prod. by diveliner

Never run from a fight 
Where we left off last night 
Im ready to
Never go gently into the night
Im telling you

Like what the hell do I even know
I know that id die for you

I know I aint been my best
But I’m ready to
Ive been running these laps for a long time
Ive been running these laps for a long time
Ive been running these laps for a long time

I was such a boy and he was such a man
Teacher teacher
You were so young when you broke your hands
Teacher teacher

I learned pretty young not to show your hand
Preacher preacher 
You learned pretty young not to trust a man
Teacher teacher

Been keeping my nose out the k now
Shooting from the hip now
(Shooting from the hip now)
I gotta be an asshole
I talk a lot of shit now
Cover every rib now
Fuck w me

Cause everybody goes away in the end
everybody goes away in the end

Cause everybody goes away in the end
everybody goes away 
Everybody goes away

I was such a boy and he was such a man
Teacher teacher
You were so young when you broke your hands
Teacher teacher

I learned pretty young not to show your hand
Preacher preacher 
You learned pretty young not to trust a man
Teacher teacher

Cuz everybody goes away in the end
everybody goes away 
everybody goes away
everybody goes away
In the end

Cuz everybody goes away in the end
everybody goes away
everybody goes away
everybody goes away
everybody goes away
everybody goes away
everybody goes away
In the end

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teacher

prod. diveliner

I wouldn’t call this happy
But it's something
I wouldn’t call this blissful
But it’s something

I'm cleaner than I was
(than I was)
(than I was)
(than I was)
Cleaner than I was

Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now
(By now)
Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now

You waited
(You waited)
I waited too
You waited
I waited too

I coulda been a cowboy
Coulda been a rockstar
Coulda been an astronaut

Coulda been a doctor
Coulda been a boxer
Coulda played basketball

But I waited

I wouldn’t call this happy
I’d call it alcohol
Wouldn’t call it lonely
I'd call it nothing at all
Call it apathy
Call it atrophy

Lonely all the time now
Lonely all the time now
Anxious all the time now
Bored out of my mind

Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now

You waited
(You waited)
I waited too
You waited
(You waited)
I waited too

I coulda been a cowboy
Coulda been a rockstar
Coulda been an astronaut

Coulda been a doctor
Coulda been a boxer
Coulda played basketball

Outro

#SCFirst

basketball

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Heavy metal
I gave my heart away
I wish you could
Drink from a fountain and stay 
Here forever 
But when you wake up all you say
Is how you wish you
Hadnt woke up today

Tie a knot and then cross your t’s and don’t talk about it
Get in a fight and then sleep it off and don’t talk about it
And maybe I should see someone
And maybe then your pills would help
And maybe you could cry about it 
Cuz all these drinks sting like hell 
And maybe you should sing about it
Cuz all this talking hurts my health

Heavy metal
I gave my heart away
I wish you could
Drink from a fountain and stay 
Here forever 
But when you wake up all you say
Is how you wish you
Hadn't woke up today

Kiss the ground that we walk on and call it our mama
Kiss your palms and then write a song about all your trauma

Maybe we should just do heroin 
Instead
Maybe we should see our friends
Instead 
And maybe I should cry about it
Cuz all these drinks sting like hell 
And maybe you should sing about it
Cuz all this talking hurts my health

Heavy metal
I gave my heart away
I wish you could
Drink from a fountain and stay 
Here forever 
But when you wake up all you say
Is how you wish you
Hadn't woke up today

Heavy metal
I gave my heart away
I wish you could
Drink from a fountain and stay 
Here forever 
But when you wake up all you say
Is how you wish you
Hadn't woke up today

heavy metal

F150

Things We Can't Change

Light Blue Air

prod. diveliner, No Love For The Middle Child, Luke Wild, Gabriel Rosen

Moon In Venus

Children of God

98 Mercedes

Jansport

(prod. @diveliner & @vague003)

cover art ~ diveliner & tony camaro

LYRICS

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine 

we gon stay out late tonight 
fuck it celebrate tonight 
so ima cop a range on them

(dont hear what u say)

but i think youd let me die

(loving u)

now i dont trust no one 
u set ur words on fire 
guess in the end u right 
pray they dont leave me right 
pray they dont leave me right 

in the end ur too right 
shine with nobodys light 
i don't see my reflection in u 
in u 

