Our new Single! Lyrics:

I'm not looking for you in anyone that I meet, but they all look just like you, yeah they're all just like you. 
Picture perfect turned dirty pretty, 
It gets so old. 
It gets so old, yeah it gets so old. 

Come and get it done and face all the dirt you left behind. 


Drowning in your own guilt, 
Is all you ever have to be,
Drowning in your own guilt. 


I'm not looking for you in anyone that I meet, but they all are just like you, yeah they're all just like you. 


Picture perfect turned dirty pretty, 
It gets so old. 
It gets so old, yeah it gets so old. 



Come and get it done and face all the dirt you left behind. 


Drowning in your own guilt, 
Is all you ever have to be,
Drowning in your own guilt



Come on and do it don't turn away, 
Come on and so it I won't turn away 


Guilt is just a phase, 
But what you've done is a disgrace.

Drown In Guilt

I guess I was born under unlucky stars.
 I check my horoscope daily to see how I will fall.
 Don't follow me child there's ghost in everything I do. 
That means you too.
Run away, run away. Run away my dear, run away.

I spend my life,
Trying to find,
The reason why I cry
 so hopelessly into the night x2

I guess you were born under unlucky stars. 
You check your horoscope daily to see how you will fall.
 I won't follow you child there's ghost in everything you do.
 And that means me too.

Run away, run away. Run away my dear, run away.

I spend my life,
Trying to find,
The reason why I cry so hopelessly into the night x2

I guess it's written in the stars,
 that I'll stay unhappy for all the days of my life.

I spend my life,
Trying to find,
The reason why I cry so hopelessly into the night x2

Sagittarius

How does one manage to 
be so deceitful.
There's no way out, there's no cure, 
Bat your lashes, it's all uncalled for.

But you like it that way don't you? 
You like it that way don't you? X2

Puppet show,
The front row, 
Isn't it all distasteful? 
There's no way out, there's not a cure, 
Sweeter the smile, uglier the comedown.


But you like it that way don't you? 
You like it that way don't you? X2

 
theres no way out
theres no cure.. 

But I like it that way don't you? 
You like it that way, dont you? X4

Isn´t it all distasteful?

----- (first record of this song as an outro)

Puppets

Big thanks to Vimma Crosby for playing cello on this song.

We're all just trying to heal our wounds,
Mirror the pain someone inflicted on you.
Grab on to the first one who comes around,
Don't mind if I do, tell me you're alone too.

I numb my brain I numb, 
But I'll never get too far.
Love is and so is wine,
Let's make the most of our time. 

Does it really matter who will hurt you, 
If it's me or her? 
If you want to get real burnt, 
You won't make it with a first match.

Wound to wound,
I don't want to be so vulnerable.
Healing is difficult,
Maybe impossible.

Wound

Dark waves splash against our boat, I heard an awful cry from the shore behind. Row far and row hard, I'm never going back under the cloak of lies. 

Our eyes widen the further we go, 

I can't hear a single cry, no guilt, my mind is awry. Row far and row hard, to think of what we've done is just a waste of time. 

I met you down by the corner of my lonely creation, that held me still. I'd kill a another man or two just to get where I'm at, to be freed. 

The night comes and the stars appear, and there's no need to cry, while the sea surrounds. Row far and row slow, I might have seen some land, I'm just not quite ready to strand.

Åbo

SÄK.1
Just a little, kill yourself just a bit
To stay alive, to feel alright
Just an acute sense of the end

PRE CHORUS: 
Not a pretty feel anyone should
have to go fight and that's why
It kills just enough to fear, you go
But you are the moon
I'm the sky shining on 
(That's why we’re never one).

KERTSI
I don't want any bad
And if i'm the bad
Then the leftover of me
Is colours of burned black.

SÄK.2
Kill yourself a bit to be the kind 
Of a soul that works between us. 
Its crazy and uncompromised
But it's clear to see,
The problem is me

PRE CHORUS
KERTSI

KERTSI2
We are hiding ourselves from this path 
That we crawl, when days shine we live
Then it turns, accepting the fear and the fight 
In our souls
It's the only way ‘till its all gone.

C-OSA
To the day that will change it all
I don't know how to feel but its all gone by now
I don't want to feel guilty, but what else I can do?
The problem is me, the treasure is you.

Psychosis

These past days will be a blur,
yuh for that I'm sure.
He gives her that ol' drunken slur, 
Until his world goes to slumber.

She watches your sleep; watches the door,
It's about to get knocked.
The fear hits her right to the core,
Breaks the delirium.

C: The Reaper is tapping on my shoulder: 
"The end is near don't get any bolder",
"I'll easily get rid of you and your lover,
It's over".

O' your baby she's good,
How she wears her chemical crown of thorns,
"Who's the fairest of the land", is just a phrase, when Snow White is dead,
She cleans the mirror with her face.

She watches his sleep, watches the door,
She has already heard it being knocked.
The fear hits her right to the core,
Breaks the delirium

C: The Reaper is tapping on my shoulder: 
"The end is near don't get any bolder",
"I'll easily get rid of you and your lover,
It's over".

