prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

https://open.spotify.com/album/57c31MnG9OQ53Ww1fNDVbi?si=uX0OZBMhTKamPkUUr44dMQ

prod @depno

ft @blairrwitch & @salvia06

mastered by @cindyk4te

(me)
come and put it in my cup
wanna get fucked up
im off designer drugs
bby can u suck my cock
 i wanna kms at this fuckin party
imma cut these bitches off yuh like sum foreskin
 yeah imma drop a band
on designer drugs
pull up to the party boofed up idgaf
put sum liquor in my cup
put sum ashes in a blunt
said she wanna fuck
imma pass that bitch up


(@blairrwitch)
yea lets get naughty 
shawty feelin on my body 
holy shi yur such a hottie 
back it up on me bby watch me od 
kno they wanna fw me
ive been fuckin on ha spleen
yea scream for meeee


(@salvia06)
i cant help myself
get fked up i lose myself
sippin everclear gettin crunk asl
i just took a pill u cant even tell
i eat this shit u cant tell me i aint tha shit
if we gon do it u kno we run thru tha shit
yea im wit ivey n kiryo tha crew n shit
i wna see u jump up n get stupid bitch

jump jump jump jump
i wna see u jump up n get stupid bitch
jump jump jump jump
get off tha ground put ur hands to the roof n just
jump jump jump jump
we can get crazy bitch we can get ludicrous
jump jump jump jump
jump jump jump jump


(@blairrwitch)
sceneslut fuck me up 
i be geeked off ts for what 
ive been geek up off dem perks yk they gonna fuk me u-

like wtf turn me up 
hello kitty fuckin slut 
ima fuck ts up
omg like WTF
vomit on my shirt I cant stop throwing up 
ive been fuckin off them perks i think i cant get enuff 

oxy's xannys beat it up ;3 
omg jus fuck me up
freaky bitch like wtf 
she jus wanna su-suc -suck


(me)
come and put it in my cup
wanna get fucked up
im off designer drugs
bby can u suck my cock
 i wanna kms at this fuckin party
imma cut these bitches off yuh like sum foreskin

put it in my cup w/ iveyy's lullaby & salvia skybox (depno)

@1stress
@hateoryx
@1lav
mastered @mylastwinter
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iv
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hanging by a thread
stitch my eyes wanna die 
im so fuckin sorry bby 
but you just tell me lies
cause my life have been so horrible 
but darling youre adorable
methanol n adderal 
idk where im goi-
yea cut me up
sew my flesh up 
why is it so hard to open up
bpd n xtc
everyone has left me 
can you feel feel my heart 
im like omg its dying



stress
---------------
now my life’s so horrible 
i won’t ever feel complete 
shes dying in a car but 
tht whore she always used me 
i’m dying inside cuz u said
 u missed the old me
u must have never known
 me i’m going trigger happy 
i’m cutting down to styro 
while she’s watching me bleed
bby do u even know 
the way u talk to me??
i don’t feel alright everyday
 i wake up there’s a scary sight 
there’s a monster in ur bed im
 the one tht killed the flashlight



oryx
------------

outside in the night im alone, i'm so terrified
catch me in the party wit my shawty getting dumb high!
i cant even go on i dont even think i feel right
i dont even know what i wanna do with my damn life

you wanna torture me
wanna be left alone
i wanna feel the beat
n hit the microphone
why u send me a message?
u looking way too desperate
im laying on my deathbed
imma overdose

haunt me w/ stress + oryx (lavendr)

#disgusted 




















#scenecore

SPIRALFOREVER & VANITY - ZOMBIE

prod by me

@disoc8
ill show u what u did to me, bby was it worth it
medicate the horror in my head so worthless
look @ what u did to me, does it make u nervous
117 stab wounds the autopsy confirmed this

feel so empty i dont think i like this
oh my god ive fucking relapsed i need to hide it
laid so pretty, the sight is fucking priceless
i promise when i bury u i'll find a place the nicest

cut it, cut it
i got some horrid habits
i haven't slept in fucking days idk how i manage
i infict self damage
i feel so fucking ratchet
i shove my fingers down my throat i feel like such a faggot

meet my chainsaw, it's so fun
u look like uve had enough
the shit that's coming out ur fucking mouth, it makes me wanna cut
shut ur trap just keep it stuffed
when ur scared it makes me blush
yea lets have a fucking meth blood orgy IDGAF ^-^

