Name: In the Back Of My Mind by Dingus
Duration: 1 min 24 s
Description: just something i cooked up using an audio pack

in the dark

just something i cooked up using an audio pack

In the Back Of My Mind

very bad ppl

situationship


All this hitting my chest im in shock then it fade
Girl if u tryna take it there well take it that way
Always with this extra shit when drinking bombay
Oh could you shut the fuck up im getting migraines
All it takes some bullshit to ruin my day
Im just tryna talk while u yell in my face
One pill too much now Im somewhere up in deep space
Every night im dying but at least its my way

I roll this 2 but its hitting like 3 to me
I take this pill and it boosted my energy
Ion take time off its no one cover me
I fill my plate with whatever they feeding me
I had to spend 10 nights alone
Im in the woods and im breaking my phone
I tried to call u but no one is answering
I just said fuck it im letting u go
I just said fuck it im too my zone
I threw out my heart and I put in a stone
I just said fuck it I already tried to be nice
But im better off distant and cold
I just said fuck it I already tried to high but I guess now I need more drugs
With this in my system I feel in my element fuck it im never gon need more love
You should’ve thought this through before u typed the shit out and sent it
Now im just laughing inside of my head and busting my weed up on top of that message
U know I seen this all before
I hated the first time I also hated the second
It never changes war
Just like a birth sign u gon use it as leverage
How much more of this
Do u got in the tank
Aren’t u bored of it
Aren’t u getting strained
Surgery on this wood
I might hit a vein
I dont know the strain but
You know its packed with pain

All this hitting my chest im in shock then it fade
Girl if u tryna take it there well take it that way
Always with this extra shit when drinking bombay
Oh could you shut the fuck up im getting migraines
All it takes some bullshit to ruin my day
Im just tryna talk while u yell in my face
One pill too much now Im somewhere up in deep space
Every night im dying but at least its my way

migraines (jabarionthebeat x fizzle x haze)


Leave the beef at home parties never work
Shit just got so heavy
I cant be around you guys no more
I could explain if u let me
I cant be around you guys no more
This the year im too ready
I cant be around these pussies no more
I cant beat around the bushes no more

I cant hide inside the borough no more
This the year im too ready
Im going up and im testing the torque in this bitch
When im whipping the corner on church
Oh god 
I couldnt think anymore on this shit yea this pill got me dry and im dying of thirst
You could’ve died and what was it worth
Couple goodbyes and a face on a shirt
I pour up more
I pour up four in this bitch and im sending someone to get more
I check the score
Im off the board in this bitch and im knocking off everyone lower
I promise im keeping there in my heart
Maybe someday I could send u a card
To show u I really had done it and not only that but now im the one setting the bar

I got bodies thats covered in tech
No its not raining but u getting wet
Im wearing something right outta the met
I gotta be one of the safest of bets
Whatever im saying I say with my chest
Whatever the worry I put it to rest
Whatever the function im wearing my best
She hiding her phone she failing the test
Baby im trying paint u inside the back seat here
Cause the lighting is perfect
Im tryna love u in every way possible im getting love all on the curtains
Im rolling blunts on top of the phone screen
Im getting bud all over the surface
Im getting bucks like im on insurance 
Whatever u want from me I know its worth it
I just walked out Saks with half a wardrobe on and I know u hurting
Everyone hate me eggshell white shoe prints Im tired of watching my wording
Maybe u didnt get smacked around growing up
Thats why u scared to be speaking up
I like the words when its heating up
I just dont think u get mean enough

Leave the beef at home parties never work
Shit just got so heavy
I cant be around you guys no more
I could explain if u let me
I cant be around you guys no more
This the year im too ready
I cant be around these pussies no more
I cant beat around the bushes no more

