i wrote and recorded this song back in november '22 and my lazy ass is just releasing it now. i'm proud enough of it so i hope you enjoy

produced by hoolign

run and hide from criticism
like it aint killing all your motivation
yeah, im upset but why would i say shit
when i could just stay in my room
while i listen to tunes
and people out there dying of starvation
but society rules! and if u think any different
you're a worthless fool, that's what my grandpa says
but he's kinda on his death bed 
staying up late, 50 lbs overweight
lifestyle issues, i can barely operate
same old songs every single day
and if i keep this up i might just break

i dont give a fuck what you think about me
and yea i heard the things that you said about me
ima let it slide right now but i hear your ass again
then ill put you at the end of my knife bitch
the look on your face makes my trigger itch
fuck around and smoke a gram for the hell of it
do more drugs cause that's what lil darkie said
who the hell put these words inside my head
let me quit with the tough talk
before the rythym sounds off
ripping the bong and it's ripping my thoughts out
tip of my tongue i gotta spit it out

keep your thoughts to yourself
cause i dont need your opinion

to you it may seem weird
but to me, it's a work in progress

work in progress

this is a green day type beat by jireh..
but i recorded the solo!!! in november 2022 and the vocals a month later so i've just had this on my computer so why not drop it

LYRICS
hear me out
i tell em listen 
but they never fucking hear me out
my dreams glisten
but these people hate them
fade them out
i won't listen
told you ima walk my own path
and ill be damned if you challenge that

the world is a fucking mess
we all gotta try our best
momma raised you in a nest
now you're being put to test
we all gotta move our feet
before our species goes extinct
but you're worried about me 
so i dont give a fuck what you think

working towards a goal
can you say the same?
in a couple months you will all know my name
yeah im working towards the top
and im never gonna stop
you dont gotta count on me
just sit back and watch

fuck what you think

produced by cadusfx

another day where i don't do shit
and i'd tell someone but i don't make no sense
and that's a fact, take me back
to when my dreams were vivid
cause that was when i was really living
it doesn't help that im feeling trapped
this town sucks, but everybody knows that
and no one's got nowhere complaining
if you want something you chase it
no ones gonna give it to you, you gotta make it
and yeah im used to not being enough
but all that shit does is just toughen you up
and they say im too emotional
too outside the comfort zone
but they're the ones that dug me this hole

so ima do what i wanna do
if you got a problem with it
i won't argue
cause i dont give a fuck
im headed to the top
and you can jus watch from the sidelines

small town blues

produced by crescnta

now i've never been known
to hold the center of attention
but as time goes
i hear my name get mentioned
its so damn cold
a t shirt and a zip up
is what's keeping me warm
while im skating the town up
and down is where i'm going
but shit, im still fuckin flowing
always living in the moment
feel your pain jus don't show it
when your feeling the worst
and everything hurts
you gotta pick yourself up
you gotta wipe off the dirt

now i remember when they didnt know my name
and i remember when they used to laugh in my face
i remember when they used to throw their shade
im doin better now, you wouldnt say that shi to my face
so fuckin move it
there's a path that im pursuin
bitch you see the way im movin
wanna make my fuckin music
so im smokin all night
to get that flow right
always see the bigger picture
but the trees block the light

small town blues 2

produced by 2lz

im hella lazy

lyrics:
never knew myself so i just went with the flow
i was finding out the shit that i needed to know
listening to music jus to study the flows
i knew the time would come when it was my turn to glow

puttin on my shades to shield my eyes from the light
and im wearing all black im bouta creep thru the night
and im dragging your body while im sheathing my knife
pussy boy talk loud but he quiet in fights

i aint even violent man ive told yall like 1000 times
half the time im chillin and dont got no ill will in my sights
im just tryna smoke some weed and ponder up a couple lines
about my shitty life and my goals to have a better time

had this shit in mind for years
took some time to face my fears
couldnt keep hiding my tears
and telling lies to all my peers
always fucked up its probably bad for my health
you can hate all you want it wont be more than myself

nobody hates me more than myself
and thats exactly why i always excel
i can do my own thing i dont need nobodies help
and if that makes me bad i guess im going to hell
and im always wasting all of my time
and im always dreaming to ease my mind
and im never being im just living a lie
but one day i wont be a kid
one day ima be the shit

waste!

i've given up on this rapper shit so here's the last thing i made before i quit

produced by lil nightshift

leaves (2023)

Produced by Peter Ricchio

What’s the checklist of being a father?
Because your efforts are prone to squander

Give you a greeting 
Cause it’s been a while
I look in your eyes
And I fake a smile

Were we friends? 
I can’t remember
So long ago that 
my mind has surrendered

Look what you’ve done
You’ve created a monster
Don’t wanna talk no
I don’t wanna call ya
You were my hero
A long time ago 
Scared all my friends off
And made me desolate

Nowadays it gets 
hard to remember
The person you were, 
was it any better?

I would sit and wait
For you to come home
Then when you’d show up
I would wish you were gone

I can’t express how much I hate you
I tried my best and you never came through 
I don’t ever wanna be like you
Took 18 years to figure out the truth

Now I’m left
With hate and confusion
Search my mind
And try my best not to lose it

Then came the day
That someone told me your dead
I can’t figure out
If I should even be sad

Look what you’ve done
You’ve created a monster
Don’t wanna talk no
I don’t wanna call ya
You were my hero
A long time ago 
But not anymore
Because I’m all on my own

And sometimes it gets hard
To keep on going
Then I look around at
The people that show me
That I’m worth something
That’s deeper than this
Then I no longer feel
Desolate

jøsh

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