@gutzxx
bbygirl i know ur scared of me,
im the reason u cant sleep
bae i'm stitching up ur mouth,
i don't wanna hear a peep
cut it, cut it, cut it, cut it
tie a rope around my neck like fuck it

bbygirl i know ur scared of me,
my knifes so sharp, u don't believe
stitching up ur arteries
i <3 ur blood i <3 ur screams
im so fucked up it makes me sick
i wanna vomit everywhere
wanna see u fuking dead
i'm not right in the head!

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

terrifier w/ gutzxx

Beat prod/mixed by INHE11-maya13
Written & Performed by maya13-INHE11
Vocals mixed by maya13/misalive my sibling 
Mastered by INHE11

Lyrics:
Eyes, staring back at you
Lies, they follow me too
Who knew? Life of a sparrow
Would lead back to dune

How long must we wait  
Until we leave this place
Maybe the brimstone
Will warm my cold soul
But the ninth level
Has no smoke
I am a sparrow
I ought to be a turtle
I can see the turmoil
I will rise outta soil
Python regius, it coils
It'll leave you alone
Don't leave me alone

Audience gasped
At the collapse  
It didn't mean much
You've had the lash
But not this time 
Not this time
You're not coming back
Never coming back
Clergy eat vegetables
They seem prodigal 
Riches that of pebbles
They said it was gospel
Really it was awful
You bought I sold
Our souls borrowed 
No tomorrow

Wait For Thee

suicide pact pt 2
self prod

suicide pact but u backed out
angels all around me
i can see them frowning:(
tried to it once
god bring me just sum drugs
i just wnt a fkin hug
can u pls give me it all
give it all
give it all

turn the bass up 4x 
candle lights on the vigil
turn the bass up
stg i was faithful
turn the bass up

turn the bass up 4x 
candle lights on the vigil
turn the bass up
stg i was faithful
turn the bass up

failed suicide pact

#fragilebones
p. teeth

yeah, make me ur doll, i stay porcelain
i cant feel at all, are u nervous
ur scars are beautiful, u dont deserve it
yeah, our funeral have u planned it
make me ur doll, i stay porcelain
i cant feel at all, are u nervous
ur scars are beautiful, u dont deserve it
yeah, our funeral have u planned it

do i follow through, do i go through with it
see her black dress in the silhouette
why would u try, i need clean up all this mess
dont ignore the signs im broken and im so obsessed </3

yeah im in ur city stuff body in hello kitty
no u cant leave me even in ur nightmare
yeah im in ur city stuff body in hello kitty
no u cant leave me even in ur nightmare

make me ur doll, i stay porcelain
i cant feel at all, are u nervous
ur scars are beautiful, u dont deserve it
yeah, our funeral have u planned it
make me ur doll, i stay porcelain
i cant feel at all, are u nervous
ur scars are beautiful, u dont deserve it
yeah, our funeral have u planned it

porcelain scars

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porcelain scars (p. teeth)

prod @misalivee

lyrics

@gutzxx

hanging like a carcass
I wanna see your face
I wanna mutilate your body
and watch as you decay
I really like your face
it'll look good as my façade
and rip your body open
is this what you want
uh uh uh uh I know where you are
ah ah ah ah your just everything I want
I wanna open you up and see your insides
your so pretty tonight
i'll leave you traumatised
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
your so pretty tonight
i'll leave you traumatised
I left your body rotting
I make sure I stay cautious
omg im like a psycho
and nobody can stop me

I'll bury you where its cold
I know your scared to be alone
like i'll never let you go
cause I know your scared alone
l-l-lone l-l-lone and im scared to let gooooo

is this what you want
uh uh uh uh I know where you are
ah ah ah ah your just everything I want
I wanna open you up and see your insides
your so pretty tonight i'll leave you traumatised
i'll sink my knife into your flesh and watch you bleed out
I love the way you gasp for breath and nothing comes out
out out ou ou out I wanna watch you suffer and bleed ouuut

SPIRALFOREVER & VANITY - ZOMBIE

DISGUSTED

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