why are your songs so good all the time. do you ever miss💔

This guy who made this song is the guy who changed my life the most, he is literally the one who made me feel reality, he touched my heart and made me know Jesus.

self produced with love as usual<3
w/ @p7e wintr

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@disoc8
i wish i'd never met you in the first place
and when you die i hope it's in the fucking worst way
every single fucking night i dream of razor blades
xanax bars to sleep at night, guess i've had better days

and sometimes i wake up with tears in my eyes
there's no chemical make-up to fix my design
and i pray i don't wake up and vanish tonight
as i lay in my bed left to rot paralysed

hurt me in the worst way, hurt me while i'm downn
hella marijuana bitch i'm smokin by the pounddd
dead before my birthday, nineteen in the groundd
i'm so sick of drama hope i die inside this house

you're only thriving when i weep
you're only shining when i greive
like i'm your only ecstasy
but i'm just your 4-mmc

if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me
if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me

@p7e
my beloved 
this will be my last mistake 
coz i know that 
you love me like the drugs you take
you choose to live in fear
just take my hand my dear
unless you bite down
i think feel it now

i, oh i,
don’t care for your lipstick 
won’t say i don’t miss it

i, oh i
won’t forgive or forget
ever

I’M UR ONLY XTC ⛧⛧W/ WINTR⛧⛧ (disoc8)

we're SO BACK

prod me xo

LYRICS:
x2
let's just do another line huhh
i never get enough ughh
baby tell me i'm an addict
but i love drugs
got nowhere to hide nahh
girl i got knives yuhh
girl let's cut all night
i-i-i don't give a fuck yuhh

baby tell me what it takes
just to be with you
i can get you anything
any pill, it's up to you
i just wanna rave
yeah i just wanna rave girl
let's do a line or two
i'll take anything you take girl
i swear baby
i been off the drugs
like it ain't good for me 
but it's everything i want
like yeah i'm so addicted
my scars are self-inflicted
don't try to help me now
i don't go out my house
i think i'm about to black out

x2
let's just do another line huhh
i never get enough ughh
baby tell me i'm an addict
but i love drugs
got nowhere to hide nahh
girl i got knives yuhh
girl let's cut all night
i-i-i don't give a fuck yuhh

I <3 DRUGS

I <3 DRUGS [lavendr]

@gutzxx

n-n-nodding of the percs
100 mg moving like a zombie 
suffer cry and repeat
I wanna die 
I cant live for tonight
oh my god baby 
double homicide
lets run it back
omg im nodding of these pills
I'll let it kill just to fucking feel
I LET IT KILL FOR THE FUCKING THRILL
I'LL LET IT KILL I'LL LET IT KILL 

@bigslimeslime

bby can u cut me my arms r getting tired
tell me that u love me ur nothing but a liar
never gonna stop the drugs im only getting higher
i dont wanna live like this set myself on fire
all my drugs r designer 
i dont wanna argue im a lover not a fighter
amphetamines in my bloodstream keep me wired
ill never get better idc bout ur desires
im a clown for believing you
slit my throat n die you left why should i listen u
manic gettin high everyday all my thoughts are you
no more tears left inside my eyes idk what to do

@gutzxx

n-n-nodding of the percs
100 mg moving like a zombie 
suffer cry and repeat
I wanna die 
I cant live for tonight
oh my god baby 
double homicide
lets run it back
omg im nodding of these pills
I'll let it kill just to fucking feel
I LET IT KILL FOR THE FUCKING THRILL
I'LL LET IT KILL I'LL LET IT KILL

suffer,cry,repeat w/keta prod.SwordAndsickle

prod kuva
i got bored

instagram.com/2011raver

@p7e

i dont feel affection
kill her on the first date
dats my first impression


i dont need ur questions
better kyx
thats just a suggestion (dont ban me sc)
i dont feel affection

you wont get the best of me
i hate u bb cxant u see
i dont feel affection
kill her on the first date
dats my first impression

(vocal chops)

affection

Prod byy MetroNui
https://www.instagram.com/rromziiee/

https://open.spotify.com/track/1hSrxZdu2FkhD42Df35Nfr?si=ec69d76562fb4279

Lyriczzz:
[@romziie]
tell me when u helped me, i fear ur fckin leavin
baby do you luv me ? my heart is fukin bleeding </3
snortin up the ket4m3nie, it makes me feel so worthless
baby do you luv me, my heart is fukin bleeding
crush n snort, girl this sh1t is so addictiveee
i wnna love you moree but i feel like a victim
crush n snort, girl this sh1t is so addictiveee
i wnna love you moree but i feel like a victim

