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MAYBE LIFE IS JUST AN ILLUSION LIKE A DREAM INSIDE OUR MINDS AT AT NIGHT
TIME IS WHAT WE LIVE BY AND DEPEND ON DEADLINES ALWAYS TICKING BY

My unique traits may seem strange, my brain interlaces thoughts no words can explain.
I choose to remain real, hate causing pain my heart is pure that’ll never change
Spaced out amazed wander off to another place SO i'm faced
Face to face with my soul inside, 
No trace I remain numb, no pain but lost in a strange maze
NO escape; almost feels like my soul can separate, 
Yet still communicate and beat with my heart rate
IM JUST NOT THE same never felt I could relate much most people fake
Taught myself at a young age when i’m turned away to sense the shade from these good for nothing flakes 
On With the next, erase this day. Life's so fuckin crazy
Each phase that we live learn just a little bit, but still can’t make sense, how we exist, all this Doesn’t fit 
Fall into debt, lost in regret this way we live, unfair? 
Got a late start well that’s life, no one cares.
Boardwalk and park place owned by the billionaires.

MAYBE LIFE IS JUST AN ILLUSION LIKE A DREAM INSIDE OUR MINDS, 
TIME IS WHAT WE LIVE BY AND DEPEND ON DEADLINES ALWAYS TICKING BY

Time, never really mine, can’t seem to find it maybe i’m blind, or maybe it’s so quick it 
JUST slips by without saying bye
Why would it be so cruel when i’m so kind?
I can watch as a clock tick tocks, and chimes, 
Break the glass force the hands back from 12 to 9
But still I continue to find a frustrated mind as time sinks with the motion of a blink, I age, my mistakes are made set in stone and staged 
Seconds just fade away
They just won’t remain no going back, no changing a thing,
Time can never be gained lives not like a game most people go
Some stay some do drugs just to throw it in the clocks face
but inevitably In every case time holds the place as the king, of all eternity. 

The boss of it all no one can beat it cant keep it, but for some reason, we all need it. 



MAYBE LIFE IS JUST AN ILLUSION LIKE A DREAM INSIDE OUR MINDS AT AT NIGHT
TIME IS WHAT WE LIVE BY AND DEPEND ON DEADLINES ALWAYS TICKING BY

I guess that’s a rap, dont know what to call it since my hearts not intact, 
and my my brain - wandering off the tracks to find it but i keep grinding finding
Nothin but a world of hate yep its great.
MAYBE LIFES JUST AN ILLUSION thus my fate i'll awake.  ---- ill awake. 
Mother fuckers

Illusions

Thought id use the lyrics of phase one with my own beat.

Phases come in wavezes

Positive shit uh
Sometimes just not in sight huh?
Need to shock back to life
Push aside vibes that aint right
My purpose here, significant,
So is yours don’t let anybody tell you different.

For now trade,....
lock negative away
Not much else to say, life is fucking crazy
feeling sad maybe
Down on my luck,
a brief interrupt
Chin up!
Interrupt chin haha
Cuz every time I fall
I get up erupt!
Higher than before
slumped over no more.
Lifes a whore,
never asked for,
it was forced,

But ill do my best to make it through this obstacle course 


Each phase we live
pre arranged
intimidate shift manipulate
adapt to change
Mazes constantly engaging coming our way
 Staged pre planned but, changing Rearranging
 Shaping, Truman show simulation maybe? damn whos taping  ?
 Phasing telepathically communicating while im fading
 Its amazing

To understand it, would be breath taking
Theres no relating
Brains not built to be making any sense its so


MY pupils dilated. 
I am the most ill faded 
upgraded
past hated
person EVER created 
long awaited for me to prove
That our lives are Fabricated 

Head on loose so I screwed 
No longer decapitated
im much flyer and ambitious 
the women call me d licious 
A tad vicious far from superstitious 
its time to step up to the plate. 
Everything is great Once you set goals
sell your soul Some days I feel I am controlled
but maybe that’s cuz I sold
Phasing telepathically communicating 
as Im fading, 
shaking off my habits as a human and replacing
them with pureness its amazing

