ASPEN GROVE

TOMORROW WE'LL BE

kawasaki boy RE-AMP

Shoutout to @puppet for helping me out on this one
Also to @rainsweptmusic for listening to the many mixes

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Lyrics:
Falling down
People got a lot to say
When your falling out
I've been straying so far away

And the years take route
Wish that I could hit replay
When I'm 6 feet down
don't Wish me away yeah

Staring down
All my life I've been okay
And I don't know how
But I'll do it anyway

All this noise so loud
But Ill try my best to change
or just shut my mouth
And refuse to Run away

Can't find the words to say
I'm not done but everything's so grey
Sick of feeling this way 
I've been losing sight of things and trying to be okay

When you say that shit do you mean it
I'm better off not hearing it repeated
Most times I'm easily defeated
I'm all alone and I rarely feel completed

I can’t convey
What I’m tryna say
Scared of what they’ll say

Why should I try again?
I’m always in my head
Wish that I could just forget
Would I be better off dead?

Stay up till 3 am
Ignore the things that people said
Wondering if this shit will ever end
But I guess I’ll just keep falling down

(What am I tryna be?
Why don’t I feel anything?
What do you expect from me?
I'll just fuck up everything

Falling more day by day
Wish that I was A-Okay
I know that it sounds so cliche
But I just miss yesterday.)

falling down

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Lyrics:
What is happening 
Will I keep on struggling
I'm done pretending
I want something
Tired of hearing things I don't want to hear
I just want to go back just a few years

Left behind, I'm so tired of this new life
Every single day I'm just waiting for the next time
Stuck inside my room, I wish everything would fly by
Used to be okay but now just nothing ever feels right

All my friends are gone 
Now I'm waiting on the phone
Pretending that I'm alright 
Even though I'm so alone

Everyone will move away
I look back on yesterday 
Want to see them one more time 
But now I'm waiting for the invite

I don't know what to say
Will it be okay
Tear me down, yeah everyday
Gave it up, yeah everything

Miss it bad 
What I had 
Now I'm sad Im just so damn far away now

Living life in the past
What is it I can't decide 
What am I even tryna find 
Every single day I forget what I'm really chasing
Running from my problems sinking in the deep end

Left behind, I'm so tired of this new life
Every single day I'm just waiting for the next time
Stuck inside my room, I wish everything would fly by
Used to be okey but now just nothing ever feels right

All my friends are gone 
Now I'm waiting on the phone
Pretending that I'm alright 
Even though I'm so alone

Everyone will move away
I look back on yesterday 
Want to see them one more time 
But now I'm waiting for the invite

left behind

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Lyrics
I doubt me
Its hard to believe that I'll see it through
It's likely
to turn out that I just had wasted time
forget me
I'll always try to be somebody else
Time after time

Always down, am i gonna get by
Wait too long, i'm gonna run out of time
Everything I do, yeah it doesn't feel right
Will it be a problem for the rest of my life

Too far gone, I'm such a waste of time
Seems like everyone else is fine
I'm not sure what I'm tryna find
Im not sure if I should even try

Lately I've been losing sleep
Wish the path wasn't so steep
Just see things from my point of view
Can't compare, just look at you

Come to grips I'm in too deep
Wonder what happened in between
Fear whats unknown, all my life
Am really worth the time

I doubt me
Its hard to believe that I'll see it through
It's likely
to turn out that I just had wasted time
forget me
I'll always try to be somebody else
Time after time

I feel I'm in it too deep
It's just a fucking disease
Something I just can't defeat
It's just so hard to believe

Feels like theres no place for me
Don't even know who to be
I'm trying so hard to see
But i'm too far out of reach

I always back down
Searching for a way out
Wonder why I'm left out
Is it too late to change now?
Time after time.

time after time

forgotten

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up too late
I can’t pull this weight
wake up thinking I just want to flee
I don’t want this fate
when can I escape
away from all this jealousy