Come here I could show you
What I really mean when I say I wanna get to know you
And hold you
Someone should of told you
Most the guys on bad time
They just tryna mold you
I promise
Im the one u need im being honest
Plus they always flood to the comments
And ill keep u safe and u know I will
Im feeding these guys the hardest pill
What we got I know its real
What we got I know its real

rosewood (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

Take this shit and u die
I take two and it make me fly
Baby I love the struggle
I love barely getting by
I mix drugs im slumped
But I cant even close my eyes
I could hear em talking like go check if he’s alive
I could not feel my face Im up in space im on the tight rope
I had been down so long u know I just had to break the cycle
Soon as I lock this door I make her sing just like Mariah 
Girl I know u bad ion even gotta get em to pull the file
Its pieces of me 
They fall off on the ground
These pieces of me got kicked up in the crowd
Few Pieces part of this story getting left out
Its a few Pieces part of this story getting left out
So Come back
Just for the night yea
Ive planned
Everything out this time
Mask off
Its no need to hide now
Talk soft try not to shout this time
Dark dirt is flecked inside of her nail beds
Get up and think to reroute this try
I hate the backseat instructions 
Ill blowing out the back of his fucking head this time
I been bleeding some buckets out of my heart baby
Nothings working at stopping or clotting this size
I was faking it then but its getting hard baby
This a means to an end if I hold in this cry

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

MOSHUP (jabarionthebeat x haze x fallwood)

produced by @hatefulbeats

lyrics:

baby look at what the time is
my phone is silent
faced the fucking blunt and now
im holding up my eyelids

too fragile
i view the world as violent
no relations
everyone tryna be a tyrant

still dressing
like youd think i have a stylist
blowing gas
but we never uppin milage

snow fall
and the world is fucking silent
no nonsense
when the uber drive in

sit next to me
you dont gotta fucking send texts to me
get next to me
if thats where u feel u supposed be

undress with me
show each other what we wanna see
get next to me
ill have you in ecstasy

press me on my snapchat
ion really need that 
flying through my emails
carpel tunnel from the mouse tap

off days i get the spins
i wouldnt mix that
bacardi kick back
gut the woods and rinse that

gold karrots in my nose had got me feeling bugs bunny
dropa truth bomb and they look at you funny
blow up like a bomb and they just ask bout the money
acting like ur mom but girl you not even honey

thinkin i owe u something
i dont owe no one nothing
texting for a week and then they think ur their husband

saying u in love but girl u dont even know me
keep on changing up youll be in love with the old

baby look at what the time is
my phone is silent
faced the fucking blunt and now
im holding up my eyelids

too fragile
i view the world as violent
no relations
everyone tryna be a tyrant

still dressing
like youd think i have a stylist
blowing gas
but we never uppin milage

snow fall
and the world is fucking silent
no nonsense
when the uber drive in

1am (prod. hateful)

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

lyrics:

its all movin too fast could u slow down
taking back sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday all of it
welcome to the burning world
welcome to the broken earth
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

rip off his face
god bless the day
spit flying out
dont try and mediate
baby can you tell me whats the new plan
we just gonna fight and then we fuck again
she gimme head gimme beak gimme toucan
i drink flames while i snort this beach sand
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

baby u not thinking for yourself i feel bad for you
u need more omega-3 its so good for you
u can talk to me in private girl im here for you
all these screens in ur room do shit for you
i dont wanna eat take a shit and take a piss for you
die young and you blame who was around for you
u not thinking for yourself i feel bad for you
baby u need more omega-3 its so good for you

i let her slap me
let her move me
i let her control me
baby ur my only
bruises on my eyelids compliment my green eyes
spoiler alert im sorry to say but everybody dies
but honestly im different and i dont know why
huh
huh
this the anthem
of our dirt
lemme uh
lemme speak on my time here on this earth
do not catch me when i fall
im good
i dont care but i wish i could
baby im fucked up feeling good
coughing up black im filled with soot

its all movin too fast could u slow down
taking back sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday all of it
welcome to the burning world
welcome to the broken earth
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

omega-3 (eric godlow)

uhhh

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In the Back Of My Mind

Dingus

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