Produced, recorded, mixed and mastered by @disorderlyaudio 
Female vocals by @whoisrel

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TOOK A TRIP, BUT I NEVER LEFT (lyrics)

When bridges burn, I practice detachment
And rise again, from the ashes
When bridges burn...

Hey, whatchu been up to?
I been in the studio groovin on some mushrooms
move out my way, or I'm gunna run through
I don't want to, but I'll hit you with that one-two(one too)

Took a trip
But I never left
Meet your ego death 

Divine feminine and masculine
Purpose in adapting them
Merging with the earth
Rebirth feels immaculate
Truth sweeter than saccharine
Move through the labyrinth
My mind's eye is a maze that I am trapped in

Peaking, muscles weakened,
Trying to write what's happening
Indescribable hieroglyphics
And natural fractal patterns
Laugh and cry like a child
At all I cannot fathom
I can't remember who i am
But i know it doesn't matter

Took a trip
But I never left
Meet your ego death 

Free your mind 
Let your ego die
We are you and I

Third eye blind
We decalcify
And see through all the lies

Same coin, two sides
Equal primal and divine
The duality of I
Balance darkness and the light

I am hell
And so are you
There's a devil deep inside

I am god
And so are you
Shiva, Buddha, Jesus Christ

I am yours
I am mine
I am no-one
I am why

I am all
I am one
I am nothing
Then I die

Took a trip
But I never left
Meet your ego death

Took A Trip, But I Never Left

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Took A Trip (But I Never Left) Feat. Re-L

LYRICS:

i Retaliate
Cos I’m close to the edge
Next time you instigate
I might bite off your head

We slay with the rage and malevolence
That made the devil rebel against the heavens then 
Escape from your fate, face failure with grace
And create hell and all of its elements

RAISE HELL

It’s a long time to sunrise
Tongue tied, tripping like your shoes were untied
Run, hide, apologise
I don’t give a fuck if you’re contrite
You’re still a cunt, right?

And can I get a fuck off one time? 
(FUCK OFF)
Ah fuck it, let me get it twice
(FUCK OFF)

I’m on the frontlines 
Severed ties with snakes and liars
Reddened eyes from getting high
dead inside but never felt more alive

Right, left, uppercut those are the punchlines
Might get fucked up, smoke till I unwind
Don’t try to keep up, your lungs are fun sized
Four Blunts before brunch, twice more at lunchtime

Sun Wukong on two bongs of new strong,
I need good trees to hang my noose from
Fuckboi purge, cut throats like coupons
Snap their backs like you foldin a futon, 
Who want it?

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/user-358614566
Vocals, Post Production: https://soundcloud.com/disorderlyaudio

iRETALIATE (PROD. NEXX)

Vocals/Songwriting/Mixing/Mastering: @disorderlyaudio
Production: @wkrg
Presented by: @hydr4g4ng

Lyrics:

I’M A SLAVE TO MY MOTHERFUCKIN HATE
(PURE HATRED)
CAN’T CONTAIN ALL THIS MOTHERFUCKIN RAGE
(GOD HATES US)
SPRAY FLAMES OUT MY MOTHERFUCKIN FACE
(HAIL SATAN)

The state of the world 
makes me wanna wage war
Break walls, Kill ‘em All
Eat the rich, feed the poor
there’s a fuckin brainstorm
Swing a fucken chainsaw
Through the face of
Any fake whores tryin to take yours
If you wanna play ball
Got the Louisville Slugger
Batter up motherfucker
Pop your skull just like a bubble
Turned your head into a puddle
Seeing red, y’all are in trouble
Better run, motherfucker
If I catch up imma gut you
Like a fish, lil bitch,
I break mountains into pebbles
Take council with the devil
Heavy metal but still ghetto
Rabid dog out the kennel
A Freak On A Leash
A beast on the beat
A demonic priest
I’m a Disasterpiece...

