in the river

Feat @bydion
Prod @vinsoignatius & @adioboy

President Feat. Dion (prod Vinso & Facy)

Ends (prod. kessen)

bladee - everything can go / snow soldiers remaster

Spira Me + Sglily - Pic W Me (Slowed)

https://soundcloud.com/availover
It’d be an honour to die by your hand
It’d be an honour to die by your hand
It’d be an honour to be touched by you
It’d be an honour to be seen
Ink on the quill can’t write it out
There’s nothing even left that I can lie about
Leak into existence in the hideout
Want the answers, careful what you find out

Think about it subtly
Only one step from what I wanna be
Only one moment from a tragedy
Happens all the time that’s why I treat it casually
There’s only one story can’t re-write
In the green grove with the green knight
Say it all true or stay silent
Follow through if you wish make it violent

It could be a 100 years I wont write back
And theres something tryna kill me but I fight back
Everyone left me alone but I like that
There’s only moss on the walls where I hide at
Leaving embers on the end when I’m ashing it
Leaving leather on my hands when I’m packing it
Leaving leaves on the path when I walk on it
Leaving details out my mouth when I talk on it

By Your Hand (Avail)

https://soundcloud.com/availover
No lights or cameras, action only
Judge me truly I’m not holy
I’ve received the shoulder coldly
How’d I know? Somebody told me
How’d I know? Somebody tells me
I have killed all my dependence
I will kill all you pretenders, I will kill all your defenders
Stop the thinking you’re not Descartes, feel the love but it’s a grey heart
Dumbest cunt don’t ever play smart, how the fuck are you still talking to me?
Kill me now if it stops you talking, you can run I’ll stick to walking
What’d you think it was I’m ripping? Did you want to be a victim?

Did you want to be a victim, well your wish is my commandment
Compliments are underhanded, it’s not your fault I understand it
Do you even believe in what your saying, the company you keep it says enough
Revelations on the cusp, decision making must be tough
Keep the chain on like I’m richter, there’s only one they call the ripper
There’s only so much I can say now, smell the rain it’s on the way now
All the stones are in a ring now, here’s a song that you can sing now
Come ups bout have its bring down, citys finally got its king now

I bring the silence to the good night, put the sigil on the pendant
That’s your friend and you defend it? Guess the good outweighs the evil
Guess that’s how you go around it
I will kill all these pretenders
No I will not do your interview, I don’t care who you can bring with you
Have you even seen the train line? have you ever seen the crows?
There’s a jealousy abundant and there’s envy in its throes
They are held down by the claws, can you even see the cause
There was me before the trees, falling straight down to my knees

Somebody Tells Me (produced by Avail)

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

It had to be me that chooses
Cause it’s really only me that loses
There’s no guards watching this gaol
You don’t have to live inside that Vael
It had to be me that chooses
Cause it’s really only me that loses
There’s no guards watching this gaol
You don’t have to live inside that Vael

Rather dead than dead wrong
Had some bad times turned to good songs
If you could would you change your life’s tale?
Would you live inside the grey Vael?
I was scared of nothing it’s all fear
I was looking for the answers they’re all here
Good try even if they had all failed
Took the trophy for myself now it’s all Vaeled
Now I’m all Vael

It had to be me that chooses
Cause it’s really only me that loses
There’s no guards watching this gaol
You don’t have to live inside that Vael
It had to be me that chooses
Cause it’s really only me that loses
There’s no guards watching this gaol
You don’t have to live inside that Vael

It takes a risk to take a risk
I told em take whatever they want, they ain’t take a thing
Was hiding myself from myself and that means everything
Wear the Vael everywhere feels like a wedding ring
How could it be anything else?
To let it win it would mean that I’m losing myself
It’s funny how I thought it’s over and nothing would help
And nothing did help me except ending Vael itself
Now I’m Vael itself
But, In the Vael it’s all grey
I tried to turn it red, I tried to turn it blue
They tried to tell me about the things that I should do
But you don’t know about the things that I’ve been through