I’ll fuck around
wait it out
too long I can’t sleep
terrified
I’m alive
but maybe I’m drowning

just about
done with how
everything’s going
tired eyes
Ill get by
(fuck off)
no sleep

honestly
I don’t care for me
I just what to see
what I’m meant to be

stay
I just want another day
moving on, can’t find my way
things keep changing but I’m still the same

It’s too late
come to grips I can’t escape
maybe there’s another way
people changing, but I feel the same

keep my head down
everyone out here acting like they know how
in the back, lost, yearning for a way out
bottle up, forget about it, shove it way down
wish I could pass out

don’t believe it
I see All the people at the top, they made it
always wish I could be there and say the same shit
reminded of my own flaws, I let it cave in
I guess I won't make it

honestly
I don’t care for me
I just what to see
what I’m meant to be

stay
I just want another day
moving on, can’t find my way
things keep changing but I’m still the same

It’s too late
come to grips I can’t escape
maybe there’s another way
people changing, but I feel the same

still the same

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All the memories I won’t forget
And the choices I still regret
And all the feelings that go unsaid
There’s many things that I can’t accept

I’m waiting for another break
Things changing, can’t seem to escape
Keep faking, I don’t have what it takes
there’s so much at stake
How much longer till I break?

Rise and fall
Gave my all
Rise and fall
Who cares at all

Tell me why I’m running for my life
Im terrified, can’t see the finish line
Just decide, I’m wasting so much time
I don’t want to face it
Is there another way?
Is it hopeless?

Is it hopeless?
Wish they would notice
Is it hopeless??

Wait another day, no reason
Stay up too late can’t stop thinking
Maybe I can do it if he can
But we’re talking about me, I don’t believe it

I don’t want no confrontation
Lower all my expectations
Won’t get by from imitation
Caught up in my indecision

Just look away
There’s not much to say
Real life is here
I can’t fight my fear

Would I heal with fame
Or am I insane
Just thought I’d be near
Or so far from here

Tell me why I’m running for my life
Im terrified, can’t see the finish line
Just decide, I’m wasting so much time
I don't want to fake it
But it's all I have
Is it hopeless?

running for my life

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https://soundcloud.com/puppet/for-4s4ki

puppet - for 4s4ki (distant remix)

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I've been running so long
Why don't i just feel at home
So lost and i always sit alone
Write songs but I can't fulfill at all
Too bad it was garbage all along
Spend days and nights staring at my phone
Long nights spent trying to sleep but no
I can't sleep and I can't get myself stronger

Fake it till I'm fine
Don't know what to say why should I try
Wake up every day watch my demise
Everything's so grey I can't decide
Fake it till I'm fine
Don't know what to say why should I try
Wake up every day watch my demise
Everything's so grey I can't decide

It's been a few days
I can barely stay awake
Why do I always seem to take
The hardest road to get away

Time passed, nothing feels the same
I don't want to feel this way
I can't get over my disdain
Bothered about what I cant obtain

I've been running so long
Why don't i just feel at home
So lost and i always sit alone
Write songs but I can't fulfill at all
Too bad it was garbage all along
Spend days and nights staring at my phone
Long nights spent trying to sleep but no
I can't sleep and I can't get myself stronger

Fake it till I'm fine
Don't know what to say why should I try
Wake up every day watch my demise
Everything's so grey I can't decide
Fake it till I'm fine
Don't know what to say why should I try
Wake up every day watch my demise
Everything's so grey I can't decide

running2long (w/ reeka)

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It's so taxing
Feeling like I'm failing
Fearing who will pass me
And what they say about me

Drop out, deadbeat
I'm tired of sitting here like what's the point
Just so sorry if I disappoint
The bar's so low

I'm so done
With waiting what's to come
And if I'm outdone
I won't regret what I've become

Hey I'm living today
There's no one to blame
Why was I ashamed
Just wasting time
I'll face what I need to face
Don't want shit to change
But maybe it's okay

I wish I could just stay
I miss what I left behind
It's so hard to say goodbye
Who ever wants to leave?

