i got mixed blueberries with my cherry-flavored antacid i got things u can eat thatll turn your teeth to warm plastic i got some blue money thatll disapear the next morning i got white on my screen so i cant see when you call me

the honesty in these lyrics man. so moving

production by me (@bigdog30k)
cover art me

my skin shivers with fear
as the cold breeze touch me

the sun peeks through and
kisses me on the cheek
but before i know it the night has come
and its so dark that i cant see
you needed me but i still do
with weak knees beneath me i still know
that i love you
and maybe one day you'll love me too

my skin

so tired.. l’ll let u go 
.. the me that u don’t know
look at the photograph, yea it’s still in my bag
it never stayed the same, ur heart u want it back? 
look & you’ll find me and the crow
he doesn’t let it snow
so tired, can’t hide it 
I’ll never be there for u
i make it come true, rip my face off ; brand new

say I’m gonna leave but u know I can’t 
can’t talk to me so u write it on my hand
nothing to see, it’s all a dream
i’m obsessed w u 
ur love in my bloodstream
i want something I can’t escape that makes me feel this way
before I put it in my pocket, I kiss it ; I lock it
blood medallion ; every step it swayyssszzZ

bloodmedallion.wav [nono g beats]

tell me what you think about me
cause i been losing sleep im getting restless
i look around to such a sad scene
i dont know how to tell you that im jealous
i wish it could be just one thing
i wish it was as simple as a message
but no one gets it wrong as much as me
and i dont wanna keep you second guessing

Insecure

vox/art/mix&prod by me (@bigdog30k)

Lyrics:
if i let you in then would you stay here for a while
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ touch me softly as you spoke on through the night
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ and i know youre lost it eats me up inside
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ this pain wasnt meant for you
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ this pain wasnt meant for you
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎

  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎let me forget
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ just for a while
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i know it hurts

Softly (as Ever)

https://spirame.bandcamp.com/album/lifewaste-demos-unfinished

Crow +bigdog30k

@buffalobang

why cant i ever just do what i say so
ill do it this time baby just stay close
i stayed 10 toes down in this stronghold
hoping no one gets close
getting by on bare bones
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again

keep me safe
we'll find our way
take me in
and let me stay

i- i said ill try my best
took the first step and skipped the rest
and its hard to do the basic things
but i swear ive tried like everything

why cant i ever just do what i say so
ill do it this time baby just stay close
i stayed 10 toes down in this stronghold
hoping no one gets close
getting by on bare bones
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again

buffalobang - catharsis (prod. krampus_)

When u were mine (with3r)

boy i need a hug!

pop out +tahertg

D1V/WITH3R//STILL TRYING+

vox, prod and mixing by me
aw by @jacksonl0ve

last night i stayed up drinking 
now its 4 am again
i tried quitting pills it wasn’t worth it
i tried taking more it wasn’t working
last night i couldnt stop sleeping 
wake up theres blood in my spit
my hairs a mess my clothes are ripped 
im so fucked but i guess i gotta live with it 

i got mixed blueberries with my cherry-flavored antacid 
i got things u can eat thatll turn your teeth to warm plastic
i got some blue money thatll disapear the next morning
i got white on my screen so i cant see when you call me 

(disappear) (when you) (eat) (blue) 
(you) (turn) (blue) (i)(ll turn) (you) (warm)
(white) (plastic) (disapears) (when you) (eat) (me) (me)

hit my head and i cant get up 
now im locked out the house i use my keys at the club
feeling down and it wont let up
so i called up the plug i need something crushed 
im starting to think somethings wrong with me 
even my jeans dont fit me 
no 7.5 and i wont sleep
i roll all night oh im in deep

Blueberries

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