REAL

A quiet anthem for the ones who drive through the dark and find their own light.
“Show me your light, you falling star, guide me where the slow things are.” This version breathes — just voice, rain, and a slow heartbeat of faith.

Little Star

So this is just a rough draft of a song on my upcoming album, here to comfort you while im finishing that big project. 

blue eyed waltz (DEMO)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

time lost w/ scum & lil skil [prod fats'e]

Needle (prod. Empty)

MERCH:
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Prod:
@jakemarkow
twitter.com/jakemarkow

Art:
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

MISSED UR CALL (Prod. JakeMarkow x Lil Lotus) MERCH DROP<3

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10 Laws of Life - Single

10 Laws (Prod. ADOT THE GOD)

Didnt Matter - The G/Olden Days

from me to you ft. elijah who

[Lonely.]

Another semi-angsty piece but a lil different from the other ones I'm p sure.

Lyrics:
I’ve just been smoking and poking around
Thinking about how all these highs are just bringing me down
Questioning my failing friendships and looking back in the past
I wish I could get over things, a year goes by so fast

And I almost feel like I don’t belong, As of late, I’ve grown to hate every single one of my songs
I feel like no matter what I have- it’ll just leave and begone
I’ve grown out of blendtastic, but I still don’t really know Vaughn

I feel like all this nonsense is finally making me nauseous 
I don’t know what to do- I’ve finally ran out of all of my outlets
So Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m Still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I wanna stray
(But fuck it)
I’ve been in search for a certain combination but I’ve feel like I’ve pulled the plug on all my luck
Find a girl to give my love but she just wanna fuck and the girl I wanna fuck just wants my love
Trouble relating, tried meditating, tried to go dating, now I’m debating
Whether or not to go all out or just pull it all back
Always unsure on how to feel- always a little out of wack 

And I’m struggling to find out who I am man
This girl ain’t interested and the next one’s obsessed but- why do I even give a damn
Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m still contemplating if I wanna stray

My life is seemingly falling apart at the seems
My whole reality is a nightmare or might just be a woke dream
Tryna keep my hopes up whilst having a low self-esteem
Everyday tends to be average if not stressful by any means

No- I need to be alone- I cannot answer the phone
Girl- you ain’t been here from the get go- don’t expect my hand to hold
Fuck it- keep these hand warmers in case you get too cold
I aint mad at yah- I’m just frustrated that I never feel at home

Bitch- I haven’t been content- shit just don’t make fucking sense
Too much shit don’t fucking make sense- fuck it- you really want my two cents?
I don’t give a fuck about you just because I feel loneliness 
Get the fuck up out my face before a beat fucks you up like I wish I did

Single

Confusion

[LYRICS]

Find 
your heart 
in the middle of the ocean.
Everyone departs
in the midst of the commotion
Say goodbye to Heather
for a year. While
she gets drunk
on beer.
 
I try as hard as i can
you know,
I am only a man
on my own.
I float like a stone.

Heather are you home?
I wish i hadn't left you alone.
Because i truly truly miss you,
and i wish i was with you.

As much as i've bled on my own;
I could bleed for two.
Didnt say what i need to say
to you.  
All i ever wanted was a lifetime.
All ive ever wanted was a few things 
and my life’s timeline
is weak and misleading
the truth.
And my “truth” was always you.
All i ever wanted was a lifetime.
All i ever wanted was a liE / (a lot)

opportunity

[MERCH]

fell in love with this beat and just had to do a verse over it

Needle (prod. Empty)

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