ig @anctivist 

lyrics

i need some grey goose
girls move wild like they got nothing to lose
eyes low hoodie up no excuse
say she real but i see right through

walking like im wanted calm in the noise,
ain’t no love, just tools and toys
she said “talk to me” i said nah
cold like the street when the rain dont stop

ice in my hand, not on my wrist,
they flex for the gram, i barely exist
quiet moves, but the outcome loud
i dont need smoke just to feel that proud


face dont change when the cash come in,
same old shoes, same city im in
she got dreams i got distance
she want heat i go instant

i need some grey goose
girls move wild like they got nothing to lose
eyes low hoodie up no excuse
say she real but i see right through

grey goose over u xd >,,,<

ig @ancixy

lyrics:

i just be recording songs from my closet because 
if somebody sees me they gon say im weird
mic ona sock and dream in pocket
if they hear me now they gon call me lame
sayin “what you tryna do?” like it’s all a game
echoes bouncin off my winter coats
tryna write my truth and hit notes they won’t
if they see me now they gon say i’m weird
so i keep my voice where they can’t hear
i just talk to the walls, spillin all my fears
beats in my head like the end is near
don’t need a stage, just my phone and pain
every take’s like breakin out my chains
they laugh outside, but they don’t know
closet my home, where i let it all go
don’t need no booth, just these jackets and these hoodies
came up in silence, no handouts or money
they won’t get it till i’m up and gone
but for now i’m alone just makin songs
barefoot on the carpet, breathin fuckin low
tryna catch feelings they’ll never know
might sound dumb but this saved my fuckin soul
in this little dark room, i’m fuckkiiin whole
idont wana live bitch leave me alone

i record songs from my closet :c

ig @ancixy

bitch im geeked up in the fucking stu
who the fuck is u
ion feel like myself
bitch i hate u so much but i cant let you go
i just wanna show myself i just wanna let it go 
trippin lsd swear i seen ur face (idk)
ion know what u want can u jus let me know
can u just let me know
can u just let me know
i have soft whispers in my fucking head
whispers in my fucking head
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run it up fast, still don’t feel home
smoke in my lungs, like this my last one
flames in the air when it all go wrong
we still tryna make it back home
know this pain don’t just come and go
problems i seek, got a grip on my soul
dig in my chest, u won’t find no gold
tried to love, now my heart too fucking cold
tryna heal wounds but they never gon break
devils i know, yeah they eat off my plate
told me they care but it always feel fake
knife in my back now i carry the weight
every new scar just a part of my fate

cant let u go ft. 1616flake

ig : @ancixy

cuore bruciato, sto cucinando il pain
lei mi chiama “amore”, ma vuole solo fame
fumo troppo forte, mi si scioglie anche il brain
soldi nelle tasche fanno pling come un game
sto cadendo a pezzi ma nessuno vede
lei mi vuole morto o vivo, dipende dal mese
mi guarda negli occhi, bro, capisco le piace
giura che mi ama ma mi lascia le tracce
soldi nella tuta fanno cling come magie
le sue labbra sono dolci ma portano a follie
mi dice “non cambiare”, ma non sono io
sto correndo via dai miei fantasmi del passato
lei mi dice “torna”, ma non torno mica a caso
mi bacia come fosse un rito nero
la notte mi parla, mi chiama per nome
la luna ci guarda mentre perdiamo il controllo
ho il cuore rotto, ma lo porto con stile
lei vuole tutta la mia anima, non solo un briciolo
sto salendo su sembra fossi in un sogno
ma se apro gli occhi giuro che mi vergogno
mi dice “resta con me”, ma io non resto manco
ho il cuore a pezzi…

sto salendo su :3

ig @ancixy

and i thought we could love each other
and i thought we could love each other
but i was so fucking wrong about you
i was such a fucking weirdo
thats what u told me every fucking time we spoke
from this fucking pain im gon fuck up my wrist 
every word hit deep like a toenail
but you call me back when your life derails
you act loud but you feel nothing
i was dumb as hell thinkin we were something
gave you my heart and you kept cutting
i shoulda seen the signs when you changed up sudden
now i pace floors while you chase new bodies
i was outside tryna love somebody
you was inside tryna hurt somebody
funny how you said i’m the one that’s sloppy
you made me feel insane in my fucking head
sleep with my phone like itss you in my bed
i replay the shit that i wish you never said
but i still want you, thats the part i dread
i keep your name carved in my shoulder
hurts less now that my heart got colder
you said im weird like u never knew me

regrets about it hahahahaah

ig @ancixy


cant wait for the lights when the room go dumb
heart beat fast when the bass line hum
everybody fake till drugs kick in
smoke in my lungs feel like im sinkin
i been talkin to walls like they hear my pain
wrote my name in the dust now it fade again
sip too much now my head feel bent
lookin at my life like how it went
i was tryna pray but i lost the words
found the devil laughin sayin it could be worse
said pay that price if you want that glow
now im all alone in the after fucking show
mind too loud but the room dead still
need your text just to feel somethin real
black fit on me like a void
askin if you comin back paranoid (okay okay)
say i didnt earn it that shit played
bled on these songs got scars on my tape
you move on fast like i didnt exist
im still right here in the same abyss
music the only thing holdin me up
everything else feel fucked and corrupt
you livin your life like im just a phase
im cryin bout dreams you forgot I had

now im all alone

live forever with a smile stuck on your face

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