𝙂/𝘿/𝙔/𝘽/𝘼 prod. rossgossage

𝙁𝙍𝙀𝙀/𝙎𝙏𝙔𝙇𝙀 prod. Impala Drummerz

Guitar/Vocals: DIV/DED


Everytime that I lost my self control-
My heart fell black and I was on my own
Look in my eyes, you can tell I'm gone inside-
If you wanna bet my life, go on
If you really knew me, you'd know I'm trynna save me-
Get out of my head and get out on my own.
I'm destined to be lonely-
Please don't fucking show me
Used to slipping through the cracks and coming up on my own 

And if we lost it all-
No, I wouldn't take the fall
No, I'd bare that shit all on my own
And if I called no you wouldn't care at all
If you picked up- 
If you picked up I wouldn't talk at all.


Everytime you speak I swear we lost it
Everytime you've crossed my mind I've dodged it
Set fire to my eyes, I made a locket-
To remind myself this was all gonna cost me
Broken, I'm selfish, and I don't know how to love
I'm silent, misspoken my words can't say enough
Why the fuck am I like this?
Why the fuck am I like this... 

No, I wouldn't take the fall
No, I'd bare this shit all on my own
And if I called no you wouldn't care at all-
If you picked up I wouldn't talk at all. 

Everytime that I lost my self control-
My heart fell black and I was on my own
Look in my eyes, you can tell I'm gone inside-
If you wanna bet my life, go on


𝙊𝙣 𝙈𝙮 𝙊𝙬𝙣 /Raw Acoustic/

𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄 // Prod. Malloy

/𝘎𝘖𝘕𝘌/ (prod. Heath Stone)

Lyrics:
I fall hard with emotion
I don't care if you notice
Every time acting like you don't know
You're in line with these motives-
Hoping that you can control us
Every time acting like I don't know

Broken down so much
Everytime I leave the house feeling like I've lost touch
Oh-
Thinking that I've messed it up-
This life that I'm living doesn't seem so vivid uh uh

No lie-
I'm just wasting my time feeling like I'm dead inside
Missing your touch like I've missed so much
Blacking out all the time where do these visions hide?
Losing matches-
Burning bridges-
Can't calm down with all these voices loud in my head
oh, I need it-
Dependent-
If I can't think what do I say when things go wrong in the end?

I've got nothing left to believe in
So my heart starts with leaving
These thoughts you don't see them
Just emptiness alone in the end

FALL [prod. DIV/DED]

Recorded/Produced: DIV/DED
Mix/Master: JOMAR

Unofficial release-

lyrics:

chorus:
Tell me what to do-
because I've been laid up thinking bout you and I didn't wanna choose-
but it felt so wrong letting me get to you.

/just wait/
I'll hesitate-

I push and pull the wrong way
try to fight but you won't stay
I've lost myself and I'm so afraid
can't find my way I lost my compass, aye.

stuck on a path but there's one way out-
the buzz in my chest it won't fade now.
blacking out on my way down.
I can't fake it 'cause it's too loud






/𝘏𝘌𝘚𝘐𝘛𝘈𝘛𝘌/ (prod. DIV/DED x JOMAR)

I will never be officially dropping this song so feel free to freestyle in the open part. 😎

K/Y/P (prod. theo)

/make you mine/
/thats what you said
what you said, what you said, yeah/

what were your intentions?
i think you forgot to mention that
am I overthinking?
im stressed so much that my conscience turned black
/uh/
why was this the answer?
for you to run and never look back
were these your worst intentions?
and were my efforts not enough to keep your attention?

always wanted what you wanted
what i always bought that shit was never flaunted-
never flaunted 
/oh/
everything I need pushed to the side-
now the thoughts in my head leave me haunted
was trapped_ felt attacked_ got attached
my heart slowed, now it's beating fast
my head always clouded,
ill drag myself down to the grave like you wanted, uh

you said you would make me yours
but you broke me down, left me unsure
i miss who we were thats for sure
i would call but_ 
fuck it