It had to be me that chooses
Cause it’s really only me that loses
There’s no guards watching this gaol
You don’t have to live inside that Vael
It had to be me that chooses
Cause it’s really only me that loses
There’s no guards watching this gaol
You don’t have to live inside that Vael


Vael (prod. Shinjin)

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

If I kill it I feel like that’d be too nice of me
Just because I suffered doesn’t mean that I think they should too
But I’m only human, who knows what I’ll do?
(You know what I’ll do, you know what I’m going through)
I’m the prince
I pulled it out the stone, therefore I exist
I’m sorry for the texts that I miss
I’m sorry for the friendships that I miss
I was busy, I was trying not to kill

What’s the problem? let us know
Contradictions aren’t allowed we can not let no body go
Brightest stories ever written in the darkest ink I own
I could end the suffering but that might hit too close to home
I mean it’s true
What’s my problems to someone I never knew
It’s old to me, but all for them, I’ll make it new
I’ve heard the tales bout the grounds I’m stepping through
There's nothing special bout my life but just for now it’ll have to do

If I kill it I feel like that’d be too nice of me
Just because I suffered doesn’t mean that I think they should too
But I’m only human, who knows what I’ll do?
(You know what I’ll do, you know what I’m going through)
I’m the prince
I pulled it out the stone, therefore I exist
I’m sorry for the texts that I miss
I’m sorry for the friendships that I miss
I was busy, I was trying not to kill

Who sits atop it isolated?
Who sits as cold as life, who makes decisions this impatient?
There’s lots of notes that I’ve played perhaps it’s time I face it
Who’s this, I’m asking? the one I’ve alienated...
The stage is set, it hurts to partake in truth
I’m mourning for someone I never knew
Round of applause this one is all for you
I became the prince that they needed me to 

I’m the prince
I pulled it out the stone, therefore I exist
I’m sorry for the texts that I miss
I’m sorry for the friendships that I miss
I was busy, I was trying not to kill
If I kill it I feel like that’d be too nice of me
Just because I suffered doesn’t mean that I think they should too
But I’m only human, who knows what I’ll do?
(You know what I’ll do, you know what I’m going through)
I’m the prince

The Prince (prod. Shinjin)

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

I don’t want your roses, I’ve been tending to my garden
Keep on begging for a reason, but you need to beg my pardon
All this sacrilege I witness, it’s no wonder I’m astounded
All this deviation from it, don’t you know where it was founded ?
I don’t want your roses, I grow my own in the garden
Keep on begging for a reason, but you need to beg my pardon
All this being scared for nothing, may as well be for scared for something
All this hoarding and protecting time to open up and give and give and...

Put the destination first and that’s all you’ll ever get
This was all just an idea but that’s so easy to forget
All the hate gets weeded out and through the Grove you’ll grow the truth
Ofc I still rock my TNs I can’t forget bout my roots
Back when we had no money to even catch the train
I got opal on me now tell them coppers check my chain
There’s no therapy for us but we've been working all the same
There’s no respite here for us so we’ve walking through the rain

I don’t want your roses, I’ve been tending to my garden
Keep on begging for a reason, but you need to beg my pardon
All this sacrilege I witness, it’s no wonder I’m astounded
All this deviation from it, don’t you know where it was founded ?
I don’t want your roses, I grow my own in the garden
Keep on begging for a reason, but you need to beg my pardon
All this being scared for nothing, may as well be for scared for something
All this hoarding and protecting time to open up and give and give and...