[@gutzxx]
crush and snort, you made me fall victim <3
and she looks so innocent
but she filled sin, oh just let me in
your my everthing ijust want you to my self
you make me feel like hell
drugs everywhere bitch its benadryl
I like to smoke till I fall I cant feel it at all
crush and snort, you made me fall victim
and she looks so innocent, but she filled sin

[@romziie]
tell me when u helped me, i fear ur fckin leavinn
baby do you luv me ? my heart is fukin bleeding </3
snortin up the ket4m3nie, it makes me feel so worthless
baby do you luv me, my heart is fukin bleeding//
tell me when u helped me, i fear ur fckin leavinn
baby do you luv me ? my heart is fukin bleedinnn
snortin up the ket4m3nie, it makes me feel so worthless
baby do you luv me, my heart is fukin bleeding
crush n snort, girl this sh1t is so addictiveee
i wnna love you moree but i feel like a victim
crush n snort, girl this sh1t is so addictiveee
i wnna love you moree but i feel like a victim

im lost in ur soul w/ gutzxx

beat produced by my brother @misalivee ilyy #BFC

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@disoc8
are you even human?
my wrists are in a ruin,
i feel so alone doing drugs in my room :c
stop.
popstar, smokin OG at the partyyy
rockstar, mix amphetamines in my molly,

crush a pill, cuz i luv the way it makes me fuckin feel <3
make a deal, keep it fkn comin i don't wanna heal.
(dissociate), every single second i feel so surreal,
bby come with me i'll show u something real.

i don't need sense of direction
i live in fucked up perfection
take more, no need for reflection
friends always leave i'm so used to rejection

cut here, cut there, nobody's gonna care
i feel so scared, i fucking hate it here
i don't care about a thing i'm gonna die this year
i don't care about a fucking thing i'm gonna die this year

my girl is a bad bitch,
last one was a catfish
checkin on ur fkn ig that shit was tragic
they say i'm bipolar,
they say that i'm manic,
i just think i'm boss and see my numbers getting massive

!! !disclaimer or wtv
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song
take care<3

POPSTAR SUICIDE (misalive)

Look Back w/Luvhex (Pearlblade)

prod me fuck u

i asked her if she wants it
she told me tht she wanttsittt
klonopin junkie, i'm always fuckin off it
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet,
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet.

like bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic
bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic

they think ima joke, they think ima no one
i could tie the rope or i could fuckin show them
molly, bit of ket, amphetamine now that's a potion
bby come wit me let's drop an E n show emotion

i'm ecstatic, i luv it when i'm manic
i lost my IRLs bcuz i'm way 2 problematic
i got so many habits, i'm js another addict
16mg of xanax if i even start to panic

so #iconic (disoc8)

prod me<3

Lyrics:
hurtt by many
there's drugzz inside my room that keep me
clam and dirtyxx
the pain is to much bby I cant cope its heavy
I know u want me gon but bby listen
I'm sorry, kiss me where it hurts
and well restart it Xxxxx

tell mee want you want baby tell me what u need
ur lying on the floor I cant hear a single breath
u make me feel regret </3
just to sit and watch you bleed :(
tell me what I did to u, tell me what is wrong with me

I know that u want it, but I don't have the time
I feel so embarrassed, cuz all I say is lies <3
I know that u want it, but I don't have the time
I feel so embarrassed, cuz all I say is lies...

ruined xox (romziie)

produced by me
-
A trip 
And fall
Onto knees already scraped 
-
A process then repeated 
Till there’s nothing 
Left to break 
-
Your smile 
Uncanny 
Like there’s something we can’t say
-
I suggest you find
A new look 
They can tell when chinas fake
-
We’re In a garden of violets 
Yet you still look morose 
When you stare it gets violent
So best we keep our eyes closed
-
With A sweaty so wooly
Could I pass for a lamb 
And if I lay meek and still 
Will the wolves care what I am

So Stop paying attention and just don’t mind me 
I’ll be hear for a while
Beneath my favorite tree
-
I think it’s starting to snow
It’s a shame you’ll have to go
Because If you stay any longer you’ll get 
Rosy cheeks 
-
I heard they give you a crown
That shines so bright in the night 
And adorn the rotting corpse 
With pretty christmas lights 
-
And then you’ll rest on a throne 
Once your so wrinkly and old
And say goodbye to the foxes
Under a sky so gold
-
Can you speak
Did they tell you
Do I need to spell it out to you 
-
Been a week
To me it’s 
like a pastel 
sort of blue
-
On the sleeves
Some sort of mildew
Is it a moose
Or a caribou (idk)
-
like my outfit 
Say you swear?
I can’t sleep 
when you stare 

I CAN'T SLEEP WHEN YOU STARE

private plane

pronounced dissociate duh
insta @shredmyself
wintr was here xo
## @benadryl-fan-club
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so #iconic (disoc8)

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