CRASH AND BURM 2.5

CRASH & BURN 2

A confliction that needs a fixin’
A sequel to try convincing 
This ain’t fiction I ain’t trippin 
Being tortured in bad condition
In position where I’m forced to listen
Envision yourself in suspension 
You’re a witnes. brain is separate
Your body recklessly driven, they say addiction but 
I believe its just a system
like your brain was overwritten
wired up electrician but your brain in prison
Controlled by an energy inhuman 
A demon behind the wheel of my brain
As I’m strapped in forced to feel pain
Feeling helpless, faced with two decisions
Off yourself or remain in hell, watching as they destroy your image
Suicide, I never understood it
But maybe this is why people want it
talons deep in my brain, putting your name to shame
Going insane, 
I’m toxic, the voice SAYS go I scream stop it
Stop it! Stop it! Fucking Stop it!
Tuck my hands in my pockets, honest,
My wallet, has holes, my mind lost it
Being modest, sickin myself wanna vomit
All profits go, casino deposit yea rock it
Chump change aint enough need the opposite 

Ensure my brain is theirs they locked it 
my legacy split
Unfit forced to slip
How deep can I dig?
Till I hit hell? maybe that’s where I’ve been all along.
Shit depends on the time
How long can I wine
Lose everything and die
Confidence gone, shameful no pride
Why even try, if mind control has arrived
Can’t love myself so why should I 
expect
Anything from you, watch me fall right through
Now its too .. late I am gone but Every fucking thing 
that I did construed come together glued 
Missing screws found all the things I said I knew
Start to come into view, all that shit you
Said was crazy sorry hun it’s the truth. 
This world is a trip, good luck with it
Dark magic a spell, entertainment from hell
No, there’s nothing you can do. 
Unless you choose to suffer with me too.

KONTROLLED - DARK POETRY - A WORK OF FICTION

Positive shit uh
Sometimes just not in sight like.. 
Need to shock back to life
Push aside vibes that aint right
My purpose here, significant,
So is yours don’t let anybody tell you different.

For now trade, lock negative away
Not much else to say, life is fucking crazy
feeling sad maybe
Down on my luck,
a brief interrupt
Chin up!
Interrupt chin haha
Cuz every time I fall
I get up erupt!
Higher than before
slumped over no more.
Lifes a whore,
never asked for,
it was forced,


Each phase we live
pre arranged
intimidate shift manipulate
adapt to change
Mazes constantly engaging coming our way
 Staged pre planned but, changing Rearranging
 Shaping, Truman show simulation maybe? damn whos taping  ?
 Phasing telepathically communicating while im fading
 Its amazing

To understand it, would be breath taking
Theres no relating
Brains not built to be making any sense its so
Frustrating


MY pupils dilated. 
I am the most ill faded 
upgraded
past hated
person EVER created 
long awaited for me to prove
That our lives are Fabricated 

Head on loose so I screwed 
No longer decapitated
im much flyer and ambitious 
the women call me d licious 
A tad vicious far from superstitious 
its time to step up to the plate. 
Everything is great Once you set goals
sell your soul Some days I feel I am controlled
but maybe that’s cuz I sold
Phasing telepathically communicating 
as Im fading, 
shaking off my habits as a human and replacing
them with pureness its amazing

Crash and Burn 2.5

Diplomatic Immunity - papa roach cover between angels and insects

Phase 1

Pretty little skittes - mix - the hell song - sum41

Home is where the heart so it’s alarming 
Cuz my heart I gave away, she threw it in the garbage.
All because of heart break she couldn’t shake 
What her ex did to her TORE her brain so shes insane
Needless to say, trust out the window all men the same
But babe… I love the way….

you don't know... 
which way lost from home
but home is...
you don't know
lost so long ago. 

I too am lost don’t know the way but 
love that we can find it together 
through stormy weather.
We have in common 
both have pasts that are haunting.

When one door shuts 
grab a tire iron jam it god damnit 
don’t look back find a new door to knab
grab the handle move forward set an example.
My heart has been grabbed played with and stabbed 
But if we changed our past 
butterfly effect we might not have met. 
So together lets reset – no regrets.

WE don’t know
Which way lost from home
But home is 
WE don’t know 
Lost so long ago

Here we go, hold on tight this is life 
Ups and downs left and rights
Crazy as can be but make a cute couple I guarantee

Home is where the heart is -   so that’s our biz 
Lets find a spot, build it up and lock our love inside  
Wake up every morning, look into one anothers eyes 
No more pain, love just gains, 
every day more and more I am yours. 
You are mine. Finally life feels just right.

we now know...