My teeth are razor blades
Danger: Keep Away
Born Ov Fire And The Void
You cannot kill what you did not create

Destroy Industry $tandards Act I: Beautality | Brutalful

G0di$de4d

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G0DI$DE4D (Prod. WIKI RIC G)

@disorderlyaudio 'til  I Rot ft. @slumpsage_


LYRICS:

[Chorus - Di$]
Ride for my squad
Fire shots at your god
Suicide on my mind
Survive at all costs 
Live in spite of the odds
For the love of the mosh
Fuck tha opps, 
For the gang til I rot

[Verse 1 - slumpsage_]
Till i rot
Splashin on you niggas like im oshawott
Run up on the opps
These niggas capping at my trap spot
Bitch what?
Think you gettin bands
You think you get the bag?
Nah hoe you be cappin that aint gucci
They be rags
Brain splat
Haters run up 
Hear the IED go bang
Chain swang
When im rolling through 
You niggas headbang
Shit fam
I aint bumpin your tunes you know why bitch?
Di$ called
He said its time for yall to die

[Verse 2 - Di$]
Hydra, dragon/draggin on that hydro
Tryin to get my mind blown
I’m so, high think I’m in a different Timezone
I float, Pennywise smile so,
Everyone dies, when I open my mouth ho
Bounce ho, Underground sounds ho,
Three headed hound, hellbound 
Tell the townsfolk
Quit all your shit talk
Pick up your pitchforks
This the type of shit that make you wish 
That you could crip walk
Kuma like Zuko, 
I’m like Iro, 
Pyro Duo,
Fire like rifle
Burn your bible
Wave your title/tidal
Our boi Spyro 
Going viral
Gang is next up on arrival
Name your top five, they our rivals
Pull up then we drive slow,
winding down the window,
Eyes are on your kinfolk, 
finna turn your wifey to a widow

TIL I ROT ft. Kumaixi

TIL I ROT ft. lilkxma(prod. Di$)

Prod. @nexxatyaneck

Put my phone on silent, cos I felt like dying
Playing games, but my status stays appearing offline
I’m a solo pilot, paper planes all private
Isolate myself for a while
Swear I’ll be just fine. I’ll be just fine
I need some time, unwind my mind

Please don’t blow my high
Tryin' to keep that vibe alive 
I can’t sleep, I tried, I been up all night
I been up all night

My anxiety is trying to kill me
I’m not tired I’m just tired of living 
Life like this
Is this all there is?

I’m sick of feeling numb I just wanna feel something

I’m trying to get my mind in check
Anxiety in my chest
Depression at my neck
I need my rest. So I won’t text
Think It’s best that you don’t see what’s next
I’m going to and from the brink of death
My head’s a mess. Possessed by stress

UP ALL NIGHT

UP ALL NIGHT (prod. NEXX)

Intrusive thoughts
They just won’t stop
Saying
“Kill yourself”
“I wanna watch”
“I hope you rot”

Rest In Peace to Paul
Rest In Peace to Chester B
Rest In Peace to Peep
Rest In Peace to X
Could the next be me?

I am a manifestation of misery
Fuck, are you kidding me?
I’m the epitome
Fuck all your pity
Belittle me
Kill my humility
Chipping away at all my insecurities
Fuck em
Now I am nothing
Is that what you wanted? 
Don’t know if I’ll go on
Don’t know if I know wrong

Manic and frantic
I’m having a panic attack 
Sanity lapse
Practice the blackest of magic
To banish the phantoms
They damage at random
Then vanish, goddamn it
I just want my happiness back
Tell you the facts, Hell is a place
The devil is real, he lives in my face
Seven sins sealed inside of my brain, ay

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me 
Someone save me from this hell
But nobody, help I'm drowning

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me
Blame the angels, pray to Lucifer
Now my demons found me

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me 
Someone save me from this hell
But nobody, help I'm drowning

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me
Blame the angels, pray to Lucifer
Now my demons found me

I'm a danger to myself
And everybody else around me
Some one save me from this hell
Or else I can't be held accountable

Try to explain why I'm acting like an animal
But a fraction of the pain
Is fucking unimaginable
It's unmanageable

PANIC ATTACKS! (prod. Di$ 0rder)

@disorderlyaudio X @whoisrel prod. @nexxatyaneck

LYRICS:

I don’t wanna be 
The only one 
Standing on the frontlines
This fight feels one sided

But I’ll die before 
I bite my tongue
I know right from wrong
I can’t stay silent

