many of you may have known me throughout the years as Destinyè, Desahnyá, or possibly Anu. these are all names that i have outgrown; embedded with journeys that i do not encompass who i am at the deepest core of myself. i have shed the shell of someone who felt like they could never be accepted as themselves; as someone who could never find the 'proof' of what they knew to be true about themselves, as a trans-agender queer polyam disabled, mad indigenous american being who fights to reclaim, remember, and return.

i've been waiting for the 'right' moment to share, to express, to 'roll out', battling many anxieties on making everything 'perfect'. i've had many voices over the years tell me that what i do and who i am is not significant or worth anything. i've been belittled, disregarded, and discarded. i've been ostracized and isolated from community. i've had my craft undermined, and my creations treated as if they were trash. i've been battling a spectrum of chronic and enduring experiences, all the while trying to maintain my flow of creativity through limitations, delay, abuse, and systematic oppression. all the while, still giving to those i can around me, and maintaining my relationship to the stars, the land, my ancestors, the great spirit, and other natural forces around me. still maintaining the art, healing, and ritual.

i never stopped creating, and i am proud that i never let anything make me give up, when so much has made me want to make an exit on this world. one of the main things that has kept me alive has always been the music. so here's to no longer waiting for the 'perfect' moment. here's to no longer hoarding what i have to share to the world. here's to no longer overthinking myself out of sharing for the love of sharing. here's to no longer desiring the best 'come back' after years of cultivating, growing, learning, and unlocking more pieces of myself. a time that i cherish deeply for the ways it brought me closer to myself, my ancestors, my heritage, and my practices. for the ways it has grounded me in the directions i am meant to take in my mission to decolonize and return to indigenous ways of life.

i am Abataloa Bagua (dey/them), and i am ready to take a definite step towards the truth of my journey, and what it means for me to be seen, no matter who is looking. i am a storyteller, a creator, a historian, a genealogist, an ancestral worker. i am a multidisciplinary practitioner, an energy worker, a reader, a sidereal astrologer. i am a medicine maker, teacher, lover, and healer/killer. i am many things and more, and i am ready to explore my discoveries, experiences, and messages with you all, if you feel called.

thank you to everyone for listening, reading, and being on this journey with me. death by expression is my way to end a cycle of silence, and to bring forth a transformation that i need for myself. i am free.

YUKA KIYO
(freedom, liberty)

waning moon (demo)

satelite (demo)

pretty petals (demo)

all about you (demo)

something outta nothing

seven seas

What I could save from before I lost my phone back in 2018….

red scarlet (demo)

eye placement

What You're Feeling (( raw demo ))

(cultivating)...

genderless indigenous two-spirit being.

art. healing. ritual.

sidereal religion.

reconnecting, remembering.

i am, so let me be.
welcome all who are open to the truth.

(he/fae)

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