kill me softly w/ claude (+jolst)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

prod kirk


lyrics: 

hazenova:

im a sinna 
if u test me ima turn to a killa
she wanna fuck and u know ima let her
she wanna fuck and u know ima let her

yuh yuh yuh 30 rounds in my backpack
im pullin up to the scene wit a full mag
dont give a fuck if u see me wit no  mask

told me pull up and u know im gon clap
real bad bitch

fuk boi fuk boi 
neva had it rough boy
u talkin shit but youve run out of luck boi 

titty fuck titty fuck she gon let me titty fuck
yeehaw bitch ya i be sayin giddyup 

makeangelscry:

doing it better whenever i get up you know i be getting the cheddar
tell that bitch to go suck my dick or ill ghost her like a phantom
drive round in the phantom, ghost that bitch she throw a tantrum
imma eat that bitches pussy out like cervical cancer wait what?

hold up wait, im not fucking done bitch im toxic, im just a waste
fuck her in the rari and finish all on her face
its her fathers car but i dont give a shit ok?
you cant tell me twice that im a dick cuz bitch i carry weight
carry freight, fuck having too much baggage to fly ill blow up the plane
i dont need no fucking pilot ill make it my own damn way
solo, where'd my hoes go? they in the grave
bitch jeremy did he go? i heard he blew his brains

full mag w/makeangelscry (prod kirk)

Kid Mango x Sydcxx - Running circles

lyrics:

i feel the weight
on top of my chest
im laughing at the ceiling
soon i'll get to rest
im better off dead
ima waste of a human
talk loudly
i can't hear you
im bound by things
that im scared to
face
no i'll never get away
i hate 

im slowly
slowly
losing time
im so damn sorry
that im sick of life
and please dont ask me
if im alright
i got nothing left
to sacrifice

i think im really too insecure
gonna push you all away
so i dont make it any harder
you'll do fine anyway
and i know that to be true
we all wanna be special
but im afraid that im mental
and i'll lose it all
i watched both of you scream
and fight it out
and now you both expect me
to figure it out

things in my chest

things in my chest.

New single “You can say” 

-Lyrics-
Got this weight 
Yeah weighing down in my chest 
We could fight 
But I’d rather lay down to rest 
I know you already 
Found your next 
So why do you 
Keep messing with my head 
Got another bottle 
Yeah I’ll take another round 
I lost count 
Of everything that I downed 
Guess I’d rather drink
Yeah I’d rather drown 
Then continue to hear you out 

You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Airplane mode baby
That’s how I leave my phone 
Can’t reach me 
I’d rather be alone 
If I wanted to be sad
Then I’d just stay at home 
If I wanted to be mad
Then I’d catch a tone 
I don’t wanna say baby that I don’t care
But when I’m hurting you’re never there 
Maybe that’s why I feel this way
Maybe that’s why maybe that’s why 

(You can say X6)
You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Prod by prod. dercept x ayoley (premium license)
Mix by yago 
Master by Kanashi

Stream on Spotify!

You can say (prod. dercept x ayoley)

diary 128 ft nevrwrld

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Listen on Spotify!

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

I produced and recorded this song with my friend @flux-aspekt. 
He wrote all the lyrics for this song, sung the bridge, and did the artwork(its also his debut as a musical artist and I'm really really proud of him)

You can pre-save it on Spotify too :D https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/sugar-coated-heartbreak-feat-flux-aspekt

Lyrics:
 
All aboard the sleepy time express
It’s time to put that head safely to rest 
If you have nightmares
I’ll chase away your fears
I feel so trapped inside this bed
It’s not my fault my memories are dead

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
So tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

Walking down the street
Street lights on
You got me thinking 'bout you 
From dusk till dawn 
We used to walk hand in hand 
But now i’m empty handed
I'm thinking about you and the life we’d’ve landed

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
I'm tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

My heart is slowly sinking 
What the fuck was I thinking 
I just keep walking past strangers
drowning in my head 
Every day I just wish that I'll wake up dead 
Go straight through the front door, what life have I lead? 
Cause it's just me, and I'm tired 

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak
X2

Most times I feel outspoken 
You always leave me choking 
On words I left unspoken
And now I'm fuckin' broken

HeyLee x Flux Aspekt - Sugar Coated Heartbreak

On and on it goes...

MIXED: ARI 
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: GRAYSKIES
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA 

lyrics:
Greyskies
Up all night
I’ve been by myself for a long time
I see you
Walk around
Something bout this just feels so right

I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

I’ve been by myself for a long time 
Everybody knows it’s just you and I 
Staying up all night just to pass the time
Waiting for your call by the moonlight 


I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

Kyo, come on
think about it
who's the real villain here?
who really dragged her into this?
who?
it was me...
that's right

MY CURSE PROD. GRAYSKIES

Goulag

Members
@KidMangx
@adjacen7artist
@yungmercykill
@lxrdk
@prod3two

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