diegointhedark - guard

https://soundcloud.com/lilboweep/r-we-1

jus wna blow up
and fake my death
the pain it never ends
i would throw it all away
jus to b with u again
yr a perfect sentiment
ill chase you till i’m dead
cut my skin, ,i bleed cement
i watch my environment destruct

look into her face
yrr an angel
i love everything about u
every angle
i got wires in my heart
n they’re tangled up
i kno tht we’re far apart
at night i pray for us

sleep thru the day
imma vampire
stick the needle in my vein
i can’t higher
look at me
do i inspire ??
in the city ,
i got hysteric on my attire

i swear to god
when i see her face i shed a tear
always sayng tht u had my back
bitch you were never here
effortlessly
running from the truth
feelings never clear
everybody saying they love you
probably never cared

i know tht you never felt the same
get it over with
my emotions just decay
im so over it
i know tht you never felt my pain
you just said u did
she can see my rib cage
in malnourishment

never ending #Pray4Me_@176s @lilac

@y4ndere 

it ws jst u n me 
do not wake my brotha up 
hes havng dreams 
i jst copped some new miharas 
theyrr distressed 
i cldd nvr let u lames get in my head

in the flesh 
eating flesh under blankets 
crucifix around my neck ima stain it
uure the best 
uuree the best !!!
did uukno tht ?? ?v
seen the lights flash 
praying tht we dnt crash

heart threaded by a paper clip 
off 5 xans idek what day it is
necks broken , , ,,
heads swivel when we stepping in
start to hate myself 
im staring down a loaded FNN

every day i wake up suffering 
im loaded up 
u fuck boys r barely buffering
scars on my wrist 
they dntt kno bcz i cover it
ii might jst relapse 
if im still stuck b\4 the summer ends

music video

CrashDumm1eZzz 𒇫 @(シ_ _ )シ @y4ndere @@__

heartbeats �٠ ࣪🇵🇱 ⭑ Prod Shigitori & Glamoonn

@fozo2 @erdo

find it in your heart 
   to maybe seek forgiveness 
   this is my eternity 
   and you can not get in 
   i see satellites at night 
   wonder if u see thm too
   n im falling through this loop 
   hope it leads me back to you

   im sick again 
   the hospital bed feels 
   cold against , my ashen colored skin
   do you like the way 
   i leave and thn come back 
   by the way i rly miss u 
   but u kno tht

   its not my fault 
   i tell myself so many times 
   buttons on this margiela 
   shirt looking like coraline 
   think of her and prosper 
   your beauty was more thn divine 
   kitchen counter with the lines 
   i snort it to erase the time 

   wanna shave my head change my face 
   let it restart 
   nothing to negate the cause of pain 
   frm my torn heart 
   ive been seeing faces in the rain 
   but its not you 
   ive convinced myself  tht im insane 
   still i love you

diegointhedark - dirty *2021* (prod. tenoji)

Im Like Yea (1) Prod xyJae

its still hot in the fall 
   cnt dress up emo 
   i feel so alone
   beside all these people 
   cnt stand toe to toe 
   i step to evil
   we hit and go ghost 
   thre cnt b no sequel 

   nostalgia hits today 
   just like lightning 
   miss my bros 
   disbanded by fighting 
   forfeit goals we had 
   so unlike me 
   shake they hand,
   next day they despise me

   freedom calls 
   and still i cnt answer 
   i need my chips 
   my mommas got cancer
   i feel eclipsed 
   the mist it grows thicker 
   dust falls and sits 
   the problems grow bigger 

   we was 2oo4 
   now it transcends history 
   nights looking back 
   reminisce abt everything 
   stabbed you in the back 
   gotta match tht energy 
   n yea i hate u back 
   but u my brotha more than anything

diegointhedark - 2oo4 Prod Skoolio

prod b9 n shotti

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out

uree a side kick 
this boy straight filler 
i got vices 
she got lip filler 
these boys shooting trillers
get ur life together 
i trust no beater
she’ll fail a lie detector

do you think of me at all
bcz u live inside my head 
love notes pinned along my walls 
messages i never sent 
wishing we cld get along 
skeletons under my bed 
turn your corpse into my doll 
drown my body in your flesh

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out

i dnt go outside
its not surprising 
keep on hitting my type beats 
ull never b like me
staring straight into FL 
this shit making my eyes bleed 
off the molly like excel 
getting checks jst like nike

im stalking my page 
obsessed with this img 
its so unrealistic 
delusional
keep chasing statistics 
you have no real achievements
is it just me who thinks its delusional

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out