Butterfly FX

Trapped once again backed into the shadows 
gutted out feeling hollow as I follow darkness
Into a place so heartless
Another fuckin cycle in this triangle the sharpened edges make me feel suicidal but I’ll stay awhile
As if I have a choice the voice has been deployed and it destroys any chance to avoid depression
annoyed by this lesson can’t find joy manifesting the worst falling face first into dirt.
It hurts - immersed within the worst curse, 
so glad we die 
feeling lost, and incomplete 
for all eternity would be a sick dream 
Feel the need to curse out whatever the fuck made sound made what we see, made what we need made you, made me. 
Forced to endorse this name given to be a strange opinionated deep-thinking musician
Now In bad condition wishing to be a magician driven to hit the ignition causing a collision 
to disappear and remain hidden away from this planet god damnit fuck all this negativity
fuck all this negativity 
fuck all this negativity 
away from this planet
Can’t stand it

Slapped back up Slapped back up
Slapped back up

Slapped up...  backed into this VORTEX an INVISIBLE COMPLEX FORTRESS FROM MY TOES UP PAST MY NECK, they say it deflects THE Stress from the end of the relationship 
except its based ON A BASIS THAT’S CORRUPTED AND WRECKED, 
INFECTED AND ALL YOUR THOUGHTS MONITORED AND COLLECTED 
THIS SERVICE JUST MAKES ME NERVOUS FEELING STUCK AND wordless, 
this therapeutic curtain of protection has become a burden In a dimension cozy and small 
the feeling of suspension. this new invention that claims it’s the leader in all suicide prevention 
from anything that could ever possibly happen,  


My body glows my vitals checked they say it deflects the stress from the end of the relationship
Except its based on a basis thats corrupted and wrecked and 
That extra strength 
Infected 
of course they say you need that extra strength

This machine approved under beta technology and it records everything from our thoughts tied within out brain waves to our childhood memories they feel the need to understand me and the others who willingly

and your intentions weren't suicide but come on why live life? 
Just got decked STRAIGHT INTO THE HEART WITH A RUSTY FUCKIN SHARP BLADE 
THEN SPIT ON oh the pain, you couldn't take with no words left to say WATCH AS life DEPARTS and fades away

Di-methyl-tryptamine

Nice To Know

Unusual PATTERNS, is this A COUNCIDENCE? could be OR MAYBE it MATTERs?
MY THOUGHTS ARE SCATTERED.
HEART STAGGERED AND LOST BUT I CAN HEAR IT BEATING FASTER
A girl appears at least once a year, tinder I fear but still try, story of my life.
ANTI SOCIAL, DON’T LET NO ONE CLOSE
NONE OF THESE HOES IF NOT WITH HER, ID RATHER BE ALONE
SHES THE ONE WHO CLIMBED A LADDEr
SINCE, THERES BEEN NO ONE BADDER
DROPPED AN ANVIL ON MY HEART
AND TO THIS DAY ITS FLATTER THAN fucking CAKE BATTER
ROLLED OVER BY tractor … or something fatter
AS THE WHEELS ROLL TOGETHER IN A CATAPILLER MANNER
Ima SALTINE CRACKER
SHES A HOT CHEETOH INA TANK SMASHING EVERYTHING,
BUT ILL ALWAYS BACK HER

Not sure its aloud, to be this proud
Hold your hand everywhere cuz you’te my gal
No one comes close to the way you glow
Wherever we go ill be honored to show
You complete me through the summer and snow
Everyone can know
I adore you my sweetie 
discretely 
no one has to know behind doors were … 

Words are powerless, trust ive tried, 
or maybe it’s the wrong ones that are overpowering whats right?
The ones we say when happiness escapes, blood boils
And straight to the brain comes hate.
When words cant decode what the brain wants to say, shit gets cray





Baby can’t you see you’re everything to me.
My better half, my inspiration, the stract to my dab
The smile to my sad. In fact – without you I’m pretty bland
To put it in words – well I can’t – because the heart grabs what it wants to grab (heart grabs what it wants)
Doesn’t need a reason, I guess I confess without you my life’s a mess.
you’re my queen – And it’s my responsibility to ensure you’re safe and the happiest you can be
Despite anything you ever do to me, and excuse me, for wearing my heart on my sleeve 
Showing signs of weak… but when im hanging off a cliff turn your cheek. kick me when im down, laugh with your friend's say that I'm obsessed ... leave me all alone stressed,  move on get married, doesn’t matter Ill always carry… this love.. and if for any reason you can't breath... I'll donate my lungs if need be – ensure youll grow old and .. always love you unconditionally...  willingly I'd give my life for you gladly.
You'll always be my Queen.

