This tune was made back in 1998 with the Impulse Tracker. Recently, I did a little bit of editing with the Schism Tracker to help the song flow a little better. Yet, the song is still very much like it was originally. I didn't want to have this one neither become something new nor a remix by changing out samples and rearranging patterns too extensively.

Most of the samples used are a bit dirtier and slightly noisier than I would have liked, but that's the way it goes. This tune was created when I was still a newb at using the Impulse Tracker. One of the samples that many will notice and recognize is that of the Underworld tune Cowgirl. I absolutely love that song!! However, this is not a remix of that tune.

Once again, this is a tune about the pain that love can cause. I never did get into the whole "Cutting" thing back when it was infamous, but I must say, there are definitely a few times when I thought, without a doubt, that my heart truly had been ripped to shreds by a razor. In the past, I'd seen pictures of the results of Cutting, and the images certainly matched up with how I felt inside. 

The intentional overall tone of this tune was meant to be that of frustration and bitterness. However, at the end of the song, as is with most of my songs about bitter love, the melody is certainly a bit more positive. I guess that's because I always hold out hope for the love that will paste back together and mend all the hurt done to my heart in the past.

Live for today and make the most of it!! Don't ever let someone bring you down so hard that you feel as though you have to inflict self harm or end the precious life that was given to you. True everlasting happiness is something we all must strive for within ourselves. It doesn't come in a box of chocolates.... sorry Mr Gump!

BTW... I typically make my own graphics for my songs. However, the one for this song is temporary and was obtained from: http://cache.desktopnexus.com/thumbnails/558375-bigthumbnail.jpg

Razor Love

Hellooooooo . . . :)

I continually find myself awwed and utterly amazed by our universe, the solar system, and the astrology of it all. Hence, part of my musician name being Femdroid [ Female Android ]. I mean most times I am just mystified by it all. Certainly I am not alone. In fact, I really regret not getting signed up with that eventual, possible mission to Mars in the not so far off future. I truly would be honored to go and see if I could survive the harshness of space.

Well, I guess there you have it. My inspiration for this song was just that. Oh, and most recently, my slight editing of the song included George Clooney's vocals, and also Sandra Bullocks. More so Clooney than Bullock however, and those vocals came from that recent movie of theirs entitled Gravity. For me, I see the vastness of Outer Space coexisting with the same infinite vastness of our minds' imagination and creativity. 

It seems that my Message Editor [ Shift F9 for IT & SC respectively ] has no information as to when I may have started on this song or even finished. However, I certainly do recognize my exBF's voice as doing the vocals that say "In Space" and "I'm Lost". This tune was most likely done back when many others were done, 1997 to 2002. Again, most of the samples are not of best quality and the song may sound a bit dulled. Quite honestly, I really need to learn how to use Renoise so I can have clearer and more intense sounding music.

BTW... I typically create my own graphics for my songs, however, the one for this song is temporary and came from:
http://digital-art-gallery.com/oid/26/640x337_6153_Lost_in_Space_2d_sci_fi_painting_space_astronaut_explosion_picture_image_digital_art.jpg

ThaNks 4 LisTeniNg . . . =))

DFD ~ ∞♫♪♫♪∞

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Astronaut Lost ~ A Gravity Edit

Hellooooooo . . . :)

Well, I guess the title of this tune, "Sexual Tranzfusion / Transfusion", kind of says what the tune is about. I mean, who doesn't like sex / intercourse. Sure there's probably plenty of people out there in the world who maintain sexual abstinence for one reason or another, but I'm not in that category. Becoming one with the one you love is quite magical, and can be so wonderfully amazing. The "Tranzfusion" just states itself as a transferring of fluid in this case. I'm sure no one needs details on that. I used a Z instead of S for a unique song title.

Years ago, I believe it was 1999, I put this song together as more of a explicitly funny musical mash up of sound effects, if not completely mocking the concept of bondage. The bondage thing was never something I got into, and I thought the concept of it was a bit "out there". You know, for the sexual extremeists that love more adventure  in their erotic, intimate adventures. However, do keep in mind that I am not being judgemental here. The concept of bondage or rough sex involving pain just isn't something I'm interested in. For those that do, more power to your happiness and enjoyment of such things.

As I said previous, this song intitally was a tune to get laughter from my friends, and it did. There was much more whipping sound effects and some grunting from that character guy in Doom. I recorded his "grunt" sound and put it into the song. However, currently the song has been completely revised into something that flows much better, and doesn't have too much distraction with all those obnoxious sound effects.

