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Mechanics of Air @ The Cave Inn 03/12/2021


그는 모릅니다.
그를 처음 만난날 내앞에 앉아있는 그를 보면서
가슴 떨림에 고른 호흡하기 어려웠다는걸
커피잔 들때 바들바들 떠는 부끄러운 손 보이고 싶지않아
일부러 마시기 편한 쉐이크로 주문했다는걸
그렇게 태연한척 차분한 모습 보이려
무척이나 노력했던 나를 그는 모릅니다.

그를 두번째 만난날
들뜬 기분에 약속시간보다 30분 먼저 도착한 나
우산을 접으며 입구로 들어오는 그를 보면서
주님께 짧은 감사기도 드렸다는걸
그날 그가 너무나 멋있어 보인다고 참 근사하다고 말하고 싶었지만
차마 말하지 못했던 나를
그는 모릅니다.

그를 세번째 만난날
걷는걸 별로 좋아하지 않던 내게 걷는 즐거움을 느끼게 해주었던
아빠손 말고도 편하게 잡을 수 있는 손이 또 있구나 하고
생각하게 했다는걸
그는 모릅니다.

그를 네번째 만난날
내손이 다른 사람보다 유난히 좁고 길다는 얘기에
잠들기전 침대에 누워 손바닥 펴들고 요리조리 살폈다는걸
손이 차가운걸 별로 좋아하지 않는거 같아
그를 만나러가는 동안 내내 손을 접었다 폈다하면서
따뜻하게 만들었다는걸
오늘은 손이 따뜻하내 라는 그의 말에 내심 기뻐하던 나를
그는 모릅니다

그를 다섯번째 만난날
내게 줄 선물을 준비하느라고 늦게온거면서
괜히 내 눈치만 보던그 그런 그가 너무 귀여워
꼭 안아주고 싶었지만 택시기사 아저씨 눈때문에
그저 창밖만 바라봤다는걸 눈가에 눈물이 이만큼 고였다는걸
그는 모릅니다
둘이 나란히 앉았던 도서관 앞 벤치가
힘들일이 있을때 혼자 찾았던 그 벤치였다는걸
그 벤치에 더이상 혼자가 아닌 그와 있을 수 있어
더 큰 의미를 부여했다는걸
그는 모릅니다.

그를 여섯번째 만난날
한동안 만나지 못했던 그 시간내내
잠시도 떠올리지 않은적이 없었는데
그냥 보고싶었단말 한마디로 대신했던 나를
그는 모릅니다.
한강을 볼때 단둘이길 바랬던 내게
그의 친구와의 동행은 작은 실망이였다는걸
그는 모릅니다.

그를 일곱번째 만난날
그사람 앞에서 처음으로 눈물 보인날
눈물의 의미가 하루종일 연락하지 않은 그를 원망하는것도
무작정 기다린 시간이 억울해서도 아니였다는걸
그저 사람사이에서 부딪히며 치쳐있던 내게
그가 얼마나 큰 위안인지 그를 보는 순간
가슴이 벅차 흘린 행복의 눈물이였다는걸
그는 모릅니다

그는 아직도 모릅니다
그가 나에게 어떤 의미인지

그는 모릅니다

SLA10: 'Endchantment' by @cobweaver

From the unstable vessel, a frictionless plateau or runway is witnessed surfacing soon after you piece together the vision, and you begin to slide along it. Wet birds gyre, forming a huge effigy that tells you your new name, sparrowhawk. A chorus and ensemble waver in and out of view as another vast body begins to emerge from below. From the hazy distance, a corps of wind players approach as a series of depth charges detonate, scattering the birds and sky-borne musicians. A purple-clad bombhead throws a sack of apples in your direction, causing you to tumble roll. On resurfacing, the plateau has reorganised itself into a shifting array of cubes and pipes (zadar sea organ mecha). This continues in crescendo, accumulating drumming box jellies, vibrating rubber tubes that straddle the ocean sky barrier, once-distant churches, and -
Cloud cover lowers.you instantly are approaching the lead mines.a fog soaked November.that robin still calls from the hawthorn. . .