But I'm wasting so much time
I can't rewind
But It's so damn hard sometimes
Living just to stay alive
Don't wanna go but

I'm so done
With waiting what's to come
And if I'm outdone
I won't regret what I've become

Hey I'm living today
There's no one to blame
Why was I ashamed
Just wasting time
I'll face what I need to face
Don't want shit to change
But maybe it's okay
Hey I'm living today
There's no one to blame
Why was I ashamed
Just wasting time
I'll face what I need to face
Don't want shit to change
But maybe it's okay

maybe its okay

my submission for https://soundcloud.com/artbyform all nighter 7

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Late nights
All the shit that we did just to waste time
While we fuck around, running out of daylight
Didn't care about our problems at the same time
It just felt right

I tried forgetting every night
Its kinda hard to know you’re running out of time
Tired of the future always on my mind
Don't want to say another goodbye

Why are days becoming such a chore?
I can’t find what I'm looking for
And all I want is just a little more
Why can't I just feel the same way that I used to before?

So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days

Now I feel so lost, all the time
Iterations of these choices, can't decide
But forget my fears, who am to say what I believe is right?

I always had the time
But that shit ain't worth a dime
The days seem to pass right by
And I’m just left behind

Why are days becoming such a chore?
I can’t find what I'm looking for
And all I want is just a little more
Why can't I just feel the same way that I used to before?

So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days
So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days

forget the old days

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right past my eyes, sick of lies, i’m pissed
im gonna die, why should i try this
all my life, lived a lie, cant fight it
not gonna try, i’ll live my life in silence 

everything i tried to be 
ruined with maturity
all the shit i cant forsee
fucking up what i believe
miss the way it used to be
damn it’s just so hard to see
when everyone is gonna leave 
and i just keep on sinking

why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
loosing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 
why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
losing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 

well i don’t blame you
cuz It always takes two
but just look from my view
im supposed to love you 

what you gonna say now
cuz you’re two-faced 
try to figure it out 
theres a few ways
like you’re gonna change now
you confuse me 
gotta get through this drought
or is it too late

everything i tried to be 
ruined with maturity
all the shit i cant forsee
fucking up what i believe
miss the way it used to be
damn it’s just so sad to see
when everyone is gonna leave 
and i just keep on sinking down  

why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
loosing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 
why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
losing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies

dead to me

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aries - ditto (distant remix)

wake up waste another day
same story told another way
stuck waiting, still failing
just running in circles till i die
is it just destined for shit?
gave up, im so over it
its gone i cant reminisce
i just cant take it

fuck this, say goodbye, lifes a bastard
why cant i decide what im after?
who cares, i wont try, nothing matters
six feet down, my lifes a disaster
fuck this, say goodbye, lifes a bastard
why cant i decide what im after?
who cares, i wont try, nothing matters
six feet down, my lifes a disaster

no matter what you say
shits hard to face, dont want to change
no matter what i say
it feels like im going nowhere

what do i expect?
do i deserve it?
keep myself in check
its never worth it
the changing times
my fleeting youth
somewhere inside
i miss you

anxious all the time, and i cant explain it
try to justify all the time i wasted
i just want to die
cuz im tired of all the days just passing by
and i hate to say it

fuck this, say goodbye, lifes a bastard
why cant i decide what im after?
who cares, i wont try, nothing matters
six feet down, my lifes a disaster

going nowhere

We’re going back again
Going back where it started
I’m looking back again
It was fun while it lasted
So unsettling for you to say to me we both lost it
Our home is covered in dust our days there were fun while they lasted

And I don’t know how I wake up and live like this
Just wasting time avoiding the silence

Don’t know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
How can I leave behind all I know
Am I living life, if I’m so terrified
And never happy where I am?

Lately a mess, I’m so obsessive, its too late
Is it in my head, feelings I’m tying to forget, but I cant change
I just want to feel again I don’t want to go another way
Keep running away from my fate

I’ll drive through the city as I wake up
To remind me of the place where we grew up
From the smell of the smoke that killed our lungs
To the parties where nobody wanted to show up
But i never quite expressed the love I felt
Ill drive this car into the water and choke on my seatbelt
Found my guts age 22
I’m gonna do what I wanna do

I wanna be brave
But I’ll fall on my face
I just wish I could take my time
Easy to say but I can’t look away

Don’t know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
How can i leave behind all I know
Am I living life, if I’m so terrified
And never happy where I am?

