Encntrar Mi Camino

Me despierto cansado, con el corazón dolorido,
las mismas cuatro paredes, la misma lucha de antes.
La tele está encendida, pero nadie oye,
solo el silencio me grita en los oídos.
Dicen: "Crece", como si fuera así de fácil,
pero el mundo exterior sigue siendo incómodo.
Los sueños se vuelven borrosos cuando estás atrapado en un lugar,
tratando de sonreír con la cara bañada en lágrimas.

Cansado de reglas que no parecen ciertas,
de hacer lo que me dicen.
No soy perezoso, no tengo frío,
solo necesito una mano que me sostenga, que me sostenga.

¿Adónde voy, qué hago,
cuando el mundo se siente demasiado grande y me estoy partiendo en dos?
Tengo un corazón, tengo una voz,
solo quiero tomar mis propias decisiones.
La universidad no es para todos, y eso está bien,
tengo un don, déjame encontrar mi camino. No estoy perdido, solo necesito una luz,
y alguien que me diga: "Estarás bien".

Siempre he intentado hacer lo correcto,
pero la amabilidad no te quita el sueño.
Cansado de oír que debería endurecerme,
no estoy roto, simplemente he tenido suficiente.
No soy un rebelde, no soy un desastre,
solo busco más, nada menos.
No necesito que me salven, no necesito fama,
solo alguien que vea más allá del nombre.

Tantos caminos que nunca conocí,
solo quería el mío propio.
Un lugar adonde ir, un rostro que se quede,
que me ayude a encontrar los días mejores.

¿Adónde voy, qué hago,
cuando el mundo se siente demasiado grande y me estoy partiendo en dos?
Tengo un corazón, tengo una voz,
solo quiero tomar mis propias decisiones. La universidad no es para todos, y está bien.
Tengo un don, déjame encontrar mi camino.
No estoy perdido, solo necesito una luz,
y alguien que me diga: "Estarás bien".

Entonces crucé esa puerta, asustado y pequeño,
a un lugar con murales y pósteres brillantes en la pared.
Conocí a alguien amable que simplemente se sentó y escuchó,
no me arregló, solo me dio palabras.
"Chico, tú importas. Siempre has valido la pena.
Tu camino es tuyo, por todo lo que vale.
Tu arte, tu sueño, tu corazón palpitante,
ahí es donde comienza tu futuro".

Así que si vas a la deriva, frío y pequeño,
esperando a que alguien te alivie la caída,
busca el lugar con las puertas abiertas,
ya no estás solo.


Encntrar Mi Camino

This song is pure energy. I wanted to capture that feeling when the night hits, the music hits, and you just can’t hold yourself back anymore. It’s fast, it’s electrifying, and it’s all about giving yourself over to the moment letting the rhythm take control.

Relax all the way’ is both a command and a promise. It’s about chasing excitement, chasing desire, and letting the chemistry between people take over. There’s this push and pull, the thrill of being unstoppable and irresistible, and I wanted the song to feel like that rush from start to finish.

Every verse, every chorus it’s meant to make you move, to make your heart race, and to make you remember that night long after the music stops. It’s wild, it’s fun, and it’s unapologetically bold.

Tasha - Relax [2016]

tolerance and faith

August 2025 . The residency has just finished, heading home soon to start work on developing a couple of long format works from all the sound captures. 
These are the 3rd batch of 3 short sketches using field recordings captured around Montegiovi, Tuscany. With these little works I am experimenting freely with what can be produced from each days sounds - manipulating them and stitching them back together with the aim of producing a long format work at the end of the residency. I have done maybe 20 or so  since the beginning of August. The idea is to have them done by the end of the day (or night) then move on to something fresh the next day.
I am truly thankful for this opportunity that has been provided for me by the Salamanca Arts Centre in Tasmania and Cultivate Projects/La Baldi residency in Italy and The USA.
And of course the wonderful people of Montegiovi !

Tuscany Experiments  8 - 10

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Waking Dream

Part 4 of the final track of Then She Reaches For The Gun's 2nd Album
released in Jan 2025 - nomatesensemble.bandcamp.com/album/i-am…m-with-you.

Then She Reaches for the Gun was formed in 2021 by Mat Ward. At its essence is sound collage, Ward invites musicians, sound artists, poets and anyone interested to send him files to be used, abused and showcased ‘as suggested by the work’. They are not always musical but field recordings, spoken word, engine noises and drunken rants. Animals participate a lot too! The raw material is arranged with one phrase asking for the next in an alchemical and intuitive process that will most often feature dozens of tracks weaving in and out of each other, colliding, harmonising, arguing and laughing along the way.

Both the aesthetic and the compositional methods use what Frank Zappa called Xenochrony - the mixing together of separately recorded and rhythmically opposing musical phrases to create polyrhythmic and polytempi compositions.The work also features fragmented story telling with the human voice (in many languages) appearing unannounced throughout the tracks offering up snippets of thoughts, conversations, jokes and existential angst. The absurdity of humanities desperate claim to have any real understanding of its place in the universe is revealed through the recorded follies and genuine emotions of the artists. The project is a celebration of chance, diversity and community. It pays homage to all musical tastes and genres whilst maintaining a sense of humour and irreverence that is needed to stay sane in the climate of 21st Century contemporary culture.

