The Upload

thoughts & feelings

By @carlby
Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I dont fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Carlby - Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

Once in awhile (prod. yungspoiler + michaelwarren)

I found myself inside a world I didn't know how to walk,
I made some friends, and did some drugs, til I was one with my thoughts
I called her phone at 3 am, but she dont ever pick up


Its nothing personal, yeah,
im just a burden to yah,
I wanna shout in the night,
get way too high every time
im seeing shadows at night
im with the ghouls in my mind,
get way too high every time,
and sit with the ghouls in my mind

Ghoul ft. MXB (prod. Hieloways) #restart

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MIDAS - 10k Moss & Wxvy Jackson

sky high

rainy days w/ yung shinra (prod. discent)

mixed/mastered/produced by @sinxi

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VOCALS//

@demxntia
@kaiyko
@gehrmvn
@infamousgertrude
@collidingwithmars
@visionhatesyou

IN THE NIGHT

Medicine

fuxkcy - i really fucked up this time

spotify

boiscry - I'm Dying Out West(Prod. @nickmira_ X @johnluther0 X @starboyrob)

MONARCH FREESTYLE

So we have this. Enjoy. Maybe it's a snippet, who knows. I like it alot so take this thing. It's longer and more epic.

The music belongs to Joji aka. George Miller. I only edited the sounds.

Joji - Wake up 2 (extended version)

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lyrics:

blue skies come few and far in between
i just wanna go forward please
no stagnants around me, leave
i wont have a ship run by no one but me

self sufficient im so independent
clouds go overhead and still they rain on me
what'll it be?
whats my decision, an average life or a dream
what will i have to give up for the p's
and all of the wins
and all of the rings
they weigh down on me
i cant be seen with nobody else
some of em hate but i know i love we
thats how it be

thats how its been
always im in
way too deep

hard to pull myself back to reality
i dont even question it i dont know why she mad at me
if didnt do it dont believe what the others see

i wont say nothin
i dont say sorry
unless i was buggin
i mute at them parties
and sit on the sidelines like raptors are balling
if you dont watch me then start, look at what we

accomplished
honestly look at the projects
i got experience under my belt
i just need me a watchlist
and a little bit of luck
right eyes on the catalogue
i wont ever stop
no sir, i dont listen much
whatever, its a dub so im dippin from 
here
(x2)

ill go ahead
you catch it up
im a young god
my bible thumps

i ask you why
you dont know what
im not surprised
you're giving up

not goin back
world on my back
life bites the ass
no forrest gump

MONARCH FREESTYLE

DYING IN THE CUT

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