Waste My Dreams

Please Say Yes And Tell Me Why

Demo-
 Lyrics:
Now my room has become sacred and my friends grow flowers
I don't want to live like this
Sometimes it's the only option to enjoy the lonesome hours
wondering where you've been
but great indecision becomes a conquest for answers 
and none of it still makes sense
you coax and lure me to come back from the shadows 
just to turn the light off again

some competitive happiness when you hate my smile
but your arrows and lightening bolts only slow my sails down

Competitive Happiness

I felt your tongue press in to mine
It felt warm and it felt kind to have it
And it stayed there for a while, our bodies still, eyes open
Then I knew it slipped my mind
Resting such a treat where teeth inhabit
I could feel you smile, I close my eyes and let you have it

Not at any point was I surprised
So I just let you take your time
And I felt your heart rate rise and you pulled my hair and choke on all the blood and all the laughter






Where Teeth Do Hide

Added some bellows to this one- One of my new favorite tracks...

Consider it a color portrait,
I hang myself on your bedroom wall,
By the neck as you'd prefer it,
It's what you wanted all along,
I'm sure

At my feet on the carpet,
I leave the pocket knife I always have on,
If you remember how I taught you to use it,
You can carve your name wherever you want,
Oh yeah,

I'm sorry babe I was raised a poor kid,
My education came from bathroom walls,
You lock the door and people have to break in,
And sometimes scribbled is a number to call,

Oh you poor kid,
Get lost

Your emotions are a fucking cartoon, 
But well said like you were taught,
Always blown up like a sensitive balloon,
Tied to my wrist with the ribbon I want.

Bathroom Walls (demo)

In my head I had a dream where everything was as it seemed and I woke up feeling quite alright
In the dark I pulled my hair and let it hurt to be quite clear that I am truly still alive
Pulled as hard as I could bear and as I thought no pain was there until my scalp had nothing left to hide
Couldn't make myself stop there stretched my hands into my ears and plucked a memory from deep inside

when I said 
"save your own ass, save your own ass, baby. I've been thrown under that bus each time/ It's fine"

Dwelled myself into this whole as if sunshine provided scold as if I would truly rather die
But one foot moves the other forward and though my senses tell me no I step into the harsh sunlight
Know it's easy to die hear I'd rather lie down in a field and keep the ants and maggots satisfied 
And as I crawl into my grave I'll think of all the paths I've paved and tell you to take each one I've declined

And pray you
Save your own ass, save your own ass baby. I've been thrown under that bus each time/It's fine

Save Your Own Ass (demo)

Demos for potential bandmates. All songs are just a single guitar track and vocals unless labeled otherwise.

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