Always
crawling 
To the chair 

Takes a toll
when I scream in the well 

All I 
ever wanted 
Was to be 
A version of you 

Far inside

your 

soul 

Why 
do you say
its 
been a 
few 
years 

Since

I was yours 

Since 

I 

Was yours 

-------------------------------

hardly feeling 
anything 
We 
started 
To rot
away

bright outside
the 
Dust has
Started 
to 
leave 
Our eyes 

longing in the 
passage way 
gone 
in the
hope 
Again 

Immaterial 
an angel 
Lead 
Me
By 
The hand

hopelessly 
we 
try to catch the rain 
With 
our tongues

In the end it’ll be useless 
but at least 
we 

already know 

——————————————

throwing it all
Away 
the river 
Has a place for me 
Ill finally be 
able to smile 

Gasoline all over it 
Pull the wings 
Set it free
You can
Finally
watch 
it fly 

falling so 
You 
drag me up 
And put me in the 
sinkhole 
so I can be 
myself 
Again 

Swimming in the water
And 
my legs can’t touch the bottom 
But I know 
I’ll 
still remain 

In the end we already know 
its not enough 
throw away the key 

For miles out

The feeling
Lasts for miles
But I 
cant get you to speak 

Uh uh 


Oh oh oh oh oh oh

How Can I - 20:07:22

VID30:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2PKiQxsM1Q&list=RDMM_2PKiQxsM1Q&start_radio=1

LYRICS**
shoulders all tweaked from workin in a fridge
eat on my own ice in my piss
ugh i dont wanna go back in
fuck this job i aint livin like this
couple mg just to dim my mind
swear sometimes i can feel ya on the night
yeh i got a bad fuckin itch
n when it comes i cant do shit
drink up
douse them cuts im gone
dressed more esh than god
same shit for weeks
work til i bleed
feel the rain as i speed past
street lights hazed as fuck
blurred out all my past
id do it all again just to break ur fuckin ❤

mayonaise🧡stay_high

Passion pit

Nation - Take Your Peace

SEND FOR THE CLOWNS

**video** https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCoWi1Z3OtU
$$ LYRICS:

i just threw up at the station
dust got me spacin
i dont give a fk bout this rushed conversation
im 'alfway to space when
iron snake rolls in
dannys got a big grin
i feel fuckin amazin
i reup on the way in
pilled up in the a.m
im still stuck w this goose cunt
the fuck is 'e sayin?
mondays my sunday
tuesdays my glum day
wednesdays my detox n
thursdays my fun day

baby im fallin

got 2 fines for speedin
1 fine - not votin
fuck this burncity tax
man i swear i just paid them
either im the only broke bitch
or half u toys is fakin
old heads hate us
cos im new shit like a they / them

payphone

$$$4$$
1. texas - i dont want a lover (courtney.cole remix)
2. c.c - icepicker (unreleased)
3. c.c - ggggg (unreleased)
4. c.c - birrfday co prod. grimoire (24.7)
5. white ring - sentimental (c.c mix)
6. billie eilish - tiny desk (c.c mix)

sumn 4 drive home

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Release date:
15 August 2025

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