The Darkside Ft M - Acculate

new track taken from my upcoming mixtape! check it out!

Dismay - Road 2 Sky

new track from my forthcoming mixtape "therapy" featuring chronicle. 

Take Me Home(back To My Roots) Dismay Ft Chronicle prod. 4classix mixed by demolition

Time To Fly-dismay prod. phytonic beatz mixed and mastered by rock

FLOW TALK PROMO
LYRICS-DISMAY
BEAT-MR HODEN
MIXTAPE-SCATTERED THOUGHTS
2017

FLOW TALK PROMO - DISMAY PROD MR HODEN

dedicated to my son that past away R.I.P! produced by duskmuffin.

LIFE GOES ON(r.i.p logan)- DISMAY

TAKE OVER -REALITY AND DISMAY

old track from 2014 thought id upload for your listening pleasure

Hater Talk

LYRICS -DISMAY

 hook
this is what happens when ya feel so hopeless...
to the point ya dont even know what hope is
anxiety ya cant control it
cant stay focused and i aint copin 

no i aint coping i feel so hopeless hopless
i cant control it trol it im so out of focus x2 
 

verse 1
what ya know about never leaving the house,
never be able to be with ya spouse, 
never being able to beat all the frowns,
being this caged and being afraid and always competing with doubt,
always fleeing from people aint as free as it sounds,
the demons eat at you with the feelings thats been beating you down,
no sleeping and breathings tryna ease em all out, 
till im weezing theres a reason you dont see me around,
and its called anxiety,
its the fire ignited inside of me the shit thats divided me
the shit aint been kind to me(nah) 
the crys can be seen in the eyes of me(yah)
its killing everything that i strive to be
cant look in your eyes like your blinding me(ahh)
cant lie this shit took all the fight from me
this shit is a nightmare this is my disease
thoughts be so scattered i cant put my mind at ease
im suck in this battle like i cant even try to leave
its got me i been try to fight it
but my demons united to take all the light from me(fuck)
if ya didnt know, this is how life can be 
cant look in the mirror cos im sick of the sight of me,
and no one even knows it applys to me
but this shit is alive in me!  
hook
this is what happens when ya feel so hopeless...
to the point ya dont even know what hope is
anxiety ya cant control it
cant stay focused and i aint copin 

no i aint coping i feel so hopeless hopless
i cant control it trol it im so out of focus x2 

verse 2
what would you do if you were always depressed
waking up everyday in distress
got ya panicking whenever you try to take a step
cos ya feel like ya chest is collapsing when you go to take a breath
never happy with yaself cos ya like a mess
feeling down to the point you cant be around ya friends
cos you dont want em seeing that you being like that again
it aint easy theres a reason that ive been so stressed
and its called anxiety! ya get it
been dealing shit thats got me feeling so scattered
so please call in the medic im manic
the shit that i been through is tragic
i been to hell and back and ive had it
i been to a cell thats been padded
cos the thoughts in my head are erratic
now all that i ever hear is the traffic
the feelings automatically put me in a panick
cos i feel so defeated now my dreams are just static(yo)
i been through it all 
i aint free but im fallin and all of my calls go unanswered
what i been through you couldnt imagine it
there just thinking that im being dramatic
how could ya life be so bad and so graphic
maybe the shit is just psychosomatic but 
hook
this is what happens when ya feel so hopeless...
to the point ya dont even know what hope is
anxiety ya cant control it
cant stay focused and i aint copin 

no i aint coping i feel so hopeless hopless
i cant control it trol it im so out of focus x2

Anxiety

Pray For Me Ft Jay Jay

verse 1.
Ever feel like you're trapped with the closing in
I wake up every day and lose all hope again
ah, where do I begin, when I've lost so much
and it's all so fucked it's so hard focusing
but ima keep trying, keep losing keep failing
keep standing on that railing until I soak it in
see, I grew up with nothing so that's all I have to lose
emotionless till I blow you don't know what explosive is
shits nuts! when you're in a battle with ya mind you keep digging trenches
they all tried to teach you something but your sick of lectures
I think I missed the message, the shits infectious
think you've got time to gather thoughts till you lose your shit in seconds
and if this lives a blessing, I got questions for our dear lord
WHY THE FUCK you ain't answer when you hear us call
looking up when we need ya hand just so you can see us fall
so what do we need you for, you got me on my knees now screaming out!
hook
verse 2
this is what it's like when ya battling demons
every night for your life till ya scattered and feeling
that you try and you try but you fail and ya fail
and you might end your life cos you've had it with the screams
its amazing I'm still breathing after everything I been through
gotta stay inside ducking landlords when the rents due
spent last night at the bottom of a bottle
tryna drink away my sorrows I need rest I confess to you
dear lord I'm depressed ima mess it's true
down on my knees praying to celestials
still struggle to get ahead unless it's sexual
I'm sick n tired of people saying he's just testing you
I thought that he was testing me, went and took my son away
I guess that ya still testing me there gotta be another way
if you're out there and you're hearing me, there's one more thing I gotta say
I need your motherfucking help dear lord oh lord hear me pray!

Dismay_ISE

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