artwork by Marlow! @/ohViolaz on twitter


you say
i might have fallen in too hard
im well aware
that youre just scared
another door left in the dark

and i dont wanna bring another issue to you
like im pickin you apart
but if i dont say this
im afraid that
it will fracture who we are

please listen to me
ive been trying to fix lights
to bring in a faux form dawn
please listen to me
you know i dont have much time
until you see me gone
please listen to-
cuz ive been setting off songs
but they all seem to come out wrong
please listen to me
please listen to me
please listen to me...
fucking listen to me

okay
i guess you didnt wanna hear me out
you got no say
in how i make this
i thought you would learn to trust me by now

and i know it might seem obvious but you should hear me out
cuz if you're too scared
then i wont be there
so i think we should really figure this out

please listen to me
ive been trying to kill time
while bringing the highlights down
please listen to me
forget all the misuse
forgive all the issues now
please listen to-
cuz ive been setting off songs
but they all seem to be too loud
please listen to me
please listen to me
please listen to me...
wont you listen to m-

fucking listen to me
denied for the third time
complicated, but are you sure?
fucking listen to me
too far away from the right side
another fight that i cant ignore
fucking listen to me
and i dont give a fucken damn if youre insecure
fucking listen to me
fucking listen to me
fucking listen to me
fucking listen to me

listen

this was made for a set orig vocals by @gabbystart

s*dney x finally [gabby start flip]

i
met god
across the street from the bar and
he said
"what you want is unattainable
and far from honest" i know
im
still lost
a couple steps back from the ledge i promised
id jump off
i said "im sorry but im unable to stop now" and

he said "i hope you go through hell"
swear im not complaining but
"maybe then youll have a better story to tell"
not fucked enough for entertainment

oh but am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??
am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??
maybe i go insane
and marry art to the pain
i play my part
just to make something new
but am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??

and the devil sittin on my shoulder
he told me maybe i should be bolder
its over
for the piece of
sincerity i once caught
i told him that i never wanted this at all

and he said "ill drag you straight thru hell
feel some real pain again
maybe then youll have a better story to tell"
im just here for entertainment

oh but am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??
am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??
maybe i go insane
and marry art to the pain
i play my part
just to make something new
but am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??

scrub these memories clean
i lose myself in a dream
maybe then i could mean something to you
scrub these memories clean
i lose myself and i scream
maybe then you could hear something i do

am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??
am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??
maybe i go insane
and marry art to the pain
i play my part
just to
make
some
thing
new
but am i doin this right? now
am i doin this right?
am i doin this right now for you??

am i doing this right?

girl?

dont get along with the silence
i hear the whispers of all the things im not

their echos ringing thru my head
a blunt reminder of everything ive lost

and i dont know how
they speak to me
i thought id mind whats left
at 23
disillusioned that it took me long to find myself

but i dont want another sad sad song
to be my legacy
but why does it just feel so damn wrong
to force this gaiety

feels like chasing siren's
songs in my head
staring at the stereoscopic silence i guess
another sad sad song just mean so much to me

now theres blood on my hands
close to my end
staring at the stereoscopic silence again
i guess these sad sad songs are all ill ever be

so ill sing another sad sad song

another sad song

[[okay, whenever you're ready]]

thought i could forget this
if i didnt breathe
you get what you wanted
and yeah its fine by me

but all the tears in my pocket
are always crying for help
fifteen years to be brought down
and then you put me thru hell
my god did you even bother
with half the cards you been dealt
or are we all just our fathers?
im left to fight for myself

all i need
is a reason to leave
and all i want
is to walk away and see
that i could forget you if i move forward
not stuck here dreaming of what couldnt be
but oh
all i need
is a reason to leave

the cost of perfection
so tired of myself
and now im all that i wanted
but no i dont seem well

like all my fears have been brought out
and im drowning to see
i lost the keys to my car now
missin all of my teeth
you never asked what i thought of
how we meant it to be
but if i had to be honest
now you should be with me

all i need
is a reason to leave
and all i want
is to walk away and see
that i could forget you if i move forward
not stuck here dreaming of what couldnt be
and oh
all i need
is a reason to leave yeah

all i need
is a reason to leave
and all i want
is to walk away and see
that i could forget you if i move forward
not stuck here dreaming of what couldnt be
but oh
all i need
is a reason to be
all i need
is a reason to

reason to leave

clear out my room
i need to sort this out
you all assume
that im done making amends

could i make this clearer
than how ive said it before
could i make this clearer
if i was dead on the floor?

i know its over
i know its over
i know its over

i wanted to say this
i needed to make it
i came with a plan but
its bigger than me
im already jaded
those scars that had faded
dont know where i am but
its bigger than me

im falling apart now
i know that you heard
im keeping my promise
that ill never learn
youre taking the fall now
for better or worse

she told me its like im already gone

dont cry for me
because i know the worst is getting closure
dont cry for me
i know its over
i know its over
i know its over
i know its over

(again)

i wanted to say this
i needed to make it
i came with a plan but
its bigger than me
im already jaded
those thoughts that had faded
dont know where i am but
its bigger than me

i wanted to say this
i needed to make
everything
is bigger than me
im already changing
those thoughts that erase me
dont know where i am
where i am
where i am
but i know that im

everything // over

tik without pop

hanahaki

hand crushed by a mallet - 100gecs (disp flip)

dont know who im writing this for
thought maybe if i took a bit i'd
feel a little bit less like shit and

im always asking for more
cuz nothing ever satiates this
egregious serenade

and as i fall so hard yeah
its all i see
i might have missed the stars
a broken symphony
i could have tried so hard
and everything would be
exactly what you wanted
when you fall asleep

when you fall asleep

cuz i been up all night
no sleep for the restless
i dont want you to see
that i missed this
alright
if you ask anything of me

cuz i been up all night
no sleep for the broken
fuck me up cuz i dont wanna think no more
cuz this all sounds nice to me


i never asked whats wrong
throw this blame on myself
and i cant seem to help it
now we both moved on
i think about you now and then
oh and what we could have been

but what left can i say
theres nothing else to do
when every fallen piece
it starts to look like you
i could have tried so hard
and everything would be
exactly what you wanted
when you fall asleep

how could you fall for me?

cuz i been up all night
no sleep for the restless
i dont want you to see
that i missed this
alright
if you ask anything of me

cuz i been up all night
no sleep for the broken
fuck me up cuz i dont wanna think no more
cuz this all sounds nice to me

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