summer nights in the city with a zoogy and some wine
the stars are starting to show up but our energy divine
our bodies melt in the grass and I was yours & you were mine
you taught me love with your pupils now our souls are intertwined

nervous walk to the crib because you thought my mum would mind
cause you the first in my house and lack a melanin design 
but ain’t no one gonna take my heart away our love is blind
im telling you you my home that mean loving you ain’t a crime

take you to my space and our bodies drop on the mattress
you show me the work of God and I start to paint on the canvas
our bodies melting together we got the rhythm of dancers
i hear you calling the heavens I think I found me the answer then I wake up,

to a reality where we don’t ever make up 
Too many miseries to call you so I stay put 
It’s hard to fuck another woman when we made love
but I got memories to hold me till my days done



when I slip into your mind don’t be clouded with regrets
take it to the start when you knew me at my best
know you’ll heal in time when I lose you to your next but
open up your heart cause i hope you don’t forget 

hope you don’t forget (bout me) 
hope you don’t forget



autumn nights in the city with a baggie and a rave
we heal our hearts with a boogie, for the dizzle im a slave
leave my worries behind me with the woman that I crave
on demon time when I see you it’s a struggle to behave 

I ain’t felt starry eyed since when I came across your face
You slow me down in my tracks and still you make me wanna chase
Room is fading away our tongues touching in an embrace
The bubblegum on your lips I can still remember the taste

We headed in the stalls, you telling me I’m your all 
I say I want you as mine cause without you I get withdrawals
You tell me it’s about time, cause you waiting on me to call
We rip the clothes off our back, and back into you where I fall

I fell, headfirst into the deep end
Start to drown and my body start to weaken
And if I had you I could probably find the peace in it
Instead of living with the fact we couldn’t be friends.


when I slip into your mind don’t be clouded with regrets
take it to the start when you knew me at my best
know you’ll heal in time when I lose you to your next but
open up your heart cause i hope you don’t forget 

hope you don’t forget (bout me) 
hope you don’t forget

DON’TFORGET (demo)

theglow (demo)

happilyeverafter (rough)

The One That Got Away (demo)

distance (demo)

temptation (can’t force it demo)

lift me up demo

out of fuel demo

the joneses (demo)

the ocean (demo)

SAYURNAME (demo)

nightshow (demo)

TOXIC w/ tee (demo)

ONMYOWN (demo)

WHEREISJAY (unfinished)

NORFSIDE (demo)

STATISTICS (draft)

U&I (demo)

holdmedown (draft)

easierdonethansaid (demo)

is It safe to love
somebody again?
i lost me a home
i lost me a friend 
is it safe to love when
im scared of the pain?
wish somebody warned me
i won't feel the same
im scared I can't help it
in hell's pit
im worn and torn and helpless
i mourn then scorn, too selfish
to transform the cards im dealt with 

ISITSAFE? (draft)

something about you
that makes my blood boil and both chill when I’m here without you
those moments of frustration debating if I should doubt you
the venom in your words and the numbing pain that i plow through
and what the tears will amount to 

it’s a heavy burden being the person that you’re deserving of
when the hurting you serve cause the will to work to get murdered off
words regurgitated, the same apology heard enough
when the girl who you thought was your person's who u feel furthest from

stuck feeling worthless when I don’t have you for purpose
used to treat me like a gift now you wanna return your purchase
wounds we could’ve healed that weren’t fit for doctors and nurses
left our feelings in the dirt till there’s nothing left to be nurtured


maybe loves what holds us back.


something about you
that made intrusive thoughts of despair more easy to spout to
i got so used to listening didn’t talk till I was allowed to
u taught me to express the repressed emotions I’m bound to
i lost myself till I found you

something in your allure that convinces me your the cure
absence makes the heart grow much fonder - of that, i’m sure
meaning to life not beside you becomes obscure 
i hate the waterfalls that pour when i'm longing for mi amor 

my feelings get eclipsed to fulfil your full satisfaction 
conflicted by your addictive mix of poison and passion
have to ask myself are you an attraction or a distraction? 
cause you got a heart of gold but a nigga going for platinum

maybe loves what holds us back.



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