You’ve been looking for the path and didn’t realise you were on it
They asked who was on the track and didn’t realise we were on it
Im like if the fountain’s to the east then I’m what’s left of it
That one hill looks beautiful but would you put your death on it ?
Would you put your life on it? Intertwine your life with it?
Quick decisions to be made happens in less than a minute
Do you really have to ask me? You know me.. the sacrificer
I’ve been looking at my life, I think I’ve earnt the title Lifer 

I don’t want your roses, I’ve been tending to my garden
Keep on begging for a reason, but you need to beg my pardon
All this sacrilege I witness, it’s no wonder I’m astounded
All this deviation from it, don’t you know where it was founded ?
I don’t want your roses, I grow my own in the garden
Keep on begging for a reason, but you need to beg my pardon
All this being scared for nothing, may as well be for scared for something
All this hoarding and protecting time to open up and give and give and...

Roses (prod. Shinjin)

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

There’s nothing new under the sun that hasn’t already been said
There’s nothing wrong in the acceptance that you’ve already been dead
“How heavy is it? how heavy is it?” don’t act like you forget
You can smile with the rest, let the truths be said in jest
There’s nothing new about disdain, but novelty still has its place
New Vael with the wedding gown and it’s still covering my face
New truth isn’t really new, but I won’t tell if you don’t either
Nothing disrespectful either, they’re still following the leader
I’ve been offered this and that, but none of that was that appealing
When they ask how long until I tour? I’m like “I know the feeling...”
I don’t worry bout the end or the feeling of the scythe
That’s not death knocking at the door my Crow, that’s probably life
Nothing new about a death but mine or yours might carry weight
Some say they can change their lives, and others say they’re bound to fate
Either way I like illusions, so I’ll stand here at the gate
So I’ll stand here in indifference just in case it opens up
“Nothing new under the sun”… but all I’m seeing is the moon
It’s one a.m. right now for me, and for Crow it’s probably noon
Something strange did happen too, I saw the Fountain in the West
I’m not saying I saw it first, I’m just saying I saw it best
How? How could there not be one single thing that’s new?
Wear the Vael, tell me if that’s something someone else can do?
Check your heart, is there something you still think you can go through?
There’s your proof, that there’s something yet to do
That there’s something new for you
Yesterday there was a tragedy I guess
No more Vael only Vaeled, Only I could do the rest
Can’t end what’s already ended but I did my best
Who would love and who would die? I was down to take the test
Feel the pull, it’s the middle of the sun
It’s like being someone’s son
It’s experiencing fun
It’s that never there whisper that keeps beating like a drum
It’s that secret that you’re in on, even if there isn’t one
It’s the sacred, it’s the sense the you belong even with trees  
There’s a feeling on the breeze, that you feel and no one sees
It’s still winning even when it feels like everything should fail
It’s a moment (never pale), I call going through the Vael

Nothing New (New Vael) (prod. Shinjin)

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

Can’t, can’t sleep
All I pray for is the end of the week
All I need is for you not to speak
In this tunnel that I’ll never get to leave
Can’t, can’t sleep
Have you ever felt the cold therein
It’s a battle that I just can’t win
Another long day I put it in the bin

You can run and run away
But you take that with you anyway
You’ll forget and wait and wait and wait
But it all comes back and it all comes back no matter what
Close my eyes
But it finds its way to my mind
Hear the rain drops falling outside
Until it’s finally…(Shh) goodnight

Can’t, can’t sleep
All I pray for is the end of the week
All I need is for you not to speak
In this tunnel that I’ll never get to leave
Can’t, can’t sleep
Have you ever felt the cold therein
It’s a battle that I just can’t win
Another long day I put it in the bin

The sky’s sinking in, it spins in a spiral
Attempts at avoiding the things that are vital
The heart in my chest almost jumps out my ribs
There’s so much to forget I forgot to forgive
It’s torture
It’s easier to walk on water
Send the shadow over me if you might
All I wait for is… goodnight

Can’t, can’t sleep
All I pray for is the end of the week
All I need is for you not to speak
In this tunnel that I’ll never get to leave
Can’t, can’t sleep
Have you ever felt the cold therein
It’s a battle that I just can’t win
Another long day I put it in the bin

