Lyrics:
And here comes another one, with roses in his hand
He whispers compliments and speaks of some far desert land
He tells me that I’m special, like a star that shines so bright
I give a polite smile and nod, but this just doesn’t feel right.
He paints a future, rosy-red, with a cottage, kid, and dog
But before he gets his heart broken, I have to be blunt and strong:

He looks at me, so hopefully, his eyes are shining clear
I take a breath, I’m sorry, but it’s what he has to hear.
'Cause I have a standard answer, it's my go-to, cutting line…

Let's just be friends, 'cause that is all I can give to you
My heart is under lock and key, no one is getting through.
Let's just be friends, don't take it hard, and please don't be upset
'Cause if you keep on pushing me, you’ll see a different side, you bet.
Let's just be friends, there’s nothing more for you to find in me
Go find another girl, my friend, it’s really meant to be.

The next one’s on the telephone, he's gushing for a while
About my voice, about my laugh, my personality, my style.
He sends me links to love songs, and writes poems, the true poet
I'm almost feeling flattered, but it's too late and he should know it.
Before he asks to meet me, says we should see face-to-face
I have to pull the emergency brake, with my old saving grace:

He's waiting for a "yes" from me, I can hear the hope in his voice
I clear my throat and tell him softly, before the tears rejoice:
"I have this standard answer, it's my go-to, cutting line..."

Let's just be friends, 'cause that is all I can give to you
My heart is under lock and key, no one is getting through.
Let's just be friends, don't take it hard, and please don't be upset
'Cause if you keep on pushing me, you’ll see a different side, you bet.
Let's just be friends, there’s nothing more for you to find in me
Go find another guy, my friend, it’s really meant to be.

I don't intend to be so mean, I just want to be sincere
Why don’t they ever understand a friendly "no" 'round here?
I never want to cause somebody pain or break a heart in two
But my freedom and my own heart, I have to see them through.
And if there's nothing there for me, what am I supposed to do? I can't force it to be true.

Let's just be friends, 'cause that is all I can give to you
My heart is under lock and key, no one is getting through.
Let's just be friends, don't take it hard, and please don't be upset
'Cause if you keep on pushing me, you’ll see a different side, you bet.
Let's just be friends, there’s nothing more for you to find in me
Go find another girl, my friend, it's really meant to be.

Me again

Still me, but different

Hello sadness

[Verse 1]
That neon paints a different pane
I know the sound of city rain
On alley floors where there's no light
You trade her world for endless night
You see a future in her eyes
I see the place where wonder dies
This city's built on hearts that break
I know that price, for goodness sake.

[Chorus]
You take that sparkle, full of glee
And drag her where the shadows flee
You call it sunshine, fresh and new
I know what this grey sky will do
You think this city is a brand new world
But she gets tossed and hurled
Your little sparkle, a burning wick
This city's patient, cold, and sick.

[Verse 2]
No forts of sheets, just concrete stairs
That lead to cold and vacant stares
You'll kill her giggles, one by one
Beneath an artificial sun
You'll take the drawings from her hand
And teach her shame she'll understand
She'll learn new stories from the grime
And lose herself there, given time.

[Chorus]
You take that sparkle, full of glee
And drag her where the shadows flee
You call it sunshine, fresh and new
I know what this grey sky will do
You think this city is a brand new world
But she gets tossed and hurled
Your little sparkle, a burning wick
This city's patient, cold, and sick.

[Bridge]
And as she grows, day by broken day
You'll watch her colors drain away
You promised her you'd hold her tight
You'll lose her to the U-Bahn light
This place reminded me how to bleed
And plant a bitter, broken seed
You see a gift, a precious thing
I hear the lonely dirge she'll sing.

[Chorus]
You take that sparkle, full of glee
And drag her where I used to be
You call it sunshine, fresh and new
I know what this grey sky will do
You think this city is a brand new world
But she gets tossed and hurled
Your little sparkle, a burning wick
God, this city's cold and sick.

[Outro]
Yeah, you'll pretend that it's all right
Another star in a sea of night.
You say you love her, through and through...
But this City will love her suffering, too.

You take that sparkle

Streetlights are painting gold on your face
We're sitting here, leaving so much space
And every joke you tell, every time you laugh
It's like you're tearing my composure in half
You tuck your hair behind your ear
And suddenly the air in here
Is thick with words we're too afraid to say
I watch your lips and I just have to pray

'cause this is my promise, this is a vow
I love you forever, and I need you right now
Forget the whole world and the stars above
I'm waited a lifetime for your love
There's only one truth, the only thing I miss
Is the simple, silent, certainty of your kiss
Just finally, finally, give me this

Your shoulder's brushing up against mine
And I feel a shiver run right down my spine
We talk about movies, we talk about bands
While I'm just staring at your hands
And thinking how they'd feel in my hair
A silent question hanging in the air
Are you feeling it too, this magnetic pull?
My heart is aching, my head is full

'cause this is my promise, this is a vow
I love you forever, and I need you right now
Forget the whole world and the stars above
I'm waited a lifetime for your love
There's only one truth, the only thing I miss
Is the simple, silent, certainty of your kiss
Just finally, finally, give me this
Küss mich endlich! 

