some unreleased beats from 2021 <3
0:00 - w/ @whymarku
0:59 - solo
1:57 - solo
3:19 - w/ @user-935074136 (gemstone)
4:42 - solo
5:32 - solo
7:10 - w/ @min1skirt
8:31 - solo
9:47 - solo
10:28 - solo
12:11 - w/ @oilcolor
13:31 - w/ @whymarku
14:46 - solo
ty to every1 for a good year<3

2021 clips w/ miniskirt + guiltstained + oilcolor + gemstone

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

pessimistic, always anxious
stressing to a point for so long
feels like i'm dreaming
i had a fear of outside when i was fifteen
it took six months to get me back up on my feet
seeing trails in the mirror completely sober
and when it stopped happening i was surprised that it was over
and honestly i was prepared to be the freak stuck in psychosis

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

no control (lil nightshift)

lavender fields (void)

kohaku w/ diacetyl (void)

produced by @voidrave666
m&m by @markuwho

partner in crime (void)

change w/ marku (marku)

m&m @markuwho
production by voidrave

music video by me 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PI1c_p7KGNA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PI1c_p7KGNA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PI1c_p7KGNA

wish (voidrave) [mv in description]

cut the strings w/ marku + diacetyl (marku)

featuring @bradily, @markuwho & @diacetyl <3
first release in a while, thanks for listening x

2021 clips w/ miniskirt + guiltstained + oilcolor + gemstone

wov

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