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine 

u tell me hold on
tell me hold on
tell me hold on
nothing to wait on 
blood sunset
let the night rage on 

i dont think i can trust myself 
i might go take some pills 
i might go fuck this up 
but she knows im still in love
ima jus stack these bills
if i die ill be loved 

shine with nobodys light 
i don't see my reflection in u 
in u 

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine

2 hearts

eighteen again

lexapro

diveliner

kids on drugs

prod. by diveliner
mixed & mastered by neek

natalie

girl from texas

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West Adams Blues
Comedown
Comedown
Tell me I’m a dumb animal
Jesus piece on my neck
Save me and my girl

So I’m naked in my cage
I thought happy meant gay
Throw a threesome my way
You told me you wanna
Love me and no one else
I told you I wanna
Sometimes be with someone else

My skin feels like 
Prison when I’m by myself
This house feels like 
Prison when we’re by ourselves

Living in the same house
Do the same thing 
Every damn day and
I’m so bored
Watch porn
Think about the supermodels
And porn stars
Janice Griffith
I’m so torn 
I’m cheating on you
2017 feels like a dream 
I could use a pill
I missed smoking weed

So I’m naked in my cage
I thought happy meant gay
Throw a threesome my way
You told me you wanna
Love me and no one else
I told you I wanna
Sometimes be with someone else

My skin feels like 
Prison when I’m by myself
This house feels like 
Prison when we’re by ourselves

#SCFirst

I Can't Sleep

Oxford Ave

prod. by diveliner


Lipstick
Heartbreak
Waking up in someone brand new’s house
Daughter 
Lover
Sometimes I wish I was someone else

Gaslight!
Duct Tape!
Hit me with the bright light
You were on the right side
This Was!
A Mistake!
Tryna be a nice guy
We always had a nice time

Party’s over let’s say goodbye
I’m defined by my mistakes I
Don’t like to make pretty girls cry
(Hit me with the bright lights / You were on the right side)
It’s okay we all lie sometimes
(Hit me with the bright lights / You were on the right side)

Nose bleeds
Heart ache
Finding love in someone else’s mouth
Blow Torch 
Propane 
Driving by my ex’s parents house

Gaslight!
Duct Tape!
Hit me with the bright light
You were on the right side
This Was!
A Mistake!
Tryna be a nice guy
We always had a nice time

Party’s over let’s say goodbye
I’m defined by my mistakes I
Don’t like to make pretty girls cry
(Hit me with the bright lights / You were on the right side)
It’s okay we all lie sometimes
(Hit me with the bright lights / You were on the right side)

Turn on the bright lights
See what I don’t want you to
I need a night light
You’ve been having nightmares too
Turn on the gaslight
See what I don’t want you to
I need a night light
You’re caught in the night life too

Gaslight
Don’t move 
I think we both want someone to use
Low lights
Paid dues
You don’t know what I’m going through 

Party’s over let’s say goodbye
(Go!) 
(Turn on the bright lights!)
(Turn on the bright lights!)
I’m defined by my mistakes I
(Turn on the bright lights!)
(Turn on the bright lights!)
Don’t like to make pretty girls cry
(Turn on the bright / turn on the bright lights)
It’s okay we all lie sometimes

Talking:
hahahahahaha
Yo!
Stone Cold Steve Mason!

#SCFirst

I can't Sleep

Gaslight!

prod. by diveliner blueysport and suhwoosh


Devil on my shoulder
Telling me it’s all good
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

Laying on the bed with nothing on
I could use another
You could use someone

Let’s try again in like a week
We don’t even need to sleep
Promise you it’s real
Separate anxiety 

Then next week your sleeping over 
And we’re getting high
You moved to california
Dreamin’ bout a better life

Got me tripping thinking bout money
Got your heart inside my pocket now
I think we’re both pretty good at running
I don’t even feel like walkin’ now

Devil on my shoulder
Telling me it’s all good
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

Devil on my shoulder
Telling me it’s all good
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

