angels cry too

I dropped my contact lens in the mosh pit, found it and put it back in

this mix cures depression

many things are happening, i finally get a break, i'm reaching upward for air, i'm still submerged in the memory, i have no patience, anxious with a ticking clock behind my left ear, i am not always what i desire, the only thing anchored is the consistent surprise of your face, the unwanted surprise of my defenses, the unwarranted surprise of discussion within various forums, my chapped lips peeling and falling onto your eyelids, i am a chaotic lover that has nothing tangible to give, to pull from my loins a gift, or a token of my gratitude, only confidence is measured relative to bitcoin, i have swallowed myself whole and came out of your bottom, flushed into the deepest of oceans that i seem to have forgotten how to swim in. i see things that only you can see although you are blind and i wear contacts that are old and gross, i have pink-eye every other day. i wish to be new in every sense of the word. i wish to go to a new place and show you through my eyes that i am more than meets the infected eye

a playlist 4 the heavy heart

a bus and a train

super patient

eyes
so clear and white
seeing
finally dry
and how could I 
go another day 
without you
I sit
and wait for something
waiting for one thing
I don't know what it is 
and I tried to kill my time
but it's impossible

caitlyn rochelle lopez

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