Other samples / instruments of female voices saying erotic things were found on the Internet by myself and also my friend Christina at the time who helped with finding funny statements / noises for the song. Initially, we did have Meg Ryan's voice from Rob Reiner's film When Harry Met Sally of her in the cafe screaming "YES YES YES" with her fake orgasm to show Billy Crystal wha'ts up. That was removed in this version because it just started to overwhelm the flow of the music. In fact, in the beginning, this song was titled Pure Bondage.

The giggling in the beginning of the song is from the album Voices & Images by Camouflage. It happens right before the song "That Smiling Face", which is absolutely one of my most favorite songs by Camouflage. 
The female voice that says "NO no no" is Laurie Zimmer from Assault on Precinct 13.
Meg Ryan's moaning sounds are still in the tune.
I also put my voice into the tune, but I won't say exactly which one. . . . hehe.
The male voice that says "I am the master", I cannot remember where that came from.
The female voice that says "Join the Rhythm of the Machine" is from the song "Machine" by Anaconda. The record label is BOY Records.

Anyhoo, I certainly don't consider this song a master piece of any sort, but I do think it is a blast to listen to and may even get some peeps into the mood for some kinky fun.

ThaNks 4 LisTeniNg . . . =))

DFD ~ ∞♫♪♫♪∞

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http://digitalfemdroiddreaming.bandcamp.com

I typically create my own images for CD covers to go with my music. In this case, I am unable to find the image I created and so I am temporarily using one found on the Internet. The URL is as follows:
https://www.pinterest.com/emericnik/robot/

Sexual Tranzfusion

Hello ALL ....... =D

This movie, The Shining, written by Stephen King, Stanley Kubrick, and Diane Johnson, scared the BahJeeZus out of me when I saw it for the first time. I was young and at the age where scary movies give kids bad dreams. I must have had nightmares for weeks, if I remember correctly. I mean gawd, the whole scenario of a father going crazy [absolutley nuts] and hacking up his little girls, plus his wife, with an axe is just completely sick and PsyChotic.... RIGHT !?

I watched the movie at my Dad's place when he had us kids for the weekend... you know, divorced parents and being with one of the parents for a weekend or what have you. Anyhooo, so yah, it's not like I got all paranoid of my Dad or anything, but I certainly hid under the blankets a lot when I heard noises at night.

Just so it's known, I really wanted this tune released on Halloween of this year 2015, about four days ago. However, I just couldn't do it. I had all these patterns in the Schism Tracker that just had been created on whims of inspiration and only a few of them really flowed nicely together. As usual, the self hating frustration set in and I really had to focus on getting all the patterns to flow with new transitional patterns. Well, that took a bit and I just couldn't get something together that I felt was worthy of releasing for this past Halloween. 

I used many samples from the movie itself as you will hear when you listen to the tune.

The little boy Danny, Danny Lloyd, has some phrases in the song, but not the one everyone loves to repeat... the creepy sounding "RedRum" that he did over and over while upstairs in his room and then inside of his Mom's (Shelley Duvall's) room. I just couldn't get the "RedRum" to fit right in the song and felt that the other samples of him talking about the little boy that lives in his mouth was more appropriate anyways.

AND of course you all will recognize the phrases from the little girl ghosts [Grady's Daughters - Lisa & Louise Burns] asking Danny to play with him. I used them plenty because those were certainly the phrases that creeped me out the most when I watched the movie. 

Then there are certainly some samples / phrases from Jack Nicholson talking to the ghost, or Devil image, named Lloyd the Bartender. And then the most famous one from Jack saying "Here's Johnny!"

I used phrases, or more like the screams, from Shelley Duvall and some phrases from her speaking and or yelling at different times in the movie.

Other samples that I used were created by using Reaktor 5 and then tweaking them with the Audacity program. Other samples came from my Homegrown Sounds library. Most sounds / samples that I use always end up being tweaked with effects within the Audacity program.

One sound that I sampled from the movie, which I guess was the best part of the movie for most people,  was when Jack hit the bathroom door with an axe and Shelley is on the other side screaming her head off. I felt like that sound, the axe hitting the door, sounded almost like a snare drum, so I made use of a snare drum sound where all beat exists to help represent the intensity of this movie.

Usually I just record the Schism Tracker playing the song, which I consider quite boring, so I flipped back and forth between windows to show The Shining Trailer as well as the Schism Tracker playing. I guess this video is a little less boring to watch then. Of course, for me it's all about the music! ♫♪ ♥

It's just like I told a friend of mine yesterday, this song was made for being played on Halloween. That's why I did what I could to make the song about as creepy and eerie as the movie... well, as close as I could get to the movie's scaryness! I don't suppose it's for everyday type listening, but I'll leave that up to you, the listener.... ^_^.