Ｔ／Ｗ／Ｙ／Ｓ

ＳＵＢＬ／ＭＩＮＡＬ

ＳＯＵＬＳ

get me out of my head
i cant take it, I cant take it
all I do is wait it out
i cant fake it, I cant fake it anymore
you all walked out the door
now Im sitting here frustrated
wondering why you don't come around no more

if communication holds the key_
ive lost i like i always do-
in their mind they up and tossed it
im walking the wrong path searching,
hoping I might cross it
/i might/

all I do is strike my feelings up-
and watch myself burn to the ground
cant put it out, cant put it out
theres no one 'round to help,
my eyes can't drown out the sounds-
my flesh it burns like hell
cant distract myself, cant distract myself

what do i do except wait patiently?
pace around the room accepting what I_ll never be
motivation has no concept,
just moving through with caution
/moving through with caution because/

its easy to tell when you dont care
its easy to tell when you're not there
i know too much.
/i know too much/
i know too much.

Ｉ ＫＮ_Ｗ

composure, it flows over me,
my conscience at its weakest 
but i sit and hope that,
i think i can hope that,
im not always fading alone in gray
seems like im always in the wrong place
i slip in and out, black and white,
watch them decay
im standing on my own stuck at my own pace
ill walk my own path,
know no better way
somehow deep down i dont think i can change
i know what ive lost and there's nothing to take its place

you dont need closure until its gone
the hardest part of life is that you cant move on
broken, youre bleeding, forget who you were
swear it all feels like a god damn curse
cause all i do is feel like im the worst
project these thoughts and feelings into every word

i know the world is broken
but this time its my own throat im choking

ＣＨＯＫＩＮＧ




you took my heart away from me
why'd you have to leave

ɴ_ᴛʜɪɴɢ １１／１

I think it's 8 months flew by now, the clock don't look right
I've lost all my sight still can't sleep through the night
I wake up, you're gone- I know that I was wrong this time

Force myself to go outside, but I struggle to fight
When I leave the house I'm reminded of what I left
We'd fight then make up- we decide to go walking
I miss you beside me, when we were talking

Rolling up in my car and your head on my shoulder,
Problems never mattered when you'd pull my arm closer
Now the heart on my sleeve it just stays getting colder

I think it's 8 months flew by now, the clock don't look right
I've lost all my sight still can't sleep through the night
I wake up, you're gone- I know that I was wrong this time

I miss this
and I miss you
I miss this
but I miss you too

８?

I don't really talk much-
maybe pass a hundred bucks then I'll let you run your mouth.
trash talk & give a fuck- I don't really like it. nah.
fuck it, I'm calling you out. 

hold up, not again-
thinking ways I could just leave again, not fucking around
people these days asking "wtf is empathy?" 
a video can show you how.

dont reach out, blame yourself
let the scum just fade itself out
watch it all go-
you're growing up it shows
they'll die alone and you dont gotta ask how 

hold up- here I go! thinking ways I could just see the end,
not fucking around.
I dont wanna be here in this superficial atmosphere-
I'd rather just burn in hell.

I don't really want much
I don't need a hundred bucks, just don't fucking run your mouth.
trash talk & give a fuck- 
I dont really like it, nah.
fuck with me I'm calling you out.


𝙎𝙪𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝘼𝙩𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙥𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚

Lyrics:

I don't really wanna throw it in your face.
But I'm doing fine, I'm great
There's no one here to stand in my way
Just me, myself and I getting lost in this plane

I swear I don't need change
I've changed enough from the torture, I feel chained
I have so many here to blame
But what's the point, I'm the only one in this place

I don't wanna go through all the motions, these emotions they're atrocious, feeling hopeless, there's no closure- I can't find an escape
Drugs they make me hurt.
She's the only one that worked.
Now she's gone I'm writing letters to get no response-

But I'm doing fine, I'm great.
There's no one here to stand in my way.
Just me, myself and I getting lost in this plane.
I didn't wanna throw it in your face that I'm okay.

I swear I don't need change
I've changed enough from the torture, I feel chained
I have so many here to blame
But what's the point, I'm the only one in this place

but I'm okay.
That's what I tell myself-



𝙄𝙃𝘼𝙑𝙀𝙏𝙊𝘽𝙀𝙊𝙆𝘼𝙔_ (demo)

(prod. DIV/DED x sketchmyname)
Lyrics:
I don't fight right now.
I don't wanna lie to you.
I don't wanna work this out -
'cause I don't wanna face the truth.
I don't wanna talk right now.