Soon as I step in the door
Everyone know
I’m wanting all of the smoke
Pack me a bowl, pass me a lighter
ignite it, get high as a telephone pole
Hell of a flow, mess with my bros
I’m droppin your head to the floor
Pressure the coal, we turn into diamonds 
We shining, your hating don’t make any dough
Bass Drop, kick your face off
Slay opps like it’s our day job
Say what? Take off in a grey box 
Chevy, y’all ain’t ready, we a muh fucken raid boss
tell your bitch to suck my dick
and when's she finished kiss her lips, 
cos that’s the only taste of greatness you is ever gonna get.
It’s Di$

L0$ER

L0$ER Ft Re-L (prod. NEXX)

WRITTEN, PRODUCED, MIXED, MASTERED BY DI$

g0di$de4d t00 lyrics:

(intro: Kill La Kill - Satsuki Kiryuin)

EXISTENCE (resistance) IS POINTLESS
No god to ascend to
No hell to descend to
The end is
the end is 
the end

There’s no place you get sent to
And all that you went through 
Just grains in the sands

Pointless
Existence is pointless...

FALL
TO YOUR KNEES
CRAWLING LIKE A MAGGOT
WRITHE IN MISERY
YOU ARE WORTHLESS
YOU ARE NOTHING
ALL YOU LOVE WILL TURN TO DUST AND
EVERYTHING YOU EVER FELT WAS JUST A LIE

EXISTENCE IS POINTLESS

FALL

DETOX

g0di$de4d t00

g0di$de4d t00 (prod. Di$)

Written, produced, recorded, mixed and mastered by DI$

Lyrics:

Back against the wall
Pick apart my flaws
Crawl till I can walk
Pick myself up off the floor

Close the door
Ignore them all
Nothing that you say
Nothing that you do
Hurts me anymore

I know this wallowing is fucking dangerous
Cos I been swallowing all my hatred
Nothing changes, I get complacent
Can’t complain cos ain’t do nothin to change it

Hide away (Cos I know everybody hates me)
Tidal waves (I can’t stop crying, hands are shaking)
Lie awake (I can’t shut down, my mind is racing
Isolate
I:Isolate.

Isolate
Nice I made
My hiding place
My escape
I hibernate
On My violent days 
I try to cage
This silent rage
But lately 
It’s like trying to tame
A fireplace 

You wanted war?
So you fall upon your sword
You wanted peace
So you snapped and killed em all

Back against the wall
Pick apart my flaws
crawl till I can walk
Pick myself up off the floor

Close the door
Ignore them all
Nothing that you say
Nothing  that you do
Hurts me anymore.

I:ISOLATE

The Cycle

Fuck Your Feelings 
Written, recorded and mixed by @disorderlyaudio
Production by BLANK 

[LYRICS]

You wanna play the villain
But really, you ain’t willing
Leave a path of destruction
And pretend you never did it
When you admit it, 
It’s almost worse,
On go waterworks
Play the victim
It don’t matter 
who you hurt
Fuck your feelings
Fuck your feelings

You acting toxic
Stop it
Won’t let you treat me like dog shit
Under my skin for too long, bitch
Don’t have no patience I lost it
Guess I’m obnoxious
When I am honest
Cos honestly
It’s not my problem
Been at the bottom, like Gollum
Forgiven, but it ain’t forgotten

Fuck yo feelings 
Fuck yo feelings 

Fuck yo feelings
Devil willing
Stack them millions
To the ceiling
Kill em like they Krillin
I’m a super fuckin villain
Frieza, Mr Freeze
I’m chillin'
Max Dillon in the building
Give a fuck 'bout your opinion

Fuck Your Feelings

Fuck Your Feelings (prod. BLANK)

Production: FucksSakeOskar, DI$
Lyrics, Vocals, Mixing, Mastering: DI$

Oooo I let you down again 


I don’t wanna die, no
But what the fuck do I know

In spite of all I’ve tried
My mind don’t feel like mine
I’m still suicidal 

I keep it pushing like a vinyl
But everything just feels so final

Try to end things on a high note
I’m walkin on a tightrope
Ride the spiral

Ooh Let you down again
Ooh Let you down again
Ooh Let you down again
Ooh Let you down

All I know
I just wanna grow on my own
All my faults
Are mine to fight 
And take back control

On My Own

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Cover of The Eurythmics "Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This)"

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