ThaNks 4 LisTeniNg . . . =))

DFD ~ ∞♫♪♫♪∞

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The Shining Main Theme - All Axed Up Mix - Schism Tracker

HeLLoooo... ^_^

This song's concept derived from a story from the Jungle Book describing Rikki-Tikki-Tavi's fight with Nag, the big black cobra.

With this song, I wanted to do my best with portraying an auditory hypnotic, mesmerizing, mysterious, playful and sly atmosphere of which Rikki Tikki Tavi was so good at being in the story. I really dislike snakes of any sort. Poisonous or not, snakes are just no where near my cup of tea. I guess then, when I saw the animated story on TV, at a young age mind you, I was quite pleased with Rikki Tikki Tavi for taking care of those nasty cobras. I've never had a pet mongoose, but I think they would be a really fun pet to have.

However, according to some reading material.... (Mongoose) are not legal pets in the United States and Australia because they are a potential threat to indigenous species. Oh well, they better off in the wild anyways.

ThAnKz 4 LisTeNinG ... ~_~

∞♫♪♫♪∞

Rikki Tikki Tavi

HeLLoo00oo . . . ^_^

This Tune was created back in 2000. I had started on it in late '98, but kept getting busy with life and or had other music projects to consider spending time on. 

The concept for this Tune came from a few different ideas. One of which was from that movie 'Total Recall' with Michael Ironside, Sharon Stone and Arnold Schwarzenegger. I do really like the idea that there is the possibility of other life than ours out there in the vast universe of stars and planets and this movie touched on it with an odd sense of fiction. However, I was tripped out by the movie and liked the way Sharon Stone was kickin some Schwarzenegger bootie. . . well almost anyhoo... =)). Plus she was still sexy, but an A** kicker, reminds of me.. lol. Not really. Self defense is good, but no initiated violence for me. I sampled a couple things of what Sharon Stone's character had said, "Tie Me Up" and "Trust Me".

Also, at the time, there was an electronic group by the name of 808 State from Manchester that was doing quite well in my music library... as in being listened to frequently. I sampled a few things from this bands music like the vocal "Power" and that bell sound in this song. 

Another idea came from my roommates boyfriend at the time. He had this really great husky deep voice which I liked. A bunch of us friends at a party one time had been discussing the possibilities of extra terrestrial life and what a crazy fantastical scenario it would be for something like what happened in the movie 'Independence Day' to really actually happen. And he says, "what a chaotic State of Shock that would be or really incredible". Anyhoo, I really liked the way he said that and so I recorded him saying it. 

All those ideas combined and out came this song. . . ~_~

ThaNkZ 4 LisTeniNg . . . =))

DFD ~ ∞♫♪♫♪∞

State Of Shock - Impulse Schism Tracker

HeLLoo00oo . . . ~_~ 

I used to chat with Andreas Viklund back in the days of when I was Tracking a lot and while using the Chat program ICQ. I remixed about seven or eight of his songs, with his permission of course, and this here song happens to be one of Andreas' BEST ever. At least I think this song is one of his best. It is a spectacularly uplifting, happy, melodic and well written tune that I just love listening to. I was really thrilled to remix this song and add into it some of Love's emotional hype that I feel when I am in love with someone special.

I had the boyfriend of my roommate at the time do the voice for the song. He and my roommate also really like the song and he (Rick) was quite pleased to have his voice in such an excellent tune. A few of the added synthesizer parts came from the HGsounds.com website. There is a CD for sale there by the name of 'Frequency' and it had a few brilliant samples for this tune. Any other samples used were from my large collection of samples obtained from various different sources.

The "Dreams" album by The Solid Energy Crew (TSEC), the first CD album by the band which later became Lagoona. TSEC had three members: Andreas Viklund, Björn Bodin and John Johansson. The songs were written and recorded using FastTracker 2 in 1997, and the album was released in 500 copies in early 1998.

ThaNkZ 4 LisTeniNg . . . ^_^

DFD ∞♫♪♫♪∞


Faraway Love ~ True Love Reactivated Remix ~ Andreas Viklund TSEC


HeLLoo00oo . . . ^_^

I've listened to this song so many times. The song has been on my computer for five years or so as an Impulse Tracker file, but I also have the original MP3 version of the song that Dilba did some years back.  I suppose there have been several times in the past five years that I have worked on remixing this song within the Impulse Tracker software, but more recently the Schism Tracker software. Each time I did some creating, I never felt quite right about the sounds / samples / wav file instruments I was using. 