Victory

Kawasaki Boy RE-AMP

It's not you
I'ts much worse than the stories
I'm through
These choices I can't ignore
But fuck you
It was way better before
It's no use
Don't want to be here no more

Straighten my priorities
Get through by whatever means
Follow dreams that I believe
Hide the truth so plain to see
Falling like the leaves
Knock me right down to my knees
I'm so sick of the lies

But say its fine
Find a way to waste my time
In the place I used to feel alive
Do nothing, keep on asking why

Tell me what you meant
Can't sort the voices in my head
With all this existential dread
Sometimes I worry about myself
Yearning to be anywhere else

The hope I had left
Dispersed like my friends
And they all progress
As I watch it all fade
Will I waste my life
Always chasing a dime?
Will I always feel the same?

I try my fucking hardest and if I'm being honest
It just feels like I'm the farthest from what I want in August
With all this constant pressure When I'm thinking about forever
Don't know how it gets better When I'm back home in September

Not enough
Can't face it stuck in the divide
Searching for a way out
Trying to stuff the pain down
Don't know what to say now
How can I decide?

Tell me what you meant
Can't sort the voices in my head
With all this existential dread
Sometimes I worry about myself
Yearning to be anywhere else

The empty rooms,
The solitude
Makes me question what I'm supposed to do
The frigid breeze brings back memories
Fuck I want to leave, but I want to stay here

Tell me what you meant
Can't sort the voices in my head
With all this existential dread
Sometimes I worry about myself
Yearning to be anyone else

september

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aries - cabin fever (distant remix)

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Rocor, NOIR, distant, Rainswept & adronn - ASPEN GROVE (ft. Puppet)

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@rainsweptmusic
@noirskg
@adronn

I’m drowning in this temporary ecstasy
I’m never quite who I intend to be
And seeing the world like you never did
Growing up but still a stupid kid

I wanna fill the empty space
Just today
This feeling never stays
Tomorrow we’ll be alone again
’Til then I’ll swallow the poison

Four years flew right by
Stuck here, I can’t decide
Wanted to feel alive
Wish that I had the time
Chasing
Changing
I’m so uncomplacent 
I just want another day

Another day to fill the space
Another chance I can’t replace
Among the crowd I’m just a face
Don’t worry, I’m ok
But if it all comes crashing down
I don’t know if I’ll come around
Another war I should’ve fought
Don’t tell me what I want

I wanna fill the empty space
Just today
This feeling never stays
Tomorrow we’ll be alone again
’Til then I’ll swallow the poison

I’ll swallow your poison
Your flesh and your bones
And I’ll stay here with you ’til it’s over
Time took my friends
And I’m nothing without them
The ink turns to black in the winter

I wanna fill the empty space
Just today
This feeling never stays
Tomorrow we’ll be alone again
’Til then I’ll swallow the poison

I wanna fill the empty space
Just today
This feeling never stays
Tomorrow we’ll be alone again
’Til then I’ll swallow the poison

2hollis - whiplash (distant remix)

less

movement

self doubt

This one is older. I was planning on mastering this but i have 2 other tracks that need a master so whatever.

somewhere

And it's finally out :)

Thank you so much for listening <3

never enough

This song was heavily inspired by Without Me by Puppet
Life goes on...

Puppet
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Artwork by CM
https://www.deviantart.com/cm2d

this mix is ass

without you

Something a little different :)
Still not good at making house stuff

looking back

Inspired a lot by https://soundcloud.com/duumu

departure

lost cause

This is pretty much just https://soundcloud.com/foria but worse

few tracks coming soon

change

Finally decided to release this one

Inspired a lot by https://soundcloud.com/lyonsareanimals and https://soundcloud.com/nanqo

fade away

Original
https://soundcloud.com/cantfindmenowlol/shit-ass
https://soundcloud.com/puppet

Artwork by CM
www.deviantart.com/cm2d

scatter

I have been working on this for so long...

a few special tracks on the way

distant

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