Take my hand don't let it go.
You said we'd make it through high and low -
I guess promises are meant to be broke.
You're breaking down you know that I know.
Falling back to hell I go-
Suffocate in all the smoke.
Cut my circulation, fall in anticipation -
Struggling to rise to the situation.

The Truth [prod. sketchmyname]

𝘿𝙄𝙑/𝘿𝙀𝘿 𝙭 𝙂𝙊𝙏𝙃 𝙃𝙄𝙋𝙋𝙄𝙀 - 𝙋𝙇𝙀/𝘼𝙎𝙀 𝘿𝙊𝙉'𝙏 [𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙙. 𝙉𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙖]

SEVERED

LET THIS GO

𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐇/𝐒 𝐆𝐎 [prod. thatboineco]

SORRY BOUT IT

𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 /𝐓 [prod. BSVS]

𝐖/𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 [prod. Don't Cry]

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄 [prod. Malloy]

[𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔡. ℌ𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥 𝔖𝔱𝔬𝔫𝔢]

Lyrics:
I felt you leave that night-
Your shadow coaxed my eyes
It left me satisfied

I felt you take my pride.
Opened up my vibes-
You made me realize.
I can't just run and hide
 
I feel the pain and the pleasure within you-
emotions you feel and the struggles you've let loose-
 I've been living the life, that past life that kills you.
Trying to battle these demons and live for you

Through bloodshot eyes.    
Crippling lies.
Cold inside.
Frozen, died.
I'll black my eyes. 
Watch you cry.
Drink on this wine
and leave tonight.

I see how you feel, I swear you're not lesser
You've got my attention so ease off the pressure, huh?
slam on the breaks, they break, can replace, there's prices to pay.
I just need you to know I'm here to stay.

I saw us leave that night-
Your shadow caught my eyes
I feel unsatisfied

I watched our pride run dry.
Broken, In disguise.
This made me realize.
We cant just run and hide

𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙑𝙀 [𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔡. ℌ𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥 𝔖𝔱𝔬𝔫𝔢]

I need to get away
I'm craving an escape from all of the pain
Can't fill the empty spaces
I know I can't replace this,
I guess I'll have to face it
but I can't- I can't.

Positives make me cry-
Since I feel like I'm living a lie
Negativity is fine-
I feel safer in the afterlife.

My eyes are running dry-
My patience wastes my time
I'm losing from this fight
The calm leaks from the inside

I'm fading faster than you know about
My brain tells me that I've lost all hope there's no doubt
Can't think of what will bring me back to life
So I'm afraid all that there's left to do is die.

I need to get away
I'm craving an escape from
All of the ways I fill the empty spaces
I know that I can't change this.
I'm gonna leave this world nameless.

Because society is cold-
and I'm sick of growing old just to watch myself live in regret
Thinking that every second spent is just a waste of time
Not living my own life-
I'm running out of mine.
But I'm not gonna find it

I'm fading faster than you know about
My brain tells me that I've lost all hope there's no doubt
Can't think of what might bring me back to life
So I'm afraid all that there's left to do is die.

The world's not changing- it's me.
The world's not fucking changing- it's just me.

EMPTY SPACES  [Raw Acoustic Session]

Lyrics:
I don't wanna change.
I just wanna leave you-
I'm over everything
Just wanna know my place, too.
You're never gonna see.
The brighter side to me.
I'm leaving everything- that you will never be.

And I don't ever wanna know what our future holds.
'Cause I already know, yeah this shit's been getting old.
And I've had enough- I swear I've had enough.

When I fall-
You fade-
When I change-
You move pace

You're never gonna see-
The brighter side to me-
You'll be left to be-
Get over everything.

And things have been changing lately.
And I'm not sure what this means.
If I have to run away, I'll see another day.
I'll hope that this will stay, but I will probably change.

When I fall-
You fade-
When I change-
You move pace

You're never gonna see-
The brighter side to me-
You'll be left to be-
Get over everything.

𝙊𝙑𝙀𝙍 𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔𝙏𝙃/𝙉𝙂 [ᴘʀᴏᴅ. ᴅɪᴠ/ᴅᴇᴅ]

DIV/DED x RichCityK9 - Never

n_thing feels real;
my conscience at its weakest

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