June, cumulonimbus warships idle on the horizon, their gun turrets played by a westerly. From along the promenade a miniature wheeled train arrives, hitting a lamppost and, crumpling into the sand digger, becomes a violent mechanic amalgam that methodically untethers the fishing boats, rips up the groins and compacts the beach huts, using telegraph cables and succulent root systems to tie the pieces together into an enormous raft, which it floats out on the waveless channel. As it slowly gondoliers itself away from shore, it performs a plodding series of rotational movements that increase in complexity and variety, the entire form of the amalgam changing at the apex of each movement, and its the central crux eventually dissolving entirely. 5 chinooks arrive from the nearby base, hovering still as officers launch a tirade of artillery at the beast. The heads of selkies bob up between waves, as they attempt to shift the energy through echoing phrases. Eventually the military win, and the beast sinks defeated. The raft continues its journey toward the horizon, sparking intermittently.

Type: EP
Format: Digital / CD
Releasedate: May 13th 2022
Artwork: Yem Gel
Distribution: Kudos Recordings
A&R: Otis Dehaes
Cat. number: SLA010

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Yem Gel — Endchant (4ever Home)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piV69V9oq2Y 
@lrimias

irimiás - man's road

'VIVAzla', clip.

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oxhy - send them away

TO BUY: bodymotionlabel.bandcamp.com/album/afc2

'No Doubt' appears on angelicaa & First Circle's AFC2, out on Body Motion.

Intravenous soap dispenser cleansing all the tubular flesh routes and fluid passageways inside of yourself. Some kind of pipe-based system funnelling spitshine into crevices. Fashioning new crevices and using some kind of pipe-based system to funnel spitshine inside of them. You can achieve hygiene. You can be purged. You can listen to angelicaa & First Circle's 'No Doubt', from their collaborative album AFC2 out now on Body Motion. Spick as well as span!

@angelicaamusic <3
@firstcirclemusic <3
@bodymotion <3

angelicaa & First Circle - No Doubt [MK PREMIERE]

Disc 023 by @oxhy

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tracklist:
1.	opaque licky (one day we’ll all be free)
2.	burning tories (B-) 
3.	Luigi Lai, récital di launeddas - _Le Salon de Musique_ 2009
4.	production is the new (doobstep) consumption 
5.	a lyre-bird recounts the sack of brockley by the hi-visigoths 
6.	trap music dies (in the middle of this: burmese circle drums virtuoso (pat Waing)) and is re-incarnated as Dennis Cooper
7.	all the voices in the crowd together said “ahhh” by chance, but what they meant was more like “looking for acceptance on the internet”
8.	Orthodox Tewahedo - Begena Derdari  Sosina Gebre Eyesus - Getachine Begergeme
9.	constant re-contextualisation of the carnal (everyone is responsible) 
10.	this one’s about the ecstacy of all the people (and animal) u know’s thought processes going at the same time (fuck austerity mix)
11.	power lies not in the hands of leaders but in the practice of creating social and material infrastructures that ensure the upholding of their system (it is here we must attack with our souls)
12.	and the chrysalis was only my first prison (✿Yikii-M18✿ metamorphosis-unhack)

all tracks @oxhy unless stated

thnx 2 all my frends+thnx for listening!!!!!

Disc 023: inanimate otherkin after the fall: our soundclouds runs on coal, oil and nuclear - oxhy

The Light That You Gave Me to See You

Elysia Crampton (E+E) - Sword

Bear (Lily Chou Chou - erotic cover)

a small light flickers deep in the dark wood...

murmur (teacup intro)
tum tum tree
missing in seasons - Sarah Wong
Remorse by Gloria Simmons - youtube reader
three dead people ost - Michel Gondry
Purple Reign Intro - Future
Spellbound - ssaliva
parking lot sesh - bebe yama & friends
guardian - sentinel
mirrors in mirror - Nobukazu Takemura
I’ll read you a story- Colleen
botsu618 - oomunetaka
??? - x/o
epic outro

- - -

originally posted 11/12/2016

immunity

sentinel - murmur

Shushu - Im Not Okay

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