Can't Sleep (prod. Shinjin)

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

I’m always real, but sometimes I am fake
I’m always here, but sometimes I’m at the lake
I’m sorry you don’t like me, tell me how to fix it
Wanted to be me so much, I became something different
I’m always real, but sometimes I am fake
I’m always here, but sometimes I’m at the lake
I’m sorry you don’t like me, tell me how to fix it
Wanted to be me so much, I became something different

Perhaps my hand will never get to hold the thing it ever wants
We're not to become the butterflies, we’re turning into moths
See that stone skimming a few times, but it ultimately drops
The connections never there, the sentence started how it stops
Day light Lifer, I’ve been living in the lightest of the stream
Put the leaf into the stream and now they’re getting what I mean
It’s honestly insane the things I did in hopes that I’d feel good
I used to think I was insane I get on beats, I’m understood

I’m always real, but sometimes I am fake
I’m always here, but sometimes I’m at the lake
I’m sorry you don’t like me, tell me how to fix it
Wanted to be me so much, I became something different
I’m always real, but sometimes I am fake
I’m always here, but sometimes I’m at the lake
I’m sorry you don’t like me, tell me how to fix it
Wanted to be me so much, I became something different

I’m getting older I should quit, but where’s the poetry in that?
They perceive me on the beach, the western breeze is at my back
Pictures always by myself, it’s only me be where I’ve been at
Don’t you stand right by the door, say "nevermore" like it’s a fact
All the hours that I’ve lost trying to avoid the loss of time
Perhaps I could save a life and all it takes is all of mine
People getting to live life and I was jealous of it too
But there has to be someone like me so they can be like you
I’m a normal guy had times I felt like I was stuck in hell
Lowkey it didn’t work out, but besides that I’m doing well
I don’t want to sell out, but I hope that something starts to sell
I’m on the cusp of leaving, but I never will Crow can’t you tell? 

I’m always real, but sometimes I am fake
I’m always here, but sometimes I’m at the lake
I’m sorry you don’t like me, tell me how to fix it
Wanted to be me so much, I became something different
I’m always real, but sometimes I am fake
I’m always here, but sometimes I’m at the lake
I’m sorry you don’t like me, tell me how to fix it
Wanted to be me so much, I became something different
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Real (prod. Shinjin)

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

We carry on the corpse, even that sounds like a joke
Though the comedy is slow, this is still a funny show
The depravities I've reached tryna feel some type of thing
Tryna let somebody in, I don't even wanna win
I don't want all the attention but the liar does their best
When they've given all their truth and this is all they've got left
I could tell you I don't want it, but then in the same breath
I'm still telling you about it, one of life's greatest jests

Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea
Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea

I see the crescent in the distance, but I'm waiting on the shore
You could tell me all about it, if you wanted tell me more
Another chapter gets written, but who am I writing for?
Another day losing my mind, but who is even keeping score?
In the rivers that we float, all our lives have been led
Everything's already happened, in a way I've been dead
Looking at the brighter side but I'm a pessimist at heart
If these are the best years of life then you can see why it looks dark

Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea
Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea

Just keep on thinking about things that doesn't matter anymore
I wanna dance, I wanna live the life I've heard of once before
The comedy is ever endless and the stage is fully set
There is no love that's not worth dying over I cannot forget
I have separated separation now I just exist
I don't wanna feel your lips if there's no passion in your kiss
My life and the way I've led it hasn't changed much from the start
But letting go of what had never been has been the hardest part
Maybe I have troubles getting close to me
Or maybe I have troubles getting close to you
All I really know is I don't know a thing
And maybe that's all that I ever knew
Clear, clear skies I see the smile
I am who I am and that's vile
I saw what you said and it's true to me
I am who I am it's nothing new to me

Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea
Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea

Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea
Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea

Conviction (prod. Shinjin)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EzSDIIt5go

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