So heavenly, gos and sleeper on fucking fire 🔥❤️‍🔥

life changes he’s not coming back again
im not him, so why should I have to pretend
im not losing, im just falling down
im doing fine, im ye, im gone

it’s in stages times just a blur
im living in the background unheard
is this what it’s like to withdraw
You’re outside my house, crash through the door

It’s outstanding, reprimanding but you say it’s all the same 
when you play this game it’s up to you 
sitting on the rock in the south beach back then
look me in the eyes, say it’s not working

let’s end it, not mend it, 
toxic behavior takes hand and you just leave
smile at me and say your alright, 
don’t worry im doing just fine

drowning in alcohol, listen here take the toll
im just here growing old, fires low, running cold
burning at both ends losing sleep
I opened up, you just make me weak

no sleep, no end
ups and downs, lose friends
you say that you have changed
I say that we’re stuck on repeat

yeah yeah ulcers building in my fucking mouth from the stress of this
I don’t really understand so I just want to fucking quit
spitting out blood on the daily you made 
into something I just can’t forgive

is it selfish to blame you for being suicidal?
I know its fucking pathetic but it’s hard to swallow
the fact that you fucking gaslighted me 
until I didn’t understand who I was

most days I didn’t wanna wake up and sometimes I still don’t
I was living on a pile of drugs I wake up and I choke
on a mouthful of my fucking own vomit 
it took me here to realize that you fucking weren’t worth this

yeah so fuck you and fuck your fake friends
always talk behind our fucking backs
and you started to pretend that everything was fucking fine
but it wasn’t so I took my chances and I fucking left

OUTSTANDING

go listen 2 faeri: https://soundcloud.com/faeriurufi

star lost

star lost (feat. faeri)

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Artwork by: www.instagram.com/thiago.saluthi/ & @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics: 

(Chorus)
You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

(Verse)
You're smiling so big as we're falling to pieces
Ain't questioning why
Why the fight never ceases

I'm running from you 
I'm running from me
I wanna live life 'cause I ain't deceased yet
But my soul ain't released yet

(Bridge)

(Chorus)
You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

I'm Mentally Stable, I SWEAR

Birds

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

You know my life’s a mess 
I wanna feel your chest 
Come give me one last breath girl 
Keep going til the end 
Remember what I said? 
Do you, do you? 

Find me alone 
Writing songs on my own 
I won’t pick up the phone tonight 
You wanna find my love again 
I don’t know where it went 
But I know it will never fade 

I love the look on your cute face 
When I’m sorry and you hate 
Me for being such a fool 
Still love me until the end girl 
I can’t live here in my head 
It takes control when I’m in bed 
Take my heart and soul instead 
Still love you until the end girl 

Baby I just wanna be enough 
Cause my heart it beats for you, and it will never stop 
I can’t help you baby I’m in a rush 
Insomnia sucks 
ya 

Find me alone 
You know I cannot pick my phone up tonight 
You wanna, wanna find my love again 
Still writing all my songs on my own, alone 
(x2)

alone

i wanna sleep ⛧

[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart


[Pre-Part]

“7 days“

[Part suisside]

I wanna sleep
I don’t wanna die
Middle of the night I’m trying to make things right
And so I grab my knife
Smoking and crying
You said it first and I can’t deny it

Stuck in a dream
Buried alive
I’ve been here before I can’t carry on without my silver gun 
I’ll commit suicide
And never be found so you think that I’m lying


[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

LYRICS:

Have you noticed that the soul repeats yeah withdrawal symptoms losing sleep
Yeah manic patterns these walls breathe now close around me try to leave
It's in my vision that abyss when you close your eyes do you see
The lines and traces, everything from iris burns illuminate

When the black curtain falls and I see everything I try to reach
Do I just run to try and chase it make my mind up losing patience
Risk it all embrace the fall as I collapse and i still crawl
So I can feel something just more than being static left on hold

I want to be something that's human but you know that’s hard for me 
I disconnect from everything from ones I love the friends that cheat
And I'll just drown my liver out, I swear my body hates itself
For having a fuck up control decisions that will break my soul

So label me the one you hate the one you fear the one that breaks
From every encounter he has made, to try and fit it no he shakes
At explaining at what it's like to not fit in to not feel real
So I'll just sit and bite my lips until the blood has soaked my chin

Becoming Real

@baby_gos

Tell me that you love me if you don’t
Baby could you let me know you care?
I don’t wanna always be alone
But leaving me i know that it was fair
Shorty you could be my dope
Shorty I could be your man
Why you always chilling on your phone?
Cuz baby i’m right here

I know that I can’t be
Without you
Cuz i know that i can’t be
Without you

Where's my blessings?
i’m lost and torn and i just can’t to seem to fathom my ending
You can’t hold me back i ain’t get this far from second guesses
I can’t let my little girl know how much that i be stressing
Is this expression or depression?
Move at your discretion
Because i’m tired and i’m violent im sick of rejection
I'd be lying till I'm dying. Where is my inception?
I want exemption from deception. Is that too much?
I want redemption not infection. Could you bless us?

Tell me that you love me if you don’t
Baby could you let me know you care?
I don’t wanna always be alone
But leaving me i know that it was fair
Shorty you could be my dope
Shorty I could be your man
Why you always chilling on your phone?
Cuz baby i’m right here

INCEPTION

boolymon +ca$hmarr archive(p.youngslash + xg + xoolice)

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Playboi Carti - Shoota ft. Lil Uzi Vert (ISOxo Remix) w/ growing pains (VIP)

с пацанами приехали на шашлыки а за нами следили лесные миньоны 
TGK:https://t.me/resurrectionk1ds
prod.9mice
remix.resurrectionk1ds

9mice - stranger remix.by resurrectionk1ds

PRODUCED BY sketchmyname

Lyrics:

I thought of this earth, the way I see it it's getting much worse.
I wasn't really ever assured of it, walk through the night and I know what my purpose is,

I hope that you know the same, I'm with the stars and I'm playing this game, 

one out of billion trillions, focused on making my millions,
my emotions I'm not feeling em.





Float in the cosmos, and I've got no one to follow.

I'm lost in everything I know,and it feels like my center is hollow.



The sky is for boys, the clouds are for men, 
High on the planes, I soar through the mist,
lost in my thoughts, I hope this is it.
leaving my past, i focus within.



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2 



I know this isn't the place, no one wanna see my face
All of the people they try to come tell me that I gotta change, 

But I know that I'm not the same.

You don't wanna come and start us, everyone wanna depart us,
I know that everyone not us, I know I've gotta do what I gotta.



I've gained back my faith, now I'm losing my touch,
This is a feeling I cant get enough,
Now I'm 50 stories up high in the skies, see rainy days all up in the clouds

Look at my view, I'm lost in my mind, 
Shibuya block while I smoke out my lungs,
Now I'm dosing right off with my bro on my right,
Now it's the night-time, so I know I might, 



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2

INCEPTION

digital sleeper

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