Maybe I'm a fool to want it so bad
The best, most dangerous friend I've ever had
And maybe I'm breaking all my rules
But I'm tired of playing, tired of being cool
The space between us feels a mile wide
There's nowhere left for my feelings to hide
Ich will nur dich!

'cause this is my promise, this is a vow
I love you forever, and I need you right now
Forget the whole world and the stars above
I'm waited a lifetime for your love
There's only one truth, the only thing I miss
Is the simple, silent, certainty of your kiss
Just finally... would you finally give me this?

Just close the distance.
End the suspense.
It all makes perfect, beautiful sense.
Just lean in slowly...
And kiss me.
...Please, kiss me.
Bitte, küss mich!

Kiss me

Lights down low, the city's moaning
Every nerve in you is knowing
Hush now, girl, no need to speak
Just feel the heat along your cheek
Across your skin, under your clothes
A wilder wind, where only we go
Forget the chains they left you bound
Tonight, no rules, just sacred ground

Oh, I can feel the static, sparking in the air
Tracing every secret, every single dare
Let's lose ourselves until the morning's raw
Breaking every single fucking law
This ain't for them, this is for you and me
Unlocking every dirty fantasy
A hungry taste of honey, wild and deep
Secrets only we can keep.

Remember all the lies they spun?
Every battle never won?
Leave 'em in the sweat, leave 'em in the grind
Tonight, we leave it all behind
Trust the tremor running through your thighs
The hunger in your searching eyes
I see the fire, wet and bold
A story waiting to unfold

Oh, I can feel the static, sparking in the air
Tracing every secret, every single dare
Let's lose ourselves until the morning's raw
Breaking every single fucking law
This ain't for them, this is for you and me
Unlocking every dirty fantasy
A hungry taste of honey, wild and deep
Secrets only we can keep.

Breathe in... breathe out... feel the rhythm pull
Pushing past your limit, taking back control
A little closer now, isn't it true?
The only one that matters, girl, is you
My voice is just a guiding hand
Leading you across this forbidden land
From your shoulders to your core
Tonight, you're begging me for more.

The static...
Yeah... the gold...
A story for the brave and bold.
Just like that... you're mine.

This ain't for them

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Ein leiser Abschied im Metalllicht einer fernen Zukunft.
„Sayonara“ erzählt vom Moment, in dem Erinnerung und Körper sich voneinander lösen – nicht als Schmerz, sondern als Zustand stiller Fortdauer.
Licht wird zu Sprache, Wind zu Bewegung.
Jede Linie, jeder Schatten, jedes Echo bleibt einen Atemzug länger, bevor es vergeht.
Ein Abschied ohne Ende – nur Distanz, nur Stille, nur Form.


A quiet farewell beneath the metallic light of a distant future.
“Sayonara” tells of the moment when memory and body drift apart – not in pain, but in calm continuation.
Light becomes language, wind becomes motion.
Every line, every shadow, every echo lingers for a single breath before dissolving.
A farewell without end – only distance, only stillness, only form.



Die Luft riecht nach Metall und Regen
Ein letzter Blick ins blasse Licht
Die Schritte hallen zwischen Wegen
Und nichts verliert, was sich verspricht

Ich seh dich gehn
Im Regen stehn
Sayonara – mein Echo schweigt

Sayonara – ich bleibe hier im Wind
Sayonara – wo wir schon Schatten sind
Die Zeit zieht still – die Linien nach
Und lässt uns gehen – ohne Frage

Die Stadt verneigt sich vor der Stille
Die Farben sinken, bleiben fern
Ich spür dein Wort, so wie ich’s will
Im Staub des Tags, im letzten Stern

Sayonara – ein sanftes Fall’n ins Meer
Sayonara – und nichts ist mehr schwer
Im goldnen Glanz – der Dämmerung
Verblasst die Angst – die einst begann

Kein Licht zu viel
Kein Ton zu wenig



The air smells of metal and rain
One last look into the pale light
Footsteps echo between the paths
And nothing fades that once was promised

I watch you go
Stand in the rain
Sayonara – my echo falls silent

Sayonara – I stay here in the wind
Sayonara – where we are already shadows
Time draws its lines in silence
And lets us go – without a question

The city bows before the silence
The colors sink and drift away
I feel your word the way I will
In the day’s dust, in the final star

Sayonara – a gentle fall into the sea
Sayonara – and nothing feels heavy anymore
In the golden glow – of twilight
The fear that once began – fades away

No light too much
No sound too little

Sayonara

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Sayonara

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