Demon

Lyrics:

What's the matter?
All these voices won't leave me alone (Ooh-woah)
I'm a peasant, I know it, I feel so annoying
Don't mind me, I'm writing my note
And it said I'll meet the pistol
When you're dead, nobody misses you
To the head, I'll make it critical
All the problems you have are so minuscule
Baby, I just can't help, I promise I'm into you
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)
Watch the sun freeze, filling up a shot
What if I'm dead? (What if I'm dead?)
Now we're all red (Now we're all red)
Tell you I tried, maybe start over
Why you not call?
Was it not taught?
Just to keep running from my thoughts
Plucking on this clover 'till my luck's gone
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)

Lucille - die for you, more

unofficially prod twikipedia

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
how you're keeping me sane

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better- fuck!

since you're all that i want
try my best, never stop
jump that hurdle, cross that block
till i'm up in your arms
i love you its obvious, no wonder
tell me if i'm obnoxious, since i'm younger
so many words i couldn't say
devoted I'm the pen to your page
and there's nothing i wouldn't do
if it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you

I'll be your winner, your winner 

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
oh so well

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you
be your lapdog just tell me what i need to do
if i lied i'd be sorry would you see me through
scared about losing you
swear that it's true
afraid at the fact you could le-

fuck this shit, i'll just go tell her in person

heartfelt

waves

prod ~ hostile

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I tried to change my ways
for you to still be the same
out here partying, clubbing, it still wont add up to nothing
I tried to stay in my lane
but you wont give me a break
why don't you tell me the truth? woah

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

you don't call, you just ghost then pop up in my mind
yeah, say you care but it's always at the worst time
fake friends gassin you up, this shit is not fine
I give you love but you give me a maybe
switch moods every week like the 80's
in not stuck anymore but I'll keep it a maybe
since I'm brand new, you keep on claiming you made me

you only hit me when you're hurting
you say it's love but it's a burden
sending mixed signals, you're uncertain
sociopathic, you're disturbing

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

I still wait for your name on my screen
hoping one day you'll mean what you mean
but every time it's a rerun scene
same words, same hurt, same in-between

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

cocktail hour

your night

prod me

what's the point of a question? if it cuts like an answer
every word that you throw it leaves me bleeding out after
told me truth was a weapon now i sleep with a dagger
I'm wrapped in sheets made of steel where the wounds only gather

counting blades in the silence every fight we left unsaid
and I hold peace in my pockets but you're aiming for my head
you kiss the wounds you leave undone
saying I should be glad that I'm not dead
but I keep them beside me when I'm crawling back to bed

I left my pride in the doorway while you sharpen your spin
and I've been caught in the crossfire where the night pulls me in
keep my guard in my chest so you tear through my skin
every night is a battle that I let you win

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant
silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

these empty sheets they feel like armor but they don't stop the pain
with every word that you speak, it pulls the knife out again
I chase your voice in the dark, but it fades in my brain
and when I reach for your hand, all I find is the

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

dagger

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

trace

prod. @duskysdemise
lyrics;
carve my name into your skin,
i wanna be included—can you let me in?
i want you to be tortured, and to reminisce,
if i were to die tomorrow, i will not be missed.

put it on my checklist: to hope i die,
in my tombstone, that’s where i’ll lay.
i’ve tried to pass away so many times,
i know you want me gone, so this is my goodbye.

i tried to vanish a thousand times,
you’re so sick and twisted, i’ve seen your signs.
you left me begging all day through the night,
i’m so fucking miserable... i hate my life.

if i jumped off, i won’t survive,
and you told me that you cared—i know it was a lie.
you want me dead or alive? make up your mind.
you can scream for help, but no one will reply.

i know you’re suicidal, baby—don’t you die on me,
i’m sorry that i’m in your life… i’m such a tragedy.
you left me begging all day through the night,
like every word i ever said just led to jealousy,

carve

dead by september - ilovemax, dazingoff prod. ilovemax

art by: @n0e2x

mastered by: @ilovedebbie

dead by september (prod. me) ALL PLATS

secrets

Ill chase you to the edge of the earth
Step by step tryna show you my worth
Escaping me but you wont get far
Im running fast girl your at large

And i waited a long time
And you hated how i tried
And I stayed on the sideline
Couldn't get you off of my mind (ohhhh)

Ill chase you to the edge of the earth (Ill chase you)
Step by step tryna show you my worth (Step by step)
Escaping me but you wont get far (Escaping me)
Im running fast girl your at large (But im running fast)

Take a piece of my heart
Deal it out like a deck of cards
On the back i see that they’re marked
I guess if you dont cheat you wont get far

I wonder why 
(I wonder why)
You've wasted our time
(You've wasted our time)
Im stuck on you
(Im stuck on you)
Get out my mind
Get out my mind

Try and try again 
But with no result
Voices in my head
Saying its all my fault

Ill chase you to the edge of the earth
Step by step tryna show you my worth
Escaping me but you wont get far
Im running fast girl your at large

And i waited a long time
And you hated how i tried
And I stayed on the sideline
Couldn't get you off of my mind (ohhhh)

I chase you hoping when i catch
You'll be mine were due for a catch up
Am i wasting time i dont know the answer 
Cause im bad at math and none of it adds up
Take a piece of my heart
Deal it out like a deck of cards
On the back i see that they’re marked
I guess if you dont cheat you wont get far

I wonder why 
(I wonder why)
You've wasted our time
(You've wasted our time)
Im stuck on you
(Im stuck on you)
Get out my mind
Get out my mind

Try and try again 
But with no result
Voices in my head
Saying its all my fault

Ill chase you to the edge of the earth (Ill chase you)
Step by step tryna show you my worth (Step by step)
Escaping me but you wont get far (Escaping me)
Im running fast girl your at large (But im running fast)

trace

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