field medic - stained glass

I made this song over the last 6 months, I'm really excited for it to finally be out! I hope you all enjoy, thank you for the support. <3

Special thanks to Bradford Krieger/big nice studio for doing his magic on the drum mix!


Lyrics:
It’s so 
hard to live 
With the things I hold inside 
A child I was when I 
Lost my pride 

I need some fucking help
I try so hard to fail 
Like a tree with no room 
I find it hard to bloom 
An efflorescent state 
Where I can feel okay
There’s too much on my plate 
Am I just tempting fate? 

And I just want to bloom too 
Just like the rest of you 
And trust me I’m trying To grow out of gloom
But the shadow in me still looms 
So I will commune with the moon 
Just to be told I ruined my youth 

I need some fucking help
I try so hard to fail 
Like a tree with no room 
I find it hard to bloom 
An efflorescent state 
Where I can feel okay
There’s too much on my plate 
Am I just tempting fate?

Lilac In Bloom

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VENT (stackwood)

My Entire Childhood Is A Neighborhood Now

désolé

the sequel to digital psychosis, "psych ward valentine" will be coming out this valentines day. last valentine's day I went in for extreme suicidal behavior. this year I feel like I'm in a better spot mentally surrounded myself by friends who love me for the person I am. making music that I enjoy and others tell me they enjoy too. this will have tracks ranging from postpunk ,slowcore , darkwave , psychedelicrock, alternativeindie, ethereal , and shoegazemetal. I test different vocal ranges in this project. I'm still always learning and experimenting with my music and would love to take you with me. I appreciate you all, even the ones who don't listen to my music and wish you nothing but unconditional love.

dysphoria

Si Te Vas ( Soyanima X Heavens Empty Collaboration)

15 instrumentals, each made during a lunch break I had in August 2025. Vintage boom bap, dreamy lo-fi, and brooding trip-hop. Unmixed, unmastered, and undercooked.

Unlucky

enjoy this track by @JAWSHCRESPO_ x @KLIMAX

See me

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My Entire Childhood Is A Neighborhood Now

HIKIKOMORI

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