Give it like a week and I’ll 
Be drunk enough
And I’ll call you up
3am and

You’re just tryna sleep but
You know bout my insomnia
Tryna let you breathe
I feel so awake
Cuz I need you to want me
We both come from trauma
I have trouble sleeping and

I still want you
I still want you
I want you

Devil on my shoulder
Telling me it’s all good
(tellin me it’s all)
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

Devil on my shoulder
(Devil on my shoulder)
Telling me it’s all good
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

#SCFirst

Devil

prod. by diveliner


Cocaine colored VS Lingerie
No pain
No love and no bed frame
Make another movie
Then maybe we won’t change
Rotate on the table

I swear that I waited way too long
I gave you too much of me
Why do we like to watch things bleed
Prey on insecurities

Nobody ever said love 
Was promised
You’ve been waiting here 
The longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But I need saving from someone

You woke up from Nirvana
19 always sucks
Washed away in the water
You told your mom to get fucked
Your boyfriend got you on drugs
You’re all in my house
Hook up on the couch
Lies in my mouth
Cross on my back
Watch where I step
You’re pretty when you’re strung out 
I look like im dead


Nobody ever said love 
Was promised
We’ve been waiting here 
The longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But i need saving from someone

Nobody ever said love was promised
We’ve been waiting here the longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But i need saving from someone

#SCFirst

Fix You

prod by. diveliner


I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that you moved away
Act like it doesn’t bother me
I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that we’re worlds away
Try not to let it bother me

I met Kanye West and I’m still just a piece of shit
He said he wanted to link and he took a pic of my fit
That’s my childhood idol dreams come true when you risk it all
Mama taught me that and I’m thankful to be your kid

I’m sorry that I’m such a fuck up
I’m doing hot in my twenties
This year at least I could eat
Cuz last year I was counting pennies
I had negative dollars to my name and I was still trapping
Doing fraud and dreaming bout running in front of traffic

I’m happy for you now
You’re doing good at a distance
I know I should call you more
But it hurts too much when I’m missing you 
And tensions building up 
I can feel you resent your son
I’m losing focus, seeing ghosts and looking down at my gun

I want us to see eye to eye
I’m trying to see eye to eye
I’ll be alright

Cuz I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that you moved away
Act like it doesn’t bother me
I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that we’re worlds away
Try not to let it bother me

I aint seen you in a minute, you left
And you tryna tell me I live my life wrong
When I was a kid you could hear me crying through the drywall
Look you in your eyes and I see that I fucking hurt you
I’m driving drunk with my pistol no registration or curfew
Nine milimeters till death do we fucking part now
Ari said I hurt her I’m finding peace 
In the dark now
Zoe started stripping in houston 
Our lives apart now
Girl from texas told me that she hates me
I’m in park now

Tripping by myself my dashboard just started moving
Bumping scar tissue thinking bout the scars I got from you
And how my fucking childhood turned me into this fucking wreck
I treat the women in my life like shit and I’m fucking pressed

I want us to see eye to eye
(See eye to eye)
I’m trying to see eye to eye
I’ll be alright
Be alright
Be alright
Mom, I’ll be alright

Go! 

I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that you moved away
Act like it doesn’t bother me
I love you more than words can say yeah
That’s why it hurts so much
Don’t let it bother me much
Bother me much

Go! Go!

Love you more than words can say
That’s why it hurts so much
Don’t let it bother me much

#SCFirst

Eye 2 Eye

prod. by diveliner


Wait up 
Wish I could run back all the time
With you
But it’s gone and you’re dead
I’m bouncing 
Between thinking bout when I almost died
In the hospital in FLA 
Thank god I’m alive
But it’s safe to say I’m traumatized 
Yeah 

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

Why wouldn’t you 
Live another minute
I wanted to tell you
Something dumb 
But you’re out this

Wish I could say whattup to Sarah but she’s dead now
James weighing heavy on my head now
Praying that I wake up in my bed now

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

They preying on me, I
Wish I had less enemies, I
Moved out of the city, yeah
I’m tryna find peace, I

I miss all my friends 
I miss everyone
Who saw the end
Look at me I’m young
Look at me I’m dumb
Baby pray for me yeah

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

(Yeah)
I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love

#SCFirst

Nostalgia

prod. by diveliner 


Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA
Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA

