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Handing Out Bills

Yesterday

this song is a big thank you to all the people that support me and listen to my music i really appreciate all the love you guys have shown me the past 11 months <3

☯禅禅禅☯ Part 2 [ty for 2k]

Goodbye — Tribute to Orwar

This version is for the man who managed what no system, no diagnosis and no structure around me back then could do.

Orwar Lindwall saw a young, restless, explosive 11-year-old who had just moved from Göteborg to Vallentuna — and instead of trying to quiet me, he learned how to channel me. He didn’t suppress the energy. He formed it. He shaped it. He turned it into precision, intention and discipline.

He led me away from the paths where several of my friends later disappeared.
He opened a door to something bigger — something I could grow inside.

He coached me all the way to my breakthrough.
And when it happened, he didn’t just congratulate me from the side.
He followed me out in the world.
Travelled abroad with me.
Stood by the piste right behind me — reading every micro change in my body posture, breathing and focus — and gave me the presence I trusted more than anything.

Orwar passed away recently, due to the age finally catching up with him.
This ambient version of Goodbye carries both loss and deep gratitude — because everything he built in me still lives forward.

The discipline.
The direction.
The belief in what I could become before I could even see it myself.

Goodbye Orwar.
You changed my life — and that never fades.

Goodbye — Tribute to Orwar

Pensando tanto me olvidé cómo sentir
Y en el intento de volver a sentir me olvidé cómo pensar
Estoy al tanto de que nada sirve volverme a mentir
Si se muy bien que por fingir estar bien no se va a ir el malestar

De a poco entiendo que para poder apreciar vivir
Un par de veces debo morir y de nuevo volver a intentar
Aunque debo de admitir que me cuesta combatir
Contra todos mis pensamientos y de momento me va ganando el no aguantar

Me olvidé de mi

(¿Cómo aguantar el no aguantar?)
(¿Cómo pensar? ¿Cómo sentir? El no aguantar)

Me olvidé de tantas cosas

(¿Cómo aguantar el no aguantar?)
(¿Cómo pensar? ¿Cómo sentir?) 
(¿Cómo pensar?)

Cómo ser yo

(¿Cómo sentir? ¿A dónde ir?)
(¿Cómo sentir el no aguantar?)

Quien era

(¿Cómo parar? ¿Cómo seguir?)

Quien quiero ser...

(¿Cómo enfrentar? ¿Cómo huir?)
(¿Cómo parar? ¿Cómo seguir?)
(¿Cómo enfrentar? ¿Cómo huir?)

(¿Cómo parar?)

(¿Cómo pensar? ¿Cómo sentir?)

CLARIDAD

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BACKWHEN - Pounds

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Cherry 3

BACKWHEN - Pounds

Caught A Lick

they say

1. Hot Pocket
2. Smiling
3. Storming
4. Spells
5. Griptape

Train of Thought EP

Twilight

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