Well, in the past month or two, I finally found the sounds I was looking for to compliment the song well. It seems the samples just kind of jumped out at me while I was browsing through my sample library. I found that I like to be more detached from a song before I can really get into "Re-hearing" it and rearranging it into something new. I guess I just kept listening to the song I Love & appreciate so much and let myself just hear it for what it is and not what it could so be with a REMIX. On a religious note, I'm releasing this song on a day of Easter resurrection. I guess One could say that some songs are resurrected by a remix. 

In 1996, Dilba released her debut album Dilba together with the single I'm Sorry. All the lyrics of the songs on this album were written by herself, just like the music. The album was a success, and she was awarded with a Grammy and the Aftonbladet prize Rockbjörnen. The album sold more than 100,000 copies in Sweden.

After a successful summer tour in 1997, it took two years until she released her second album You & I in 1999. It was however not acclaimed by the critics and sold only in 20,000 copies.

Dilba's third album Revolution was released in March 2003, alongside with the single Every Little Thing, which was a success on the radio.

ThaNkZ 4 LisTeNinG . . . ~_~

DFD ∞♫♪♫♪∞

Dilba ~ I'm Sorry ~ Suffer No Malice Remix

Well.... It's been awhile since I have created a new song with the Schism Tracker and I really felt it was about time to put my creative audio mind back into play mode.

I sampled the game some with Audacity using the Stereo Mix feature and then used a few other samples from my Homegrown Sounds library. As usual I also used Audacity to tweak wav files into submission for best dream state enhancement.

This is the first game I have played in some time and I have to say that I have never been so absorbed with a games music and theme. The graphics are unbelievable and the aliens I certainly found to be intense. I don't typically play games like these first person shooter RPG, but since getting cancer some months ago, I find that I like to focus on something which can really get my mind off of my ailment. And this game certainly does just THAT! So much so that I just had to create a trippy, intense tune for it.

I suppose I would have recorded my own game play instead of using someone else's, but I don't have the right software for doing that at this moment. I do know about the software program FRAPs, however I'm not yet wealthy enough to afford the required $37 to unlock the Unlimited Recording feature.... lol. And besides, this RydarGames video synced up pretty well to my Tune... at least I think so anyhooooo.. =)

ThanKz 4 LisTeNinG ... ^_^

DFD ... ∞♫♪♫♪∞

A Crysis 2 Prophet's Dream - CryEngine Used Up 3 Mix

Hello . . . ^_^

Life can be crazy, especially during the high school years. Not only is it a crazy, if not sometimes a bit chaotic time, it is a time of self exploration and a lot of decision making that will affect the rest of a person's life detrimentally. I spent a lot of my 4 years being social, loud, wild, & fun. I think studying took a bit of a back seat. No regrets however. Life should be lived to the fullest. 

I've always really liked Parker Posey and the movies she was in. She reminds me a lot of myself. From her movie 'Dazed & Confused', I just had to use a snippet of the audio clip of her being interviewed. Oh, and even though I didn't sample anything from her movie 'Party Girl', you like, you know, can't forget that one... o_0. Her zany, wild attitude was, kinda still is, just like me. The other voice in the song is that of Alison Moyet from the group Yaz / Yazz. I mean who in the Electronic / Synth Pop listening genre doesn't love her music and stunning, awesome voice.

This song is not to be vain, but to self describe my character via music... especially during the years of high school. 

ThaNks 4 LisTeniNg . . . =))

DFD ~ ∞♫♪♫♪∞

Oh Natasha ~ A Yaz 2 Posey Mix - Schism Tracker

HeLLooo . . ^_^

Love is typically the most complicated part of people's lives. Why, well, my feelings are that because emotions are involved so deeply, typically much more than the use of the brain, and so if and when there are plaguing problems that arise they usually defy logic and common sense altogether. Hence, people make rash decisions made with their hearts, which can lead to ultimate heartbreak. Then quite possibly, the idea of true love, and all that goes along with it, starts to become an Illusion. Within those Illusions, the idea of long lasting love becomes the same. Plus, I think most of us know how much a heart hurting is quite often tragically different than a headache.

I love being in love, as do many other people I know and do not know. I hold onto the idea that true love can be found, and that it can last forever. However, I did arrange this song to best portray the first paragraph above.

ThaNks 4 LisTeniNg . . . =))

DFD ~ ∞♫♪♫♪∞

Illusions Of Love ~ Forever Last - Schism Tracker


Just a Girl making muZiK with the computer. Impulse &amp; Schism Tracker. Adobe Audition. Audacity. AnalogX Vocoder. Propellerhead Rebirth. Native Instruments.

All songs made with either the Impulse Tracker, or more recently, I am now using the Schism Tracker. I use other programs to create my Wav File Samples which are used as the instruments inside the Tracker program.

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