You'll Always Be My Queen

Since we met, fuckin stress. Every day just like the rest.
We try our best, we both care, but life isn't fair.
Nightmares, blank stares, panic can't stand it
Recipe of our chemistry demands it.
Chaotic frequencies hypnotic sequences
While were on the topic can't achieve peace
No relief both have beliefs one another hides deceiving
Lies up the sleeve but either of us leave


Living in a time where cheaters in plain sight
People addicted to lust so they lie
Ashley Madison web sites porn 2 clicks away
Cardi b influencing young girls to spread their legs
But wait, a couple decades ago, music insisted women were hos
Influencing the creation of players like it's cool to dip your dick in every chick be a traitor

Hints why most men are fakers. Fuckin every ho, who can forget that catchy song
different area codes or lick lick lick from your head to your toes...
sexual desires young kids admire what kinda fuckin world are we living in? this is what we let
them create.
Fuck it who cares, this is why relationships are relationshits! The world has been shaped
crazed and tazed 

time to modify my chorus for the ultimate Horus
shell adore this one-day shell remises start to miss
see that I was genuine and all these fuckin boys play games
so, for now I gotta say


it's time
..


I....

am fuckin done with you.
Good luck screwing random dudes
Getting used and oh yeah boo this next verse is for you too
Back to my beef with this last chick
cardi b wannabe fuckin lying bitch.
Now I got your attention, did I forget to mention
I have video of you - hurt my feelings ill hurt you - lead me on make me feel you have my
back then stab me when I needed you the most, you're fucking wack

boats hoes and toes with autotune

Second half of You'll Always Be my Queen

Baby can’t you see you’re everything to me.
My better half, my inspiration, the stract to my dab
The smile to my sad. In fact – without you I’m pretty bland
To put it in words – well I can’t – because the heart grabs what it wants to grab (heart grabs what it wants)
Doesn’t need a reason, I guess I confess without you my life’s a mess.
you’re my queen – And it’s my responsibility to ensure you’re safe and the happiest you can be
Despite anything you ever do to me, and excuse me, for wearing my heart on my sleeve 
Showing signs of weak… but when im hanging off a cliff turn your cheek. kick me when im down, laugh with your friend's say that I'm obsessed ... leave me all alone stressed,  move on get married, doesn’t matter Ill always carry… this love.. and if for any reason you can't breath... I'll donate my lungs if need be – ensure youll grow old and .. always love you unconditionally...  willingly I'd give my life for you gladly.
You'll always be my Queen.

My Better Half

Listen the description is within the track.

THE C0AST 0F F0RG0TT3N

Take caution, cuz were fallin off the coast of forgotten, 
no love, just try to get above, temporary stuff man fuck, these
possessions, never enough, 

when life gets tough, dopamine rush, materialistic, technology, drugs.
Tore down from the ground up inevitably stuck , monetary system corrupt

It’s a shame when your thoughts are twisted, feel insane, well that’s okay.

Cant complain cuz when the earth rots see so do our brains.
just the way life’s played
we’ve gone from pride to shame but owe it to yourself be strange (like me) 
Planned when they set up base
America, land of the free (hahahaha) 
Home of the insane.

chorus
last call that’s all that’s it. 
this is for the OG’s that sensed shit was wrong early, that our world is burning.  this is for the homie’s that are just learning, that the world is turning, This is for anyone and everyone, last call that’s all that’s it, pump those fists making sure we leave our foot print, before our rights stripped.

Cautious as a reality spins get nauseous history forgotten keep watching as it brainwashes it's rotten life is weird smoke and mirrors but it's time to clear have no fear separate what's real and fake certain things put in place and constantly people mistake I find it funny these YouTube videos damn dummies examples let's see Illuminati reptilians under us Flat Earth theory oh please blend bullshit in with facts like washing Dirty Money effectively effective they're so cunning but we ain't running left arm uzi right AK gunning

chorus....

Interesting how interest is an infest never rests fake and make believe as well as the America dream be asleep and maybe it's real thanks to DMT but here we can't win or live right the money system is a trick no catching up due to interest never printed at the mint it's a game celebrities bought off and paid to act a shame.
As we're ...
Brain dead Battle Creek we feel Comfort looking away and not being in control of our fate so we as human being support and believe this is the land of the free waiting patiently for change in economy being deceived by all means distractions cause ignorance actions cost Innocents

silence!!

Masks up lock down united we stand tall divided we fall so lets find and knock down the crown take back control we the people we are the Earth all lives matter let's show them what we're really worth

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