I got a tarot card reading
Listening to Nipsey Hussle
We were naked laying on our backs
Victory Lap on shuffle
She told me that she used to be on heroin
I told her that I used to be humble
I just wanna sing like Lou Reed baby
We’re both living in a bubble

I wanna leave 
I wanna stay 
I wanna go 
I wanna cum
I’m losing track of who I fuck 
Who’s fucking me
I’m 23
She’s 21

She said she fucked Post Malone
But she still broke
She likes coke and everyone
I like waking up next to strangers in my bed
And doin’ drugs

Put your clothes on
It’s paradise lost
It’s so LA 
How we brush it all off

Welcome to LA yeah
Welcome to LA
Welcome to LA yeah
Welcome to LA

Only hit it raw cuz she on birth control
She said life’s a blessing
I told Hope I just wanna be alone
She said I’m pretending
I got 510 tatted on my face
Feels like the world is ending
Fucking IG models, bumpin game
I needa watch my spending

Pretty faces
Empty spaces
I think you should see somebody new
Somebody like you 

It’s 5am we’re watching movies
Thick brunette she acts nothing like you
This shit reminds me of you

Put your clothes on
It’s paradise lost
It’s so LA how we brush it all off

Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA
Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA
Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA
Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA

Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA
Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA
Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA
Welcome to LA, yeah
Welcome to LA

#SCFirst

Say Hello To The Angels

prod. by diveliner

You’re finally happy now
Because I’m unhappy now
You’re finally happy now
Finally happy now

You’re finally happy now
Because I’m unhappy now
You’re finally happy now
Finally happy now

Killing my brain cells with TV and drugs
Sometimes I think that killing myself could be fun
I always had a temper but at least I don’t run
Just dont run from me tonight

I grew up in a happy home
Until that happy home said fuck it
I’m paranoid about having kids cuz I know Ima wreck em
We only fucked in the bathroom 
I gave that girl a C-Section inside her heart now
It’s getting fucking dark now
So when I thought I got Jamie pregnant I was boutta lose my shit
I got pending charges on me but I aint about to snitch
Because I’m hard now
I got a new bitch on my arm now

She’s calling me daddy because she aint got one
My homies girl got killed in a hit and run
My homies girl got killed off of a Xanax pill that shit was cut with Fentanyl 
Live laugh love
Pray for love
Even if it escapes you
Pray for love
Wish upon a star but I’m just lookin up 
I pray that you forgive me for everything I done
I hope that you forgive me for everything I done
I’m betting against myself right now
I hope you won
I’m staring at the sky right now
I’m somebody’s son

Mama told me baby put your guns in the ground
But mom I wish I had my gun right now
Sitting in the studio hoping I don’t peak right now
Cuz I got signed, got rich, and burned my money to the ground
Calling bitches women 
Calling women bitches
Yeah I’m proud
That everyone I knew when I was a kid think I made it out
When in reality this winter I was almost dead
But they just wanna know about being signed at Def Jam, 
what’s coming next?

You’re finally happy now
Because I’m unhappy now
You’re finally happy now
Finally happy now

You’re finally happy now
Because I’m unhappy now
You’re finally happy now
Finally happy now

I’m not even fucking signed anymore either

#SCFirst

Finally Happy

prod by diveliner & BEATSAINTFREE JG

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

I should’ve text you back
I know I’m really bad
At being on my phone
I hate it with a passion

I’m waking up alone
Take it to the nose
Cuz you’re living fashion
At FIDM making clothes

Thinkin bout you kinda hurts
I gotta lotta shit to fix a lot of bad habits
You saw me at my worst
You saw me as an addict
Sometimes I wish we never met 
So you could be more happy

Romance isn’t dead
We just aint 
Found it yet
Fuck what they said

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

I wonder if we’ll run into each other someday
Cause honestly I don’t know
What I’d even say to you
Try to be nice
Try to polite
But you see right through
To the pain inside my eyes 

Yeah I got heavy eyelids 
Smoke a little weed
And pretend i’m on an island 
Somewhere away from you
Somewhere that I could act right 
and be somebody new
I’m yelling at a mic 
Like the fuck it’s gonna do

Romance isn’t dead
We just aint 
Found it yet
Fuck what they said

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

#SCFirst

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