espooky

DADDY’S LITTLE PRINCESS FREESTYLE PT.2

s c a r e d

CHESTER STONE FREESTYLE

produced by @chewy
mixed by me

lyrics:

all black g.i. joe
they can't do the things I do
everyday I focus on my goals
everything I touch turns straight to gold
know they don't like the fact that
I'm on my shit don't really know why
know I do this all alone my own shit
know they don't know my (life)

I took all the time I could to find my footing
I know I've been gone awhile
and it hurts my heart to think about
I can't find no peace when you're around
can't throw my life away I find each day
a reason here to smile
grown up, I know today I'd wipe my tears
I wept out as a child

walk in my shoes, it's been miles

yeah
weight I hold it weighs a ton
I think that my heart's been stunted
I treat love just like a gun
I don't wanna hurt nobody

right my wrongs
I got problems
yes I know
and they can't solve them
that's my job
and while I'm better
I still fall

walk around keep my head up
'cause I know I just can't settle
I've tried everything I can but
why can't I simply get better?
toss and turn, can't sleep at night
each day it keeps fucking my head up

but I know, better
sometimes I never let up
I try to keep my head up
everyday I'm getting better
everyday I'm working on myself
everyday I'm getting better
I can't go back and fix the past
it hurts my heart I can't go back
I right my wrongs as best I can

I can,I can, I can, I can
I'm so much more than what I present
I'm so much more than the things you've said
yet somehow, know that I love you still

I hope you heal
because I know I've healed

know when I lost myself
know I ain't got no help

and that shit ain't healthy
and know I've been through hell
and all of the things you'd tell me
are all things I tell myself
know I've grown so much
and I can't go back
know I lost myself
just to find myself again
I know it's hard to let go of the past
but I smile that it's happened

I look back with happiness

Health Is Wealth

I wanted to cry

last summer

viola by Gloria Hui

if i ever got to leave here by success i wouldn’t wait for you
i’d rather keep our thoughts in checkmate
and i’ve been hurting tryna pull this out my chest
is there another way to say that i won’t talk to you again
i won’t talk to you again

cos i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
need amenity you out there

just feel no info
you should give me my respect
you ain’t know what you’re in for
not pretty at best
my thought’s in limbo
no law no intro
if you’re talking bout the credo
know i’m coming for the neck

i don’t wanna be provocative
i just ain’t tryna breathe your oxygen
why you going round startin shit
i’ve found that need no argument
you commited cardinal sin
knees weak no sleep we gon drift apart
just mark in it, ain’t no meager feat
but fuck off tryna politic
and chase my goals I can’t date it back
i don’t wait for shit
i ain’t made for that
we got the same flow woa where’d it go
i need to change clothes but still blow it off like a staple fact and I’m gone
then spend all my luck on twitter
know me, found i ain’t the same in winter
but this a marathon and all these fuckboys sprinters
gonna paint a moral high ground that’s a painkiller
you can feed me lies if you’re compelled
i’ma be frank for my health
my sweetheart handsome as well
cos i C both sides like chanel
this an artist’s ocean - my blueprint
say that you ain’t bugging you lucid
ain’t it funny how you can’t prove it
who do I always see running back

i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
i need amenity, you out here

fuck you, you too basic for a maybe
you lucky if you waitlisted i’m lazy
stuck on a few pages in a daydream
no one’s gonna be able to save me
these days self hatred is motivation
spreads outside me and i’m running out patience
let you lie but but cut you out the equation
never liable when bluffing i never say shit
where’d the mood go
flip the beat like judo
you got that fools gold
say you don’t you do tho
on my feet uh
ain’t no mass appel uh
pity a leader
wouldn’t wanna be you
and I been waiting way too long to be free from you
free from you

I’ll remember this up out the top of my head
no equiquite cos i won’t edit with the thought of a threat
make your bets, this ain’t reddit won’t argue on in no thread
it’s art, taking shots in the dark, beat already dead
couldn’t give less of a fuck what you say
cos i’m a gifted mess and i’m stuck in my ways
everybody want a feature i won’t ask for no pay
a teacher by night preacher by day, but don’t actually pray
i’m that kinda fake
i hold that kinda weight
float leave a passionate wake
i ain’t burning no rubber
i’m back in action been averting stunners since day one
i’ll curve a sucker cos they too basic like A1
and it hurts to say this but don’t call my line
i been done with you since autumn you ain’t worth my time
the fuck does it take get out the matrix and learn your lie
i thought you knew the first time

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