Days go by, 
There's no bottom to the bottle,
He's already sunken to the bottom.
She's accusing him for bunch of things such as stealing, 
While on her summer dress her nose is bleeding.


C: The Reaper is tapping on my shoulder: 
"The end is near don't get any bolder",
"I'll easily get rid of you and your lover,
It's over".

Reaper

Lose yourself until You make sense
because all the fun in slight madness
brings all the pain in, before 
you will notice..

is your control lost or are you lost in control?
if live hard and fast is the way
is the limit of living okay?
is your control, fucking dead?

If live hard and die young feels great
is the life you live really pain?

this pain drives to the edge
where you dont know lifes position
the pain drives you too hard
to get to know who you ...are

-the loss of the change to listen, chance to speak
change to be, full of dreams

chance to feel will,  not to blur it
with easy heal

this pain drives to the edge
where you dont know lifes position
the pain drives you too hard
to get to know who you are

pain drives you so far,                            
you leave the ones who care, 
wondering what is wrong

and you say its fucking ok
when we see your eyes staring
at death thats sparing lifetime

converting your sight, its almost time to die
time runs and lips blow

the smoke of teardrops 
hiding around in mind, behind the sky of saints
the trip goes on alright.

Smoke Of Teardrops

All these tears I shed, and to have nothing left.
I couldn't afford to lose it,
I can't believe I've done it.

There's no agony,
The rain I won't feel it on my skin.
Always surrending to gluttony,
I should think more carefully.

No I don't desire only  floating higher,
You can keep your victory,
I'll drown in my misery.

No more floating,
If I'll go on my head's exploding,
There'll be no memory,
I'm free, nothings remaining.

Loving's a losing game,
And vain the award that awaits,
I couldn't win the race,
You left without a trace.

There were no promises,
The pain is still crawling in my skin.
As always it's all for nothing,
I should be able to end this.


No I don't desire only  floating higher,
You can keep your victory,
I'll drown in my misery.

No more floating,
If I'll go on my head's exploding,
There'll be no memory,
I'm free, nothings remaining.

The Ending

Hiding sun,
and light is gone again,
with the colourful scent
in the wind of my life.
so dark feel 
it surrounds you with black echoes.
do I catch now my mistakes?

tear this drop of light
to frozen ground.

Is there a sign to undo it?
Hiding sun, 
your energy was 
keeping life
on my other kind of
straight line.

This dark coma shall pass
when the cast away calls for a start.

hiding sun 
your light is gone again.
it surrounds you
with so dark feel
it could kill with one feed.

So I ask myself again,
do I catch now my mistakes?

tear this drop of light
to frozen ground.

Is there a sign to undo it?
Hiding sun, 
your energy was 
keeping life
on my other kind of
straight line.

Hiding Sun

I have given up for now
the life is for the living
I´m not gonna hate
I´m not gonna hurt
and there´s nothing to be hated for
and you are cold

(C:)

lost and gone for too long
I wanna get out
life is a blight
my miserable life
I wanna get out but I don't know how x 4

(Chorus:  I don`t need nothing
else, but the truth
I found within myself.
Ive closed all the doors
I started to reconcile
Wont fill my mind with someone elses truth.  )

C-osa
I´ve had enough
my miserable life.
I don´t care if it´s day or night
All I want to be is
grateful or afraid of
the outside

Where your scent
In the wind of my life
Is just smoke on my eyes.
The need to bat my lashes 
against the night

My Side Of The Story

Your eyes glistened for the loss of your faith,
but still your presence lightened my days.

Fear no more, it's all in your head.

Lose the need
of all the things you can keep.
There's more to life than all
the things you could keep

Time runs in vicious circles of fear
doubt and distrust.
I've come to show you how to break out.

Leave your greed behind,
soon you'll find yourself feeling alive. 
You own nothing, you owe nothing

Fear No More (Album Version)

Big thanks to Venla Valovirta for backing vocals/helping on creating this song.

Eyes cold on white flow
try to go far
to get something on

your eyes gettin' cold
on the long try to go..
getting so cold, you don´t know.

I guess I was alone
all the time I tried to love
that´s something you don´t know

Your sight is going down
My mind was only for you ‎

Chorus:
it seems everything I got
Is going to stop
everytime it goes a step forward
this life is sliding out
every eye you see you'll never find 
the shine that´s dying 
step behind
when it`s going to start?

your life is getting cold
best before its even going on
open your eyes

the world is freezing in here
to seize only the moment
where you stand alone

Chorus

every eye you see you'll never catch
the shine is rumbled step down
(close your eyes, I can feel it, hunting me, coming to soul)
courage laying useless
far away from your heart
(by your heart, I know)
thats its way to open
when you get it going on.
Chorus

By Your Heart

Found 2015/2017


Guitar/bass: Juha Rantala
Bass/guitar: Janne Kovalainen
Drums: Aleksi Salo
Vocals: Heidi Huikuri

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