in the evening
When you’re tired and you’re freezing
You only love me in the evening 
Late nights start to creep in
You only love me in the evening
When you’re tired and you’re freezing
You only love me in the evening 
Late nights start to creep in
You only love me in the 

Verse
Your personality is manic
Your love is like the titanic
But it repeats over and over again,
I’m always left frozen 
Drowning in the ocean
And you enjoy watching

Pre chorus
baby when the lights go out 
I don’t really want you around 
baby when the lights go out
You're a different person 

Chorus:
You only love me in the evening
When you’re tired and you’re freezing
You only love me in the evening 
Late nights start to creep in
You only love me in the evening
When you’re tired and you’re freezing
You only love me in the evening 
Late nights start to creep in
You only love me in the 

Bridge:
If I could I would 
save you from yourself  
can’t take this pain 
When You’re two faced 
With your  manic episodes
You said you'd get diagnosed 
You motherfucking liar
I’m so fucking tired
You motherfucking
 liar, liar
oooooo

Chorus
You only love me in the evening
When you’re tired and you’re freezing
You only love me in the evening 
Late nights start to creep in
You only love me in the evening
When you’re tired and you’re freezing
You only love me in the evening 
Late nights start to creep in
You only love me in the 

Outro
Why don’t you love me
Why can't  you love me 
Did you ever love me

You Only Love Me In The Evening

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