The Upload 25.09

If this is our world could you please stay in it
She wanna fucking die she don’t think that I get it
We’re both outcasts but together we fit in
One day you’ll forget me I’m just counting the minutes

Give me one thing to believe in
I’ll give you a million
if you Love it give it freedom
You love me cuz ur leaving
You hurt me but you mean well
Spare me the details
love you like I need braille
You treat me like I’m junk mail

Face first on the muthafuckin pavement
You don’t wanna talk okay bitch say less
I fell for you but it don’t come painless
time goes by I start loving something faceless

do you really think you could love me forever?
do you really think that i'll ever get better?
i've been known to be the great upsetter
this is my world you're the star at the center

i know im crazy girl i can't help when i fuck up
i've been done dirty i'm still healing all my old cuts
thought that i changed but my brain always stay stuck
maybe i'd be better if i stepped in front a mac truck

i know that we could last 
don't leave me in the past
my life is moving slow
why my thoughts so fucking fast?

Give me one thing to believe in
I’ll give you a million
if you Love it give it freedom
You love me cuz ur leaving
You hurt me but you mean well
Spare me the details
love you like I need braille
You treat me like I’m junk mail

Face first on the muthafuckin pavement
You don’t wanna talk okay bitch say less
I fell for you but it don’t come painless
time goes by I start loving something faceless

face first w/doan (johnnyfriend)

thoughts & feelings

https://soundcloud.com/goodnightromeo7

https://soundcloud.com/venaz7

Pressed (Feat. romeo! & VENAZ) [Prod. SOGIMURA]

hows it feel..?
v v v
oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

(funny little da da da break)

oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

... <3

pronounced as dead (splashgvng x irby)

this is the first beat I bought and the first song I made with jolst :)

lyrics 

painful like a blister
optimism is a sickness
call a liar as ur witness
just to cover up ur tracks
contemplating on my wisdom
do u take the chance n miss em
do u turn around n kiss him
just to validate ur act
but u don't stick to ur bones
there's time to change ur mind n call ur parents n go home
christ, God, put down the phone
binary solarity too hard for u to cope

oh, I'm nothing but a stoner
I'm a deadweight better as a loner
u can cry girl I can be ur shoulder 
I'm alone and I'm only getting colder

my brain has faulty wiring
tryna get undone
the doctors call it bpd
I'm messed up as they come
cause every minor set back 
leaves the feeling of a gun
pressed to my head n then I panic
cause the the chamber to be spun
hey aren't u shamed?
aren't u so n sos ex?
idk maybe I'm just tryna forget
I find it kinda funny that I'm known for my regrets
but the people that uv loved will always try to get revenge
the pain is in my brain n I swear it's gonna last
I'm still got up on the shit that happened to me in my past
disregarding all my feelings cause the time is moving fast
and my friends are placing bets on how long they think ima last
oh I bet that I'll see u in the nighttime 
bad dreams, cracked seams with the red eyes 
my bloods worth less than ur damn time
I'm a corpse tryna fight off these damn flies
oh I already told ya
I won't be sober till some point after October
time flies everyday we gettin older
we grindin hard, we just tryna find some closure

binary solarity (Jolst)

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE

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Vocals by @seejayxo + @ilyaxhes
Master by @ilyaxhes
Cover Art by @seejayxo
Produced by @thersx

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"GOING BAD!" (feat. seejayxo + ilyaxhes) [prod. thersx]

PESO ! p. meraki & ogdarm

Foreigner

rainy days w/ yung shinra (prod. discent)

i don't want these feelings....


Mixed by @killkenshin 

aquariiius : @aquariiius

Odece: @odece

5v: @5vexe

Baslle: @prodbaslle

Kawasaki♥  x aquariiius☁️ - ✨Glo Up!✨ (prod. Odece X 5v X Baslle)

MONARCH FREESTYLE

lyrics;

i know im not perfect but im tryna make it work
everytime you look at me im doin circles and it hurts
just goin round and round
just tryna figure out who i am
i am shutting down

and i been tryna go a round with you,
and ive been waiting forever for u to make a move 
on me, its cool, im not enough for you, you're red im blue, 
i wish u loved me too
hop up in the benz and grab a knife inside, 
im going crazy i might die tonight
and if u called me up like ive been feeling stuck, 
i wont give a fuck no i wont give a fuck

i jus want to be loved
but i will never be enough
im not good at this, at expressing shit,
but its mightnight now haven't heard from you,
in a bit, it's cool, im used to it
i jus wish you loved me too

prod by @irby314 and @nate2timez
mix and master by @itsokayroses
---------------
find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

round and round ft. skele (prod. by nate2timez x irby)

Lyrics

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause (x2)

Jealous of everyone doing better than I am, cause I can't keep up
Helpless, I don't think this fun, I feel so alone, I don't got no one

It's so dark in my mind
Now the light just makes me blind
I wish I knew love, I don't know what it's like
Cause if it really was, you'd be here with me tonight

But you're not, you're out there
Fucking on some niggah while he's pullin on your hair
I hope that he breaks your fucking heart
How did I get bad? I don't know where to start

Was it when you cut me off?      
We could start a home but you're sleeping in his car
You ain't knew I know so it hurts more hard
That you lied to my face when you didn't need to start

Moonlit rose I fucking hate you
You're just a hoe, I fucking hate you
Where did you go? I fucking hate you
Fucking hate you, fucking hate you

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause

Why in the fuck would you hit me up just to block my ass when I show I give a fuck?
I should of let you wreck that car that night you called me off 6 bars
Take note, this is what a hoe does, you'll be better off leaving them to rot and rust
Don't you ever fall for a bitch that need saving, she left my heart so broken and tainted

Don't you call me when you're falling
I can't care anymore
I'm walking off
I'm out of the door

spotify

IHY! | Produced by klimlords

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

fuck what they say
drinking does fuckin help
too much ice in my veins
hoes dont wanna stick around
rock bottom break my fall
crack my head against the wall
fuck up
fuck me
fuck this
something aint right

swervin on the wrong side of the road
face some pills forget the dose
fuck yo girl n drop my hoes
im too bored to stay on hold
im not scared im suicidal
help me get a hold of my life tho
fuck me
help me
this aint right

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

tell ur mom im single in need of rent money/emotional support (prod. crcl)

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

MONARCH FREESTYLE

DYING IN THE CUT

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