Then She Reaches For The Gun is

Humans

Adam Meredith - Ford XD with XF front mods/Voice
Ambient Annie - Electronica/Field Recording/Voice
Andrew Harper - Field Recordings
Angostura Elwar - 2 x Behringer CRAVE analog synths/Yamaha P200 electronic piano
Antonella Eye Porcelluzzi - Text/Voice
Ariad Music - Clarinet/Percussion/Piano
Axel Weiß - Electric Guitar/Robot Voices
Banalytic - Experimental Electronics
Belial Pelgrim - Digital Strings/Electronica
Brendan Corey Benson - Electric Guitar
Carolyn Wigston - Voice
Chicago Word Brigade - Electronica
Dan Hewins - Bass Guitar
Dane Renshaw - Drums/Voice
Dani Kirby - Keyboard/Piano/Voice
Dylan Banks - Intonarumori/Voice
Frank Wilke - French Horn/Trombone/Voice
Garbage Truck Disco - Drum programming/Electric Guitar/Joyous Pop Punk
Glenn Ward - Electric Guitar/Skyhooks
Hakan - Moog Voyager XL
Hverheij- Drums/Electric Guitar/Synth
Johnny Python- Bass Guitar/Drum Programming/Electric Guitar/Text/Voice
JZsuperstar - Electric Guitar/Field Recordings/Keyboards
Lady ElectroTrek - Organ
Libby Laksmi - Jazzy Loops/Synth Bass
Loop(c)y - Electric Guitar
Malo Bernard-O’Meara - Drums
Maxx Black - Guitar/Ukulele
Minimal Drone Girl - Cat Wrangling/Field Recordings
Oberlin - Eurorack/Piano
Paolo D’Emilio - Electronica
Paul Miller - Electronic Percussion/Keyboards/Phat Electro Bass
Phil Bywater - Saxophones/Voice
Raul Mainer - DAW Programming/Heavy Metal
Robert Jefferson - Akai Rhythm wolf/GakkenSX-150 ll/Korg Kaosilator/Percussion
Rosin Dust - Violin/Field Recordings
Sarah Megahertz - Speedway Noise
Scratch Kelly - Beats/Electronica
Stan Magendanz - Electronica
Ten Atmospheres - Field Recordings/Synths
Texmex Shaman - Electric Guitar
The Windscale Blues Experiment - Clarinet/Flute/Saxophones
Timothy Korstad - Demons/Electronica
Thomas Bergheim - Bass Guitar/Electric Guitar
Tobias Schmitt - Electronica/Processed Organ/Text
Tuonela - Demons/Electronica
Vartch - Drones/Things/Trousers (not T-shirts)/Voice
Widar’s Spiritual Front - Electronica/Ms Pacman
W:I:L-o’ the-wisp - Bass Guitar/Electric Guitar/Electronica
Wivresse - Electronica/Voice
Zanshin - Acoustic and Processed Drums

Mat Ward - Arrangements/Bass Guitar/Double Bass/Field Recordings/Intonarumori/Marimba/Noise/Percussion/Piano

Dogs
Boogie
Brophy
Buddy
Hancho
Jack
Momo
Neska
Poldo
Senna
Shyamsundara
Star
Oily (cat)
And many cows from Milis, Sardinia

Cooking Hard Boiled Eggs in a Cheap Motel In Adelaide Part 4

Another snippet from Caligo Paean - beware of gifts when chasing gods : ) 

Caligo Paean is a 1 hour long sound piece installed on river front property in the town of Franklin, Tasmania as part of the exhibition "When The Fog Clears". It formed part of the Ten Days on The Island Festival March 2025.
The work was installed in several locations across the property including a stack of subs under an old bus, in the main exhibition space and in an abandoned shed some 40 metres from the main area . The speakers were 'tuned' quite differently depending on their location and the sound was not delay corrected with the result of each mini-installation merging with each other in odd sonic ways - kind of calling the listener from one spot to another. The the work features field recordings, percussion, piano, bass guitar and Intonarumori as well as this special one off choir : )

Caligo is the Ancient goddess of Chaos. Born of the fog she controls the darkness, dwells in the void and is as old as the primordial matter that created the universe. This work is a tribute to the goddess as she continues to influence our lives and, in the case of this installation, the site and concept informing the show.

Official press release below for The Fog Clears

Every day, the mists of the Huon Valley perform a seductive dance, gently obscuring and revealing contours of the fertile land and waters. Situated in The Watershed Franklin, When The Fog Clears features six artists from lutruwita / Tasmania exploring the region’s iconic mists through a variety of mediums including installation, sculpture, illustration, sound, and video.

Developed exclusively for Franklin, this exhibit extends from the waterfront itself into the chambers, kilns, and rafters of the shed, inviting visitors to consider fog as an atmosphere that can cloak us in unexpected ways.



Caligo Paean (A gift, a choice)

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Important note: This track is not the official anthem of the Toxicator event.

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Petite track remix de "The son of Flynn" , iconique track de la BO de Tron:L'Héritage composée par les Daft

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I'm not here to entertain you. Or give you things you want. This is my story, where everything's included, told from the side the observer. All things converge in one place, its chaotically beautiful.

tolerance and faith

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